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this may be a really stupid ask but my mind has been overthinking about my desires! I’ve manifested before many times but I have this desire to change some aspects of this world which is very common and normalised but it doesn’t feel right to me? is it infiltrating others free will as the thing I want to remove is not even objectively bad. anytime I try to think it’s fine to have this desire, the 3d seems to give me arguments against my thinking and I get stressed and feel like is it worth it because everyone wants this but me? but the existence of this in the world makes me stressed and I think I would be at peace without it in the world?

thanks for all the guidance on ur blog, it’s been helpful!

Consciousness does not hold moral standards, so why bother beating yourself up about others opinions on your own desires? (Do not take this out of context, use common sense here)

For all intents and purposes, your desire whether bad or good already exists (and it is not outside of you). Nothing outside of creation exists so just choose. Do you want it? Then it shall be as so.

I know this can be confusing to understand because of how society enforces us to act but we have to think bigger than just what we experience. Reality is just an illusion and everyone living in your illusion is an expression of your inner world.

I hope this help and I appreciate you reading my blog :)

I haven’t used it to manifest or shift yet cus I’m always so distracted imagining cool stuff and mesmerised by the symptoms the state gives me

I am not promoting anything btw, I’m just mentally ill & my bsf can testify for me 😭‼️@sincerehimbo

I saw a post of yours where you said, "I like to contemplate the darkness behind my eyelids and be aware of my consciousness in that way." But I have two questions (I don't know if they're the same thing):

1- What does "being aware" or "being conscious" mean?

2- How exactly does one "be aware of consciousness"?

Hi Anon, I'll try my best to answer! I feel most people in this community get caught up in the details and feel like they need to "control" or "perfect the process", when really the biggest part of it is letting go and having faith (no, not belief or trust!)

FAITH in this situation is simply detaching yourself from the outcome. Leaving the ego's need for control or proof alone, because the ego will always talk, but you need to stop disengaging with the thoughts that arise. (and no, this doesn't mean if you do interact with them once in a while out of habit that "all your process is ruined"! You don't have to be perfect; this is not a process or method because you aren't trying to achieve anything! )

1. What does “being aware” or “being conscious” mean?

Simply put, it means you are noticing experience as it happens. More specifically you are: - aware of thoughts - aware of feelings - aware of sensations (body, breath, sounds) - aware of silence or mental space

The key point is you are not the thoughts themselves; you are what notices/observes them.

2. How exactly does one “be aware of consciousness”?

This is where people get confused. You don’t “reach” consciousness like a destination. ("IT'S" (YOU) ALREADY WITHIN YOU, IT'S YOU, YOU ARE THE SOURCE!!!)

Instead, you notice that awareness is already happening right now.

A practical way to understand it: - You are hearing sounds → awareness is there - You are noticing thoughts → awareness is there - You notice even silence/emptiness → awareness is still there

So “being aware of consciousness” just means recognising yourself as awareness itself, not just as the ego, thoughts, emotions, or your human experience BUT the thing that witnesses it all. Recognizing that everything you experience is already appearing inside awareness, including the sense of “me.”

You don't need to do something extra. Why? again, you aren't trying to achieve a state! IT'S YOUR NATURAL STATE SINCE IT IS JUST YOU WITH NO IDENTITY OR LABEL! The void is when consciousness is aware of itself when it's not playing a role.

So notice the experience and then realise that you are the one noticing and sit in that silence.

It can sound like something dramatic or profound should happen, but because awareness is already what you are, it often feels very natural and even ordinary.

In simple terms, you’re realising you are more than the 3D reality, your thoughts, or your identity. You are the awareness observing all of it.

Practically, this means not getting pulled into every thought, feeling, or doubt that comes up. They WILL still appear, but you don’t fight them, analyse them, or cling to them. You let them pass and return to simply being aware; whether through silence, observing the darkness behind your eyelids, self-inquiry (“who is aware?”), or affirmations that help you connect with that feeling.

The key point is that the void or pure awareness is not something you achieve through a perfect method. It’s already within you. You’re not creating it, you’re just letting go of the human mask and becoming aware of what has always been there.

When stripped of all your senses, who is STILL aware? Consciousness and who is that consciousness? YOU. Who is "you"? Pure consciousness before any labels. The source of all creation.

Awareness is already present. Thoughts appear within it. The sense of “I am observing” is also an appearance in awareness. So there is no arrival point where you “become” the observer. The observer is not a thing you find, it is the fact that anything is being experienced at all.

Other amazing posts on this topic I recommend you check out:

https://mind.university/awareness-vs-consciousness-whats-the-difference/

https://nisargayoga.org/everything-is-made-of-awareness-non-duality/

Stillness Speaks / Eckhart Tolle writings

YouTube Channels:

Rupert Spira

Sam Harris

Ramana Maharshi

Basically the whole multiverse is just taking place in the coma brain of an actively dying patient and that’s how shifting and black holes and multiverse travel is possible. Because it’s the brain eating itself and slowly dying. Heaven is perfection, perfection is existence of everything but we’re too self aware for existence

It all ends and begins with source.

You do not have to destroy ego to liberate consciousness. That’s ego’s belief.

You are not baptised by dissociation but recognition of separation.

There is no word play in that statement, it’s as simple and direct as mentioned but I’ll do my best to explain it further.

As consciousness everything is within you, because you are the source. Meaning awareness and ego is both you, but ego is a mask awareness wears, changeable and not interlinked. Unlike awareness, because we can be conscious without awareness like a tree but awareness is function consciousness uses to experience itself.

So you remember your origin, pure awareness because that’s all you are and will be for eternity. A formless awareness that observes, no identity.

Like an actor playing on stage, you come off stage and take off your role. You focus on just being YOU (I am) because that’s all there is. So, once you remember your not ego but awareness, you have no choice but to accept the fact you are the void because that’s all that remains.

Sorry about the messy hand writing, I am so tired. Hopefully I wrote this post with enough clarity to get my point across, if not… just wait because I’m working on something :)

Being aware of awareness… sounds a bit weird, what does it even mean really? Well, simply put, you are aware of the fact you are pure awareness; not the ego (your thoughts, your feelings, your identity).

So you let go of the human mask, you realise you are only awareness experiencing life through a human vessel. So you choose to forget it, leave it behind and focus on your awareness as an observer.

Once you know this, you become still in the knowing the void is simply your default settings. If awareness is not pretending (“playing”) to be ego, it becomes aware of itself, and when awareness is aware of itself, it is the void.

There is no getting, you ARE, and always will be the void. But nevertheless, ego asks “it’s all of that’s true, why do I feel restless?” That’s because you (awareness) are still identifying as ego, all you really need to do is LET GO. Detach awareness from ego and just BE, simply EXIST.

(Not to say you will feel complete tranquility and a sudden revelation, it’s so natural that it’s actually quite lame and ordinary because you’re always been it)

Because once you let go of ego and simply be, you are nothing but an awareness witnessing itself and that’s literally the void.

Have faith that it is all you and let go of the outcome, this is not a method to get anything. It has always been your default setting to be the void.

I like to witness the blackness behind my eyelids and be aware of my awareness that way. You can simply decide you are and just… be still in that knowing (or go to sleep like me).

If an actress were too engrossed in a role and forgot they were acting, would they need to affirm, dance to the moon and sacrifice a young virgin to realise they’re simply an actor again? No, exactly. You are just realising you were always pure awareness, it just slipped from you for a moment but now that you remember, you are the void again.

Other amazing posts on this topic I recommend you check out by other bloggers:

I'M BACK WITH ANOTHER SUCCESS STORY HELL YEAH!!

I finally got a passing grade on my second attempt on my assessment even though i submitted it late (i also got an extension on that yahoo!), the teacher was so adamant this was a special case and no one would usually get an extension for getting the dates wrong lol. I was so scared to open the school website because my heart was racing and ego was loud but i did a little reminder and told myself why god worries when i am the creator and source, remember it was always mine.