OH MY GOD SO NO FUCKIN BULLSHIT I SWEAR To GOD. I reblogged this an hour ago and IM NOT Lying My Tax Refund which I did in late march popped into my Bank Account, and it was a Decent sized amount……

yooooo

One day, all the love you’ve given away will find it’s way back to you, and it will finally stay.

Nostalgia is a dirty lie that insists things were better than they seemed

“It’s just a phase” you say Phase: a distinct period in the process of change change. that’s exactly what she wanted but you wouldn’t let it happen you preach “love thy neighbor” but you couldn’t accept her your own daughter daughter. your own flesh and blood you were mature enough to lay in bed and create life but not mature enough to love the life you created nine months. your body crafting your very own child almost like a machine each and every detail given special attention you see the thing about machines every once in awhile there are errors the brain of a daughter body of a son you loved your son so much you killed your daughter and even after her suicide you desecrate her memory stabbing her by burying her in a suit slapping her with misgendered pronouns he. him. his. kicking her continuing to call her joshua your words like knives leaving scars on an already damned body you cry as if you are the victims you made her hate herself brainwashing her with therapists therapists who shamed her shamed her for being different different. every parents wants a child who’s special but at what point does being special constitute hatred and abuse the weight of the world weight you couldn’t even handle yourselves slung across the shoulders of a 17 year old girl standing six feet tall but still struggling on december 28th 2014 her life was lost but little do you know the hit of the semi truck was nothing nothing compared to the way she was treated by you leaving only one simple request “my death needs to mean something. fix society. please”

you chug a fifth of alcohol by yourself & everyone around you is too busy cheering to wonder how empty you had to be in order to do it

I’m drunk and my clothes are a little too tight and everyone is laughing but I’m staring at my palms and it all feels so intrinsically wrong because the world keeps revolving but he’s just… gone.

No woman wants an abortion like she wants an ice cream cone or a Porsche. She wants an abortion like an animal caught in a trap wants to gnaw off its own leg.