Should be Writing

you've heard of death of the author, now get ready for death of the audience: where instead of basing your reaction on a thousand uninformed opinions online, you actually read the text and engage with it

girl help there's people on this post who can't actually read my text

the thing about art is that sometimes you'll be moved to tears by stuff that is not very good

a trap song with the rapper growing increasingly concerned about all the gun sound effects in the music 

If I was luxord and I found out I wasn't being sent to castle oblivion I'd have been pissed. Oh no it's ok, send the others to the card-themed hellhole. I didn't even want to go. I'm sure fucking marluxia has it handled

I'm thinking about the nulls' grudge against the kaminoans again. It seems to me like something that calcified throughout their childhood and was encouraged by multiple factors. and why wouldnt they have a grudge honestly? your preschool teacher decides you arent a satisfactory toddler and does a bunch of evil shit to you and then tries to have you killed. and when they can't get away with that they just come back as your kindergarten and first grade and so on teachers and all they want now is to try and make you more satisfactory? first of all thats suspicious to the mind of a child. second of all the unresolved conflict of all of that is insane, it's like an infected wound. the kind of stuff that would easily make a bunch of kids extremely stubborn and hateful. it's very enraging to be assigned crazy at that age, especially when it's because of behaviors that developed from things they had no choice in. frustrating to have to deal with your own failed experiments all the time, twice as suffocating to be the failed experiment and still expected to perform for beings that you know see very little value in you. there is a kind of instinctive urge to provoke that is created from that I think. especially when their reactive behavior is likely the main excuse in writing to use more abusive tactics. ask a null for compliance and he will make you treat him how you used to, before it could be determined his fault, before there was anyone else around to see or care about it. there is no moving on.