Sorry for being incapable of answering a question without like 900 "It dependssss" prefaces. Unfortunately too many things depend on too many things

a lot of you really need to internalize that acting avoidant isn't cute at all and that it will cost you experiences and life outcomes if you don't change course

[ID: tags saying "#you have to tell your friends when something makes you uncomfortable. #you have to tell your friends when they do something that upsets you #you need to have these conversations and you need to learn to not be scared of them #shit Will bubble over time and you will end up blowing up at them for stuff that they did not know you were upset abt #because tjey are not psychic #and you Will lose people this way #not could. you Will" end ID.]

I sometimes catch myself thinking: maybe academia isn't for me after all? Maybe it's too tough and I too soft? Maybe the sort of passion I am capable of isn't enough? But then I remember that I will be the first person of my entire bloodline to earn a PhD and then, suddenly, it all seems worth it.

why is life sooooooo beautiful and profound and sad and completely empty

past few years it’s like i don’t know how old i am or when anything has taken place

i am at the very beginning of the rest of my life. this truth will not change with age

im so calm and normal but also if im misunderstood by people in a way i cannot control i will tear apart the fibers of the universe

about fucking time