Maryam ⵣ

I want people to stop commending Black people for keeping their cool when others come at them. Ice shouldn't HAVE to be strong in the face of the things that people say and do.

A more preferable compliment and acknowledgment is to say that. "You don't deserve these things happening to you." because whether pr not she's upset, angry, hurt, confused, etc, she shouldn't have to be strong or calm or be commended for either.

Let me be as clear as i possibly can

you are not special for having shifted! I don’t care how many times you have consciously shifted. I don’t care if it’s hundreds or thousands or hundreds of thousands of times. You are not the authority, you are not the rule maker, and you are not the end all be all. Narcissistic gurus please go fuck yourself! In this reality, and the next.

you are just as valid and successful as these self proclaimed experts no matter how many times you’ve shifted (yes even if you haven’t shifted yet)

hello!!

i definitely get why the idea of “immortality” through shifting can feel overwhelming and messes with people’s sense of purpose and value.

if you sit with it long enough, it can turn into that quiet kind of nihilism that burrows deep into your chest. like… if there’s no real end, then what gives anything weight? what makes moments special if they’re not limited?

because we’ve always been taught that time is what makes things matter. that things are precious because they don’t last.

so when you remove that, it can feel like everything flattens. like nothing really holds meaning or worth anymore.

and i’ve felt that too. that brief moment where everything feels a little too open, a little too endless.

but for me, it doesn’t stay there.

because the more i sit with it, the more it starts to feel… beautiful instead of empty.

the idea that i can exist across so many realities, live so many lives, meet so many versions of people, and feel things over and over again in different ways.

that i don’t have to say permanent goodbyes unless i choose to.

that i can return, revisit, relive, and reconnect any time i choose to.

there’s something so so comforting in that possibility.

and i think the key thing for me, is always just remembering that shifting is all about choice.

if everything is available, then that also means that nothing is being forced on you, not even eternity.

you can choose to experience time in a linear way. you can choose to let things feel temporary. you can choose to live a life where endings still exist and still mean something.

you can choose to let things matter.

so that idea of “nothing matters” kind of shifted for me since that realisation, because if nothing inherently matters, then meaning isn’t gone, it’s just not assigned for you anymore.

it becomes something you give.

and that makes it feel even more personal, even more intentional.

so instead of it feeling like everything is meaningless, it feels like everything is open, like meaning isn’t something dictated by time running out.

it’s something created by you, moment by moment, simply because you care.

like just walking into stores and seeing full shelves of them again, and building my collection again from scratch.

"I feel like my penis/my Manhood as a symbol is smaller than Black man's" becomes "Black men have oversized penises and are sexually insatiable beasts."

"I am sexually attracted to, fetishizing, and feel entitled to Black women's bodies" becomes "well she's asking for it, look at how she looks, Black women are always more openly sexual."

"I am afraid of approaching Black men" becomes "Black men are a threat."

"I am afraid of approaching Black women" becomes "Black women are always angry."

"I am not smart enough/not qualifed enough/can't beat my white counterparts professionally" becomes "DEI and affirmative action are letting those Blacks steal my position in school/jobs!"

Infinite realities means that there are infinite possibilities and everything can exist. In some realities you have a brain in some realities your brain works differently. In other realities you don’t have a brain.

We grew up here in this reality with our perspective being of someone who is born here, which is why it may be hard for a lot of shifters here to wrap their heads around things that may seem abnormal to us, because of how we grew up here.

But you can script anything. There’s no such thing as being unrealistic in the multiverse, you can script that you have wings that can retract in your body in your DR.

You can script that there’s no atmosphere but people can still somehow breathe and that would make sense. You could script that everyone was only happy and you could live only a happy life but still be just as fulfilled without the bad things.

No you don’t need suffering to appreciate the good. No it’s not the norm. No you won’t carry trauma into other realities if you don’t wish. You won’t get trauma if you don’t wish. You can script what you want. Realism doesn’t exist in the multiverse. “Realism” is a concept that operates from this reality and was created FOR this reality.

Therefore it cannot be applied to every single reality in the multiverse. This reality is just one reality of infinite. Just one reality out of the infinite realities in the multiverse. It doesn’t determine anything.

Script what you want no matter how unrealistic it would be called here. Script you have a hundred powers. Script you are a twenty feet tall elf with wings. Script that you are a cosmic entity that can juggle planets if you wish.

You have infinity and eternity ahead of you so don’t spend it limiting yourself.

Because the second i get to my DR we'll be sharing the same 0.8m² area for the foreseeable future.

I am NOT leaving that mf alone.