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Don’t even trip.. I'ma take those off ya hands for you.

because when one of my guy friends told me and some friends he got raped by a woman when he was 12, a “friend” laughed at him and told him he should be happy he got laid that young.

because my 17 year old friend’s parents let her 14 year old brother roam the streets until 12am, but she has to be home by 10.

Because my brothers girlfriend, told the police she was raped and fell pregnant but the rapist didn’t get jail time as she got an abortion and the ‘evidence’ was gone.

because a guy from my old school was raped by another guy, but because he’s gay, they said it wasn’t considered rape.

because a 19 year old lesbian got raped by a guy, and he didn’t go to prison because he said “he only tried to turn her straight so she would be accepted by her parents”.

because in some cultures, girls (and boys, of course) still get thrown out of the family because somebody sexually assaulted them.

because they’re still teaching girls to walk faster at night instead of teaching boys that they shouldn’t rape.

Because they’re teaching kids that they’re only male rapists and not female rapists too.

It’s been a few hours, you’ve just been hanging there. You’ve been quiet, too quiet. Usually there’s music playing, or your foot steps could be heard. But today, you’re quiet. Your little sister, who doesn’t normally come to greet you because you lock yourself away, decides to see what you’re doing. She assumes you’re taking a nap, or doing some homework quietly. She runs up the stairs, eager to see, but she comes to an immediate halt. You’re not doing your homework, nor taking a nap. Your music isn’t playing and you aren’t walking around. You’re hanging there, completely still, now just like her. At this moment, her whole world shatters. Everything she has ever known, looked up to, loved, is hanging there by a thread. At this moment, her life has been changed forever. At this moment, she wishes she was hanging with you.

Before you decide to take your life, imagine who will find you. Imagine them walking into a room, and seeing you just hanging there. Whether it be your little sister, little brother, mother father, grandparents, a friend. Imagine what will happen when they find you. No, they will not say “Finally, they’re gone.” No, they will not say “I’m happy they did that.” No, they will not say “I never loved them anyways.” They will die. Their hearts will break. They will hurt, more than you ever could. They will cry, scream, and break down. They’ll believe it’s all just a dream, praying to wake up. Except, they won’t feel that for a few seconds, or a few days, not weeks, nor months. They will feel that until the day they die. Everyday will be hell. They’ll think of you ever second. They’ll hate themselves for not being able to help or save you. They’ll wish they could die too. They’ll want to give up, just to be with you. They won’t be ever be happy again. They won’t smile. They won’t go back to their daily routine. They’ll die every time they walk past your room, or see a picture of you, or think of a memory with you. They’ll think, but stay quiet. They’ll visit your grave, feeling a knife go through their chest every time. And every morning when they wake up, no matter how long it’s been, they’ll wake up to thinking they’ll see you, only to be let down once again. And every night, they will cry themselves to sleep, because even though they refuse to admit it, know you’re gone forever.

Before you decide to take your life, think of your family, burying you. Yes, your own mother and father are planning your funeral. It’s supposed to be the other way around, but it’s not. They’ll have to call the cops, sign a death certificate, pick out clothing, buy a tomb stone, a casket, pick out flower arrangements, and more; All for their child’s funeral. The morning of your funeral, everyone who loves you is wearing black. Tears are streaming down their face, while their heart is breaking. Everyone who you thought didn’t need you, or didn’t care, are waiting in line to see you. They aren’t waiting in line at a party, or a graduation, or at a wedding reception. They’re waiting to see you, hands folded, lifeless, in a casket.

Before you decide to take your life, think of everyone you will be hurting. Don’t you dare say no one, because absolutely everyone will be affected. Your grandparents, won’t have a grandchild anymore. Your parents, won’t have a child anymore. Your brother or sister, won’t have a sibling anymore. Your pet, won’t have an owner anymore. That person you sit next to in class, won’t feel your presence anymore. Your teacher, won’t have a student anymore. That time your grandparents told you no, will haunt them forever, thinking it is their fault, that you are now dead. That time your parents yelled at you, will haunt them forever, thinking if they didn’t yell at you, you would still be here. That time your sibling said they hated you, will hate themselves, because they believe you would still be alive if they said they loved you instead. Those kids who made you feel bad, will wish they were dead too, because if they just smiled at you instead, you would be here. That teacher that said you didn’t meet her expectations, will feel like a failure, because you would still be here, if she believed in you. Everyone, who has ever been in your presence, will hurt, because if they showed you they cared, you would still be here.

Before you decide to take your life, think. Don’t just think of yourself, think of the consequences for everyone else. No one’s life will be the same again. That person who God made specially for you, won’t have you. That happiness that was waiting for you, will never show again. Before you decide to take your life, realize that you may be ending your pain, but you’ll be starting a lifetime of everyone elses.

If you are feeling alone, and think that suicide is the only way out:

My ask is open, and I’m always here. I’ll never judge you. I’ll try to help you.

If you are thinking of taking your life, call:

1-800-784-2433

Please. Please please please read this and reblog!

If you support LGBTQ Rights you need to stop scrolling and read this. This is not a fucking joke.

If you cant read this, here it is: 

If you don’t remember Sophie M Herold, she is a German girl, who is extremely homophobic and transphobic. She has found out LGBTQ persons names, addresses, personal info etc. And set up her own database. Her intentions with this are harmful.

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Hey everyone @mockingbirdbaelish here. So back in 2015 I had this idea to have a card exchange throughout the JSE community. It’s been a roller-coaster of 2 yrs for me…I haven’t been active in the community like I used to, but now to change that. Let’s revamp the Card Exchange and spread some cheer & love this holiday season!!

What’s a card exchange? – Well… It’s where a group of people send greeting/holiday cards to each other through postal (or email as e-cards) from all around the world. This is a little way to bring a smile to people and potentially make new friends. Last time around we had over 150 people join in. :D

HOW TO PARTICIPATE:

*First and foremost if you are under the age of 18 please make sure you have your parent’s/guardian’s permission to participate.

Visit the website & Fill Out the form: [HERE]

Any questions you may have send an ask or email to [email protected]  (…also If changes are needed make sure to send an update email)

THINGS TO NOTE:

NO NSFW or triggering type of images or text on cards or messages being sent out.

You DO NOT need to submit a home address or P.O. Box if you’re not comfortable with people knowing it. However, if you want physical cards through postal then consider it. Otherwise everyone can still send you an e-card via the email you provide. 

I am NOT the only one sending out cards …nor are the cards first coming to me for “screening” and reshipped out. So please be respectful if you participate.

The information you submit on the form will be added to a list and everyone who is participating sees that list. So again if you are not comfortable with giving out your address, real name, etc then take precaution. 

THIS WILL NOT BE RAN BY JACK. So unless he gives out a P.O. Box to join in…send messages through the Jacksepticeye tag so he may see them and make sure to follow his personal tumblr. 

You DO NOT need to send a card/email to everyone on the list, but make sure to pay it forward to some.

You DO NOT need to purchase cards…homemade items are welcome.

If you have any special requests (e.g. No religious material, a specific holiday you celebrate, etc) make sure to include it on the submission form.

All cards/emails should be sent out and reached before the year ends or the top of the New Year…you don’t have to rush to get them out by the 25th.

I will be sending out updated list to everyone via email (make sure to add [email protected] to your contacts so messages won’t be spammed) and Tumblr (make sure to follow to see updates). The deadline for submissions will be December 22nd, 2017. If you have any questions send an ask . Thanks. :)

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“Old Jack here, with another ghastly tale!”

This is getting kind of ridiculous.