Goodnight, Amen.

Teens will be suicidal, homicidal, sh, have multiple drug addictions, be in & out of multiple abusive relationships, be hypersexual, hallucinate, isolate, have complete delusions and y'all will STILL say “it’s the teen years they’re supposed to be like that it’s just hormones”.

NPD is so fun because someone will say something that slightly threatens my ego (wasn't even directed at me) and now I have to kill them and myself.

i hate learning new things from the beginning. why am i not immediately good at this ? why should i need to learn? Is this reflective of my overall worth as a person? if i do not pick it up quickly does that make me a useless and worthless idiot? and the answer is Yes

And you can bet I'll still be convincing myself that I actually have some kind of secret connection to said thing that makes me better than everyone else at it.

i need to get more uncaring