#jsaunders

I distract myself throughout the day just to suffer by night it seems

I’ve yet to find the answer why for I once never thought it mattered

Why thinking of you would be the one thing I never wish I did

I mean what I say, when I ask why you

You’re someone I’ll always remember… I just wish without daily reminders

Nov 14th 2019 – J Saunders

Maybe… I didn’t make myself clear.

I do not have room in my heart for cowards.

J. Saunders

  Our silence pains my heart as your last words echo in my mind

J. Saunders

I need you to know that without you there would be no words to write You once said, my words must be how I feel… however, I write only the words you’ve inspired I am not a writer without words Without… you Thought I was prepared to end your story, just never could one be prepared to lose their muse J. Saunders

Somedays, you may not be able to stand back up when you fall down & that’s okay

Sometimes, it’s okay to be broken.

Because someday, someone will help you back to your feet. So don’t be afraid of change; in life you don’t get the people you want but the people you need.

The storm won’t last forever, there’s always the rainbow to search for.

May 2013

He was worth it, but what if he didn’t love me back? What if I fall apart fixing all his broken parts? He can leave me on the ground in pieces.

J. Saunders

I am disillusioned

I’ve created this fictional individual in my mind who is supposed to be you

This idea that somehow, a love story is supposed to emerge from us When there is no “us”, to begin with

J. Saunders May 3rd 5:38 pm

It’s impossible not to think about you, and I’ve tried to fill the void

You’re voice is still running around in my mind My heart still aches to know you’re well Sometimes I wish it wasn’t true I keep wondering why I had to learn so much from you then only to lose you

I’m no longer tripping over my own emotions and the things I once created in my mind No longer dying to see your name on my phone no…