starlike wanderer

tough having ocd tendencies because sometimes you really, actually massively fuck up and it feels exactly the same as when you're just catastrophizing

Bad news guys, I think people know that smart people play dumb because I keep acting like the dumbest person alive and people keep telling me that they suspect I'm secretly really smart (I'm not)

It's so funny to me that planetariums simulate light pollution. Like, I understand the educational value. But it's so amusing that people go to the building where you can easily access a perfect night sky, and what does the operator do? They fuck it up on purpose. Just to teach you a lesson.

Observing a "will-they-won't-they" scenario, except "they" is me and "will they" refers to if I'm about to throw up for no reason

I don't like that google gemini knows where I live now. Before I moved to this city, it wasn't giving me statistics and stuff based on the particular area where I live. It's weird.

I'm deeply convinced that caffeine from tea, even double strong tea as I am currently consuming, doesn't count. The only thing stopping me from following my tea with an energy drink is that energy drinks are expensive. And yet. And yet.

Hey, btw, if you're emo and someone calls you a poser, they are NOT saying that they think you aren't depressed enough, and explaining your history with self harm/suicidal ideation/attempts will NOT convince them. And even if they were saying that, bullying someone for not being suicidal makes them an asshole and you shouldn't listen to them. Idk. Go listen to get well by icon for hire or smth. They might call you a poser for that because it's pop punk and not emotive hardcore. I don't really give a fuck.

I may be autistic, but that doesn't mean I can't read between the lines! *glances at smudged writing on hand. it reads "remember that they're always trying to convey that you're wrong and evil and stupid and they hate you"* So anyway,