Hands on her hips, she stared up at her father, a picture of her six year old self every time he promised he'd be home in time for tea, only to be called away on some emergency at work. She'd even completed the look with the same furious expression plastered across her features. Did he even stop to listen to himself? For one second? Everything he disliked in her Edward, were qualities he himself possessed .... almost as if well, as if he was trying to warn her off a lifetime of broken promises.
The calm, knowing voice of reason had reared its head at last. It wasn't smug. No, worse, it was gentle. Urging her to consider the similarities. It was funny, she never really thought of her mother these days. Their relationship had never been the best to start with and it had only shrunk to become virtually nonexistent when she'd opted to move in with her father and Doris. She thought of her now. Fiona Campbell, ( she'd gone back her maiden name almost as soon as she good. ) in the grips of paranoia, memorising the precise way her husband knocked at the door, because any other would be accompanied by the news of his death. She thought of the way her relationship had deteriorated with her mother because she was a reminder of that same man, and wondered for the first time, might the same thing happen again?
An uncomfortable knot twisted in her stomach, one that had everything and nothing to do with the life growing inside. Absently, her hand went to her stomach. History had a tendency to repeat themselves in the Lethbridge-Stewart family. Kate didn't believe in destiny. But she did believe in familiar patterns. "I've yet to get your feelings on the situation." Her father's words had struck a nerve she was unwilling to admit to just yet.
ā so what I have to say finally counts does it? Well thank you dad, I'm so glad you finally asked ...ā It didn't come out as venomous as she wanted. By the time she'd trailed off, catching her breath and glancing at her father, she was that six year old girl again. Scared. But she couldn't tell him that. Not him. ā I'm fine-I'm bloody well fine Dad. It's my life. I'll do with it as I want! ā Ā