𖹭.VIOLET.ᐟ

You can call me 🏎 anon.

I’m 22 and I genuinely never thought I’d be writing one of these.

Before entering the void, I was obsessed with the idea that certain people could manifest others into it. I truly believed someone else could push you there. So when I saw Pink’s experiment, I thought, Perfect. This is finally going to do it for me.

It didn’t.

Absolutely nothing happened.

At first I was disappointed, but that failure ended up changing my entire life because it forced me to realise that no one was coming to save me.

Manifesting for others into the void is impossible because your consciousness is YOURS. Nobody can think for you, assume for you, or enter awareness for you. My life was entirely in my own hands and I had been acting powerless the whole time.

That realisation slapped me awake.

For 3 days straight, I simply affirmed: “I enter the void state effortlessly.” “I am pure consciousness.” “The void state is natural for me.”

That’s all I did.

On the third night, I laid down repeating my affirmations lazily and suddenly my body disappeared. Completely. I couldn’t feel my limbs, my breathing, nothing. There was only awareness floating in endless silence.

I had entered the void.

The second I realised where I was, I affirmed everything I wanted as DONE and exited.

When I woke up the next morning, my life was unrecognisable.

Not movement or birds before land. No bridge of incidents.

Everything had manifested INSTANTLY.

My dream sports car parked outside my building

A luxury apartment I somehow now had the keys to

Thousands deposited into my bank account

My ideal physique

Clear skin and thick hair

My dream girlfriend

Designer clothes and watches

A high-paying remote job

Confidence so intense people stared at me differently

My anxiety completely gone

A new friend group

Travel opportunities already lined up

Constant validation and attention everywhere I went

It felt like I had shifted into an entirely different reality overnight.

The craziest part is how NORMAL it all felt.

So yes, the void is real. And yes, your entire life can change in a single night.

But the biggest lesson I learned is this:

Stop waiting for someone else to hand you your power.

You are the operant power. You always were. 🥂

it's not just about getting the thing, it’s about becoming who you truly are and occupying the state of being loved, chosen, seen, wanted, held because it is the truth of who you are. you are the version of yourself that is no longer moved by appearances, no longer shaken by delay, no longer waiting for proof. because proof comes after, first comes identity.

“there is no one to change but self. to be transformed, the whole basis of your thoughts must change. but your thoughts cannot change unless you have new ideas, for you think from your ideas.” — your faith is your fortune

everything comes back to self concept. you can affirm until you’re blue in the face, but if you still think you’re unworthy, unloved, or unseen deep down, you’ll manifest situations that reflect that. when neville says, “imagination is god,” he is saying you are god. when he says, “you are all imagination and god is you and you are god,” he is telling you the deepest truth available to man.

you must become loyal to your truth. that means showing up every day as the one who is already chosen, already powerful, already divine. what happens when the 3d is loud and things look like they’re going in the opposite direction? you remain faithful to your assumption. you do not abandon the new man.

self concept work is not about fixing a broken self. it’s about uncovering the truth of the self you forgot. it’s about remembering: you are the operant power. you are imagination. you are god. you are the one. you are the chosen self. you are the embodiment of the divine.

“the spiritual man speaks the word of truth, and his word is law.” — the coin of heaven

so speak the truth today. and if you can’t speak it, feel it. and if you can’t feel it, still choose it. because that’s the work of this journey. the 3d has no authority over who you are. it cannot define you, it cannot punish you, it cannot deny you. it can only echo you. and if it’s echoing something you no longer want, change your self.

you are the beloved. you are love in form. you are god wearing your own face. be the version of you who needs no proof because the assumption is enough. the identity is enough. the self is enough.

at its core, self concept is simply what you consistently assume to be true about yourself. the 3d is not happening to you. it’s happening through you, a reflection of your identity. this is why neville always brings it back to self: “there is no one to change but self.”

1. observe your current self concept without judgment.

this isn’t about beating yourself up, it’s about awareness. ask yourself:

• who do i believe i am in love?

• who do i believe i am when it comes to money, health, safety, being seen or chosen?

• what patterns keep repeating and what story about myself do they confirm?

2. choose a new concept of self and treat it like sacred truth.

this isn’t just “i am rich” or “i am loved.” this is:

“i am the version of me who is always chosen. always secure. always seen.”

and

“i am the god of my reality. my world bends to me.”

it’s not enough to affirm it once and wait for proof. you must claim it and remain loyal to it. as neville says: “remain faithful to your idea. if you do, you will become it.” — feeling is the secret

this is why self concept is so transformational. it doesn’t just change what you get, it changes who you are. and once you shift the who, the what must follow.

3. live from the new concept, not toward it.

stop waiting to “feel” like them. stop treating your ideal self as a future version you have to earn. you assume the new concept and you live from it now.

“assume the feeling of the wish fulfilled. that which you feel yourself to be, you are, and you are given that which you are.” — your faith is your fortune

this is the inner switch. no more: “i hope this works.” or “when the 3d changes, then i’ll feel secure.” instead:

“i feel secure, so the 3d will reflect that.”

this is identity. this is law.

4. stay loyal, even when it’s hard.

the hardest part? that quiet in-between space where you’re affirming one thing but the 3d still echoes the old. that’s when the old man shows up. that’s when your nervous system wants to spiral and your thoughts try to bait you into reacting. this is where loyalty comes in.

“be faithful to your idea and you will be blessed for your faith. you will become the embodiment of that which you have assumed.” — the law and the promise

what is being?

being is awareness.

when you’re identifying as source/awareness or whatever u like to call it. all of it is a coin either way no matter what side it’s flipped on. then you’re ALL. current identity, new identity, all of it.

identify as source isn’t an action it’s just identification simply ceasing to exist.

there is no ego to destroy or drop. only misattribution, the ego is just an expression within awareness.

misattribution: misidentification, wrongly assigning a cause, creator, source.

the current identity and new identity are both appearances & experiences in you. all of it exists because you do.

so the current identity and new identity are appearances not containers.

everything is an undivided experience. nothing exists outside of awareness. outside is a concept.

u experience directly because only now appears. time is a story inside the now.

so to sum ts up:

when identification collapses, there’s no HIERARCHY. no ego, higher self, desired self, none of it. just undivided appearing.

being isn’t a state felt by someone.

being IS fullness; nothing excluded. when being there is all that appears, appearing, without separation.

this session is now concluded…

Every day, you make a choice to believe in your power or make excuses as to why something isn't working

IDGAF what the economy is doing, I'm going to get what I want, eat well, and live an abundant, happy, well-designed life. I didn't come here to suffer or be in bondage.

what is being?

being is awareness.

when you’re identifying as source/awareness or whatever u like to call it. all of it is a coin either way no matter what side it’s flipped on. then you’re ALL. current identity, new identity, all of it.

identify as source isn’t an action it’s just identification simply ceasing to exist.

there is no ego to destroy or drop. only misattribution, the ego is just an expression within awareness.

misattribution: misidentification, wrongly assigning a cause, creator, source.

the current identity and new identity are both appearances & experiences in you. all of it exists because you do.

so the current identity and new identity are appearances not containers.

everything is an undivided experience. nothing exists outside of awareness. outside is a concept.

u experience directly because only now appears. time is a story inside the now.

so to sum ts up:

when identification collapses, there’s no HIERARCHY. no ego, higher self, desired self, none of it. just undivided appearing.

being isn’t a state felt by someone.

being IS fullness; nothing excluded. when being there is all that appears, appearing, without separation.

this session is now concluded…