reformed manwhore!Sanemi, you have my heart ⢠NSFW ⢠MDNI
You frown as you trace the lines of his hand; map the tendons and bone. âDo you mind doing it the way we have? I mean â I feel like you do most of the work.â
âThatâs got to be annoying, right? Even a little?â You donât know why self doubt is choosing now to make its ugly appearance, and you resent yourself all the more for it. Why ruin this perfect afterglow moment, when you know damn well your time with him is precious, and that soon, his phone will buzz and he will have to stop being yours for the time being?
âWhyâre you acting like weâre in some fuckinâ rush?â He sits up when you drop his hand, blanket gathered around his hips as he reaches for you. âI donât mind beinâ patient, baby, youâre still learning.â He pauses for a moment, before adding, ââsides, sex with you is the best Iâve ever had. I didnât know it could be this fuckinâ good.â
Youâre inclined to echo your agreement, but then, it wouldnât hold much weight. Not when your own experience had been non-existent prior to him. Still, Sanemiâs reassurances arenât enough to fully soothe â because itâs exactly because of your inexperience that you canât help but feel a littleâŚinadequate.
âI barely do anything. I â I donât even know what to do, half the time. Books only teach you so much.â You duck your head in embarrassment. âI know I have a long way to go before Iâm anything like the others.â
Sanemi looks at you quizzically. âSince when does that matter? Youâre it for me, you know that â donât you?â
âI do, but â I know you got used to a certainâŚâ you swallow hard, your cheeks burning. âLevel of experience, I guess? And Iâm worried about making sure you enjoy it.â
Sanemiâs stare is incredulous as he mouths the words enjoy it. A warm hand slides down your abdomen and dips between your thighs, and you squeak when you feel his fingers part your slick folds.
âDoes this feel like Iâm not enjoying it, Y/N?â Sanemiâs callused fingers spread the mixture of his fluids and yours across your center, circling your swollen clit. âYou think Iâd make this kind of mess out of you if I wasnât?â
You donât answer; you canât, not as your head tips back, a sigh vibrating in your throat. Sanemi watches your face hungrily, his fingers continuing his languid, tortuous movements before he pulls his hand away.
He silences your moan by pressing his fingers to your lips, a silent command for you to part them that you obey. Any mournful whimper youâd had is replaced by a soft moan as the taste of his pleasure and yours sweeps across your tongue.
âAll the experience in the world canât hold a candle to what I feel with you. For you.â Sanemiâs voice is raw as he watches you suck him clean, your tongue flicking along the outside of his index finger. âI told you, youâre it for me. Everyone else can go fuck themselves.â