Alyssa 𓂃

THE MOMENT YOU DECIDE IT'S ALREADY YOURS

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there is a specific moment

you have probably felt it at least once. maybe with something small, maybe with something that surprised you. it is the moment where the wanting stops and something else takes over. not excitement exactly, not hope, not even certainty in the way people usually describe it.

it is more like a settling. a click. like a door closing gently behind you on the old version of the story. and you just. know. not because anything has changed in the 3D. not because you have convinced yourself through logic or techniques or repetition. just because something in you decided, genuinely decided, and that was that.

that moment is the manifestation. everything after it is just the 3D catching up.

what makes that moment different from every other moment

most of the time when we think about our desires we are in a kind of conversation with them. back and forth. yes it's coming, but what if it isn't, but i believe, but the evidence says, but maybe, but when. it is exhausting and it goes nowhere because it is a conversation with no conclusion.

the moment we are talking about is not a conversation. it is a decision. and decisions have a completely different quality to conversations. a decision is not arrived at through argument. it lands. it settles. it does not need to be revisited because it is already made.

you stop negotiating with the reality you want and you simply choose it. and in choosing it you become the person who has it. not one day. right then.

why it cannot be forced

you cannot make this moment happen through technique. you cannot visualise your way into it or affirm your way into it or journal until it appears. trying to force the click is like trying to fall asleep by concentrating very hard on falling asleep. the effort itself is the thing keeping you from it.

it tends to arrive when you stop fighting. when you are tired of the back and forth and you just. let it be true. not because you have resolved all your doubts. not because the evidence finally supports it. just because you are done with the alternative.

sometimes it happens in an ordinary moment. you are washing up or walking somewhere or just sitting quietly and something releases and you think oh. it is mine. it always was. and everything is different after that even though nothing looks different yet.

the difference between deciding and hoping

hope is beautiful but it faces forward. it is always looking at the gap between here and there. it carries within it the knowledge that the thing is not yet yours and the wish that one day it will be.

deciding is different. deciding collapses the gap. not in the 3D, not yet, but in the place that matters first. in deciding, there is no there to reach because you are already there. the physical reality just has not printed yet.

you can feel the difference in your body. hope has a kind of longing in it, a reaching. deciding has a stillness. a done-ness. you are not reaching because you are not behind anything anymore.

what happens after the moment

this is important because people expect a dramatic shift and when ordinary life continues they think the moment wasn't real.

after the moment, life looks the same for a while. the 3D is slow. we know this. but something has changed in how you move through it. you stop scanning for evidence because you are not in suspense anymore. you stop obsessing because there is nothing to obsess over. you stop asking when because the question has lost its urgency.

you just live. and there is a quality of ease to that living that was not there before. a background hum of it is sorted that you carry with you without having to remind yourself of it constantly.

and then things start to move. quietly at first. a conversation, a feeling, a small shift in circumstances. and you are not surprised. not because you expected it in a desperate way but because of course. of course it is coming. you decided.

the thing about deciding more than once

some desires need the moment to happen more than once and that is okay. you decide, and then doubt creeps back in, and the decision softens. and you have to decide again. and sometimes again after that.

this is not failure. this is just the old story being persistent. it has been your dominant reality for a long time and it does not dissolve after one deciding.

but each time you decide it gets easier. each time the click comes faster. each time the doubt has a little less grip. until eventually the decision is just. stable. it does not need renewing anymore because it has become your baseline assumption. and then the thing arrives, often when you have completely stopped watching for it, because you are the person who has it now and people who have things are not watching anxiously for them to appear.

the only thing being asked of you

not perfection. not constant certainty. not a flawless unbroken belief state from now until it shows up.

just the decision. made genuinely, even angry, even tiredly. just the moment where you stop negotiating and choose.

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Forgetting = Failure. "If I forget my manifestation then it won't come". - Forgetting does not mean your manifestation has instantly failed. "OOHH NOOUUURRR I FORGOT TO AFFIRM, THAT MEANS MY MANIFESTATION WON'T COME TO FRUITION!!" Your subconsciousness works behind the scenes when you don't know it. Like watching a play on stage, there are people doing backstage work to put the play piece together right? So then the audience can watch it all happen. Your subconscious mind is the backstage, doing all the work so you can experience your desired reality consciously. Dig deep (in your butt twin🤖) in yourself, do you have a subconscious fear that states 'if I forgot about my desire, then it won't come"? If so, drop it and decide that it no longer aligns with you, and that "forgetting" your manifestation actually discards unnecessary control & pressure.

(Connects to last point) Waking up in your cr = failure. "I always wake up in my cr no matter what I do." - Firstly, detach from the idea of 'failure' in general. This reality is 1 out of infinite and you are coooooooooonstantly shifting all the time through thoughts, decisions, and assumptions. Ask yourself, is there a subconscious fear of 'letting go' because you feel like you'll forget, and then you won't shift to your dr? Have you unintentionally If that's so, remind yourself that you, as a conscious being, is the one shifting through different versions of who you call your physical self. For example. I am Angie, right? But... I AM is my consciousness. Angie is just a version of me out of infinite versions. Some days I say "oh my gosh I am so tired." "I am so happy!" "I am not happy." "I am strong." There's only one I AM, but infinite versions of the I AM. I get to decide which one I want to align with. "I AM in my desired reality." I am actively choosing to align with the version of me that is already in my desired reality. It's not a matter of what you do, it's a matter of who you decide to identify as.

Not seeing changes in the 3D = Your manifestation isn't happening. "I've tried everything, from a to z, why is my 3D not conforming?" - Do you affirm and persist and just... wait for it to all unfold while pretending to have it? Or do you affirm and persist to consciously embody the version of yourself who already is experiencing your desire? You can't have the outer world tight in your grip. You will LITERALLY struggle if you constantly keep peeking your head through going "psst... are you working!?". Think of the last time you thought "hm... I should do some chores today! I feel like helping!" and then your parent went "you better be doing them dishes!!" and then you suddenly feel like you don't want to do it anymore because you feel like you're EXPECTED to do it. It's the same with the 3D. Trust it and as awareness, you will always be where you need to be. So, drop the expectations, because when you expect nothing, you gain everything.

One thing that helped me shift is meditation but the way I do it is different.

Most people focus on breathing, but the moment you try to watch your breath too closely, it feels forced. You can’t breathe normally anymore because you’re trying to. But when your attention is somewhere else, the breathing takes care of itself naturally

When I meditate, I just look into the darkness behind my eyes. That’s it. Breathing happens. Life happens. I don’t touch it.

And it’s the same with manifesting. The harder you “try to assume,” the more you prove to yourself that you haven’t assumed. But the truth? The moment you say the words, it’s already done. That’s the assumption. Nothing extra is needed.

Here’s the part people miss: you’re not supposed to learn how to manifest, or how to shift, or how to notice. Because learning implies you don’t already know. But you do. Right now.

Awareness isn’t a skill you pick up. It’s what’s left when you stop trying to pick up anything at all.

So the secret isn’t effort.

It’s permission.

Permission to let things be as simple as they already are.

God I can’t even begin to tell you how many times I’ve felt like this. I’ve followed the law for about four years now (& less formally for longer) but the thing that always kept me going was this: what would I lose if I just believed in it, even for just a little while?

And the answer was always nothing.

What you do in your imagination is completely private. No one knows your beliefs. No one can see what you’re imagining for yourself. Absolutely no one can judge you for what you do in the privacy of your mind. There is no action to be taken in the law of assumption. It’s all internal, so you lose absolutely nothing by just trying. You lose nothing simply allowing yourself to test the law.

You just continue to live your life normally externally, but internally, you are living as though you are the person you desire to be. You are thinking from your desires and living in your truth in imagination.

That’s all it takes.

So what if it doesn’t work? Then you move on. You live, you’ll survive. I reconciled myself with that a long time ago. But I can tell you with certainty and from personal experience, it’s real. So you’d only be doing yourself a disservice by not trying. And not half-assed trying, either. Genuinely trying. Anything done genuinely, with genuine desire, will succeed, no matter what.

THATS IT!! thats the ONLY requirement for knowing.

it’s not about feeling confident 24/7, affirming 50k times a day, or seeing a physical shift. it's simply this: you're aware you have it. and you refuse to accept any version where you dont.

THAT is a decision. THAT is knowing.

you could affirm a million times a day, or you could affirm once. you could feel blissful, or you could feel like garbage. you could see a physical shift, or you could see nothing.

THATS IT!! thats the ONLY requirement for knowing.

it’s not about feeling confident 24/7, affirming 50k times a day, or seeing a physical shift. it's simply this: you're aware you have it. and you refuse to accept any version where you dont.

THAT is a decision. THAT is knowing.

you could affirm a million times a day, or you could affirm once. you could feel blissful, or you could feel like garbage. you could see a physical shift, or you could see nothing.

i honestly hate when people say “the 3d is delayed; keep affirming and persisting to make it catch up!”. like no, it’s not delayed, and you deciding that there’s a “delay” is what actually makes it… “delayed”.

the moment you decide something to be true, the physical instantly conforms. for example, let’s say you want an ipad. when you decide you already have one, your mom thinks “they’ve been asking for an ipad… maybe i should get them one”. however, when you go back on that decision just because you couldn’t see it in the physical, your mom thinks “nahh what am i thinking?? i cant afford ts”.

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repeat after me:

I want to preface this by saying that you are awareness. The 3d, 4d, and everything else exist entirely within you, nothing is truly separate. For the sake of making things easier to understand, we use these terms to talk about “outer reality” and the different layers of experience.

I get this question a lot: “I affirmed, I didn’t doubt, but nothing happened. What did i do wrong?”

When you look at the outer world like it has power over you, you'll think reality decides whether your desire will show up or not. But the outer world has no power of its own.

Man moves in a world that is nothing more or less than his consciousness objectified. -Neville Goddard

That means the 3d can only ever show you what you’re aware of being. It doesn’t choose, it doesn’t fight back, it doesn’t delay because it wants to. It's a mirror. If you’re smiling, it smiles back. If you frown, it frowns back. The mirror never decides what to show, it just reflects.

Say you want a new phone. You decide, “It’s mine, I already have it.” You're confident and feel good. Then nothing seems to change. Doubt creeps in. You start thinking, “It’s not working. Maybe I failed.”

What happened? You shifted awareness. At first, you were aware of having it. Then you became aware of not having it and the 3d followed.

This is where persistence comes in.

An assumption, though false, if persisted in, will harden into fact. -Neville Goddard

Persistence is sticking with “I am the one who already has it.” If you stay there, the 3d has no choice but to conform.

You are not just a person trying to “get” things. You are awareness itself.

Man's chief delusion is his own conviction that there are causes other than his own state of consciousness. All that befalls a man — all that is done by him, all that comes from him — happens as a result of his state of consciousness. -Neville Goddard

All you need to do is to be the person who already has it. The outer world will reflect it naturally.

You’re awareness, infinite, powerful, and creative.

Most people don’t realize this, they treat their desires like something fragile, far away, or conditional and push it into the future with thoughts like “one day, if I’m worthy, if I work hard enough, maybe it’ll be mine.” That very attitude is what creates distance

Desire is not a thing you chase, it’s an intelligence, a pulse of life, an energy that already exists in the field. When you approach it with respect not worship, not desperation, but respect the game changes

Respect means:

• You stop begging for it and start aligning with it.

• You treat it as real, already breathing in the same dimension as you.

• You stop doubting it like it’s a stranger and start trusting it

The moment you do that, desire responds instantly because desire is not outside of you, it is inside of you, coded in your system like an instruction waiting for activation.

The reason some people manifest slowly isn’t because manifestation is “hard.” It’s because they belittle their desire with fear, impatience, or disbelief. Energy won’t open itself to you if you don’t honor it

So the key isn’t to chase or force, it is to respect, to hold your desire like something sacred not out of reach, but already yours, already intertwined with your reality

When you meet desire with that kind of reverence, it doesn’t need time, doesn’t need distance. It doesn’t even need process because it just needs recognition.

Also known as: Manipura

Seed Mantra: RAM

Color: Yellow

Element: Fire

Gland: Pancreas

Yoga poses: Forward bend, bow pose, half spinal twist

Affirmations:

"I feel calm, confident, and powerful."

"I forgive myself for past mistakes and I learn from them."

The Solar Plexus Chakra is located at the solar plexus, between the naval and the bottom of the rib cage. It is characterized by emotions like ego, anger, and aggression.

An imbalance of the solar plexus can manifest physically as digestive issues, liver problems, or diabetes. On an emotional level, one might struggle with depression, lack of self-esteem, anger, and perfectionism.

♡ Putting sigils EVERYWHERE. And by everywhere, I mean in my books and notebooks, inside of pens, and hidden in my calculator. I've found that using sigils helps me with my studies.

♡ Lighting a white candle and burning some incense before stressful events (exams, competitions, etc.) to calm me down and help with focus.

♡ Wearing enchanted jewellery to help with how people view me and also to help with my confidence!

♡ Since I can't wear polish on my finger nails, I put nail polish on my toes with colours that correspond with my intention!

♡ Attaching a protective charm on my bag!

⋆˚ 𝜗𝜚˚⋆ 𝒜 𝑚𝑒𝑠𝑠𝑎𝑔𝑒 𝑎𝑏𝑜𝑢𝑡 𝑏𝑒𝑎𝑢𝑡𝑦 *:･

︵‿︵𐙚 If you want to be beautiful, you need to find your own definition of beauty. I wanted to talk about this for a phenomenon I noticed in the Glow Up culture and beauty spaces, that we tend to go for the eurocentric and the hegemonic. It's never about making your natural features pop up, finding the beauty of your heart or finding your style. It's always "for clear skin: *super expensive skin care product / potentially dangerous homemade recipe*". It's like faking beauty. Even in the subliminal community, an audio could be about better grades and the benefits could go like "+ white snow skin and cute button nose 🎀"

Don't you guys find this disturbing? Taking this specific and stupid standards as the default? Not only this is problematic, but also really unnecessary and generalizing.

And hey, this is not saying hegemonic people are not beautiful (Of course they are, I find everyone beautiful) or that you just have to accept things of you you don't like just cause it's yours. Maybe you reevaluate why you don't like them.

This is why the first advice I'm gonna give you if you ask me "How can I be beautiful?" Is gonna be "Find your own definition of beauty" You can interpret this as: Finding out what you admire on people, what you admire of yourself, the people you enjoy being around, how you want to be perceive and what makes you happy. And how you, yourself, are beautiful. Appreciate your tears, expression lines, moles, scars. Cause they're a part of you. And you're unique. Even if you don't see it, even if you don't like who you are right now: Your complexity is beauty. Your existence is beauty. You're a masterpiece. Sending love and light , be safe ໒꒱﹒₊˚ ‎ ‎

reality is an echo. you say something and reality will nod its nonexistent head and throw it back at you. it just repeats. imagine yelling “i’m broke” into a canyon. guess what comes back?? congrats, you just cast it in stone. and the echoes of your two lose pennies will reflect back to you.

it’s the same with shifting, same with literally everything !! you don’t need proof. period. because proof will be the echo coming back. your only job is to pick what you’re shouting. so start picking your words like you’d pick your outfit.

we already know this without knowing it. stay with me. “to fall asleep you must first pretend to be asleep”. you don’t just fall asleep. you what ?? pretend. you close your eyes, you go still, you mimic being asleep until your brain says “okay we’re doing this” and suddenly you’re out. you don’t need sleep to prove itself to you before you drift off. it happens in an instance. and when you fall asleep ?? it’s real. this applies to all. shifting, manifesting, all of it. pretend you’ve got it until reality echoes it back to you.

“but what if i’m lying to myself??”

you lie to yourself every morning when you hit snooze and say five more minutes, knowing damn well it’s gonna be fifteen. you’ve practiced this already. you’re a professional liar and reality will buy it every time.

pretending is the action. the echo is the proof. and proof is just your voice bouncing of the walls of the 3d. it arrives after the scene is already set, after you’ve already shouted it out. so if your “lies” can lead to real results, why are you terrified of strategically lying differently ??

your thoughts don’t have to be perfect. they just have to be claimed. because reality doesn’t care if you whispered it once or chanted it 100 times. because what ??? oh yeah, it’s just an echo. it repeats !!!!!!!

if you keep telling the canyon “i’m someone who gets to shift easily” you start to move like the person who doesn’t panic when a stray thought arrives. you stop overperforming techniques and start living from an identity that assumes the result. you shift regardless.

because it was never effort, never waiting, never being “good enough.” it was always just:

decide it , claim it , the echo / reality / 3d will reflect it back.

anyways. that’s my rant. throw your line into the canyon, then go make tea or fall asleep. both are valid. both get you where you want to go.