لو كنتُ أعلمُ أن الحلم يجمعُنا

"I’ll be up early to rise though of course-

but only to make you a pot of coffee

That’s what i was thinking this morning Joe

that it’s times like this as the marine layer lifts

off the sea from the view of our favorite restaurant

that i pray that i may

always keep my eyes level to your eyeline

never downcast at the tablecloth

Yes Joe

it’s times like this as the marine layer lifts

off the sea on the dock with the candle lit

that i think to myself

there are things you still don’t know about me

like sometimes i’m afraid my sadness is too big

and that one day you might have to help me handle it"

"I was once in love with my life here

in that studio apartment with you

little flowers on the tops of trees as our only view out of the only window- big enough for me to see our future through.

But it turned out I was the only one who could see it"

I miss your pretty face, i miss waking up next to you, i miss the way you said my name

it's grief-stricken that you don't understand my white lines and it's just sad that people perceive things differently, it wasn't a big deal you said, but it was my heart Joe and that's what i thinking today as it was raining, usually we would be laying together, talking endlessly but yeah, some things end in the dissolution, i wanted to be away because there are things you still don't know about me, like sometimes my sadness is too big and you might have to help me handle it, i'm afraid you saw that and you left then, with tones of questions

But at least i know now why you mistook Passau for Regensburg and i know now why you didn't know where we had to go on May the 30th, it just wasn't a big deal, the end of it was given to me, and now I must move on to the great emptiness but I know what a potential of love feels like so I can be warm in my heart on my walk, wishing you just get out of my thoughts and my heart and soul