remember what dreams are like when you wake.

redownloaded tumblr because the heated rivalry obsession has become too strong

when you love a certain scent enough it’s agony to know you have forgotten it

finding out your insurance doesn’t cover a therapist is like buying a chia pet bundle and not receiving the bob ross. like what good are you why am i paying for you!!

looking back at old text messages realizing just how terrible and manipulative i can be when i feel like i’m backed into a corner. truly so bad how i’ve treated certain friends and still felt like i was in the right for it

it really sucks that so much of my day is spent with my heart squeezing itself to death and getting sad over little things. like a perpetual hug would really help. like aaaaaaaaa. oh a weighted blanket would be nice

i am at like my most alone again and if i had the energy to change it i probably could but once again, i don’t

i feel very replaceable when i’m alone