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That’s not how I was viewed, it was how I had been feeling

Not because I didn’t think what I did was worthy or that I did them for someone else either

But that I had never stopped to give myself the credit or rewards I personally deserved for anything everything I…

I must admit… One of the best decisions I’ve ever made, was unplugging from anyone

who didn’t provide me with love and positivity Finally, I began working on myself, for myself

Source: Ebook titled Misfit Pieces, sold online @ http://www.jsaunders.store

I know you’re at my door because you’re lonely and horny I want to let you in these days I’ve felt the same My inability to detach from you when you’re gone again, keeps this door closed

Source: Misfit Pieces Ebook @ http://www.jsaunders.store

You never move on because you want to. You move on because you have to. At first, it’s shitty. Your heart feels like it’s at the bottom of your stomach.

You’re nervous and you can’t get them off your mind. Eventually it’ll fade. The gut wrenching feeling will go away. You’ll realize you are safe without them. Although you’ll maybe wish about the would’ve and could’ve.

You’ll have enough…

Somedays, you may not be able to stand back up when you fall down & that’s okay

Sometimes, it’s okay to be broken.

Because someday, someone will help you back to your feet. So don’t be afraid of change; in life you don’t get the people you want but the people you need.

The storm won’t last forever, there’s always the rainbow to search for.

May 2013

I waited for you battled more than one storm, between life, yours and mother natures

You never showed, but I waited

Probably longer than you deserved, I thought you should know that

Page 15, Misfit Pieces

Don’t leave Don’t quit on us just yet Don’t make excuses for each others behaviour

It’s more than infatuation Please don’t leave… I’m not over the idea of us, just yet

The touch and sensation of you… just yet

she mentioned your name My heart pinched Eyes steady awaiting for her inquiry

Her: How is he?

Me: We haven’t spoken in weeks, I have no idea but …I think about him daily

Her: You’re wait for him then?

Me: No, I just never reach out these days

So you enjoy pain, she says

Me: …It doesn’t hurt anymore

This was the last sentence in our conversation about you.

J. Saunders