Viciously Addictive Words

I need you to know that without you there would be no words to write You once said, my words must be how I feel… however, I write only the words you’ve inspired I am not a writer without words Without… you Thought I was prepared to end your story, just never could one be prepared to lose their muse J. Saunders

If only on the days your actions caused pain I could foresee the future.Though at times I wish your name appeared on my phoneyour scent was still lingering in the air,in your absence while my mind wanders to old memoriesI am better now.If only on the days your actions caused happiness I could foresee the future.I never believed in a love that would be short lived,until now. J Saunders

Somedays, you may not be able to stand back up when you fall down & that’s okay

Sometimes, it’s okay to be broken.

Because someday, someone will help you back on your feet. So don’t be afraid of change; in life you don’t get the people you want but the people you need.

The storm won’t last forever, there’s always the rainbow to search for.

May 2013

J Saunders

You have me in the palm of your hand

As if I was a lighter

You can flick me

And light me on fire

With this burning desire I keep coming back for more.

This is all something you’ve done before

Why must I fall for it;

These are words you’ve said before

I’m not the first,

But I’ve forgotten the main objective

You have this burning flame inside of me 

although I can’t…

I want real love Like what your heart contains and what you’re yearning for

Let me love you

I also want your body next to me and to feel the darkest parts of your soul Deep desires, bad intentions and filth of lust

Each and every part of you

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That’s not how I was viewed, it was how I had been feeling

Not because I didn’t think what I did was worthy or that I did them for someone else either

But that I had never stopped to give myself the credit or rewards I personally deserved for anything everything I…

I must admit… One of the best decisions I’ve ever made, was unplugging from anyone

who didn’t provide me with love and positivity Finally, I began working on myself, for myself

Source: Ebook titled Misfit Pieces, sold online @ http://www.jsaunders.store

I know you’re at my door because you’re lonely and horny I want to let you in these days I’ve felt the same My inability to detach from you when you’re gone again, keeps this door closed

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He would look at me like I was perfection

Held me like I was what he needed

Cared for me like a prized possession

Awakened a burnt out fire in my heart

Only to let me watch my new fire die

Leaving me alone with the memories & the pain

You never move on because you want to. You move on because you have to. At first, it’s shitty. Your heart feels like it’s at the bottom of your stomach.

You’re nervous and you can’t get them off your mind. Eventually it’ll fade. The gut wrenching feeling will go away. You’ll realize you are safe without them. Although you’ll maybe wish about the would’ve and could’ve.

You’ll have enough…

You have me in the palm of your hand

As if I was a lighter

You can flick me

and light me on fire

With this burning desire I keep coming back for more.

This is all something you’ve done before

Why must I fall for it?

These are words you’ve said before

I’m not the first,

but I’ve forgotten the main objective

You have this burning flame inside of me 

although I can’t…

Somedays, you may not be able to stand back up when you fall down & that’s okay

Sometimes, it’s okay to be broken.

Because someday, someone will help you back to your feet. So don’t be afraid of change; in life you don’t get the people you want but the people you need.

The storm won’t last forever, there’s always the rainbow to search for.

May 2013

I waited for you battled more than one storm, between life, yours and mother natures

You never showed, but I waited

Probably longer than you deserved, I thought you should know that

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Don’t leave Don’t quit on us just yet Don’t make excuses for each others behaviour

It’s more than infatuation Please don’t leave… I’m not over the idea of us, just yet

The touch and sensation of you… just yet

You taste like my favourite whiskey and if you pour your heart out I promise to be drunk on your love

J. Saunders

He was worth it, but what if he didn’t love me back? What if I fall apart fixing all his broken parts? He can leave me on the ground in pieces.

J. Saunders

I waited for you, battled more than one storm between life, yours and mother natures

You never showed, but I waited Probably, longer than you deserved. I thought you should know that.

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