I want real love Like what your heart contains and what you’re yearning for

Let me love you

I also want your body next to me and to feel the darkest parts of your soul Deep desires, bad intentions and filth of lust

Each and every part of you

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That’s not how I was viewed, it was how I had been feeling

Not because I didn’t think what I did was worthy or that I did them for someone else either

But that I had never stopped to give myself the credit or rewards I personally deserved for anything everything I…

He would look at me like I was perfection

Held me like I was what he needed

Cared for me like a prized possession

Awakened a burnt out fire in my heart

Only to let me watch my new fire die

Leaving me alone with the memories & the pain

I waited for you battled more than one storm, between life, yours and mother natures

You never showed, but I waited

Probably longer than you deserved, I thought you should know that

Page 15, Misfit Pieces

Don’t leave Don’t quit on us just yet Don’t make excuses for each others behaviour

It’s more than infatuation Please don’t leave… I’m not over the idea of us, just yet

The touch and sensation of you… just yet

You taste like my favourite whiskey and if you pour your heart out I promise to be drunk on your love

J. Saunders

It’s become clear that I cared too much & you under-appreciated me Furthermore, your life seems unaffected with or without me I’m ready now My presence isn’t of value or priority this poem… you’ll probably never read and if you did, it wouldn’t hurt the way I do writing this because it’s another clarity to admit if my absence doesn’t disturb you, then it’s my time to leave

J. Saunders Oct 30th 2019