Where have I fallen?

trying to study but tremor is getting in way of writing notes aaargghhhh #thestruggle

I am so hungry and so sad

I dread the thought of projecting my insecurities and scars on to others, just as I hate being on the receiving end. Sometimes people are disrespectful to you because they have no idea what respect is, never having been on the receiving end of the kindness. Showing them some small mercy will inconvenience you for a minute, maybe an hour or a day, but you will be a part of their journey to being a better person. Every good deed they do from the thereon is in some part thanks you. It's a really humbling thought, when you reflect on how many times others have put up with you, taught you, forgiven you, for the same ends.

the word 'enough' backwards is sounds out 'funny'

Kinda tired of being dragged into my parents marital issues. Bah.

I'm in the middle of exam period, hating it, still super hungry even though I ate everything, and my heart hurts because I know where I want to be but I'm not good enough and also I don't deserve it. 

The last few weeks have been really up and down. Right now I'm crashing from a sugar high so I'm not feeling great, but also life is up and down. I know that's not going to change, but I don't want to feel like this. It's so tiring and isolating and lonely.

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