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you don’t even have to be together for him to react that way; even when he’s out with other friends, just the thought of coming home to you makes him so giddy, so smiley, he doesn’t care if he gets teased by them for his lovesick look. oh and he’d let you know exactly about his day, snuggled up into your embrace, face pressed against your stomach while his sneaky hands knowingly run lower and closer by your thighs. “yeah, but i couldn’t stop thinking about you.. and.. what you were doing when i was out.. and if you’d let me come home to please you just encase i had a rough day...” you’d hum at his soft tone as you pet over his soft locks, how he lingers with other emotions, letting you know his mind is obviously elsewhere. “can’t go one day without having a lil taste, huh..” god, the look he gives you when he presses his chin against your abdomen to gaze up at you was making your body pulse. the way he pouts, nodding with big, rounded fluttering eyes, you can’t help but sigh and tug him around until he’s pressed flat against the pillows. this is heaven to him, willingly manhandled into the his favorite position.

invites you with open arms, awaiting so patiently when you finally climb over his face after tugging off your underwear and shorts, tongue lolled out — only then do you realize how much he really needs you. his body craves you so bad, producing his slick sticky saliva to the point where it’s like an immediate reaction triggered at every mere thought of you. and the groan that leaves him when your soft mound touches his taste buds was from deep within, shivering through your body when you watch as his eyes roll shut from just that one single touch. his tongue applies more pressure to break through the folds, lapping upwards just in time with his body giving out, weakened in strength. his hands fall limp from your thighs, plopping onto the bed like he’s surrendering, completely melting when he finally gets what he wanted all day. and when he flutters his eyes back open, they’re half lidded already, fully dazed and unfocused when they settle on your face as it contorts with pleasure. seeing his pinkish lips puckered around your clit, puffed around your mound, feeling his groans and appreciative hums, you’re both obsessed. he loves seeing your body tremble from below, hearing your moans all muffled with your thighs clamping around his head.. all those times of eating you out made him into an expert, already knowing where to press, lick, and suck, without having to do that much to get you trembling. and he doesn’t hold you back when you get close and start grinding greedily for more, he follows the movement of your bucking hips, jaw unhinging as he’s licking with enough pressure in rhythm with your insistent circles around his wet tongue.

the only time he actually holds your squirming body down is to keep you there while he’s licking you clean and possibly into another orgasm. his favorite thing to do ever is to pop off your clit with an open mouth, watch the clear webs of your mixed fluids string between and break it off with his own tongue, tip of the pink muscle teasingly flicking over the spot where it connected from your clit.

even loves it when you’re laying down like normal, but gripping his fluffed hair to smush him into your cunt as your hips rut heavily onto his flattened tongue. he doesn’t care at all, wants you to suffocate him and use every part of his lower face until you’re wetting him entirely with your gushing cum. “cumming, taki.. i’m cumm- mpphh!” and he’s nodding insistently as if saying please, please do; sucking harder around your clit, lapping at your twitching hole even with your previous spray still glistening his cheeks, still clinging even up to his fluttering lashes. his groan into your cunt was what made you jerk again with another orgasm, but you don’t even realize taki was falling apart himself, rutting into the sheets below to ride out his own. it only registers when he reluctantly pulls away and straightens himself out, a darkened patch coloring the front of his boxers and his chest heaving when he stumbles a bit.. “did you..?” you exhale, and taki’s already shimming off the soiled boxers and revealing his sticky mess, still somehow growing erect again as he climbs over your body, pressing sticky kisses all over your torso and chest. “yes, i did.” no shame, none at all as he shares your taste with a searing kiss. “can you blame me? see how you taste?”

yeah, be prepared for sore thighs and pleasurable sensitivity when you’re with desperate taki ^_^

he loses it, whining from the pleasureful pain, other hand snaking down to catch your clit between two fingers and rub tight circles as retaliation, flicking harder as he snaps his hips once and ruts hard into you until he’s flushed against your squished ass. it makes you stumble, whine around his skin, rising on your tippy toes from the pressure and clenching your thighs together but he doesn’t falter. he applies more and more pressure until your teeth let go and you’re pressing your forehead against the cool tiled wall, hands bracing themselves flat against the wall as his freed hand grips onto your quivering hip. his other hand slicked with your dripping arousal follows onto your other hip, readjusting his grip until its firm before he starts his pace again.

and this time, he fucks hard. so fucking hard, your continuous whine cuts with each buck of his hips, eyebrows furrowing upwards from how fast and deep he was refilling you consistently, leaning more of your upper body against the wall for support no matter how shocking the cold was against your nipples. it’s too much too good, and you’re leaning further away but taki keeps yanking you back onto his thick cock, only registering you’re running away for just a moment.

“no- come.. back, come back,” his words were sharp and rushed and panted, cut short like he’s struggling on his own noises too, rough hands pulling you back with him as he continues to thrust, like he could actually multitask this. he steps backwards towards the opposite wall, the water spitting from the shower head flooding his dampened locks and pouring down his face, but you’re just elongating your body, spine decompressing because you still want to be attached to the wall T-T now the side of your face is just sliding down the wet tiles the more further back he pulls you until you’re practically in doggy position in that tight space, cheek squished against the slippery tiles. “mmphh— fuck, taki, you mutt—” your fingertips press hard against the wall to take most of the impact of his thrusts, pawing right by your head as you try lifting yourself up with your weakened strength but instead settle for just keeping them there as the coil in your stomach grows tighter with every thrust he provides. your knees are locked straight, butt still the same level of his hips.. and it’s kinda uncomfortable on your craned neck, but he snaps out of it and stops marveling at where your sex engulfs his entire cock to stare up at you. god, the view is one he’ll never forget; your slight arch, the shadows of the line of your spine littered with water droplets, your perfect curves, your blissful expression twisted and cheek squished, your eyes slightly hazed beneath damp strands sticking onto your heated face … god, you’re a mess. you feel him twitch inside you just from the sight alone.

taki pulls you back up and flushed against him with a hand hooked around your bent arm, keeping his hand around your elbow as he continues pumping.

he lets go of your hips completely when his other arm wraps around your waist, walking you both back towards the wall your face just unsticks from after letting the water wash away some leftover suds still sticking onto your bodies, catching your stumbles and letting your head fall back onto his shoulder. his broad embrace behind you, so warm and full, feels so good mixing with the coldness of the wall on your chest and thighs. his thick arm wrapped so snug around your waist, holding you up a bit as your hands grip as much of the soft muscles as you can, hands trapped between your body and the wall from how his body encased yours… ughhh.. so buff. so beefy..

he doesn’t stop till you’re trembling through an orgasm, moaning into your shoulder when the tight grip of your walls trigger his.

only taki could put you in such positions.

kinda animalistic honestly… heheheh so taki honestlyyyy.. 🤭

“oh? missed me that bad?”

“hmm, missed my cock.” you sigh out softly, and the groan that leaves taki upon hearing your words only fuels the force of your bounces even more. like fuck yes; it’s yours, all yours, he thinks as he’s crumbling underneath you.

his broad upper body glistening with wet droplets above the surface, his bicep muscles framed by the water curling, licking his skin, surrounding the rest of his body beneath the transparent line. big rounded eyes staring at you behind the messy, damp strands of his bangs and underneath the towel he plopped over his head. somehow, it’s still there but slowly unraveling and covering his upper face from the lack of attention, taki’s fully engrossed on how your hips roll instead. the steam of the hot water clouds and thickens the air, slightly burning your lungs with each shaky inhale, slightly fogging your vision. but because you’re greedy, that’s not enough—

in a split second, the towel is flung somewhere else and his head falls back and you’re drinking in his flushed, blissful expression. glistening droplets trickle down his face, down his neck, down his puffing chest. a mess, littered with marks made by your fanged teeth and swollen lips. and fuck he’s gotten so big, so broad, you couldn’t help yourself as both of your hands fall onto his chest for stabilization when you drop your ass back down with more intensity. the heat encases you both, running within your bodies and you feel the warmth underneath your palms, the vibrations of his moans as your force knock them out in jolts.

something deep within you compels you eat them, tongue licking into his drooling mouth as he struggles to keep up, utterly lost on how restricting your pussy gets around his cock when you stop to grind. by the time you’re done gnawing at his swollen lips, parting away with strings of drool, you can see he’s absolutely gone, fighting the urge to lose restraint when you’ve lost yours a while ago. his hazy eyes are blinking rapidly, stuck on the way your torso elongates with each roll, eyebrows furrowing higher together when he feels the slick slide of your sweet pussy. his lips press together in a tight line as he braces himself and you can feel his fingers twitching against your hips, not knowing whether to push you away for a breather or grip you harder and fuck up into you like an animal.

“fuck— you’re not being nice to me.” he whines into a sob, head rolling from lack of strength. by some point, you’re gripping onto the edge of the bathtub behind his head when his chest fully submerges the water, encasing him underneath you and he’s trying so hard not to cry. despite his words and how wrecked he looks, he’s right where he wants to be, going insane with how good it feels, how you consume his entire being, how good you look— taking him, climbing him and riding him like the waving water can’t ever falter your pace or slow you down. just as flushed as him, as wet as him, looking as pathetic as him. feel like he’d so stupid on the pleasure, all he could question was if the wetness he felt came from your pussy or the water.

“‘m sorry riki- you just… look so good, need you—”

“you’re so needy, pussy so needy,” he groans but he’s no better— you swear you feel his cock twitch.

and i dunnoooo, that’s how you found yourself flipped positions, arm hooked around the ledge of the tub for support, cheek squished against your arm as he fucks you from behind, holding your waist to yank you back onto his smacking hips. the claps echo louder than your own shaky whimpers from the water clapping between your bodies.

the moment taki stepped inside, he was glued to you — almost as if there were magnets in his body pulling him towards you, an unwritten rule that, if you’re in his line of sight, he needs to be as close to you as he possibly can. his arms wrapped around you lazily, his entire body weight leaning on yours as he almost stumbled when walking up to you. if it weren't for the wall behind you, the two of you would’ve already been on the floor. 

‘hello there.’ you said, a smile pulling at your lips as you looked at your boyfriend’s face, his features lighting up when his eyes met yours. ‘seems like someone’s a little drunk.’

‘i’m not! i’m not drunk at all.’ he mumbled, words just slightly slurry as his arms wrapped tighter around you, face leaning in to hide in the crook of your neck. ‘i only drank a bottle and a half. that’s not drunk!’

‘sure, love.’ you giggled, pressing a soft kiss to the crown of his hair as you tried to retreat from where you stood back into the living room area of your apartment. ‘let’s get you ready for bed, shall we?’

but taki didn’t budge. instead, he moved his head up so he could look up at you and… pouted.

‘no.’ he stated, trying to sound as serious as he possibly could.

‘no?’ you asked, brow furrowing in amusement at his drunken antics. taki shook his head, his hair now even messier than before. 

‘nuh uh. i don’t want to go to bed.’ he said, his hands moving up to cup your face. ‘i just want to kiss you.’

taki gave you no room for a response — his attack was sudden and surprisingly precise, peppering little kisses all over your face. he didn’t miss a single spot; your cheeks, nose, forehead, lips, chin, eyelids even. you couldn’t do anything other than giggle through it all. 

‘satisfied now?’ you asked, face flushed a bright shade of pink as the boy finally pulled away for a second, his hands still not leaving your body as he wrapped himself around your torso koala style. taki thought about his answer for a second, the biggest smile you have ever seen gracing his features, eyes lovestruck and a little hazy. 

‘always satisfied when you’re next to me.’ he mumbled, head resting against your chest. you moved, slow footsteps leading you towards the door of your bedroom and taki clung to you all the way there, not letting you go even when you insisted you bring him a glass of water while he changes into something more comfortable.

‘no. if you go to the kitchen, i go with you.’ he protested, crossing his arms over his chest. you smiled at the sight, his words followed with a quick kiss to the forehead.

‘it’ll just be a couple minutes, baby.’ you mumbled as you slowly freed yourself from his hold, standing up from the bed. ‘i’ll be right back with you to give you all the kisses you need, okay?’

taki nodded in agreement, a glint of excitement flashing in his eyes at the mention of kisses — but not without expressing his dissatisfaction with your momentary absence, lips forming into a pout.

just as you said, you came back a few minutes later with a glass of water in one hand and painkillers meant for the morning in the other. and just as you predicted, taki was already sound asleep — chest rising and falling steadily as his lips parted slightly, completely knocked out after the evening of drinking. 

you smiled to yourself as you laid down next to your boyfriend, making sure to set your alarm a little quieter so that the ringing won’t make taki’s morning hangover headache worse. and with a last kiss to his cheek, you went to sleep too — ready to tease him about his behavior the next day. 

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as your friendship progressed, so did his actions. it was perfect. to you, being taki’s roommate was the best decision you made. he cooked, cleaned, did laundry, and was even more available for you as a friend. the ideal roommate. to him, it was as if everything was falling in his favor. what you thought were harmless, affectionate actions of taki’s were truly just pathetic perverted advances under the guise of his lovable friendly nature. when your favorite cloth panties disappeared, the one with a cute bow at the front, he played it off as bad luck. “maybe you misplaced them again, you’re pretty forgetful about these things.” when you found the bathroom door unlocked while you were taking a shower, you ignored the weirdness of it after he told you, “the lock is probably broken. i’ll call the building manager for it to be fixed.” you truly were none the wiser, giving him a peck on the cheek for being so dependable because how could you ever think that taki, your sweet and considerate puppy-like roommate, could be behind these weird events. you trusted him, he was your friend after all. he would never lie to you.

and technically that was true. taki hated lying to you so instead he just twisted the truth a little. no harm. he just didn’t want you finding out how much of a pervert he was. you were so nice to him, laughing at his jokes, cooing at the random noises that escaped his mouth, batting your eyelashes at him. oh how he loved the idea of cooing at you, watching your teardrops collect on your eyelashes as he made you choke on his dick.

you should actually be grateful that he stayed normal for so long, especially with the way you kept prancing around the apartment half-dressed like a whore, not even aware of his staring issue. taki was living in his own fantasy with you as his roommate, doing everything he could to get off in his own disgusting way. pressing his clothed bulge against your ass as he reached up to get you the cereal off the top shelf, grinding himself against it a little harder because the cereal was hard to reach. fuck, you felt so good like this. if only i could pull these skimpy little shorts down so i could slip right between those plush asscheeks. “sorry, the cereals way at the back,” he breathed, hand gripping your hip and thumbing at the sliver of skin between your shorts and shirt.

“i-it’s okay… you’re just helping me out—” you choked, suddenly feeling him thrust into you with a pant, thumb slipping under the waistband of your shorts. “taki, the cereal…” right. he pulled off with a pant, cheeks a tad flushed whilst handing you the cereal for your breakfast with a grin. he then turned his attention towards the dishes in the sink, cleaning off the grime as if he didn’t just hump your ass before your first meal of the day. he acted as if everything was fine so it must be just you. oh if only you knew that he just did that to cover up the fact that his pants were wet with his cum after pushing you up against his dick. but as far as you could tell, nothing was wrong.

he was a sweetheart, offering to do your laundry whenever you found yourself swamped with work and projects. it would always come out clean, smelling of laundry detergent and something faintly like taki. weirdly, you noticed that when he did the laundry, a pair of panties or a bra would always go missing. “taki? did you ever find my cloth panties with the ribbon, or the white lace ones, maybe even the sheer baby blue one? it’s been a week!” you huffed, handing over your basket of dirty laundry into his welcoming hands.

his eyes widened at the sight of another pair of your underwear sitting right on top of the pile. he nervously gulped, shifting his eyes back to you, “nope, sorry. maybe the dryer’s eating them. i’ll try to look again for you, pretty.” with a shy ‘thank you’ leaving your lips, he rushed out of your room with your laundry in hand, and hurriedly went to his bedroom slamming the door shut. he immediately swiped the panty from the top and frantically shoving his sweats and boxers down his thighs. he plopped himself on his bed and dug his hand around under his pillows, pulling out the sheer blue panties you were just stressing over. she can never know.

with a tired sigh, he tilted his head back on the headboard, fingers dangling the dirty fabric between his fingers. he stretched the fabric and there he spotted a patch of dampened fabric, so freshly used that it still held a shiny layer of your cum. was she just wearing this as she fucked herself on her fingers? he gently caressed the wet spot, slowly bringing it up to his nose to take a deep inhale of your release. taki groaned in pleasure, praying that you don’t hear him losing himself. his eyes darted to the door making sure it was locked before sticking out his tongue and letting it taste the sweet nectar of your cum. a warm thrill ran down his spine, hand reaching to wrap your sheer underwear tightly around his exposed dick while he tongued at the soiled fabric.

it was disgusting the way he furiously pumped himself with your panties, subconsciously shoving the other pair further into his mouth until all he could taste was you. he shut his eyes, imagining you walking in on him acting like a degenerate, jerking off surrounded by your dirty clothes. how would you react? would you yell in fear, stumbling back with tears in your eyes as you realized you like with a freak like him for the past month? maybe you’d stomp your way over to him and pull the damp fabric from his mouth, calling him a perverted freakshow asking him if this is how he got off knowing he couldn’t touch you. he huffed out a breath, scrunching his eyes shut, head lolling to side as his hand worked faster on his hard, wet cock. his mouth opened slightly, drool dampened fabric muffling out the moans that slipped from his slick lips. yn please, i need you so bad. tell me how fucking gross i am. degrade me as if i were nothing but a pathetic pussy obsessed puppy.

sweat gathered on his forehead, hooded eyes opening just to roll to the back of his head whenever he pressed his thumb harder against his tip. “ah fuck yes… so g-good. want… t-taste you, please baby.” he choked on the fabric, the fabric doing its job to muffle and shut him up as best as it could. he didn’t care though. didn’t care if you heard him moaning like a bitch, he wanted you to hear him. crush your stupid perception of sweet, innocent roommate taki. he pressed his heels into the mattress, bucking his hips further into your crusty panties.

he could picture you in the shower, like that one time he ‘accidentally’ unlocked the door while you were inside, slowly sliding your hands down your soapy skin until it reached low enough for your fingers to ghost over your clit. the action caused you to gasp, instantly biting your lip to keep the noises from escaping, aware that your roommate was inside and might hear you touching yourself. you rubbed at your puffy clit, legs spreading just a smidge. “shit, ahh… need your fingers, please,” you moaned, short pants echoing inside the tiled room. the more pressure you applied, moving your fingers in small, tight circles, the closer you felt. he remembered seeing you slap a hand over your mouth to stop yourself from whimpering out loud, not wanting taki to know what you were doing. oh if only you knew that he was watching all along. you moved faster, thighs shaking as you slid two slick fingers inside yourself, wet lewd noises squelching as you buried it deep up to the knuckle. “hahh need you inside me, wanna feel you cum deep inside.” he pictured you with tears running down your pretty face, your whines and the sound of squelching were like music to his ears then.

he didn’t even know it, but his pace had quickened, tugging at his dick whining as he recalled how good you sounded. and just like that moment, he finished hard into his hand, crying out in sheer pleasure and banging his head against the headboard with his fist stuttering to a stop. he pulled the saliva soaked fabric from his mouth and dropped it beside him, feeling guilt wash over him as he stared at your soiled panties covered in his hot, pearly cum and heavy drool. god what have i done?

he rushed to clean himself up, wiping away at the cum and tucking himself back into his sweats. his hands picked up both your and his dirty undergarments and shoved it deep into the clothes bin before shoving it into the laundry machine with an unnecessary amount of detergent, pressing buttons to begin its cycle. he leaned against the wall, eyes shut as he reflected on his perverted actions. “taki! there you are.” his eyes immediately flickered open, smoothing down his clothes trying to hide any sense of his orgasm.

“here i am. in the flesh doing laundry like i said i would.”

“okay… i was wondering where you were. i have something to ask.”

“what is it?” oh god, please tell me you didn’t hear me just now. were you turned on or did it disgust you? i’m sorry, i’m sorry! i swear it won’t happen again.

“do you wanna get pizza for lunch? i’m kind of craving right now.” he bit his lip, muttering a ‘sure’ with a nervous smile. yn doesn’t know. good.

you turned to leave, only to stop and lean closer to the laundry machine. shit. “oh hey, you finally found my sheer blue panties that i lost. that’s amazing!” you pushed yourself up and immediately gave him a hug, kissing his cheek in the moment. “thanks.. it wasn’t important but it’s nice to know that you went out of your way to find it for me. you’re really sweet, taki.” you flashed him a shy smile, cheeks flushed as you now realize how close you two were. “i’ll go order now. thanks again.”

well fuck me, looks like i won’t be stopping any time soon. oh well, what can i do?

“it’s fine. i’m used to your sweat by now,” despite his rushed pleas, you easily unlocked the door, nostrils immediately being hit with the sticky scent of cum, humidity, and taki’s cologne. the air was thick with its scent. warm, salty, and a little musky–a sickly mixture that caused nerves to run down straight to your thighs at the realization of what ‘exercise’ he was actually doing. you stepped inside, the hot air of post-sex only enveloping you more, and calmly turned around to face him.

“it smells fine. seriously taki, you had me worried for a sec.”

he sighed a breath that he didn’t even know he was holding in, relief covering his expression at the innocent smile you flashed him before closing the door with a small thump. as his footsteps grew fainter, you felt yourself fall into the messy sheets. hands exploring the cloth knowing that it was probably gripped and pulled with rigour as he brought himself to his climax. heavy panting radiating within these very walls, hips stuttering with every thrust he did whilst fisting his cock. pathetically grinding into the fluffy sheets that were drenched in the sweet nectar of your scent, thighs shaking uncontrollably to push himself to another orgasm.

a huff slipped from your nibbled lips, nose nuzzling into the fabric before eyeing the rest of the room for changes. and there it was, right in your laundry basket, sitting atop the dirty pile like it had been there the whole time, but you knew better. your gray, lace-lined cotton panties. crumpled and most likely hurriedly shoved into the pile by the male you shared a living space with. you haven’t seen that particular article of clothing for the past five days and now it magically reappeared in your basket with a fresh pearly stain coating the front of the crotch. it glistened in the light, mocking you for your ignorance until then. “this cannot be a fucking coincidence.”

later came the sounds that accompanied it. ones that only seemed to get louder whenever you were getting off.

“oh fuck, n-need more please.” you moaned, moving the vibrator in slow, small circles around your clit, pressing harder on occasion to heighten the pleasure that caused goosebumps to scatter over your skin. your thumb flicked the button, moving up a setting that intensified the heat building in your lower half. whines slipped with every passing moment, feet hiking higher on the bed and digging further into the mattress.

“more– hurts s-so goood,” your movements pause at the muffled voice. soft, whiny and so evidently his. taki must be fucking into his fleshlight again. what good timing, almost like he was listening in. your eyebrows pulled together from the pleasure, vibe now on the highest setting pressing harshly against your swollen pussy. instantly, you throw your head back crying in pure ecstasy.

“f-fuuuck– oh god, oh god!”

his moans bled from the other room into yours making you all the more aware of the orgasm washing over his body. “need to be in youuu, pretty.” you felt your hips twitch involuntarily against the toy hearing the pet name. heat flooded your face, nails scrambling to tug at the disheveled bedding.

you couldn’t seem to focus anymore. your head filled with the pornographic sounds that bounced on your walls–low buzzing from your toy vibrator, broken sobs leaking from taki’s lips, the soft, wet squelching of cum being fucked into repeatedly, and you own shaky whimpers stifled by the shirt you hiked up to aggressively bite down on. the noise vibrated straight through you, huffing and puffing at the groans your roommate choked out.

“haaaah– too much…” you whimpered, drool sopping the fabric that fell as your mouth hung open, no longer caring if he or your neighbors could hear you. what if he was waiting for you to touch yourself? could he be listening to you moan? see you through that sliver by your door? the rush of inappropriate thoughts only made the feeling worse, deepening the image of taki–sweating in bed, arm over his eyes that shut in pleasure, mouth falling open to make you blatantly aware of the high-pitched sounds that tore from his throat. hips snapping erratically, fleshlight spilling with cum with his dick slipping in and out, pushing himself to another violent orgasm.

“nghhh–! g-gonna cum,” you choked out, voice cracking into a sob. you fell to your side, curling into yourself with your thighs roughly clenched together, vibrations only causing your body to stiffen. the sounds deafen and your vision whites out as your orgasm crashed over you, pussy fluttering around the cold air with waves of pleasure tearing through.

“c-cum for me, pretty… yes, fuuuck–” taki’s broken whimper rang in your ears before silence resonated in the space. you could feel it, the way your cunt kept clenching against nothing, slowly pushing your cum out till it dripped into your sheets. your ceiling stared back at you, body tuckered out from the most wrongfully delicious orgasm.

“oh what have i done?” you stared your door down, wishing it would just come alive and smack some sense into you. you had just gotten off to your roommate without his knowledge, and you’re pretty sure he did the same thing with you. he left you breathless, legs trembling and still craving for more. the cool air kissed your burning skin, cum slowly dripping from your hole pooling around the abandoned vibe. “taki can never know about this.”

then there was his excessively nice personality. chasing after you with his tail tucked between his legs offering to help you with everything.

“taki, are you sure? i can always just go to a professional for this.”

he dripped the oil into his hands, gently massaging it into his hands. the smell of eucalyptus and essential oils diffused throughout the living space. “trust me, i’m great with my hands. this is also way cheaper than those private spas.” you knew he was right, and even if living with him was less expensive than your old place it wouldn’t hurt for you to save a few bucks. plus, it was just a massage. simple.

you laid yourself down, breath hitching as he unbuttoned your turnt shirt that you insisted on wearing backwards to protect your front half. this is fine. totally fine. completely, absolutely– a heavy weight beared down on your behind, the hard muscles of his thighs sitting atop caging you in between him, heat drastically spreading across like sparks. not fine! not fine at all! “taki… you better not be getting any ideas.”

his oiled fingers pressed into your lower back, two thumbs pressing along the edge of your spine before easing upwards. his calloused fingers kneaded your muscles, fat cushioning around his hands as he rolled the knots from the fleshier areas by your back and ass. the slow drag on his fingertips across your skin burned your skin, sensitivity building from the featherlight touches. a chuckle that started as a deep rumble in his throat slipped out into a husky breath, “calm down, pretty.”

he fixed his position, sighing in relief at the feeling of settling himself right by your ass. clothed dick selfishly weighing heavy between your cheeks. it was so hot. if you closed your eyes you could almost feel it dripping onto you, panties slowly soaking itself the longer he stayed massaging you. “nghhh– harder,” you whined as he pressed a particularly tense knot out with his knuckle, sniffles leaving your nose at the delectable pain.

“hurts, huh?” he cooed, mockery lining his tone as he pushed himself further into your backside, touches pressing harder to elicit more broken whimpers and whines from your mouth. “let it all out, baby.” you silently nodded, feelings colliding and folds slick with wetness knowing that roommates are not supposed to be this close.

it only got worse the closer you two got. taki was like this clingy puppy that desperately craved for your validation and affection. it truly didn’t matter how minor the action was, he would always go out of his way to lend his assistance. even if it ended up with him accidentally getting hurt.

a pained hiss reached your ears, frown deepening while you continued to cautiously dab antiseptic around the cut. the open wound slowly began to accumulate blood again despite being washed with soap just moments ago. it was a clear tear of skin located at the bottom of his palm, a clean but deep cut that was caused by a slip of the kitchen knife. ironically from the “chef” between you two.

“shit– i’m sorry,” he apologised, teeth biting into the plush fat of his bottom lip.

you glanced at him, eyes already focusing on your features with the utmost steadiness. even with the pain that struck from his hand, force consistently pushing down around the wound, his eyebrows tensed with care as he looked at you. “why are you apologising dummy? it was just an accident. damnit! i knew we should’ve just ordered in instead of cooking. idiot…”

“don’t be too upset, pretty. it’ll heal,” he eyes relaxed, smiling at the way you gently covered the wound with a band-aid covered with teddy bears. “kiss it better?”

it was supposed to be a joke. when he brought his hand up to your mouth, pout so evidently exaggerated, you both knew it was a joke. so pray tell, why on earth did you cradle his hand in yours and lean in to kiss it? glossy lips pressing against the plaster covered wound, warm breath sinking into his flesh. his breath hitched, eyes darkened at your boldness before forcing the palm further into your lips. “mmph–!” your eyes widened, quickly pulling back with a faint mmch sound that hauntingly lingered in his ears.

nervous under his gaze, you dropped his hand and turned away to pack the supplies back into the first aid kit, refusing to pay mind to the way he sat there staring at the palm of his hand. his heart raced, hands clamming up and dick twitching at the sight of your sticky lipgloss that stained his skin a pretty pink. he was paralyzed, the devil on his shoulder whispering thoughts of what those lips would look like wrapped around his thick cock, choking moans down as he forces you to take more down your throat.

why did you do that? what is actually the matter with you? no no, it was an accident. an innocent gesture… surely he thinks so too.

and yet, even after discovering all those quirks of his, you couldn’t stand the thought of pulling away from him. so what if the boundaries and behavior of normal roommates were disregarded here and there? it didn’t matter. it also didn’t help that he sounded so pleasant.

breath falling and rising as he overstimulated himself to the idea of you, voice returning to its infuriatingly shy tone as soon as he sees you acting as if nothing happened in his bedroom. you refused to hate him, especially knowing he would never do anything that actually made you uncomfortable. after all, it was just taki.

sweet, lovable, and affectionate taki.

while your knowledge of his twisted acts grew, so did the fire within him. every moment with you only fanned the flame, corrupting his mind with images and tests to see when you would crack, finally letting him indulge in his sick desires. you’ve held out this long, but tonight he would find the perfect excuse for you to finally give in.

“can i join you?” a harmless question from your messy haired roommate, absentmindedly nodding before patting the spot beside you. movie nights, a classic occasion that frequently happened in the apartment. you tucked your feet under yourself, toes curling in to sustain that warm as your body unintentionally leans closer to him. “kimi no nawa again?”

you huffed and shoved his shoulder as soon as he plopped himself down, “yes, again! it’s a good movie.”

“i’m not complaining, yn. i like it too.” he laughed, a surprisingly warm and bright sound, mixing in with the audio coming from the speakers. evening light filtered through the curtains, barely lighting up the room in white light. he shifted on the couch, choosing to lie his head on your lap before “casually” scrolling through the feed on his phone. you’ve become accustomed to his touchy self at this point, finding it natural the way his hands always found an excuse to touch you.

your hands easily find their way into his hair. a fading ash brown that looked a little too long, desperately in need of a haircut, but felt soft all throughout on your fingertips rather than sharp, brittle ends. he hummed in response to the gentle touch, muscles loosening into the cushions. “i should cut my hair soon huh.” he flicked the pale bangs that tickled his eyelashes, irritated at the way it kept falling back into place like a persistent cowlick.

“is that a threat?”

he snorted in amusement, briefly looking up at you whose eyes were already on him. “i’m being serious.” he reveled at how you studied his features, thumb following his thick brows until it grazed his lashes. it fluttered at the ticklish feeling, falling shut at your touch.

“so am i. keep it. you’re already handsome like this.” he smiled, brain tingling at the soft politeness in your voice.

moments pass and the peace remains the same with your eyes having moved to stay on the screen, occupied with the scene of mitsuha hanging with her friends by the school. how they relished their high school days, lazing on benches during lunches, riding bikes over town. taki, however, seemed to be more preoccupied with the thin fabric of your cotton shorts riding up your plush thighs. the design, simple and clean, irritated him beyond end. a little rough as he palmed the cotton noticing the few pills that gathered showing its repeated use over your stay here. pale buttons and ribbon that served no purpose other than pure temptation towards the male.

his fingers traced lazy circles on your skin, never leaving for a moment. “aren’t you cold, baby? you’re barely wearing anything.” he commented, breaking the peaceful atmosphere and your concentration. his cheek puffed out making his overall appearance look wholesome. like a puppy who could do no wrong.

“not really, your hoodie’s keeping me cozy, thank you very much. plus you’re pretty warm yourself so that helps.” his hoodie. you asked to borrow it a while back and it looked so good on you that he never even tried to ask for it back. a small way of marking you his. the flush on his face darkened, fingers slowing to a stop.

yn’s skin is so soft. i could just– hooooo.

“taki– stop that…”

he bit his lip embarrassed, but still not stopping his ministrations. he was just blowing a bit of warm air to heat up your skin, no harm. “what? i-i’m just trying to keep you warm, yn. just like you said.” he turned his head, lips brushing close to your inner thigh sending a shiver down your spine. his tongue peaked out, a smidge of saliva cooling your skin.

“ki–! seriously, it feels weird…” you finally gave up on scolding him, body decompressing at the sight of him shutting his phone with a huff tossing it on the coffee table with a clunk. he repositioned himself back to his “normal,” face nosing against your front as if it were a completely routine habit between you two. “oi–”

“just focus on the movie, pretty. wanna rest for a while.” he murmured against your thigh, wrapping his arms around your hips, pulling himself closer. while the shirt stayed loose, collar showing his defined collarbones, it looked to be one size too small, biceps constrained against the sleeves of the black top. shit. the warmth between your legs was getting harder to ignore. stop looking, you weirdo. you rolled your eyes, heartbeat pulsing in your throat hoping that he couldn’t smell the wetness that soaked your panties the longer he tirelessly insisted on staying in that position.

stillness took over, movie playing in the background. this was absolute torture. you kept glancing at the clock hand ticking away, the walls plain as usual, and the movie which was no longer being listened to. anything that could distract you from the growing wetness that flooded your shorts. it had been ten minutes since he last teased you and because you refused to spare a glance in his direction, you had no clue if the drool was coming from his sleep or from your own arousal.

“ki? they’re researching the town in the library now. it’s your favourite scene. you should wake up now.”

silence.

the words hung in the air, waiting for a response. your skin felt like it was burning, short huffs hitting the skin every other second, making the sensation worse. his neck flushed crimson, legs only getting stickier from the hot air coming from his mouth. “taki?” you ran your fingers through his messy locks to lightly tilt his head the slightest part back.

“n-no–!”

there he was. drool dripped from the corners of his lips painting your skin with a glossy sheen that reflected the light seeping from the outside world. eyes fogged with a dusty cloud of lust, staring unsteadily into the mess coating your inner thighs and shorts.

he whimpered at the exposure of his actions, voice cracking as he tried to defend himself. “ahhhh—! ‘m sorry, pretty. you just smelled so good. was practically leaking straight from the source, i-i just wanted a little taste.”

mortification, craving, fervour, shame, scrutiny. a complete wave of emotions washed over your body, each one continuing to mess with your head. your hand faltered. taki, taking advantage of your weakness, immediately dived back in, sucking and lapping at the sopping fabric. wet slurping filled your ears the more intense he tongued at the fabric. he ignored the way your eyes drilled holes into his sorry self, actions overwritten with the desire to memorize the faint taste of the nectar that seeped through your clothes.

your hand settled in his hair, tugging him back once again to gawk at the disheveled individual, cheeks glowing with a rosy tint. why was he so pretty like this? a disgusting pervert of a roommate who could no longer hide his impure desperate intentions towards you.

“y-you shouldn’t be doing this, taki. no… y-you’re my friend. this isn’t supposed to happen!”

three and a half months. you have had to deal with his sick behavior for three and a half months, and what do you get in return? nothing but a pussy drunk freak submitting to his inner thoughts. “don’t make this weird, taki. please—”

nails sharply dug into your skin, hissing in pain at the harsh grip of the male. reality slowly snapped back into him, but it served no help. he was too far gone. too close to his goal. “just a taste, pretty. o-one lick is all i need at the least…” your eyes searched his, trying to find any semblance of sanity only to return with nothing but desperate frenzy. “your promise… you agreed to help me out whenever i needed it. you p-promised me that, yn.”

is he seriously holding you to that shit?

“i need this. please, pretty. ca-can i?” his hand dragged over the hoodie, down the seam of your shorts until it reached your covered core. the fabric, once an opaque white, had become a sheer colour, translucent enough to reveal the pastel pink panties you wore. he shakily stroked the damp fabric, sucking in a breath at the sudden jerk of your hips towards his hand. “fuck… you want this just as much as i do. let me make this pussy feel good, yn.”

you wanted to stop him. scream in horror at the depraved sight… but you couldn’t.

maybe it was the way he looked. gaze relentless, eyes yearning deeply, obsessed at the chance of having you. he didn’t smile, not the smallest quirk of his lips. hands rubbing your skin nice and slow, a sad attempt at making you admit defeat.

and it was working. no matter how disgusted you were with him, hating the ignorance you played those few months, you were one of the same. you were going to let him have you. you knew it and so did he. so why are you still resisting?

his heart stuttered. nerves rattling him inside. please give in, pretty.

“o-okay, just a quick taste…” with your hand turning limp in his hair, taki swallowed adam's apple bobbing. he adjusted your positions, your back now settling against the piled pillows by the arm of the couch as he spread your legs, revealing the damp spot to both your eyes and the cold air. fucking finally!

the grip on your thighs tensed, his tongue lolling out before gradually following the bumps of the threaded seams sending small shots of pleasure to your core. “oh nghhh—! t-taki, don’t tease.” he grinned, a wicked smile framing his face as he ignored your protests to savour the taste of you on his lips. he leaned in, nose dragging along the material only making the sensation more painfully hot.

“hahhh, more—” you gasped, voice breaking with need.

“look who’s desperate now.” he said, tone firm and mocking. “patience, baby. we’ve got the whole night ahead. no need to rush just because your poor pussy can’t wait to be licked.”

“nghhh—!” he softly slapped the wet fabric, coated in a mixture of his sticky saliva and your arousal. sparks ran across your skin at the sudden strike of his hand. you forced your eyes shut, teeth digging down hard enough to draw a bead of blood. it was cruel. the moment you gave in, he had you in the palm of his hand. his little plaything.

it’s slow. cotton shorts slipping down your legs, panties following suit with a string of arousal clinging to the darkened fabric. he tossed the soiled shorts behind him with disregard, but held the panties in his open palm. you thought he would toss it away, put it aside or even tuck it in his pocket. anything reasonable. instead, he let it dangle from his finger, lifting it for the light to hit and highlight the different tones and shades, how it creased it certain areas, the scent that slowly exuded notes of musk and sugar, almost a honeyed sweetness that could change his brain chemistry with a single inhale.

you gasped as your sight centered on cum flashing a pearlescent white only reflecting brighter from the ceiling light. “sto—” he shifted his weight, pushing you back, hand strong between your tits, clenching the woven material of his hoodie.

with your panties in hand, he brought it up to his face taking a deep inhale. obnoxious. embarrassing. depraved. a loud whine escaped your lips, fingers grappling his ash brown hair to pull him far away from the rotten thing. you were ashamed at the lustful view, at the way his infatuation with you only made you wetter. “s-shit, yn!” he moaned, eyes tearing up at the sharp, stinging sensation coming from his head. the pressure pulled blood straight to his dick, pain only turning him on as he felt the control in the room drastically shift.

“you’re a fucking pervert. say it.”

your anger fell on deaf ears, whimpers and choked up whines slipping one after the other the harder you pulled at the strands. “fucking say it!”

“i-im a pervert! your pervert. o-only yours, pretty. only yours…”

his whines were quickly shut up with a tug of his hair towards your exposed pussy, slick glistening and pooling below you. so close. smells like heaven. he eyed the little pearl that beaded on your clit. it was calling to him, begging to be licked clean. “please, baby. i’ll be so good for you.” he continued, face trying to push forward for a lick.

you feigned a pout, your own breath catching as he sniffled upset with your cruelty. give and take, right? “please.”

his face neared the bead, lips licking nervously, hunger laced in his gaze as it looked up at you for permission. he would obey, seeking to please you over and over until your mind entered a subspace. your grip loosened, a signal he took, tongue darting out before languidly licking a fat stripe through your folds. a shaky groan escaped his slick lips. eyes rolled to the back of his head as soon as your taste invaded his mouth. pure sugar melting on the tip of his tongue, tastebuds tingling like it was his last meal. “th-thank you–yes… thank you, pretty.”

his mouth sealed around your clit, moist heat running over your skin as he sucked with thorough tenderness that made your legs squeeze around his head, hairs tickling your thighs while you suffocated the poor man of any available air. “oh, god…” voice cracking, thick shaky finger hesitantly prodding at your entrance. inch by inch, his finger was enveloped by your wet heat.

“my pretty baby can take another, can’t you?”

a soft, shaky gasp escaped. quiet nods responding with tears brimming your eyes. he smiled against your cunt, dragging more long, sloppy stripes up your clit. words muffled against you shooting vibrations along your spine, spurring you on. “stooop–! no, wait… nghhh–”

he slid the second one in, pushing them deep into your cunt, listening to you pathetically whine as he harshly curls them up. “so good for me.” eyes fluttered shut, needy whimpers echoing in your head. eager licks, tongue dragging heavy as he pressed his face deeper into you, suckling your clit swollen.

“taki–” you gasped, hands tugging him closer, arousal dripping all over his face. “w-wanna cum. pleeease.”

cheeks flushed a deep red, eyes dazed with lust. his tongue was relentless, struggling to breathe but desperate to have you flood his mouth. he sobbed against your soaked cunt, head throbbing from a mixture of his lack of oxygen and the sensation of your nails scratching his scalp as you near your orgasm.

your legs trembled, strong hands gripping it down to stop you from squirming away as the coil snaps, hips rutting heavily on his flattened tongue. “cu-cum, cumming! taki–nghhh!”

your body arched up into his mouth, fresh tears slipping down your cheeks, gushing thick, hot fluid into his mouth. his lashes fluttered, wet, obscene sounds spilling from his as he drank it up, tongue lapping you sensitive. you sniffled, hands slipping from his hair to push him away while your tremors eased.

he shifted his position, watching your chest rise and fall with a steady, rhythmic pattern. soft, lingering kisses littered up your neck, each one coating the spot with a sheen of saliva. a low chuckle rumbled through his chest at the sight of your half-lidded eyes, mouth agape trying to catch your breath. his thumb pulled your lip the slightest bit down, slotting his lips against yours.

“ahhhh–”

the warm taste of your cum and taki’s saliva filled your mouth, hands grasping his shirt tugging his closer. so this is what you tasted like. sweet cum, bitter chocolate, and something distinctly you. fuck.

heat trickled your skin, sweat dripping down, cum squelching while you rubbed your thighs together. no more. too much. his tongue found its way inside, massaging against your own as he coated it with his taste. the air between you two felt hotter, taki’s hand guiding yours down his body to rest on his bulge. damp against your palm, your thumb gently rubbed at the wet patch. he threw his head back with a loud moan, a string of spit connecting you two threatening to break.

you felt dizzy, body consumed with his touch. he thrusted up into your hand, leaning in to bite your lip. “taki–! i-i can’t…”

“tapping out already, pretty? but we’ve barely gotten started.” oh fuck me.

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and you started hanging out on and off campus a lot more frequently after that— gradually falling more and more in love until yuji finally gathered up his jumpy nerves and asked you to be his girlfriend.

there was a problem though.

neither of you had had sex before, or had done anything in between the lines with other people before you got together.

it was the first thing that yuji worried about when he first started dating you— embarrassed and afraid that you would think he was a big fat loser with no game and that he would potentially run the risk of losing you, you maybe preferring a man of experience to match your own needs.

but when he admitted that to you, and when you shook your worried little head and told him you were in the same exact boat as him, he was fucking elated— his apprehensions crumbling down like a landslide and replaced instead with the giddiness of getting to do stuff with you for the first time ever, and him being the man (the only man ever he hoped) to get to do it to you.

but then there was another problem.

neither of you seemed to want to start anything, the both of you hesitant and scared because of your lack of experience— petrified of humiliating yourselves if one of you tried and pathetically failed at it or did something incorrectly.

“mhm! fine.” you smiled sweetly, your calm voice a completely different contrast to what was currently happening inside your reeling fuzzy brain.

you had both definitely talked about it, the subject of intimacy. but it was always something that the two of you reassured each other would happen eventually when you were both ready, that there was no rush— choosing to brush the subject off like it was nothing.

except it wasn’t nothing. it was never nothing. and you were both way past fucking ready, especially yuji, him practically ripping apart at the seams with horn dog need anytime he saw you wear those little skirts that you like so much, or whenever you’d straddle his lap during one of your daily makeout sessions— his hands literally trembling over your ass in attempts at being respectful of pretty ol’ you, settling for placing them on your upper back instead.

and you would internally pout, disappointed, because you always without fail noticed all of this yet you were too shy to mention anything or do something about it on your own.

“you sure?” he asked softly. “you look like you’re thinking about something.”

he raised a hand and gently poked your cheek repeatedly with his index finger, a silly smile on his face. “tell me baby tell me baby tell me baby—”

you giggled, “i’m okay! just zoned out.” you pushed his finger away, leaning up and pressing a quick shy kiss to his cheek that made him instantly flush pink in return, a wobbly smile spreading across his face.

in the midst of you retreating back to your previous position, yuji caught your chin with his fingers and turned you to look at him, your cheeks blushing as he stared at you with lovesick dreamy eyes.

“can we— um.” his gaze flickered to your lips. “can we make out.”

your eyes widened slightly and your hands grew clammy fast, cheeks buzzing as you stared back at him.

since making out was the only thing you both properly conquered, it happened almost every single time you saw each other, the act practically filling in and making up for the more lewd exchanges you both were missing out on, your kisses always sloppy and messy but heated— though each time it came around to it you were often just as nervous as the first time.

“s—sure!” you stammered. “you don’t have to ask me yuji… you can just— y’know… do it..”

he bit his tongue, your timidness for some fucking reason sending a shock of arousal through his veins and straight down to his dick as he tried his best to swallow it and not make it obvious for you.

“okay!”

he brought your face closer then and kissed you, a solid one at first, until you slowly parted your lips and ushered him in, deeper, your body moving closer to his on its own as he immediately responded with placing a hand on your leg to throw it over his lap, your mouths wet and slippery as he properly settled you to sit on him.

you wrapped your arms around his neck, the movie drowned out completely in the background as a sequence of lip smackings echoed throughout the room, yuji’s hands on your upper back like always as you continued to make out… until you felt a little stinging cramp in your knee— moving your hips a little bit to readjust, utterly unaware of how you accidentally applied pressure over yuji’s crotch as he sucked in a breath through his nose and pulled away.

“fuck don’t do that baby don’t do that.”

you froze, hands quickly retracting back to your chest. “what? what do what?”

“oh—” he froze, eyes wide and cheeks pink as his mouth opened and closed like a fishy out of water.

he couldn’t possibly tell you why, not wanting to scare you away by admitting that you grinding down on his crotch like that made his dick jerk and mind haze in the most filthy and perverted way imaginable, feeling like he wanted to dig himself a big fat grave of horny shame to throw himself into as he watched your pretty eyes look at him the way that they were, wanting that same look but underneath him instead—

your bent knee cramped up once more and you hissed, moving your hips again except this time harder, yuji’s eyes flying open as the grip around your upper torso tightened, a strangled whiny hum escaping his throat.

your eyes snapped to his at the sound, now feeling something hard poking your clothed pussy as your brain finally put fucking two and two together, your hand slapping over your mouth in embarrassment at what you did and over your stupid delayed realization.

“oh! yuji i’m so sorry i— i didn’t realize—”

he shook his head rapidly, his cheeks and ears red as he shakily smoothed his hands over your hips comfortingly.

“no baby! don’t be sorry it’s okay!” he quickly kissed your forehead. “i—it’s me… it’s not you at all…”

but there was something else behind his eyes, something you couldn’t quite pinpoint as he just stared at the place where your body met his crotch, hands slowly gripping your hips tighter in a certain way and… and actually moving you now in a certain way that made you promptly realize he was grinding you against him, pleasure quickly twitching at your clit in response as flat hands flew to his chest to stabilize yourself.

“what— what are you doing?” you stammered, your chest heaving a little.

“s—sorry!…” he mumbled, eyes still trained to the same area. “it just— felt kind of good… so..”

yuji peered up at you, a cautious look on his face as he eyed you curiously with his pinky cheeks bright— hesitantly indulging in his overwhelming sick need for you, as simply making out was just not cutting it anymore ever since he got a taste of how something like this could feel a couple of seconds ago.

and your thoughts were identical to his.

timidly, you slid your hands up slowly to rest back on his manly shoulders, the rough material of his compression tee under your fingers making you literally squeeze your hole around nothing, eyes nervously darting around his face.

“o—okay…”

his hand came up to brush some of your soft hair over your shoulder, his thumb moving in to caress gently over your hot cheek.

“can i… can i do it again?”

you shakily nodded, and he gripped your hips again before moving you just like he did before, your crotch coming down to meet his slowly and cautiously as your mouth partially hung open at how good it actually felt, yuji staring at your expression with blown out pupils and nearly drooling over it.

but he wanted more, his hands moving you then to grind on him a little faster, his hips coming up to meet yours at the same time as you shyly met him halfway— quick and stuttery until all of a sudden you were full blown humping into each other like rabid dogs, your tiny whiny moans setting him the fuck off as he captured your lips again to make out with you, fearing if he let you quietly moan like that for his ears to selfishly drink up that he was going to end up busting in his pants.

“y—yuji…” you whimpered in between kisses.

“yeah baby?” his husky voice sent another electrical shock of ecstasy through your body, your fingers gripping his shirt in tiny fists as you didn’t even know what exactly you were pleading him for.

but he knew.

he wrapped his arms entirely around you and moved so that you were laying flat on your back now, yuji in between your legs as he kissed you sloppily while grinding himself back on you again, him literally mimicking how it would be to fuck you as you squeezed his biceps for support, your thin pajama shorts feeling his hard cock bulging from his pj pants and rutting against your cunt desperately with every hump.

yuji, literally trapped in a dimension of arousal and nasty fucking thoughts of you with every moan that slipped past your puffy soft lips, had him reaching and tugging down on the waist band of your shorts like an animal, your baby blue panties with a little ribbon bow in the middle making him nearly choke on his spit.

your hand quickly came to clasp around his wrist, stopping him.

“y—yuji my parents! i don’t know if we should—”

“oh fuck—” he whispered, looking up to the top of your staircase and down where your parents were sound asleep, gnawing so much on his bottom lip in cock blocked agony that he accidentally drew blood.

and you didn’t know why, but the urge was unforgiving as you reached up and cupped his hot sweaty cheeks, pulling his face down as you stuck your tongue out and licked over his bleeding lip.

yuji stared, eyes wide, before he let out a low guttural grown and shoved his face into the crook of your neck.

“fuck fuck fuck fuck—”

you were fucking killing him.

he rolled his leaky cock slowly into you again, his shoulders trembling at the cold feeling of his wet boxers that were literally covered in pre cum the moment your pretty plush thighs sat over his lap, you speaking up.

“m—maybe—”

he pulled back fast.

“yeah?”

“maybe if you just— look. that… that should be fine, right?”

“yeah yeah!” yuji’s invisible tail was practically wagging over your words. “look uh huh! just look baby.”

you bit your lip, slowly reaching down and tugging as both of yuji’s hands went flying down to help you, pulling them over your thighs and down to your ankles before setting them behind him on the couch with a soft thud.

you kept your thighs closed, shy and timid as you realized yuji hadn’t seen you like this yet… your cheeks flaring in embarrassment as he pulled your knees apart and gawked at the vision before him, yuji looking at you like you had built the entirety of rome by yourself with your bare hands.

you hadn’t noticed yet, but your panties were drenched— a patch of wet spread over your lips that literally outlined the anatomy of your pussy to a t, leaving little to the imagination as his eyes stayed locked on your clit in a complete trance.

“oh my god, pretty!…” he murmured, his index finger coming down to softly touch and rub your puffed up clit over your panties, you squeaking in response and slamming your thighs closed again.

“sorry! sorry!” he sputtered, frantic as he came down to peck little kisses on your cheek apologetically, your eyes shut, bashful. “did that hurt? i didn’t mean to i’m sorry—”

“n—no!” you shook your head and slowly peeked your eyes open. “it didn’t… just felt s—sensitive.”

his shoulders relaxed in relief, nodding, his eyes widening in delight when you spread your legs back open for him again, your panties literally stuck slick to your pussy at this point.

yuji’s fingers pressed against your folds, him wanting to just feel the way your little wet lips mushed up against his digits, his curious hand directing him slowly up over your clit and back down by your virgin hole as he breathed hard through his nose, trying to get himself to calm the fuck down over your cunt and not freak you out.

but what he was doing felt good, him having no idea as you pulled your bottom lip in between your teeth with your eyebrows screwed together in euphoria, his ears perking up at the sounds of your sweet little moans and whines the more pressure he applied to it.

and then he got an idea.

as you were distracted getting riled up by his fingers, yuji shoved his other hand under his wet pajama pants and boxers, pulling out his throbbing cock and pumping it a little as his angry tip leaked with every jerk— a drop oozing down and landing right on your nub before rolling over your panties as he breathed out a string of hushed curses.

yuji replaced the hand on your pussy with his cock, his length and tip pushing up in between your sopping cunt and back down, completely soiling your panties with a mix of your arousal and his pre cum as he rolled his hips into you again, you not noticing at all until both of his rough hands came to grip and squeeze over your inner thighs, your eyes fluttering open as you wondered why it felt way better than before, them bulging once you saw his thick long dick slipping and sliding hurriedly against your pussy.

“b—baby!” you moaned breathlessly, but yuji literally could not hear you as his dazed droopy eyes stayed focused on your swollen puss while he continued to rut.

“uh huh..?..” he panted. “what’s wrong sweetheart…”

your words lodged themselves in the back of your throat as a particular rough thrust made you choke and clamp your mouth shut, squeezing your eyes shut in response with your sensitive nub pulsing as you felt yuji’s leaky sticky cum all over you.

“does it— does it feel good?” his eyes finally trailed up to look at you, his already fucked out expression and flushed face forming a yummy pit in your stomach that you recognized as your release whenever you fingered yourself, except that feeling no where near as good as what you felt right fucking now.

“mhm..” you moaned and licked your lips.

yuji’s fingers slid up from your inner thighs and to the straps of your panties, fiddling and playing with them as he rolled his hips like a little perv, his tip at times falling and literally sinking into your gaping virgin hole a bit— your panties a thin stretchy wall that frustratingly stopped his cock from going, slipping back upward instead.

“baby…” he moaned lowly, whispering. “maybe we should just have sex right now…”

you gasped. “right now?! i don’t know yuji my— my parents— and we’ve never—”

he leaned down and sloppily kissed you, speaking in between each smack.

“they’re asleep it’s—” mmphf— “it’s okay—”

yuji already had his middle finger hooked under your wet panties as he started pulling down, you squeaking at the cold breeze hitting your bare clit.

“i want to but— hic!”

he rubbed his tip over your entrance a bit, pooling your juice up.

“what if— what if we get too loud? and they come downstairs—”

he shook his head. “i’ll keep on a lookout pretty don’t worry about it...” he murmured. “you just relax while i pump my cock in, yeah?”

you whimpered, nodding quickly and pathetically as you wrapped your arms around his neck and pulled him down flush against your chest, suctioning tiny sucks on his jaw to keep you from moaning the loudest you’ve moaned all night as he started pushing in, yuji’s mind in a literal fucking state of delirium as his dick was finally gonna be buried in your cute pussy after wanting it for so long.

you hiccuped against his jaw, your arms gripping him tighter as he stretched you out so good, feeling a little pinch in your walls that made you spread your legs wider in attempts at alleviating it.

“ohhhh fuckkkk baby—” he moaned loud and you quickly clamped a hand over his mouth.

“shhh honey shhh—”

“m’sorry m’sorry m’sorry—”

his voice was muffled against your hand as he pumped deeper, your squeal catching itself in your throat and his body fucking shivering at the way your tight slobbering walls sucked him in without him having to even push, your hole clenching around him and pumping more strings of stray pre cum out inside you.

“my god do that again please do that again—” he panted, reeling his hips back slowly and pushing in at a steady rhythm.

“d—do what?” you panted, your eyes closing in pleasure.

“squeeze— shit!— squeeze me please please—” he begged, pressing wet open mouthed kisses on your cheeks as he licked up your little overstimulated tears.

“like— like this?”

you clenched your hole again and his body jerked, his choked moans huffing in your ear as he rolled and snapped his hips faster.

“mm! yuji my god—” you squealed and he placed a hand over your mouth, the both of you now covering over each others as he proceeded to drill his hips in, the couch squeaking with every messy hit.

your hand tightened over his lips the louder he moaned, your eyes silently pleading with him to be a little quieter, but him too lost in the milking of his cock and the way your fucked out face looked as he couldn’t connect the dots with what you were asking of him, suddenly your blurry brain coming into reasonable consciousness for a second as you became aware of the fact that you weren’t even using protection.

“b—baby—” you muffled against his hand. “we’re not using a— mmm! c—condom we need—”

smack smack smack—

“shit i don’t— i don’t have one sweetheart.” he stifled, and yuji only went faster then, harder and jerky as his awkward virgin hips jolted you up and down on him, your eyes rolling back. “s’okay i’ll just pull out m’kay? i’ll pull out—”

his snappy pace brought your brain back into your previous dumb erotic state, nodding dazedly as he scooched his hand down and shoved his middle and ring finger inside your wet mouth, your tongue slobbering over his digits before your lips lewdly closed around them and sucked.

yuji was not keeping a lookout for your parents.

“oh fuck baby you look so fucking pretty doing that…” he choked. “you look so so pretty under me and taking my dick—”

“mhm..” you moaned around his fingers, drool seeping out of your mouth and down your chin as you felt like you were on the brink of cumming and squelching all over him.

“i’m gonna pull out soon okay? i feel—” pant— “i feel like i’m cumming—”

you pulled back from his fingers with a pop and licked your lips, nodding vigorously as you squeezed your eyes painfully shut, your release washing over you like a prickly wave with your mouth hung wide open and your vision blowing bright white.

but in the midst of you creaming, you accidentally clamped your thighs shut around yuji as he tried to slip his dick out.

“fuck! i can’t—” pant— “baby open your legs please im gonna— fuck fuck fuck!—”

yuji’s cum pummeled inside you and filled you the absolute brim as he gasped and whined in your ear, his balls draining so much of it into you that it took no time at all for it to slip past your hole and onto your couch below, the both of you heaving heavily with your clothes stuck against your sweaty sticky bodies.

“are you—” he swallowed. “are you okay baby? i’m sorry i came inside—”

“it’s okay it wasn’t you—” you tried to regulate your breathing. “it— it was my fault… i trapped you in…”

you sheepishly looked at him and gnawed at the inside of your cheek in shame, your face only making him lazily grin and press a hard loving kiss to your cheek.

“it’s okay. we can figure it out later!”

he peeled away from you and sat up, his softening cock still buried inside as he slowly pulled out and watched the rest of his cum spurt out, taking one of his shaky fingers and collecting some before pushing it back in your hole.

“don’t put it back in yujiiii!” you whined.

“sorry! sorry sorry—” he grabbed your wrist gently and kissed the back of your hand, his pinky cheeks vibrant as he looked at you with a wobbly shy smile. “i— i couldn’t help myself…”

you giggled. “s’okay honey.”

he laid his body back over yours, being mindful not to squish you as he leaned some of his weight on his arms, cutely pecking your puffy lips over and over until he was satisfied with the amount, nuzzling his face in the crook of your neck after.

“m’glad my first time was with you yuji…” you murmured into his ear, your words causing his heart to literally bang against his chest as he felt like he was on cloud nine with you underneath him like that.

“i’m glad it was with you pretty.” he pushed, looking into your fucked out eyes with sincerity. “and i hope it stays that way. just my dick.”

you laughed loudly, your hand quickly coming up to cover your mouth as he giggled.

you pecked his nose sweetly and readjusted your hips, your cum covered pussy brushing against his cock again, the blood immediately rushing back to it faster than a speeding fucking bullet.

he traced a loving finger across your bottom lip delicately, a little grin on his face.

you quirked a brow. “what?”

“can we um—“ he quickly kissed you. “can we try doggy style right now?”

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you pull your jacket tighter around you as you slip inside your new place of work. you had only been working here for about a month or so, but everything was going smoothly so far. even if you thought you'd never get involved with racing again.

you didn't race, and you didn't understand how anyone else could. cars just made you nervous in general. if you could walk somewhere, you more than likely would. so how you got involved with racing wasn't a mystery, but you still don't know why you agreed.

maybe it was the pay. you only work 2 or 3 nights a week for a couple of hours and make more than you ever would at an office job. maybe it was the fact that you didn't need schooling or a degree to do it. or maybe it was because your brother asked you to do it because he didn't like anyone that worked where he raced.

you thought you would hate it, being responsible for people's lives as they race down crowded streets. but when you sat down to watch someone else do it, you sort of fell in love with it. you felt the adrenaline like you were in the car with them, but you were perfectly safe.

that was a few years ago, and you've done it ever since. well, you did take a break the past year because of an accident at your last job. you were convinced you didn't want to do this job again, but when you saw the listing that was sent to you from one of your old coworkers, you applied before you could stop yourself.

this did involve you to move, which you were more than willing to. you even found a place within walking distance of your job. everything was going smoothly- except for the fact that this one racer won't leave you alone.

his name is taki, and you know he's new to the racing scene. according to your boss, he's only been racing for about a year, but he said he's good. it helped that he had two of the best racers on the scene teaching him. you asked him how he knew all of this, and said his niece was their mechanic and was also dating one of the racers that taki was friends with.

you had been here for about a week when you got paired with taki. you guys did go by code names for privacy reasons. you chose to go by echo. you were allowed to give the racers your name if you wanted to, but you didn't want to, wanting to keep a distance from them. you didn't want anything to do with them. just help them race before going home.

you did three races with taki that night and won every one of them. at the end of the night, you refused to tell him your name when he asked. that somehow made taki obsessed with finding out who you were, even when you stuck true to your word about not telling him.

you had just sat down when your boss walked over to you. "he's already asking for you."

"of course he is." you mumble as you start setting up.

"i don't know what you did to that boy. my niece said he's been bugging everyone trying to find out who you are." he said with a laugh. "she had to kick him out of the shop the other day because he wouldn't stop asking."

"you would think he would take a hint by now."

"you haven't met taki then. he's not going to stop." he tells you. "but keep it up. it's fun watching him run around in circles."

you laugh as you finish setting up. you put on your headphones before logging in. "hi taki."

"echo!" you could practically hear the smile in his voice. "i was hoping you would be working tonight."

"what would have done if i wasn't?" you find yourself asking even though you didn't want the answer.

"i wouldn't have raced."

"taki, we've talked about this." you say with a small groan. "you can't just focus everything around me."

"i'll stop if you tell me your name." you sigh at his response, fully expecting it at this point. you weren't giving him your name. you weren't giving him the one thing that kept him from knowing who you were.

"stop that." you push out. "it's like the only reason you still race is because you want to know who i am."

"that's not..." he starts to say but stops himself. "well, i do love to race, but i also want to know who you are. so this is like a win win."

"for you maybe." you complain. "you're just lucky i like this job enough to deal with you."

you hear him hum before hearing the sound of his car starting. "i think you're enjoying this too, echo. you can deny it all you want, but i know i'm right."

"do you ever listen to yourself talk? because you sound crazy." he laughs loudly at your response to him.

"crazy for you."

your eyes widen. "you don't even know me."

"not yet, but i will."

"just shut up and race."

he laughs one last time. "if i win, will you tell me your name?"

"oh my god, taki!"

you hear his laugh as you looked over the new race route. they decided to switch up the map of where they would be racing, and normally that scares people, but not you two. the two of you were very familiar with each other at this point, so you two would work as a team on this new map.

you hear the roar of his engine before he pulls into the line. "wish me luck, echo?"

"good luck, taki." you told him as you studied the map. he did this before every race. you didn't know why because not many racers like others wishing them good luck. it was a bad omen. your brother hated it and wouldn't talk to you for like a week when you accidentally said it to him.

you listen to the count down, feeling the nervous energy coming from taki. "breath, taki. you're going to do good."

"thank you."

taki takes off as soon as the count down ends. this is when the your work came to play. you had to be quick with your instincts, or it would cost him. "careful, there's a car coming up on your left."

"you're sound cute when you're serious."

you roll your eyes when you hear taki laugh. you don't know how he can joke when he's going almost 90. it made you nervous just thinking about it. "focus, taki. slow down for this right. looks like the road is still wet."

"yes, ma'am." you keep your eyes on the screen, watching as taki smoothly clears the turn. you could hear his engine through his head piece as he speeds up. "let's go echo! we're in the lead."

"don't get cocky." you lightly scold him. "there's a pothole ahead. to your right."

he passes the pothole before making a sound that had you straightening in your seat. "the guy behind me just hit it."

"don't make me tell you to focus again." you sigh out. "alright, the next intersection is blocked. you'll need to take the alley on your right. in three, two... now."

you hear his tires screech as he whips his car through the narrow cut, letting out a small laugh as he did so. "god, i love when you do that, echo."

"do what?" you ask, a little confused. "turn left."

he does what you say before speaking again. "tell me what to do."

"it's not like that's my job or anything." you receive another laugh from taki at that. "alright, taki. finish line is in about a mile. you're in the lead, but one is coming up on your right."

"i've got him." he says, voice now low as he focuses.

this is normally when he locks in, not saying much. you just imagine the look on his face, brow furrowed. hands tight against the wheel. it was then your vision shifted to your brother when he was behind the wheel, causing you to shake your head.

"you okay there, taki?" you question when all you can hear is his car and his breathing.

"i'm about to win this for us, echo."

"then finish it." you let out a sigh of relief as you watch as his car passes the finish line first. he lets out a relieved laugh that has you almost smiling. "congrats."

"thank you, echo."

"my pleasure."

the line goes quiet for a second, making you think he had hung up, but he speaks up again. "will you ever tell me your name, echo?"

"why do you want to know it so bad?" you ask as you rest your head on your hand.

"because i want to thank you. actually thank you and not echo."

"if you knew my name, you'd probably want more than a thank you, and i'm not interested." you tell him, listening as he goes silent for a moment.

"so you think i would want more?"

you let out a small groan when you hear the tone in his voice- light and teasing. "that's not what i meant at all."

"that's exactly what you meant." he said. "and you don't sound too sure about it either."

"drop it, taki." you tell him, not wanting to continue this conversation. the hang up button was looking really tempting, and you were about to hit it when he spoke up again.

"not this time, echo." he said, shifting his tone. "i don't know what happened to make you like this, and i'm not pushing for any answers that you're not ready to give. but you are wrong if you think me knowing your name is going to get rid of me."

you clear your throat, blink back tears as they filled your eyes. "i'm done for the night."

"okay, but echo?"

"what?"

"i'm not going anywhere."

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you let out a small groan as you try to untangle your headphones. the night hadn't even started yet, and you were about ready to call it. it started out with a nightmare that made you sick to your stomach. literally, you had to run to the bathroom, almost not making it before emptying whatever was left in your stomach.

next, you ran out of milk, so you walked to the convivence store down the street to get some. and on your way back, a stray cat ran underneath your feet, making you lost your balance. you recovered yourself and the milk, but your phone wasn't so lucky. so now you were stuck with a shattered screen until monday.

you look up when you see movement out of the corner of your eye, seeing your boss leaning against the door. "i have a random question, echo."

"i don't like the sound of that." you respond as you finally get the knot out of your headphones.

he chuckled at your response. "i was wondering if you wanted to go on a ride along with a racer. normally all newbies do this. gets you more adjusted to the coms role since you see what actually goes on during a race."

your grip faltered, dropping your headphones to the ground. you stared down at them, flinching when a voice echoed in your head.

"come on, yn! hop in so we can celebrate our victory."

"echo?" you jump, looking up at your boss. if he notices your change in demeanor, he doesn't say anything. "it's not mandatory. you're doing perfect as it is."

you recover, reaching down to grab your headphones. "if it's not mandatory then no. i'm not interested in riding with someone."

"let me know if you change your mind." he says before walking out.

you let out a sigh as you lay your headphones on the table. your hands were shaking almost uncontrollably. the room suddenly felt too small for you, reminding you of that night in the hospital. the night that changed your life forever. you were about to leave the room for fresh air when you heard a voice coming from your headphones.

"echo? are you here yet?"

you let out a deep breath, swallowing down the nausea that tried to take over before putting your headphones on. "you're early."

"i had to make sure you didn't forget about me." he answered, voice light. you had no doubt he was smiling like usual. it shocked you how someone could sound and act so carefree when you felt like you were drowning.

"i didn't forget, taki."

"good." he responds. "because i race better when you're here."

"i could never race with these other idiots. they could never compare to you, yn. i would be lost without you."

you closed your eyes, pushing that voice out of your head. the one who haunts your nightmares. the one you can't forget. once you open your eyes, you pull yourself together. "get ready. go through your checklist. i'll be here when you're done."

"you're not going to keep me company?" he asks causing you to sigh out.

"i need to finish getting ready, so do you."

"fine." he relented. "we'll talk soon."

that moment came fast than you would've liked. you chest still felt tight to the point where it was hard to breath, the nausea was still upsetting your stomach, and every time you let your mind wander, it flashed back to your worst nightmare.

"you with me, echo?"

you push away everything that you were feeling. you could feel them later when no one was around. you needed your focus to be on taki. "i'm here, taki. don't worry about me."

you hear the countdown before the roaring engines as taki takes off. you keep your eyes on the map, scanning it before speaking to him. "next left, be careful. road's slick."

"gotcha." he says, drifting through the turn perfectly. the both of you remain quiet, something that wasn't normal. normally, he was talking, and you were telling him to shut up. "you okay?"

you don't expect the question. "i'm fine. stay focused."

"i am focused." he tells you. "but you sound off. what's wrong?"

your hands start to shake again at the thought of him losing focus. he was going close to 90, he shouldn't be making small talk with you. "you're in the middle of a race, taki. eye's on the road."

"my eyes are on the road, but my ears are on you." your eyes widened at his words, never have hearing something like that before. and as much as you hated it, the tightness in your chest lightened just a little.

"there's a cop ahead. turn right in three... two... now." his tires screech as he turns. he waits until he's in the clear before talking again.

"you still haven't answered me." you don't answer him, leaving him in silence until he speaks up again. "did someone say something?"

"i'm fine." you answered, deciding that the first question was easier to answer.

"that's not what i asked, echo."

"it doesn't matter." you tell him. "i got caught off guard, okay?"

"if it's got you this shaken, it matters." he mutters to you.

"i'm not shaken."

"echo, you missed the callout for the overpass." your jaw drops, stomach sinking at the realization. your mess up could've gotten him hurt. or worse. "you don't miss things."

you couldn't speak for a moment, trying to bite back fear. that was until you paid attention to the map. "someone's coming up fast on your left."

he reacts to your words instantly. you thought that would be the end of your conversation, but it wasn't. "talk to me, echo."

"alright, fine." you sigh, tired of arguing with him, knowing it was pointless. just like everyone said, what taki wanted, he got. "my boss suggested that i ride along with someone. apparently, it's someone everyone does, but i don't want to."

"if you don't want to, don't do it. don't do it for anyone other than you." you listen to his words, choosing to find some comfort in them. "besides, i need you safe. here. in my ear where you belong."

once again, you don't respond because how were you supposed to respond to that? he didn't even know your name, or what you looked like. but here he was, wanting to keep you safe despite never meeting.

"there's a pothole coming up. switch lanes." you listen as he follows your directions. "next right in three... two... now. finish line is in a mile."

unlike every other time, you didn't feel accomplished when taki passed the finish line, and you had a feeling he didn't either making you feel guilty. a part of you wanted to recommend taki to another coms, but you know he would refuse even if you begged him. as long as you kept this job, you were stuck with him.

"congrats on your win, taki."

"our win." he corrects. "i wouldn't be winning if it wasn't for you. don't forget that, echo. you've got me, and i've got you."

"i don't understand why." you bite back. "why would you want someone who couldn't push back her own issues and get you through the race?"

"i want you by my side because you're you. because even though you were struggling, you kept me alive. you're the only one i trust." you were silent, hearing his words but not wanting to believe him. he was too bright, and you were too broken. he just liked the idea of you. once he knew who you were, he'd take back everything. "i am here for you, echo, so don't push me away. please."

"i can assure you that you won't like what you see, but since you're so sure, i will try."

"i beg to differ, but that's all i'm asking for, echo."

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"if you take one more photo of me, i'm going to break your camera."

you open your eyes, glaring at your friend who was in mid action of raising her camera up to take another photo of you. this was your third time telling her to stop, but she never listens. just like she knew you weren't going to break her camera.

you two were friends in high school, but the two of you drifted apart after graduation. she finished school and moved to the city, securing a photography job at a magazine. when she heard you were living here, she reached out to you, and now the two of you hang out on the days neither one of you were working.

"oh come on." she complained as she slammed her camera in her lap. "you look so good in this lighting."

"i don't care."

the two of you have a stare down before she eventually breaks first, putting her camera up. "on day you'll let me photograph you. oh! maybe your wedding."

you snort into your glass. "that would involve me actually wanting to get married. or a partner."

"you do want a partner. you just don't want to admit it." she claimed, ignoring your glare.

"i don't want taki."

"i didn't say any names, babe." she smirked at your mistake. "you may be good at lying to yourself, but you can't lie to me. my whole life is dedicated around expressions."

"your overconfidence is disgusting and wrong."

"my confidence is amazing and right." she corrected, throwing her napkin at you. "you're just scared of letting people in, and that's understandable. but you can't just shut everyone out forever."

"watch me." she scoffed at your answer.

"what's it going to take for you to tell taki your name?" she questions.

"a series of unfortunate events."

"you drive me mad." she sighed as she sat back in her chair. she opened her mouth to respond, but before she could, someone called her name. you look behind you to see some guy walking towards you two. "oh my god, that'sharua. yn, you have to help me."

you raised your brows. "is this the coworker you have a raging crush on?"

"don't say that so loud!"

"i thought that was you." he said when he walked up. he pulled out the seat in between you and her before sitting down. "how are you, sunny?"

"sunny?" you ask.

harua motioned to your friend, who was wearing a yellow top. "she is always sporting something yellow. plus she has a sticker of a sun on her camera. i'm harua by the way."

"yn." you shake his hand. you noticed that your friend had gone quiet, staring at her half eaten food. "you okay, sunny?"

her head popped up, glaring at you. "i hate you."

both you and harua laughed at her response. you opened your mouth to say something when you heard a voice that made you freeze. "my god harua. i leave you alone for 2 second, and you disappear on me."

you didn't need to turn around to know who it was. you would recognize his voice from anywhere considering you worked with him. the one who wouldn't leave you alone no matter how hard you begged him to.

you met your friend's gaze as you stood up. "i'm going to the bathroom."

you walked away just in time because when you turned back, you saw harua introducing taki to your friend. you couldn't see his face, just his dark hair covering his face before you turned back around, disappearing into the bathroom.

you let out a breath as you walked into the bathroom when you saw you were alone. you didn't know what you were going to do. your friend was right. you were too scared to tell him your name because it meant opening up to him. a part of you wanted to, but the other part made you feel anxious to even think about it.

you had just calmed down when your phone dinged from your pocket. you pulled it out to see your friend texting you that both of them left, so you were safe to come back out.

you left, head cast downwards, so you didn't see when you ran into someone. they grabbed onto your arms to steady the two of you, so neither one of you would fall. "i'm so sorry. are you okay?"

"i'm great considering i finally found you." you stiffened at the voice, looking up to see taki staring down at you. his reaction completely different than yours. he was smiling, eyes bright with excitement. "hi, echo."

you cleared your throat, stepping away from him, so he wasn't touching you anymore. just having him close to you was making you dizzy. "hi, taki."

"i thought i heard your voice when i found my friend, and he told me i was going crazy." he laughed softly. "but here you are."

"and here i go." you turn to leave, but taki stops you, hand softly grabbing your wrist.

"please wait!" you took taki's hand off of your wrist, but you didn't make any more to leave, turning around to face him. "i can't know what you look like and not your name. it's not fair considering you know my name and looks now."

"it's not my fault you told me your name." you respond with a shrug.

"come on, echo. please tell me your name. that's all i want." taki begged you, making you scoff.

"no it's not." you argue. "as soon as i tell you my name, the next thing you're going to want is my number."

taki's mouth snapped shut at your words before recovering. "okay, maybe you are right, but i don't want what you think. i promise."

"what do you want then?"

"i told you last week that i want to help be there for you. i meant that." taki told you.

you raise your brows. "so what? you want to be friends?"

"i would love to be friends with you. i'm glad you asked." taki laughed when you rolled your eyes at his response.

"i walked into that one, didn't i?" you lips twitched as you fought a smile. despite everything in you telling you to say no, to walk away from him and stay professional, you held out your hand. "give me your phone."

taki did what you asked, unlocking his phone before handing it to you. he watched as you pulled up his contacts before adding your number. you saved it before handing it back to him before turning around and walking away without another word.

taki looked down at his screen, fully expecting you to save your name under echo- the name he was used to. but to his shock, a different name stared back at him. after weeks of him begging, you finally gave him your name, and it fit you better than echo ever could, in his opinion.

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you set down your drink before getting your computer ready for the night ahead of you. you pulled up your coms and map, shaking your head when you already saw a familiar name on and ready. someone who been texting you the entire week.

when you and your friend paid and left the restaurant, you fully expected taki to text you, but he didn't which shocked you. by the time you got home and changed, you didn't think he was going to message you, but then your phone dinged while you were watching tv.

you almost didn't respond to him, but your hands moved faster than your mind did. he always responded to you, asking you questions about yourself, telling you about himself. it felt weird texting him, but at the same time it didn't. you fully thought that you wouldn't want to answer him when he texted, but you found yourself wanting to. you couldn't figure out why when you were so scared a week ago about letting him in. now, you were starting to form some sort of a friendship with him. you say that because just like racing, he would throw in comments that sounded more like flirting than friendship.

you clicked unmute on your computer. "i swear, you get earlier each week, taki."

"you know what they say. early bird gets to talk to his favorite person in coms." you scoff at his answer. "how are you-"

you could tell he was about to say you name, so you stopped him. "don't. please call me echo while we're working."

"only because you said please." he responded making you roll your eyes. "how are you, echo?"

"my answer was the same as a few hours ago."

"so your boss hasn't asked you to do another ride along?" taki questioned.

"don't remind me of last week." you let out a groan. "it was bad enough that i couldn't concentrate enough to do my job."

"echo, you led me through traffic, there weren't any accidents, and we won. if that's not doing your job perfectly, i don't know how you could get any better." you listened as taki ranted to you about how good you were at your job, and as much as you hated to admit it, it made you feel good. there weren't many times that you felt like anyone appreciated you, but taki never failed to make you feel wanted.

"thanks taki." you said before pulling up your map. "are you ready to win?"

"what kind of a question is that? of course i am."

not very shocking to either one of you, but taki won all three races the two of you did together. you congratulated him after every one, and of course he congratulated you back because according to him, it wasn't just his win.

you had just shut down your map when you heard taki clear his throat. you knew he wanted something. "what is it, taki?"

"can i see you?" taki asked. it was a question you were fully expecting at this point, and you were shocked he hasn't asked you sooner. you also knew that he was probably expecting you to say no, but as much as you didn't want to admit it, you wanted to see him too.

"do you know where the headquarters are?"

"you would think after asking at least 20 different people i would." you chuckle at his answer.

"i'll text it to you. meet me in 20?"

"i'll be there." once you finished closing down all your work and packing your things, you headed outside to find out that taki was already waiting for you. he smiled as soon as he noticed you. "i'm kind of shocked you agreed to see me so fast."

you shrugged as you walked up to him. "i told you i would try, didn't i?"

"so, some of my friends were going to go out to grab some drinks. they asked me to invite you, but don't feel like you have to or anything." taki told you.

your chest tightened at the invite. not because of his friends but the alcohol. "i would like to meet your friends, but i don't do alcohol. like the smell alone makes me sick."

"have you always been like that?" taki asked, making you shake your head.

"it didn't bother me at all growing up. it's a more recent development."

"then do you want to go grab something to eat? just us?" taki asked, hopeful that you would say yes.

"sure. i know this good ramen place right down the road. come on." you started walking down the street. you heard taki's footsteps before he started walking besides you. "i hope you don't mind walking. i don't like riding in cars."

"you don't?" taki asked making you shake your head. "last week, i thought that you just didn't want to ride in a race. not that you just don't like cars in general."

"i wouldn't say i don't like them. i just... i got in a really bad car accident last year, and ever since then, the idea of riding in a car terrifies me."

"i'm sorry that happened to you." taki said, glancing over at you. "does that mean you walk everywhere?"

you nodded your head. "most of the time, if it's too far to walk, i don't go. the place i have now i got specifically for the location. it's walking distance of work and a grocery, so i don't need a car. i know that probably sounds stupid."

"not at all, yn." he tells you, making your chest twist. it was the first time you had heard him say your name, and you were questioning why you waited so long to tell him. "all of us have our fears."

"what's yours?"

"heights."

"rational fear." you said as the two of you came up to the restaurant. "here it is."

it was a small place tucking in between two other stores, easy to miss if you weren't looking for it. you were looking for something to eat late at night. that's when you found this place. it's only open at night.

taki held open the door for you before he followed you. he let you pick the table, sliding in across from you. you could tell he still had a lot of energy from the races. he couldn't sit still, knee brushing against yours as he bounces his leg.

after you two ordered your food, that's when taki started talking. if it were anyone else, you would probably tell them they were talking to much, but you found yourself listening to him as he ranted about anything that came to his mind, including questions about you.

with every question he asked, you felt yourself letting your guard down. you started to become more comfortable around him, despite this only being the second time you've seen him. you spoke about growing up, your parents and your brother, before turning the conversation back to him.

by the time you two were done eating, the two of you were having such a good time, neither one of you wanted to leave. but it was getting late, and taki could tell you were starting to get tired.

taki looked over at you when you two stepped back outside. "can i walk you back to your place?"

"depends on what's in it for me." you say, laughing when you hear taki choke.

"you're not funny."

"well, that's a little rude." you tell him. "just for that, i'll walk by myself."

taki grabbed your wrist when you took a step away from him. "i lied. you're hilarious."

"that's what i thought. come on." taki let go of your wrist as you lead him in the direction of your place.

"do you know what you remind me of?"

"i swear if it's something stupid, i'll never talk to you again." you heard taki snort at your response.

"it's not. have you heard of a starling?" taki asked. you shook your head. "it's a bird."

"are you calling me a bird?" you asked, somewhat offended making taki laugh.

"they're a pretty bird." taki told you. "they're intelligent, always watching their surroundings. they can also be a little aggressive."

now you were slightly offended. "i am not agressive!"

"no but you are stubborn." you rolled your eyes at taki's answer, but you didn't try to correct him, knowing there was truth to that. "it's not a bad thing. you're just cautious."

you didn't know how to respond to that, but good thing was you didn't have to because you just got to your place. "this is me."

"will i be able to see you again?"

"i mean, that's what friends do." you responded, smiling when taki let out a sigh of relief at that. "text me when you make it home safe?"

"will do, starling."

you roll your eyes. "not you nicknaming me after a bird."

"it's a pretty bird!"

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it had been a few weeks since you and taki officially met, and things were going good. the two of you hung out after every race along with meeting up sometimes during the week.

you found yourself becoming fond of him, growing closer than you ever thought you would. you started looking forward to his messages, and even started the conversations which is something you didn't ever do.

you started opening up to him, telling him about your parents and your older brother. though you tended to keep things very basic when it came to them, often times changing the subject when he asked too much about them, so taki assumed you weren't in contact with them.

he always labeled your outings as two friends going out, but the last few times you two hang out, they felt anything but to you. it took you a minute to realize why they felt different. you didn't want them to be hang outs. you wanted them to be dates, and you could tell taki did too though he didn't say anything. he did everything he promised, remaining close to you but never crossing that line. but you weren't sure how much longer you could wait without going crazy, and you were too anxious to cross that line yourself.

you have been giving him hints, though you weren't sure he was catching on yet. last time you hung out, you held onto his arm the entire time you two walked around the park near your place. you even flirted back with him when he flirted with you, flustering him, but he still hasn't made a move yet.

tonight, taki asked if you wanted to grab some ice cream with him. you called him crazy because it was starting to turn cold, but you still said yes. so the two of you were sitting in a park not far from your place eating ice cream in the cold weather.

"i can't feel my face." taki mumbled making you laugh.

"i told you this was a bad idea."

"i never said it was a bad idea, just not smart."

you roll your eyes. "that's the same thing, taki."

"i beg to differ." he argued. the two of you sat in silence for a moment, watching as the ducks swam in the water in the lake in front of you. that was until you heard taki sigh making you look over at him. "i have a question for you, starling."

"shoot."

"i have been thinking about this for a while, but i didn't know how to ask." you shifted to look at taki as he spoke. "i really like these hang outs with you. i like talking with you. i feel like i can rant to you about anything, and you'll listen without question just like you are now."

"i feel like there's a but coming."

taki nodded his head. "i know i said that i just wanted to be friends with you in the beginning, but i feel like things have shifted."

"shifted how?" you question though you know exactly what he meant. taki avoided your gaze.

"you're going to make me say it, aren't you?"

"oh absolutely."

taki laughed at your response. "i like you, yn. and i want to take you on a date. if that's okay with you?"

you could tell how nervous he was to ask you. his cheeks were pink, and you knew his ears were probably the same color under his beanie. you smirked as you bumped his shoulder, deciding to mess with him. "taki, i thought these were dates."

taki coughed, choking on his ice cream. you chuckled as you patted his back as he recovered. once he did, he looked over to you with wide eyes. "are you being serious, or are you just playing with me?"

"both." you answered honestly. "taki, you literally held my hand on the way to get ice cream."

"you complained that your hands were cold!" taki exclaimed making you smile. he saw your smile, looking confused until it hit him. "how long were you hinting at this?"

you shrug. "the last two times we hung out."

"you mean i could've taken you out a week ago?" you nodded your head.

"i expected you to ask me out sooner than that if we're being honest." taki gawked at your answer. "i was beginning to lose patience. you're lucky you're so cute."

taki let out a groan at your teasing, setting his forgotten ice cream down before burying his face in his hands. "you can't do this to me."

"do what? you started it." you defended yourself. "i'm still waiting on that question though."

taki glanced up at you before shifting closer to you. "will you go on a date with me?"

"i'd love to." you answer with a smile, him returning that smile as well.

"i'm going to take you on the best date you've ever been on." taki said making you laugh.

"i'm going to hold you to that." you tell him. "but for now, i'm actually really cold."

taki opened his mouth to ask if you wanted him to walk you back to your place but stopped when he saw the smirk on your face. "well, we can't have you getting sick."

taki wrapped his arm around your shoulder, pulling you into his warm body. you rested into his side, resting your head on his shoulder. you two stayed like that for a while, not talking and just enjoying each other's company until the two of you got a little too cold to keep siting outside.

just like every other time, taki walked you home. except this time he kept you close to him, holding your hand until you made it to your place. he promised you that he'd text you when he got home just like every other time you hung out. this time though, you smiled before kissing his cheek, leaving him shocked as you slid inside your complex.

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to say that you were nervous for your date with taki would be an understatement. you didn't know why. the two of you had hung out multiple times, and you even joked that they were dates. but for some reason, this just felt different.

maybe it was because taki kept telling you that you were going to love where he was taking you, but he wouldn't tell you where. he did tell you that it would involving him driving you which made you a little nervous, but not as nervous as you thought it would. if taki was the one who would be driving you, you felt like you could actually do it.

you never thought you would trust another person to drive you after the accident you had, but you trusted taki. it may have helped that he spent like an hour talking to you over the phone about how safe he was going to be and that he wouldn't let anything happen to you.

you had just gotten out of the shower before fixing your hair and makeup. you had just gotten changed when you heard a low rumble of thunder just seconds before it started raining. you walk over to your window to see that it was pouring, and according to your phone, it wasn't going to stop for a while.

you feel your stomach turn with anxiety at the thought of riding in the rain. you wondered what taki was going to say when you heard someone knock on your front door. you walk over and open it, unable to hold back the laugh when you saw taki.

"did you play in the rain on the way here?"

he was completely drenched. his hair and clothes were dripping water everywhere as you pulled him inside. "have i ever mentioned that parking around here sucks? i had to park like 2 blocks away, and it started storming halfway here."

"let me get you a towel." you turn, leaving him by the door as you grabbed him a towel. you returned, helping him dry his hair when you noticed he was pouting. "are you okay? if you're cold, i'm sure i have some clothes that fit you."

"i'm okay. it's just that this rain kind of ruined everything."

you nod in understanding, giving him a small smile. "you'll just have to take me there on our next date."

"you know, we're actually supposed to go on a date before you agree to the next one." you chuckle at his statement.

"it sounds like you want me to change my mind." taki smiled down at you, going to pull you into his arms when you pulled away from him, not wanting to get wet. "come on. let's get you some clothes to change into."

taki followed you further into your apartment, watching as you disappeared into your bedroom. you came out a few minutes later with a change of clothes. "there's the bathroom."

taki went to change while you stepped into the kitchen, looking for something for the two of you to eat. you didn't have much, sighing as you shut the fridge. taki walked in right after, a small frown on his face.

"did you really have to put me in an outfit that has bunnies on it?" you chuckled at his question.

"it's all i had that fit. besides, you look cute." you smile when he frowns even more. he jerks forward, catching you in his arms. you laugh when he tickles your sides. "taki, stop!"

"take it back. say i'm not cute."

"but you are." you knees buckle as you laugh, causing taki to tighten his grip so he wouldn't fall. "okay fine! you're not cute."

"now say i'm-" taki started to say but stopped when the two of you were thrown into darkness. taki makes sure you're steady before letting you go as he looks out one of your windows. "looks like everyone is out of power."

you let out a groan as you feel around your counter for your phone. once you grabbed it, you switched on the flashlight. "i have candles. wait here."

taki didn't do as you said, following after you as you went to your storage closet. you opened the door, listening as taki let out a laugh. "think you have enough candles, starling?"

"believe it or not, this whole shelf used to be filled." you said as you grabbed some candles.

"why so many?" he asked, taking the candles from you.

you shrug. "why not? i have some for every season."

you grab a lighter from the kitchen before moving into the living room. you light the candles, giving the living room a soft glow as taki sat next to you. "i'm sorry the weather ruined our date."

"taki, you can't control the weather." you tell him. "besides, i think this is nice."

"you do?" he questions. he understands when you pull him closer, cuddling into his side. you rest your head on his chest as he wraps his arms around you. "you're right. this is nice."

while you two listened to the storm outside your apartment, taki set up his phone to play some music for the two of you. the conversation drifted into different playlists before developing into an argument on who's playlist are better.

"taki, i've never heard of a single person on this playlist." you complain. "and why do you only have one large one?"

"why do you have so many?" he questions as he scrolls through your phone.

"for different feelings. i'm not going to have ballads with upbeat songs." you answer with a scoff.

"how do you even know what's what when you only have emojis as the titles?" you snatch the phone from him before explaining your playlist to him.

"the hearts are love songs. the tears are ballads. the sun are upbeat songs."

"what's that one for?" taki points to the playlist that has a chili emoji. you let out a laugh as you move your phone away from his gaze.

"nothing."

"well, now i have to know." he reached for the phone, but you moved it farther away from him. you try to move away from him when he grabs you. "where do you think you're going?"

taki pulls you towards him making you slip, loosing your balance. you land in his lap, which you can tell he likes as his arms tightened around you. "the playlist, starling."

"what do chilis normally represent?" you question him. "it's a sexual playlist."

taki's eyes widened. "you have a playlist you play during sex?"

"well, i mostly just use it for other things." you mumbled, a little embarrassed. you try to get out of his lap, but he held you there.

"hey, there's no need to get embarrassed with me. i'm not judging you. i'm sorry if my reaction made you think otherwise." taki's hand finds your cheek, pulling your gaze towards him. "i don't think there's anything you can do that i would judge you for."

you let out a small scoff. "i think it's a little too early for you to say something like that."

"maybe, but i'm standing by it." taki shrugged, resting his chin on your shoulder. "i don't know if you know this, but i really like you, starling."

you smile as you shift in his arms, so you were facing him. "i really like you too, taki."

taki's eyes met yours before glancing down at your lips. you made the first move, not being able to wait any longer. you leaned forward, pressing your lips to his. he responded instantly, hands tightening on your waist.

the kiss was gentle, careful as taki made sure you were comfortable. he knew you were when you leaned into him, hands brushing against his face. and as much as neither one of you wanted to pull away, your chest said otherwise. taki smiled at you as you pulled away from him.

"does this mean i can take you on another date?" you laugh at his question, nodding your head before kissing him again.

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"are you sure you want to do this?"

"taki, i've got this."

taki was finally taking you on the date he had been waiting for. it's been about two weeks, so you guys have gone on a couple of dates since then because according to him, he couldn't go more than a few days without seeing you now.

you were standing on the sidewalk outside of your apartment. the sun had just set, leaving it slightly cold outside, so taki gave you his jacket he was wearing.

"are you sure?"

"taki." you walk forward, grabbing his face with your hands before kissing him. he kisses you back instantly, pulling you into his arms. "i trust you."

"you do?"

you nod your head. "you're probably the only person i would trust to drive me."

he smiles down at you, pulling you into another kiss. "you're safe with me, starling. i'll go slow. i promise."

he opened the door, allowing you to get in before walking around to his side. it felt weird being in a car. ever since your accident over a year ago, you had maybe been in a car a total of 5 times, and most of them were to move here. and every single time ended up with you having a panic attack, but you didn't feel any signs of having one.

taki leaned over, reaching for your seatbelt before hooking it for you. "gotta make sure my girl stays safe."

"this would be the point where i called you my hero, but i'm not." taki laughed at your words.

"technically you said my hero, and that's all i'm choosing to hear." taki responded, looking over when you chuckle. "are you okay?"

you nod. "i'll let you know if it gets too much."

"i'm going to hold you to that." he tells you before starting his car. you almost jerk at the volume of his engine starting. it sounded completely different when you're hearing it in person rather than over coms. taki puts the car in gear, but he doesn't move just yet. instead, he reaches over, intertwining your fingers before kissing your hand, resting them over his lap.

the ride went as smoothly as it could have. taki stuck to his word and was very careful when he drove. he did notice there were certain times you would squeeze his hand, but every time he asked, you said you were okay.

you leaned forward, the first time moving since you've been in the car when taki pulled into an empty parking lot. "are we at the beach?"

"we are." he smiled, parking the car before looking at you. "i remember you telling me you've always wanted to go to the beach at night."

you smile, reaching over the console before pulling him towards you. his lips met yours softly, arms snaking around your waist. you pull away first, resting your head against his. "you must really like me, taki."

"i do." he agreed. "i think i like you more than racing."

you raised your brows. "oh? am i that special?"

"what gave that away? the fact that i literally waited 2 months for you to tell me your name? or the fact that i can't go more than a few hours without talking to you?" you coughed, not expecting his answer. your face felt hot as you buried your head in his shoulder. you could feel him chuckle as he pressed his lips to the top of your head. "come on, starling. let's go check out the water."

you pulled away from him, moving to get out of the car. you walked around the front, seeing that he was bent over taking off his shoes. he laid them on top of his car before rolling up his pants. you went to slip off yours but stopped when taki wrapped his arms around you, lifting you up before placing you on the hood of his car. he undid your shoes before helping you get down before the two of you walked down to the beach.

"i always loved the beach." you commented, feeling the cold sand beneath your feet. the two of you kept walking until you were at the water. he jumped when he felt the cold water brush up against his legs. "every year growing up, my family would rent a beach house. my brother and i would spend all day outside. our parents had to bribe us to come inside every time."

"why did you guys stop?" taki asked, intertwining your hands again.

you shrugged, still not ready to bring up the past. "life. we got older, starting going to school and work. it got harder to try to accomplish, so we stopped."

"maybe the two of us can go during the summer." you looked over at taki's offer.

"really?"

he nodded, pushing your hair back behind your ear. "of course, my starling. i would do anything to see you smile."

you pushed him away in embarrassment, face feeling flushed at his words. he started laughing at your reaction causing you to have an idea. you leaned down, splashing the cold water towards him. he yelped in shock as the water hit him. he grinned when he realized what you did.

"oh, it's so on." you gasp as cold water hit you. it was so much colder than you expected, so you turned to run back up the beach when you heard his laughter. he caught up to you in a few steps, stopping you and lifting you into his arms. you wrap your arms around his neck tightly as he walks back down towards the water. "where do you think you're going? we're just getting started."

"but taki, the water's cold." you whine out, holding onto him tighter as he stepped back into the water.

"you didn't think about that when you splashed me."

"i'm sorry. let me make it up to you." taki smirked at your words.

"how are you going to do that?"

you shrug. "what do you want?"

"i'll show you what i want." you thought he was going to throw you into the water, but he didn't. he held onto you as he stepped out of the water before walking back up the shore. "come on. you're shivering."

you didn't know what taki wanted, but you had a good idea when he set you in the back seat of his car. he turned the heat on before joining you, and it was only a matter of seconds before you were in his lap, his lips instantly finding yours.

his hands were warm, heating your skin as he touched every inch of you that he could. you melt into his touch, sighing softly against his mouth when his tongue slides against yours. the kiss became more heated, more hungry. your legs tighten around him as he shifts you closer to him, the action sending a jolt of pleasure through both of you when he rocks your hips against his.

you hear him let out a small groan, something that almost went unheard by you. you kiss him again, lightly rolling your hips against his. he groaned again, louder this time causing you to do it again.

"this- fuck." he groaned, throwing his head against the back of the seat.

"is this what you wanted, taki?" you whisper in his ear, catching the lobe between your teeth as you rolled your hips against his again. and again. he let out a curse, hands gripping your hips tightly as your lips find his neck. "do you want me to stop?"

"no." he rasped, eyes opening to meet yours. your hands grip his shirt as you keep moving. "fuck, baby."

"does that feel good, taki?"

"so good." his hands helped guide you across his lap. you could feel his erection straining through his jeans, almost throbbing, desperate for relief. "keep going. please."

you kept your speed as you leaned down, pressing your lips to his neck. you could feel his racing pulse under your touch. you could also feel it jump when you let out a small moan into his skin as you found your own pleasure, even though you were only focused on him.

it didn't take him long before you could tell he was close. he was trembling under your touch, legs jerking as he met your pace. you sped up, causing a whimper to fall from his lips. his head falls back, arms tightening around you, pulling you close to him. you could feel his dick twitch against your leg as he came with a loud groan.

you slowly stopped moving, trailing your lips back up his neck before finding his lips. he groaned against your lips, keeping you close to him while he recovered. he pulled away, running a hand through his messy hair as he opened his eyes. they met yours before trailing down to where there was an obvious spot on his jeans.

"did i actually just..." he trailed off, face pink with embarrassment. you let out a small laugh when he hid his face in your shoulder. "stop laughing. it's not funny."

"but you're so cute, taki." you tell him, kissing his cheek. "i don't know why you're embarrassed though."

"maybe because i just came in my pants like a teenager who's never touched a girl before."

you shrugged at his answer, wrapping your arms around his neck. "i thought it was hot."

"fuck, you can't just say things like that." he groaned, shifting underneath you. you feel something brush against you making you look down, smiling when you saw he was already starting to get another erection.

"are you getting hard again?" you ask.

"maybe." he answered. your hands run along the top of his jeans, but he stops you. "but we can't go any further."

you meet his gaze, slightly confused. "why?"

"because as much as i want to, and god i do. our first time is not going to be in this car." he tells you. "it's going to be in a bed with that playlist you showed me and one of those candles that you love. not here."

you feel your chest tighten at his words. you kiss him, sliding your hands into his hair when his tongue brushes against yours. it was slow but heated, making you almost whine out, desperate for some sort of relief. taki noticed you shifting in his lap causing him to pull away from you.

"i know i said we couldn't go any further, but i never said i couldn't make you feel good." you gasp against his lips when he cupped your already soaked heat. "let me make you feel good, baby."

you nod your head, giving him the green light to continue. he doesn't hesitate to slip his hand into the front of your shorts, thumb instantly finding your clit. you moan as he rubs your clit as his other fingers run down your slick folds.

"god, baby. you're soaked, and all for me, isn't that right?" you nod your head, moaning out when he slips a finger inside of you. he takes his time, stretching you out before adding a second finger. you clench around him, laying your head on his shoulder. "you're doing so good for me."

he increased his speed, angling his hand to hit the perfect spot inside of you. "oh my god, taki."

"that's it." he cooed, kissing the side of your head. "my pretty little starling."

you moaned his name as he curled his fingers again, his thumb speeding up as he rubbed your clit. your hips jerked against his touch, stomach starting to tie itself in knots. "taki-"

you didn't even have a chance to finish your sentence before you he brought you to your high. you moan out his name as he brings his lips to yours, kissing you as he helped you ride out your high.

he slowly slid his fingers out of you before taking his hand out of your shorts. shamelessly, he pops his hand into his mouth, sucking his hand clean of your arousal. you can't help but be a little embarrassed by the action, especially when he groaned.

"next time, i'm burying my head in these thighs, and i'm never leaving."

"oh my god, taki." you laugh as you lay your head on his chest, a yawn slipping past your lips. "was this what you wanted when you dragged me back here?"

"not exactly." he answers.

"well, what did you want?"

"i just wanted to kiss you, but you just had to get carried away." he joked, laughing when your head pops up to glare at him.

"says the guy who begged me not to stop."

he hummed, thinking about your response. "is that really what happened?"

"if you want it to ever happen again, it is." taki gasped at your response.

"you play a mean game." he complains, though he has a smile on his face. "fine. i started it, but i don't regret it."

"good boy."

"yn!"

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"it feels weird actually being here." you tell taki as you follow behind him through the crowd.

taki wanted you to meet his friends, and they were all getting together tonight at a race. according to him, they normally did this, but since you were always in coms, you couldn't meet them.

so taki asked if you would be okay with not racing tonight, so you could meet them. you agreed, taking the night off for him. that also meant taki wasn't racing because his 'lucky charm' wasn't in coms directing him.

"you've been to races before thought, right?" taki asked.

"once." you answer. "just to see what it was like before starting coms."

"we got to change that, starling. watching races is almost as fun as racing."

"i'll take you're word on that last part." you tell him, smiling as he wraps his arm around your shoulder. "though if i ever agreed to a race, i wouldn't race with anyone other than you."

taki stops in his tracks, pulling you into a quick kiss. "bold of you to assume i would let you ride with anyone other than me."

"even your friends?"

"yes."

"but aren't they the ones who taught you?" you ask.

"doesn't matter." he responds making you laugh.

"i didn't think you were the jealous type."

"when it comes to you, i am. have you seen yourself?" you slap his chest as he laughs. he leans down again, pulling you close as he kisses you. his hand had just reached up to grab your cheek when you heard someone yell taki's name. you turn to see your boss' niece making her way towards you.

"it's about time you two got here. the guys just complained that they been waiting forever to meet your girlfriend." taki clears his throat to say something when she turned back around. "guys, taki's girlfriend is here!"

the two of you were very quickly surrounded by taki's friends. they went one by one introducing themselves. one of the guys you'd already met, harua, smiles as he stands next to you.

"you know, taki still won't thank me for finding you."

"because you didn't find her." taki argued.

"i did too! if i wouldn't have seen sunny, you would have never known she was there."

"he kind of has a point, taki." you agree with haura making taki pout. "who knows how long it would've taken if i wouldn't have seen you that day."

taki scoff as harua celebrated you agreeing with him. "it wouldn't have been long. i was so close to getting your name."

"is that so?" you question, raising your brows.

"absolutely." taki said, pulling you close so only you could hear him. "you've been mine ever since that first race. you just didn't know it yet."

"you're ridiculous."

taki shrugged. "maybe, but i got what i wanted. and you are just as perfect as i thought you would be."

your face flushed as you pushed him away from you, opening your mouth to speak but stopped when one of the girls walked over to you two. you glance over to see jo's girlfriend looking at the two of you with a smile.

"well aren't you two just adorable." she said. "but it's time for me to steal yn. you've had her to yourself for far too long."

"well, what if i don't want to give her up?" taki asked, wrapping his arm around you.

she let out a scoff before grabbing your wrist, pulling you away from him. "how many times have you taken jo away from me? don't worry, lover boy. i'll return her in one piece."

you chuckled at taki's pout as you walked away with her. she led you over to where the other girls were waiting on you and her. your bosses' niece, who was also dating yuma, was the first to speak up.

"it feels nice to finally not have to lie about not knowing your name. though i thought you would've lasted longer keeping it from him."

"for messing with taki purposes, that may have been the funniest thing i've seen." nicholas' girlfriend said making jo's girlfriend roll her eyes.

"yeah because you didn't have to deal with him bugging you trying to find out who she was."

yuma's girlfriend agreed. "maybe now i can go visit my uncle while he's working and not fear for taki following me."

"he's tried to follow you?" you ask, not knowing this.

she nodded. "he did it a couple times before i threatened to stop being his mechanic."

"that boy is hopelessly into you." k's girlfriend spoke up. "and i thought yuma was bad."

you caught word that the races were about to start. yuma and k were the two who were racing tonight. you exchanged numbers with them before finding taki, so you could watch the races with him.

he kept you under his arm as the two of you watched the races. you watched in awe as taki's friends raced and won against their opponents. you felt the exact same as you did when your brother brought you to a race for the first time bringing a smile to your face. it wasn't very often that you could think about him and smile.

after the races had ended, you and taki started walking back to his car. the rest of the group were going to grab some food, and the two of you decided to join them. k offered that you ride with him and his girlfriend, but taki shut it down before you could say anything.

you look over when you notice that he was being quiet causing you to stop him. "what's wrong? do you not want to go eat with them? if you don't, we can go back to mine."

"it's not that." he told you. "they didn't make you uncomfortable, did they?"

you shook your head. "not at all. the girls already added me to their group chat. why do you think they made me uncomfortable?"

"because they called you my girlfriend." you glance at taki, a little confused.

"why would that bother me?"

"because we haven't made it official yet." he answered making you nod your head. you saw where he was coming from, him having always went a pace you were comfortable with. and while you loved him for it, you couldn't help the smirk that spread across your face.

"we aren't?" you question. "i thought we were."

"what? i never asked you. i want you to be. don't get me wrong, but i didn't want to make you-" taki stopped his rant when he heard you laugh. "you're messing with me again, aren't you?"

you hid your smile when he looked at you, shaking your head at the accusation. "i would never."

"it's not nice to mess with me." you finally laugh, cupping his cheeks before kissing him. he smiles against your lips before you pull away.

"ask me."

taki tilted his head. "what?"

"you said you wanted to ask me, so ask me."

he rested his hands on your hips as he leans in close. "starling, will you be my girlfriend?"

"it's about time you asked." you laughed when taki scoffed. "but yes, i'll be your girlfriend."

"i'm glad you said yes because i wasn't giving you the option to say no." you raised your brows.

"oh, so you were going to force me if i said no?"

"i would never." taki said making you laugh as he mimicked you from earlier. "but i guess we'll never know since you said yes."

"you're cute." you lean up, kissing him. "but you're not starting out your boyfriend status good because what boyfriend lets their girlfriend be hungry?"

taki captures your lips with his one last time before moving to open the door. "your chariot awaits, starling."

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ever since you and taki starting to get more serious, he would walk you to work before making sure you got back home safe. he did the same thing tonight, even grabbing you a warm drink before walking you over to your job. he complained on the way here that if it got any colder, he would have to start driving you. you then said that he didn't have to walk you if he got too cold, and of course that offended him.

"what kind of a boyfriend would i be if i didn't walk you to and from work?"you laughed before agreeing that he could drive you if it got any colder, even if it was only a few minute walk.

you had just got settled, pulling up everything you needed for yours and taki's races tonight. taki heard the beep in his ear, signaling that you had finally joined him. he went to talk, but you beat him to it.

"what's up, loser?"

"and to think i was about to call you my girl." he responded, faking being offended making you laugh.

"you technically still did."

"aren't you funny tonight, starling?"

"fuck you. i'm always funny." taki laughed at your answer.

"my little comedian." you smiled at his words. "you ready to kick some ass, starling?"

"i'm ready when you are."

you listened through your headset as taki got ready, starting his car before pulling into position. you heard the count down before taki took off. you looked at the map to see that there was another car ahead of him, leaving him in second place. you heard him groan because normally he was first right out of the gate.

"breath taki." you tell him. "we've got time to get you in first. just don't get reckless."

"i don't even know what that word means. never heard of it." you roll your eyes at his respons.

"alright, smartass." you say making him chuckle. "you're turning left in three... two... now."

you hear him drift, watching as he closed in on the other car. he was close to taking first, but the other car sped up, making taki groan. "is it safe for me to pass?"

"i'm looking." you answer. "taki, hold your position. don't try to pass yet. there's a tight right turn coming up."

"i can see it." taki responded. "i can pass him before it."

you disagreed. "no you can't. you have time to pass him after. slow down."

"relax, starling. i've got this." he tries to reassure you. you want to trust him. if he says he's got this, then he does. but the other part of you starts to feel anxious. you can feel the pit in your stomach twist, hands starting to shake at the thought of anything happening to him.

"taki, please don't." you tried to reason with him. "the line is too wide. you'll lose control."

"i'm clear on his inside. trust me."

you don't respond because you don't get the chance to. you jump when you hear his tires screech coming through your headset followed by a crash. it's sounds you've only heard once before, and you hoped to never hear again.

"taki?" you call out but don't get a response right away. "taki, answer me!"

"i'm here." you let out a sharp breath when you hear his voice. he was winded, but he was okay. "i hit a light pole. i'm okay, but the car's not."

"fuck the car!" taki flinches at the anger in your voice. he's never heard you sound like that. "taki, what the hell was that? i told you not to pass. that there was a turn. were you even listening to me?"

"starling, i was listening-"

"bullshit!" you exclaim, unable to control your emotions. "if you listened to me, you wouldn't have crashed into a street light."

"baby, i swear i'm okay." taki tries to calm you down, but it only makes you more angry.

"do you understand how different this could've been?" you question, blinking back tears at the thought of your worst nightmare. "you've could've gotten seriously hurt. you could've gotten-"

"hey. hey." taki called as he heard your breathing increase, signaling to him that you were panicking. "it's okay, starling."

"don't you dare tell me it's okay. you scared the hell out of me for what? one stupid position?" taki didn't respond to you, guilt finally hitting him as he thought about what you felt. he knew that if the roles were switched, he would react the same way. "taki... taki, i can't."

that caught his attention. "what do you mean you can't?"

"you said you trusted me. you said you would always listen to me when it came to this. that you would never go against me, but you just did. what's the point of being a team if you're going to pull stunts like this that could get you killed?" you rant, feeling your chest tighten. you needed to get away from him. from everything. "i'm done."

"wait-"

taki's words got cut off as the line went dead. as soon as you hung up coms, taki freaked out. you wouldn't answer his phone calls or texts. as soon as he could, he rushed over to your apartment. he knocked for at least thirty minutes but didn't get an answer. he didn't know what to do, so he called k and asked him.

"if she sounded that upset, give her some time. she'll come to you when she's ready."

but how was he supposed to wait? he didn't listen to you, hurt your trust, and made you cry. how was he supposed to do anything until he apologized to you?

he wanted to stay outside your apartment until you opened the door, but k also said that wasn't a good idea. he left, but he didn't go home just yet. he needed to clear his head just like he was sure you were doing at your apartment, so he borrowed k's car before driving to the beach. the place where you trusted him enough to drive you even though you were scared.

he didn't even bother to take his shoes off this time, walking towards the ocean when someone caught his eye. they were sitting in the sand, a large hoodie covering their head. he didn't need to think as he knew it was you. he debated on if he should go over or give you time like k said, but before he realized it, he was moving over to you. you barely looked his way when he sat down next to you.

the two of you were quiet as you both stared out at the water. he was waiting on you to make the first move, and you were trying to find the courage to. finally you did, letting out a sigh as you rest your head on your hand.

"i've been sitting here thinking about if i over reacted." you can see him look over at you out of the corner of your eye. "a part of me wants to say yes. that you weren't trying to hurt me or get in an accident. you were just trying to win. but the other part feels the opposite. that you listened to what i said and completely ignored it. that you wanted to-"

you suddenly stop talking, looking down at your lap. he could tell that you were trying to keep yourself together. "like i wanted to what?"

"like you wanted to leave me just like he did." taki looked at you confused. "have you ever had a family member that you idolized? like you wanted to be just like them."

you looked over when taki nodded. "my dad."

"mine was my brother." you told him. "my parents called me his shadow. i was always following him around. he was 5 years older than me, so you think as he got older it would bother him. but it never did. he was my favorite person. i wanted to be just like him. he always had his life put together. he knew exactly who he was and what he wanted to do. i was the complete opposite- always lost. he was going to school to be a pediatric surgeon. meanwhile, i was just starting college and ready to quit."

"he came home for the weekend, and he asked if i wanted to hang out. of course i said yes. he brought me to a street race. i didn't even think they existed outside of movies, and it turns out my brother does them to pay for college. he asked me if i wanted to do coms for him. it was easy money, so i could drop out and figure out what i wanted to do. i ended up loving it. the two of us worked together perfectly. we only lost once in the two years i did coms."

"does he still race?" taki asked.

you shook your head. "if he did, we would've never met. he was the only person i did coms for. i didn't want to do it for anyone else, and he didn't want anyone else. sound familiar?"

"a little." he smiled softly when he saw a hint of a smile on your face. "did he finish school. is that why he stopped?"

"i wish. my accident last year... i wasn't alone." you answered. "we had this ritual after every night of racing. he would storm into coms, demanding that i hurry up, so we could do a victory lap before going to grab some food. we were going through an intersection when a drunk driver who was being chased by a cop hit us."

you hear taki let out a small gasp, wrapping his arm around you as soon as the first tear fell. "i just remember seeing the headlights before waking up in a hospital a few days later. that's when they told me he didn't make it."

"yn, i am so sorry."

you nodded your head at his apology. "when they showed me the photos of the accident, all of the damage was to the driver's side. the truck was heading towards my side. my brother knew that they were going to fast for us to miss them, so he swerved the car, so his side would get hit instead. the doctors said if it would've hit my side, i would've died. he died protecting me. something i still question is why."

"because he loved you." taki answered. "based on what i'm hearing, he would've done anything for you."

"for the longest time, i wished it would've been me. at my lowest point, i thought about joining him." taki's arm tightened around you as you admitted your darkest secret. "i just didn't know what to do. i was so lost. my parents begged me to try something, anything that may help because i spent every waking second locked in my room. i didn't eat, didn't talk. i couldn't even bring myself to smile."

"do you still think like that?" you shook your head at his question. "what changed?"

"someone i used to work with sent me a job opening here. i thought that i was so happy doing coms, and i decided to take it. at first i was scared it was only because i was working with my brother, so what if that was why i was happy. but it wasn't. obviously, i changed things up. i didn't tell anyone my name. kept things professional."

taki let out a small scoff. "don't i know it. you made it almost impossible to get anything out of you."

"would it help if i said that you helped me more than anything?" you question. you smiled when his jaw dropped at your words. "every race we did together, i felt my resolve slipping. i got to where i wanted to tell you who i was, but i was so scared about the past repeating itself. but no matter how hard i pushed you away, you never gave up on me."

"it started out with me wanting to know your name, and when you said no, it almost became a game between us. but then i could hear it that one night you sounded off. you sounded so broken and lost, and that's when it shifted for me. even though i had no idea who you were, i wanted to be the one who you went to when you needed someone. i wanted to be the one to make you laugh and smile."

you shifted, moving closer to him. he got the message, pulling you into his lap. you rested your hands on his cheeks as you leaned forward. "you are the reason i learned how to be happy again. you are why i don't question why i didn't die that day."

"are you trying to make me cry?" you smile when you see him blink away tears. "thank you for telling me. i am sorry that happened to you, and now i understand why you reacted the way you do. and in no way do i think you over reacted."

taki feels your hands start to shake as you think of what happened tonight. "i- i just got scared. my mind went instantly to that night. i can't lose you taki."

"you won't. i promise." he leans forward, kissing you softly, smiling against your lips when he feels you kiss him back instantly. "you're stuck with me, starling. i will never leave you, and i will never not listen to you again. everything you tell me to do, i'll do it without question."

you raise your brows. "anything?"

"anything."

"so if i told you to go jump in the water, you would do it?" you question. his hands tightened on your waist as he glances over your shoulder at the water.

"i mean, i would prefer it if my beautiful girlfriend didn't make me jump into freezing cold water, but if you told me to i would." you smile at his words.

"i wouldn't do that, taki. do you know why?"

"because i'm an amazing boyfriend?" you laugh at his response.

"that's true, but it's not the answer i'm looking for." you can tell he tries to think of an answer but couldn't, so you help him out. "i realized something tonight when you hit that street light. it's why i freaked out so bad. i realized that i could loose you because i'm in love with you."

taki looks at you with a look of shock, like he didn't expect you to say that. he didn't respond at first, making you either think you broke him or that he didn't feel the same. "you what?"

"do you want me to say it again?" you question making taki nod his head. "i love you, taki."

you let out a gasp when taki leans forward, slamming his lips against yours. he pulls you flush against him before holding you tightly in his arms. his lips leaves yours, finding his way across your jaw. "i love you too. so fucking much."

"i kind of questioned that for a moment when you didn't say it back."

he hummed an apology against your skin. "you shocked me. i didn't think you felt the same."

you smile when he pulls back, attaching his lips back to yours. you shiver when you feel his warm hands slide underneath your shirt, resting them on your hips. you pulled away first, chest screaming for air when you noticed him look confused for a second.

"how did you get here?" he questioned. "you couldn't have walked the whole way here."

"i took an uber." you answered, shocking taki. "i thought maybe since i've been riding with you, i had gotten over my fear. i was very mistaken. i made it about halfway here before having a panic attack and made him pull over. i walked the rest of the way here. thank god you showed up because i didn't know how i was going to make it back."

"my brave girl." taki mumbled as he kissed your cheek.

you let out a scoff. "yeah, so brave for freaking out that poor guy. he apologized like 50 times when he saw that i was crying."

"you tried to face your fears. that makes you brave. i'm proud of you." you felt your cheeks flush at his compliment making him chuckle. "and as much as i want to stay out here with you, you're freezing."

you nodded, finally feeling the chill now that he pointed it out. "take me home."

he helped you get off his lap before leading the two of you over to k's car. he did have to reassure you that his car was completely safe since you've never been in it before. you had a small moment of panic, but taki was able to calm you down, making sure you were okay before he drove you two back to your place.

you enter your apartment first, taking off your jacket when you see taki doing the same. you walk up behind him, snaking your arms around him as you rest your head on his back. "thank you."

"for what, starling?"

"for being there for me." you answer. "for not giving up on me. i made this promise when my brother passed that i would never get close to anyone else, but then you came along. you made it so easy to break that promise."

you kept your arms around taki as he turned around. "you are the best thing that has ever happened to me. there will never be another moment that i won't be there for you. every part of me belongs to you."

"i love you."

"i love you too, my starling."

taki's hands cupped your cheeks as his lips met yours. what started out slow started becoming heated when his tongue slid past your lips, brushing against yours. you move your hands, gripping his shirt and pulling him closer when he pressed you against the wall. his hands trailed down your body, squeezing your ass, causing you to moan into his mouth. he groaned against your lips as he pulled away.

"baby, if you don't want to go any further, we need to stop."

"i don't want to stop, taki." you practically whined making taki's eyes widen. "please."

"are you sure?" taki asked, kissing you when you nodded your head. your hips pressed into his, pressing against his hardening erection. "fuck. are you going to let me make you feel good?"

once you agreed to him, he lifted you up in his arms. you clung to him, lips finding his neck while he brought you to your room. your back hit your bed, him landing on top of you. his lips found yours, sighing against them when you pulled him closer. his tongue had just pushed past your lips when he stopped, pulling away.

"we're missing something."

you look at him confused. "what the hell are we missing?"

"i'll be right back. trust me." he quickly kissed your lips before leaving the room. you sat up, very confused until he walked back into the room with your phone and one of the candles he knows you love. "i promised you this, didn't i?"

you let out a laugh as he lights the candle before putting the code into your phone. "i can't believe you remembered this."

"i remember everything about you, starling." he told you as the music started to play out of your phone before he sit it down. "now, where were we?"

you lean forward, grabbing his shirt before yanking him towards you. he threw his arms out, catching himself, so he didn't crush you as he landed above you. you pulled him close, kissing him making taki smile against your lips at your impatience.

as he kissed you, his hands trailed down your sides, slipping underneath your shirt, pulling your shirt up as he made his way to your chest. he moved away from your lips before shifting down your body. you jump when his lips find your stomach, making taki chuckle as he trails back up your body.

"sensitive, baby?"

"shut up." you mumble even though you both know he was right.

he continued to kiss up your stomach, pulling your shirt further up until it was bunched under your chest. you gripped the edge of your shirt, pulling it over your head leaving you in just your bra.

"sensitive and impatient." he mumbled against your skin, continuing to take his time. you shifted again, causing taki to grab your hands before you could take your bra off. "that's my job baby."

"what are you waiting for?" taki chuckled at your question.

"i have waited for what feels like a lifetime to see and touch this beautiful body. i am going to take my time." he moved up, kissing your pouting lips. "don't worry. i'll make it worth it."

his hands trailed across your bra towards the clasp. you lift up your back for him, letting the thin material slide down your arms before taki throws it behind him. his eyes darken as he scans your body. "even more perfect than i imagined."

he finally gave you some relief, attaching his lips around your nipple. you jerk, a whimper sliding past your lips, as he sucks on the bud before tracing around it with his tongue. his hand finds your other one, gently rolling it between his fingers. he can feel your body relax against him as he continues to mark your chest with his mouth, soft moans slipping past your lips.

he leaned up, leaving your chest glistening before you felt his hands at your waist. "can i?"

you nod, lifting up your hips after taki unbuttons your jeans. he helps you slip out of both them and your underwear, leaving you completely bare beneath him. he lets out a groan at the sight before his body covers yours, lips finding yours.

"my pretty little starling." you gasp against his lips when you felt his finger slide against your folds. "with her pretty little sounds."

"taki, please."

"i've got you." he kisses your lips before moving down your body. he spreads your legs as he settles in between them. you here him let out a small groan at the sight of you before his mouth was on you. a moan slipped past your lips as his tongue ran through your folds, feeling the vibration of his sounds as he tasted you. "so good for me, starling."

your fingers tangled in his hair, pulling at the strands as his tongue lapped every drop of your arousal. you threw your head back as his tongue swirled around your clit teasingly as his hands opened your legs even more for him. his hand ghosted up your thigh before he eased a finger inside of you, the both of you groaning as you stretch around him.

"mhmm... taki."

"you okay, baby?"

you nod your ahead. "i'm good. need more."

the movement of his hand stopped before he added a second finger, pushing them in deep while his mouth wrapped around your clit. he tongue pushed against you, flicking your clit with enough pressure to have you crying out his name. every moan of his name had him moving faster, more desperate to hear more.

your thighs tightened around his head, shaking as you teetered on the edge of your orgasm. your hips jerk as the pressure started building in your stomach. "taki-"

"i told you, starling. i've got you. let go for me." he curled his fingers inside of you, hitting that spot that sent you spiraling over the edge. your vision almost turning white as you clenched your eyes shut as your orgasm washed over you. taki stayed latched to you through your orgasm, feeling as you jerk with the overstimulation. his lips left you but his fingers stayed deep inside of you while he moved up your body, lips crashing against yours. you moan against his lips when his fingers started moving again, curling inside of you. "come on, starling. you said you needed more. let me give it to you."

his lips latched to your neck, teeth grazing your skin as his fingers continued to thrust inside of you. he could feel your walls clenching around his fingers when his thumb found your clit, rubbing it slowly.

"taki... fuck!"

"are you going to come for me again?" taki questioned, smirking against your skin. he felt you nod your head, legs tightening around his waist. "that's it."

his head leaves your neck full of bruises as he looks at you, lips crashing against yours as your orgasm slams into you. you cry out against his lips as his fingers guide you before finally slipping out of you. "you still feeling okay, baby?"

"yes." you open your eyes, meeting his gaze as he looks down at you. "i'd feel better though if you took these off though."

taki looked down when you tugged at his clothes before smirking up at you. he instantly did as you asked, tugging his shirt over his head. you could feel his muscles tense under your fingertips as you ran them down his chest. once you reached his jeans, your thumb popped the button when he stopped you.

"are you sure you want to keep going?"

"you sound like you want me to stop." you answer making taki scoff.

"does this feel like i want to stop?" taki grabbed your hand, pressing it against his bulge. "that is the last thing i want, starling. i just want to make sure that you want it to."

you pressed down on his bulge, listening to him groan before kissing him. "i want you, taki. so bad."

"i love you." you smile into taki's kiss.

"i love you, too." you tell him. "now, please fuck me."

he chuckled as he lifted off of you, slipping off his jeans before climbing back on top of you. as soon as he got settled between your legs, your hand found his erection, wrapping around him causing him to groan against your lips.

you pumped him a few times before you aligned him with your entrance. he got the message, kissing you as he slide into you in one smooth thrust. you gasped at the feeling of him completely filling you, hands gripping his arms as he stilled, giving you time to adjust.

"you feel fucking perfect, baby." taki groaned, resting his head against yours. "so perfect and mine, right baby?"

you nod your head. "yours."

he moved back from you, almost pulling himself out before slowly rolling his hips back into yours. he set his pace, slow and deep, making you cling to him, calling his name with each thrust. "you sound so good. you're gonna make me lose my mind."

his hands gripped your waist, fingertips digging into your skin as he sped up. his mouth found yours, tongue brushing against yours when you cried out, clinging to him when he hit the spot that had your toes curl. your muscles tightened, squeezing around him hard enough to have him groaning into your mouth.

"did that feel good, starling?"

you nod, tightening your legs around his waist. "s- so good, taki. please don't stop."

"i'm not stopping until i know what it feels like to have you come around me."

you cry out his name, nails digging into his skin when his hand slid down your body to rub fast circles on your clit. you felt it coming on fast, your stomach twisting in knots. "taki- i'm- fuck!"

"i know, starling." he coos, leaning down to kiss your lips softly despite the fast pace he was thrusting into you. "come for me, starling. let me take care of you."

your orgasm hit you hard, crashing into you with a force you haven't felt before. you cling to him, moaning out his name as he held you through it. your body felt spent, twitching as taki kept his pace before it started to become sloppy.

you whimper when he slid out of you, his hand leaving you as he stroked himself, releasing on your stomach with a low groan. you both still for a moment before your hands find his cheeks, pulling his lips to yours.

"you did so good for me." he mumbled against your lips, reaching over and grabbing a tissue from your nightstand. he takes his time, watching your reaction as he carefully cleans you up. taki kissed your head before he laid down next to you on his back, eyes closed as he caught his breath. you rolled over, staring at his side profile when he let out a quiet laugh. "starling, if you keep staring at me like that, i'm going to forget how to function."

"what are you talking about? i'm not even looking at you." you lied, smiling when taki moved closer to you.

he draped his arm over your side, tracing his fingers down your spine. "liar. you were staring. practically drooling over me with these pretty eyes."

"was not." you said, pinching his side and causing him to jerk.

"ow." he pouted. "hurting me after i spent the last hour loving you? that's mean, starling."

"you're so dramatic."

"i'll stop being dramatic when you stop being so pretty." your eyes widen at the sudden compliment, cheeks flushing slightly. "god, just the sight of you beneath me, screaming my name-"

"stop talking."

he laughed, pulling you flush against his chest before kissing your red cheek. "i love you."

"i love you too."

he kept you in his arms as he repositioned the two of you. you rested your head on his chest, listening to his heartbeat when you felt something. something you haven't felt since you lost your brother. you didn't feel lost anymore. like you were drowning without any way out.

you felt like you were home.

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6 months later

"i can't believe i'm doing this." you shift in your seat, glancing over towards taki who was in the driver's seat with a large smile on his face. the face that you have spent the last 6 months loving. it wasn't easy, the last 6 months, learning how to fully let him in. but now you do it without thinking about it, letting taki know your every thought. including the one where you said you wanted to finally do a ride along, but only if it was with him.

it took you a while after you said that to actually go through with it. taki started out slow, helping you get over the initial fear of riding in cars. it got better each ride with him, getting to a point that you almost forgot about your fear in the first place. you knew you were ready to race when taki and you drove through that intersection where you and your brother wrecked without feeling any fear.

"i can." he answered you. "you've done so good learning to get through your fears. i'm proud of you, starling."

you shove his shoulder as you blushed. "don't get sappy on me."

"never." he laughed. "but thank you for allowing me to be the one to help you. i'm honored you're racing with me tonight."

you rolled your eyes at the fact that he was still being sappy, but you went along with it. "if there is anyone who i would willing race with, it would be you."

taki smiled at your words. "don't worry, starling. i'll be extra cautious since i have precious cargo."

"i know you will." you lean over the console, finding his lips in a sweet kiss. "you love me too much to let anything happen to me."

"i do. i love you so much, my starling." he kisses you again.

"i love you too, taki." you tell him as you sit back in you seat. "now, win me a race."

Always kisses with tongue

He’s always using his tongue when he’s locking around the mound of your swollen vulva. Making sure he licks every slick off of you. Helping his lips glide with every suction when he closes around your clit, pulling it with a slight tug. It helps him activate all his taste buds.

He sticks his tongue into your hole and it reaches deeeeeppp inside you. Feeling the walls of your pussy clench and squeeze different parts of his tongue. He loves to feel how your sensitive muscles pulses around his.

Obviously mucus

He’s alllll sticky ~ when it’s between you two, you tell him not to take the pills for moments like these. used as lubricant most of the time so even when you might be having some trouble on certain days he relaxes you right up and it slips right in. It occasionally gets hard to grip onto him when you’re holding on for dear life but he grips onto you pretty well. With your slick and his, lubrication isn’t a problem. Finding friction is. Or even when using toys????? EAAASSSSYY lubricant. He uses his hands to rub the bulby tip of the dildo, wetting it with his mucus. Thickets raise connecting his hand and the dildo to each other when he releases it. All of it making it easier for you.

Other than that.. yall love to use his mucus for foreplay. Rubbing your naked body against his. Skin to skin, lubricating the nonsensical rubbing of your body on his, that somehow turns you on. While making out, he pulls you up and down his chest, rubbing yours on him.

Hugging

Yes … hugging. Bear hug might as well be his favorite position. He’s hugging you while he’s picking you up and dropping you down. The mixture of his sopping curved cock and your leaking creamy cunt leaving the room with nothing but heavy thwap thwap thwap noises. He’s a sucker for your weak noises, and your hardened nipples gliding on his chest and occasionally flicking his. He whines loudly at your pulsing cunt. Still easily sliding up and down his dick, finding it impossible to obtain any sense of friction to suck him in. So it’s left pulsing around his bulby thick tip. Such difficulties constricted moans when you squeeze around his mushroom tip. Hehe anyways

Or or or, has you trapped in his arms. Both lying down on your side. He’s crying into your mid back while he’s desperately drilling up into you. Your pussy is creaming with the mixture of your thick natural lubricants. You think you’d be the one holding on for dear life. Even to one of his pillows but in reality he’s holding onto any string of sanity he can find. Despitely crying and profusely sweet onto your back.

Sticky fingers

Taki’s fingers has this weird reaction when they’re inside your pussy. In some sort of way you can’t tell if it’s your pussy that suck his fingers vigorously into you, or his sticky fingers pull your walls while they are being pulled out. But whatever it is, it leaves you all the more crazy when he curls his fingers up into the sweet spot, pressing into it and lightly tugging on your walls that don’t seem to want him to leave. Oof

Produce section in the supermarket (lol)

SHOWER SEX. Oh. Lord.. yall catch yourself every time. You might play a roll in the water bill argument for stepping into the shower with him. Besides that, he can’t help when he’s in his favorite place to add you in it. And make it more meaningful by making love to you. Gently pressing your face against the cool wall and fucking you from behind. Or allowing you to rinse under the water (because he knows you get cold) and his fingers rub up and down your clit, teasing the folds of your entrance. Drawing circles at your entrance.

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A/n; OOOOO lort. I was thinking about this all day. And when it was put in my head by fumabun, I went absolutely crazy. I can’t unsee it !!!! HE LOOKS LIKE A FROGG!!! FROG HYBRID. And TAKI IN THAT BATH SCENE?!?! Oooooo please . Please spare me. So I just had some more thoughts of frog!Taki. Here enjoy some more photos where I find that Taki looks like a frog :D. (Not in a bad way at all !!)

He’s so cute :)

Thank you!! Hope you enjoyed ! ⊹ ࣪ ˖ ꒰ঌ ໒꒱

Cred; @dollywons, @cursed-carmine, @pixopix & Pinterest

taki who wakes you up with silly little noises and soft kisses all over your exposed thighs and tummy, giggling once he finally gets you to open your eyes. "did you sleep well, baby?"

taki who can't help but get hard from your morning voice, so soft, low, and almost whiney, his hands traveling up and squeezing your ass while you're in the middle of stretching. "can i have just a taste, pretty please?"

taki who rips off your panties once you give him permission, panting and drooling over your exposed cunt as he buries his face into you, filthy sounds of him sucking on your sensitive nub mixed with his desperate moans. "fuck, baby, you're so sweet."

taki who whimpers when you tug at his hair while squirting into his mouth, legs shaking and voice cracking as he drinks all of you up. "that's it, baby, fill my mouth."

taki who isn't done with you yet, trailing his way up your body as he nibbles and bites every inch of your skin, your sweet sighs of pleasure egging him on further. "yeah? does that feel nice?"

taki who loves when you're on top, grabbing your thighs to assist you as you bounce on his cock, ass slapping against his pelvis as your soft cries escape your mouth. "you look so perfect like this. mine."

taki who growls once he feels your arousal increasing, pistoning into you faster, sitting up and sucking on your pretty tits while he chases his high. "fuck, im gonna paint your pussy with my cum, baby– keep going."

taki who starts circling your clit as your moans grow louder, head falling back limply, fingers digging into his spine as you hold him as tightly as you can, hoping you can feel him even deeper inside of you. "gonna make you come so good."

taki who matches the volume of your moans as you both come together, hips sputtering, juices dripping all over his thighs below you, biting his lip and eyes wide as he watches yours and his cum spill out of you around his shaft. "just like that, baby– yeah, fucking squirt all over my cock– you're so perfect."

beach season struck damn right when taki had some time off work, his idol schedules finally freeing up for vacation.

taki was one hyper man. he loves you so much and was so so excited to spend his off days with you, especially at the beach. his excitement reached stores and travel websites immensely, the first thing that he did, was buy you a very pretty burgundy bikini set from your favourite store. a little bow sitting right at the bottom of your cleavage, the set felt just right for you.

you stepped out of the shower, patting your feet dry as you walked towards your bed, switching on the air conditioner as you made your way out of your closet.

your heart dropped to your stomach as you noticed a tall figure, resting right in the middle of your bed, next to where you placed your clothes with his back facing you. a soft yelp left your lips as you got startled, making the person turn around.

there he was, charming, smiley and mischievous as always. your boyfriend finally made it home to you, for much longer than just shared sleepovers, hurried breakfasts and tired late night dinners.

his smile grew as his eyes met yours and he swiftly hoisted himself off the bed, instantly picking you up in his arms, lifting you off the ground and spinning you around as he held you within his strong arms.

letting you down gently, taki buried his face into your neck, pushing aside your bath robe to completely flush his face against your skin, taking in your natural scent. his breath tickled you but you stayed right there, almost feeling like an anchor he always came back to.

the hug felt so genuine, and to taki? it was the most precious thing ever.

he let go off gently, tucking stray hair strands behind your ear. his lips press against your forehead, followed by your cheek.

"my prettiest baby" He sighs contently as if the only thing that mattered to him in the world was you, and you standing right in front him in your softest form made him feel complete.

taki's eyebrows shot up as you could see him remembering something. he averted his eyes from you, walking towards your bed as he picked up two pieces of fabric, neatly folded.

"can you wear this for me now, princess? i bought them for you and I'd like to see if it fits." he says as he hands over the bikini set to you.

you smile up at him, letting him know that it's your favourite colour and you loved.

"I know that it's your favourite colour, that's exactly why I bought it."

you and taki have seen eachother naked multiple times previously. it was nothing new and nothing to be ashamed of, but every single time you stood in front of him with no clothes on, his eyes turned deep and dark, making you cripple under his intense gaze.

taki yearned for you in a way no one else could. his eyes travelled along every little curve of your body, as you slipped into the soft fabric. the top hugged your skin perfectly, exactly like it was made for you and only you, the top edge of it tucking in your tits behind it, with just enough of them peeking out.

the bottom hugged your privates only, letting your ass plump out of the cloth, making it fully visible. taki kept losing his breath by the second as he eyed you in all directions.

you on the other hand, stared your body down in the mirror, feeling slightly uncomfortable. you turn around, fixating your eyes in the mirror, and sigh as your eyes trail down to your ass and thighs.

the disappointed sigh snaps taki out of his trance, as he walks towards you, wrapping his arms around you within a jiffy.

"you look so damn gorgeous, love. what's wrong, hm?" he hums into your neck once again, breathing in your essence which was like a drug to him.

your eyebrows knit and you just nod your head 'no'.

"nothing." the word barely sounds like a whisper under your breath as you try to break away from his hold, while he pulls you back flush against his chest, his eyes now checking your out through the mirror.

"you have to tell me, pretty girl. what is it?" his tone now seems a little commanding, but laced with concern in the softest way possible.

"it's really silly, taki." you say, turning around to bury your face in his chest as his arms now completely enveloping your tiny frame.

he plants the softest kiss on the top of your head, as he pulls away from the hug.

"every little thing about you is important to me, love." he says as his eyes meet yours, his back crouching to meet your height.

you know you can never deny things when he speaks in that way to you, so you give in.

"it's my stretch marks, taki. they're all over my thighs, my ass. this set is so stunning but I don't feel pretty in it at all because of my marks." you say. as your sentences progressed, taki's face fell from confusion, to anger, to borderline hurt.

how dare you think of yourself in such a bad way. he loved you. each and every inch of you without prejudice. he couldn't bear to hear you talk about yourself like that.

"my pretty girl" taki now guides your arms around his neck, wrapping his arms around your waist and pulling your flush against his hip.

his lips press against yours in the softest, drenched in love type of kiss, that makes you instantly melt into his embrace, your knees almost giving out. the way his lips danced against yours made you sigh into his mouth, resulting in him hoisting you up as you wrap your legs around his waist.

his kisses grew a little messier, as he couldn't handle the closeness between you two. it has been too damn long since he last held you this way.

he held you up with a single hand that wrapped around your upper body as he slipped out of his shirt, wanting to feel you against his skin.

taki's kisses trailed down your jaw, neck and chest, hot and desperate, yet utterly soft. his arms touched every part of your bare skin, now one of them resting at your hip.

his fingers swiftly untied the knot of your bikini from around your hip, letting the fabric slip down your body onto the floor, his hands then holding you by your ass.

your bare pussy coming in contact with his strong toned abs made you hiss, and the position made it impossible for you to hide the fact that you were already so wet for him.

his palms were big enough to cover your entire ass cheek, it turned you on so much. taki brushed his lips across your clothed nipples, the subtle tickles sending shivers through your entire body.

he stared at you and your ass through the mirror, his palms now holding you up by your thighs which were on either side of his waist.

"look at you, pretty" he says as he shifts his gaze back and forth to your eyes that bore into his, and the reflection of your perfectly sculpted ass, painted with the most beautifully intricate stretch marks.

you turn your head a little, resting your cheek against his face, his nose bumping against your cheekbones. you could see through the corner of your eyes, your ass painted in white stripes, clusters of them in some spaces.

"they look freaking gorgeous my love." his hot breath fans against your neck as he speaks, his voice low enough to send the vibrations down your spine.

"your stretch marks are one of my most favourite things about you. look at them baby, oh goodness, they're so so hot."

maybe it was the words he said, or the way he spoke, or the way his gaze rakes over you like he's about to destroy you any minute now, but it instantly made you feel better.

taki's pants and boxers were now long discarded, as you could feel his cock now rock hard against your folds.

he presses a soft kiss to your collarbone and with a sigh, he gently pushes himself past your wet folds and enters you with utter softness.

you sigh against his neck with pleasure, as your eyes hit the back of your head while you feel the stretch that his cock gives you.

taki holds you up firmly now, leaving little to no strain on your arms that wrapped around his shoulders. he slowly picks up his pace, pumping into your hole, his palms kneading all the edges and corners of your ass and thighs, his fingers making sure to grace every one of your stretch marks.

taki watches you bounce on his cock through the mirror, your ass jiggling every time he thrusts a little harder and a whine leaves your mouth, sounding oh so holy.

"loooook at you, my pretty girl." he kisses you so passionately for the nth time, and it drives you feral.

taki's body stuck to you as he fucks you damn right, is something you wouldn't experience often because of his schedules. but when it happened? It happened in all the right ways.

"my love, you never should be saying those things about yourself again. alright?" he says while he slows his pace down, now focusing on completely burying himself inside you,

"you are the prettiest fucking being ever, and your stretch marks make you utterly beautiful, alright?" he kisses your jaw, pushing his head to force you to turn your head towards the mirror.

his hands grope your ass, kneading it gently as he fucks into you, picking his pace up again. soft whimpers and moans leave your pretty pink lips, his name joining the series if curses that escape your mouth as well.

him sucking in different points on your neck as he fucks your cunt was your breaking point. with one harsh sigh followed by a moan, your body tenses and jaw slacks, as your pussy flutters around his cock, squeezing him so well. this makes him lose himself in you, as he cums along with you, both your gasps echoing off the walls in your room.

taki lays you down on your stomach on your bed, as he shifts lower. his lips latch to your ass and he presses soft and reassuring kisses to all the stretch marks he can ever find on your ass and thighs, making you feel extremely loved and seen.

this made you realise that he was the perfect one for you, as he loved the things that you yourself saw in you as flaws. and so you let him know.

"i love you, taki."

"love you the most, my sweet sweet baby."