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hiii I loved your Yuma fic 🥹💞 can I request for a long jo fic where as he’s your best friends older brother but he’s clueless that you like him and he likes you but feels kinda wrong for it :(( BUT he sees you with another member perhaps and loses it 😧😧
done! i switched it up just slightly, but i hope you enjoy it❤️❤️
behind shy eyes | jo
summary... when a terrible date finally convinces you to move on from your crush (who happens to be your best friends brother), one jealous outburst forces him to admit what he's been trying to hide.
pairing... bestfriends!brother x female!reader
warnings... friends to lovers, fluff, angst/comfort, jo is an idiot but we love him, reader is a little dramatic, yuma is a menace, jo has a sister (jia) who is also a menace smut... hair pulling, nipple play, oral (both receiving), unprotected sex
word count... 6.3k
notes... requested! don't ask me how i somehow wrote 4k and finished this thing today. like and reblogs appreciated!
now playing... dress by taylor swift
"is your brother single?"
"absolutely not!"
you let out a laugh at jia's words, watching as she launched herself across the room to where your friend mina was laying on her bed. she grabbed a pillow, hitting her while scolding her for even thinking about being with her brother.
"you're so dramatic." mina grumbled as she snatched the pillow away from jia. "it was just a question."
jia let out a scoff. "a stupid one. this is like friend's 101... don't go after the friend's brother. he's off limits."
"but didn't you literally just tell yn her and jo would look cute together?" you let out a groan as you were dragged into the conversation.
"yn doesn't count." jia answered. "she would be the only person allowed to date him."
"oh please don't start this again." you plead as mina looks between the two of you with confusion.
"start what? and why is she the only person allowed to date him?"
"because they're like perfect for each other." jia answered with a shrug- the same answer she had told you a million times. "first off, he barely talks to people unless he has to, but these two can sit and talk for hours. and he actually smiles around her too."
"oh so he's down bad?" mina asks with a smirk, noticing your red cheeks.
"no, she's just being dramatic." you argue.
"then why did we sit through a movie that i know jo hates because you said you loved it?" you tilt your head in confusion.
"he said he liked 10 things i hate about you."
jia ignored you as she looked back to mina. "the feeling is mutual as well."
"jia!"
"what?" she shrugged innocently. "we know i'm right. you've had a crush on him for like 2 years and haven't acted on it."
"it's not like i haven't tried..." you mumble, regretting the words as soon as they slipped out. they sounded almost as pathetic as having a crush for almost 2 years and not doing a thing about it.
especially when jo seemed completely oblivious to it.
you felt like there was no way jo hadn't noticed your crush on him just like you were sure he felt the same way, or at least jia made you think so. and yet nothing was ever done about it because there was that small voice telling you he didn't feel the same. that along with him not making any sort of move prevented you from doing anything further than what you were doing now- which was suffering.
you would flirt. he would flirt back. you came over upset, and he would be the first to ask you what was wrong, sitting there as you rant with this look on his face that made your chest tighten. if you went with their family out to eat, he was always making sure you were sat between him and jia.
he always stayed close enough to make your head spin but not close enough for it to ever feel like he wanted to be more than friends. a part of you felt like you were reading too much into things because if jo actually liked you back, he would've done something by now.
after jia had filled mina in on your little dilemma, she let out a sigh before grabbing her phone. "oh, i can fix this."
"fix what?" you ask.
"jo being too scared to make a move on you." she answered. you tried to stop her from whatever she was doing, but she ignored you causing you to look at jia who looked like she was on the same page as mina. "you need to go on a date with someone."
your jaw dropped before you could recover. "i don't need to go on a date."
that sounded better than the reality. you could go on a date, and you've tried before. the problem was that they weren't jo. you would just sit there listening to whatever story they were telling you while dreaming that jo sat there instead. maybe mina was right, and you did need one because that sounded really sad in your head.
"yes, you do." mina argued. "clearly sitting here moping around while waiting for jo to realize he's in love with you isn't working."
and that was how you ended up trapped in some restaurant you couldn't even pronounce with a guy who has spent the whole date talking about himself. at least the view from the window you were next to was nice.
when mina had set you up on this date, you tried to be optimistic even though it was the last thing you wanted, but things went south as soon as you sat down. at first you tried to be nice and ignore the fact that he's checked his phone multiple times already. that was until you realized he wasn't letting you talk, interrupting you the past three times you tried, leading you to just give up. then there was the whole menu discussion where he basically said if he was paying, you were going to pick whatever he chose- which was not very shockingly a salad.
at this point it felt more like a punishment than a date.
after another 5 minutes of listening to your lovely date talk, you finally hit your limit. you push your chair back, barely mumbling that you were going to the bathroom before leaving him sitting there. you ignored the sad look that your waitress gave you before you slipped into the empty bathroom.
you let out a deep breath as you leaned onto the sink. you knew if you called jia to come pick you up, she was going to make a scene which was something you didn't want. and with the way you were feeling now, you really didn't want to call mina which left you only one option- jo.
you listened as the phone rang twice before he answered. "hey."
"jo." you whine, hating the way your mind relaxed as soon as you heard his voice. "please tell me you're not busy."
"what's wrong?" he asks, concern evident in his voice.
"can you come pick me up?" you beg, peaking your head out to see that your date was on his phone. "this date is an actual nightmare. i'm about 5 minutes away from slinging myself off this pier."
you hear a shuffle from his end before the jingling of his keys. "send me your location. i'm on my way."
you let out a sigh of relief, sending him your location before leaving the bathroom. you thought about going back over there and let him know that you were leaving, but you decided against it, turning around before leaving the restaurant.
you waited near the entrance until he texted you he was hear. you wasted no time sliding into the passenger seat, letting out a groan as you slouch down in your seat. "jo, have i ever told you how much i love you?"
he looks over at you, a small smile on his face as he pulls out of the restaurant. "a couple of times."
"clearly not enough."
"that bad?" he asks, holding in a laugh when he heard you scoff.
"this man might have actually be the worst person i've ever met." you tell him, anger flaring up as you recalled your night to him. "he wouldn't let me talk, jo. he interrupted me every time i tried. like who does that?"
jo's hands tighten against the steering wheel, an action that goes unnoticed by you. "and then he basically ordered for me because i guess i look too stupid to know what i want to eat."
"what did he make you get?" he asks quietly.
"a salad." your answer made jo laugh making your jaw drop as you glare at him. "don't laugh at my suffering! this is the type of shit you see in movies. it shouldn't happen in real life."
"i'm not laughing at you. i just... i can't picture you agreeing to that."
"i didn't!" you exclaim. "i was too stunned to speak. not to mention i couldn't get more than two words in before he interrupted me. but you know, i could live with that. but what i can't stand is that he wouldn't stop checking his phone. like every 5 seconds he was checking it. why even agree to go on a date if you clearly don't want to be there? why waste my time?"
"you deserve better than that." your chest tightens at his words.
you deserved him is what you wanted to say. someone who would sit there for hours and listen to you rant with smile on his face. someone who would sit through a movie the apparently hated because you loved it. someone who would come pick you up from a date gone wrong that he forced you to go on because he wouldn't give you a clear sign that things weren't one sided.
but tonight proved that they were.
tonight had you fully convinced that you had spent the last two years thinking that his kindness was just something more. he knew about the date before because jia helped you get ready. he sat on the bed and watched her do your hair, joking with her while you were silently begging him to tell you not to go, but he never did. instead, he let you go on this date and is acting like the perfect friend by picking you up when things go sour.
jo dropped you off, noticing a change in your behavior as you thank him for the ride. you brush him off before leaving with one thought on your mind.
maybe it was time to get over him.
after a week of trying to distance yourself from jo, you've come to realize that trying to get over him was a lot easier in theory. it didn't help that it was almost impossible to avoid him when your best friends with his sister.
jia didn't believe you when you said that you were trying to get over jo because she knew you. she could also see you staring at him as he sat on the side of their pool.
"you're staring."
your head snaps towards her, a glare on your face despite the flush on your face. "no i wasn't."
"right." she said slowly, rolling her eyes as you failed to convince her. "and yuma's quiet."
as if on que, yuma's laughter rings out from the other side of the pool where he was currently attempting to shove nicholas into the water. you couldn't help but laugh when the roles reverse causing yuma to yell as he was pushed into the pool. when he came back up, his eyes landed on you, smiling when your eyes met.
"yn!"
you let out a sigh as you put your phone down. "what?"
"i need you to settle something for me." you raise your brows as he swims over towards you, gripping the ledge before easily lifting himself out of the water. "nicholas thinks i'd lose to jo in a fight which is insane. i mean, look at him!"
you were thankful you had on sunglasses as your eyes drift over to jo. he was still sitting on the ledge of the pool, wet hair falling into his eyes and water dripping from his skin from where he just got out of the water. his dark eyes were locked on you, a small smile on his lips.
"see?" nicholas yells from next to jo. "she looked at him and didn't answer. that mean's i'm right."
"he's also like a foot taller than you." you admit quietly, laughing when you heard yuma gasp.
"i'm not that short!"
you hum, tilting your sunglasses just enough to meet his eyes. "whatever helps you sleep at night."
"wow, i see how it is." he says flopping onto the lounge chair next to you. he shakes his head, getting rid of the excess water but getting you wet in the process.
"are you a fucking dog?"
"maybe." he says with a grin.
"yuma."
"yn." he mocks in the same tone making jia snort from where she was sitting next to you. you glare at him before turning your attention back to your phone.
"you're annoying."
"annoyingly hot." he says making you chuckle. you notice him lean forward out of the corner of your eye making you look back over. "you know, i'm seriously offended."
"that i think jo could take you in a fight?"
"no. you're still wrong about that, by the way." he answers. "i'm offended because you looked at jo for like a whole ten seconds and me for maybe two."
your eyes widen, heat rushing to your face. "yuma!"
"what?" he laughs. "i'm just saying if we're judging attractiveness, i deserve more staring time."
"oh my god." jia lets out a small laugh before muttering to you. "he's flirting with you in front of jo. this is amazing."
"i think the real question is am i succeeding?" you groan at his question, sinking lower into your chair while yuma lets out a loud laugh.
against your better judgment, you glance at jo which was a mistake because his eyes were already on you. you couldn't read the expression on his face, but you could see that his jaw was clenched.
"hey yuma."
yuma finally looks away from you and towards jo. "yeah?"
"leave her alone."
your jaw drops at his words. you didn't know how to respond, and neither did anyone else by the silence that hits the group. yuma, however, leans forward in his chair with a smirk. "or what?"
"yuma." jo warns, but all he got was a dismissive wave of his hand.
"relax, jo." yuma says as he turns back to you. "yn likes hanging around me."
"are you sure about that?" you question making him nod his head. he leaned closer before talking to where only you and jia could hear him.
"at least i make it obvious when i want something." from beside you, jia choked on her drink, clearly not expecting those words. not like you did either. you didn't know what do say, staring at him in shock, only stopping when he bumped your arm. "you're staring again."
"no i'm not." you say instinctively, thinking he was talking about jo, but he wasn't, smirking at your reaction.
"you are, but it's me this time." you snap out whatever you were in before, scoffing before sitting back against your seat.
"oh he's good." you shoot a glare at jia.
"thank you."
you look over towards jo when you see him move. he stands up, grabbing his empty drink, not looking at anyone as he says he's getting another drink. you watched at jo disappeared through the back door before letting out a sigh.
"well, that was fun." jia lets out a laugh at nicholas' words.
"you think?"
yuma looked over to you as you cast your attention to your lap. "he's jealous."
"he has no right to be jealous." you mutter, suddenly annoyed with jo. he didn't have any right to be jealous. not when he is the one who hasn't made a move when you had made it obvious that you like him. not when he left you constantly trying to figure out what he wanted.
"you gonna go talk to him?" jia asked making you shrug your shoulders. a part of you wanted to follow him and demand that he actually tell you what he wanted. the other part of you wanted to sneak away and leave before he could leave you disappointed again.
"if you don't, i'm going to keep annoying you." yuma said, smiling when you glare at him.
"haven't you done enough?"
"you haven't seen anything yet." he tells you. "besides, he's been unbearable about this for years."
nicholas took a seat next to jia before speaking. "yuma's right. if i have to hear one more time how perfect you are, i'm going to lose it."
"fine. i'll go talk to him." you say reluctantly getting out of the longue chair. "but if once again pushes me away, i'm going to kill all of you."
"you wouldn't do that. i'm too pretty to kill."
you ignore yuma as you step inside of the house before going to the kitchen. you see jo leaning on the counter scrolling mindlessly on his phone, body still tense from eariler. he didn't even acknowledge you until you cleared your throat, startling him before he looked at you. "oh, umm... did you need something?"
"yeah, i need you to tell me what that was out there." you say making his eyes widen. "leave her alone?"
"he looked like he was making you uncomfortable." he answered.
"i mean, he shocked me, but i wasn't uncomfortable." you tell him. "but why did it bother you?"
"it didn't."
you raise your brows. "so why did you run in here?"
"because i wanted something to drink."
"if that's the case, where's your drink?" your question made him freeze, glancing around when he realized that he never grabbed one. you crossed your arms over your chest when he avoided looking at you. "you and your sister have something in common. you're both horrible liars, so why don't you tell me the truth and tell me why you're jealous."
jo goes still at your words, wide eyes lifting back to yours. "i'm not jealous."
you let out a scoff, immediately catching onto his lie. "unbelievable. even now you can't tell me the truth."
"i don't..." you watch as he trails off, but you knew what he was going to say.
"go on." you push him. "look me in the eyes and tell me you don't feel anything for me"
his eyes stay on yours, but he doesn't make any move to answer you. you think you would have rather heard the lie than the silence because the silence proves that he does like you. he just won't make any move acting like he doesn't want you.
"i think we're done here, jo." you say defeated, taking a few steps back from him. "because you can try to deny it but i know you feel the same. why else would you listen to me rant for hours? why would you sit there and watch a movie you hate because i like it? why would you pick me up from that date if you didn't feel the same? but it doesn't matter now, does it? because you're too much of a coward to admit anything, and i don't deserve that. i'm done."
he calls out for you as you leave the kitchen, but you ignore him as you walked back outside. you heard yelling as soon as you stepped out the door, yuma and nicholas arguing about something. you walk back over to jia who was on her phone before sitting down.
"what happened?"
you glanced over at jia who immediately noticed the mad look on your face. "nothing at all."
"did he pull away again?" you don't answer her, choosing to bring your attention to your phone. "fucking idiot."
jo did eventually return back outside, but you refused to look his way even though you could feel his eyes on you. you were done playing the whole back and forth game with him. he could tell, but so could everyone else. both nicholas and yuma moved back over to jo to give you some distance, and yuma didn't flirt with you for the rest of the evening.
right as the sun was starting to set, you heard nicholas let out a groan. "i'm starving."
"pizza?" yuma asked, already pulling out his phone to order some. "the tv is set up for the game, right jo?"
"yeah."
you glance over when you hear yuma and nicholas start to argue about what pizza place to order from. all of you were supposed to watch the game together tonight, and you were supposed to stay the night-something that was honestly the last thing you wanted to do.
you sit up in your chair before looking over to jia who was already looking at you. "raincheck?"
"do you want me to come with you?" she asked, gaze flicking to her brother for a second.
you shake your head. "i'll be fine. i'll call you tomorrow, okay?"
"you better." she pulled you into a short hug before grabbing your bag and walking you to your car. "text me when you get home."
"i will."
the drive back home was silent apart from your radio, but you weren't listening to it. your mind kept going to the kitchen, the words that jo didn't say. you could tell he wanted to, and that was the worst part. you knew he felt the same, but something was stopping him. you knew it wasn't jia because she has made it obvious that she wants the two of you to get together. maybe it was fear holding him back, but you weren't going to guess anymore.
by the time you got home, you were exhausted. you dropped your bag by the door before heading deeper into your place, looking for something to eat. unfortunately, you didn't have many options, leading you to settle with cereal.
after fixing your bowl, you head upstairs, already planning on taking a shower and pretending today didn't happen. you had just turned the corner when a knock echoed through your house. you let out a groan, already knowing who it was- jia. you loved her, but she never understood when you wanted space.
you set your cereal down before making your way towards the front door. "jia, i'm fine. you didn't have to-"
the rest of your sentence dies in your throat when you open the door because it isn't jia like you thought. it was jo, standing there in a hoodie looking just as defeated as you were.
"what are you doing here?"
"can we talk?"
"you mean like earlier where you just stood there and let me do all of the talking?" you question, making jo wince.
"i deserved that."
"you think?" you say, and against your better judgement, you wanted to know what he had to say. you wanted to know you weren't crazy for thinking he felt the same. you step aside for him to come inside. "you have 5 minutes."
you walk back to the living room and sit down. jo follows you, but he doesn't sit, choosing to stand in front of you. he's quiet for a second, something that almost bothered you until he decided to speak up. "you were right. i was jealous."
"why did you try to deny it?" you ask.
"because this whole thing is a mess." he answered, voice raising slightly. "do you have any idea how many times i've thought about being with you? how many times i've wanted to tell you?"
"why didn't you?"
"because you're jia's best friend." he says, stopping you when you try to speak. "yes, i know that she's okay with it, but would she feel the same if things went wrong? i wouldn't be able to forgive myself if i was the reason you two stopped talking. i was just trying to protect everyone."
your anger towards him slightly dissolves at his words because as frustrating as he was being, you understood where he was coming from. jia meant a lot to both of you, and he was trying to keep everything like it was not realizing how much it was bothering you.
but this doesn't mean you forgive him.
"i understand where you're coming from, but did you seriously think that jia and i would stop being friends because of a breakup?" you asked.
"none of us know how-"
"i do." you stop him. "if we dated and things didn't work out, jia would still be my best friend because my friendship with her has nothing to do with my relationship with you."
your words have him speechless, and this time you weren't listening to the silence. you stand up from the couch and walk back into your kitchen with jo following you. "you can keep saying you were trying to protect us, but i think you were scared. and instead of being honest with me and yourself, you hid behind jia."
you try to move around jo, but he moves to stand in your way. "jo-"
"i'm not just scared. i'm terrified." you look up at him, meeting his gaze. "i can't lose jia, and i can't lose you. i had this fear that if things went wrong, i wouldn't just lose you, i'd lose jia too. i know it's a horrible excuse, and you're right when you say you don't deserve any of this."
his hand grabs yours, thumb rubbing across the top of your hand. "do you know how hard it was watching yuma flirt with you and wondering if this is it? is he the one you choose while i try to get my act together?"
"i didn't flirt back despite you being an idiot." you say with a smile, making jo laugh.
"i know. you have showed me time and time again what you wanted, and i was too much of a coward to do anything about it." his hand moved to your cheek, eyes glancing down to your lips. "and if you'll let me, i want to show you what i want."
you know you should logically make him suffer a little bit longer since he made you wait so long, but you couldn't. not with the way his eyes lingered on your lips. "you're still an idiot."
he lets out a laugh, but stops when your hands grip his hoodie, pulling him down to you. his arms wrap around you as you kiss him. it was slow and sweet, savoring the moment you have waited forever for. it ended too soon for you, but jo didn't move far, keeping you tightly wrapped in his arms.
"you have no idea how long i've wanted to do that."
you let out a hum. "you sure took your sweet time."
you smile when he does, leaning into his touch when his hand grazes your cheek. as you do, his expressions shifts into something you haven't seen before. "why are you looking at me like that?"
"like what?" he asks.
"like you want to devour me or something."
"and what if i do?" his answer makes your eyes widen slightly. you can see the corner of his mouth twitch. "i said i wanted to show you what i wanted. i've only just started."
you barely had a chance to grasp his words before his lips were back on yours. his tongue softly coaxes a sigh from your lips, hands down your sides before resting low on your hips. his lips have you in a trance, locked in that you couldn't even feel him walking you backwards. it wasn't until your back hit your counter and he lifted you up that you pulled away from him.
he didn't stray far, lips kissing along your jaw. his hands find your thighs, sliding them open before stepping closer. you tilted your head, giving him access to your neck, gasping when his teeth nipped at your skin. "jo..."
"do you want me to stop?"
"don't you dare." you felt him chuckle at your words. "i felt like i've waited a lifetime for this."
"i know, pretty." he mumbles against your skin before lifting up from your neck, dark eyes locking with yours. "i know i'm an idiot, and i'll spend however long it takes to make up for it, starting tonight."
your mouth goes dry at his words, hoping you weren't understanding them wrong. "tonight?"
his hands slide to your knees, pulling you to the edge of the counter and pressing you to him. you could feel him straining through his pants, almost throbbing with you so close to him. "we don't have to do anything if you don't want to. i understand-"
"who said i didn't want to?" you ask, hands moving to the bottom of your shirt. you pull it over your head to reveal your bikini that you haven't changed out of yet- the one you caught him staring at multiple times.
you could barely blink before you were in his arms before he walked the two of you to your room. he kicks open your door before the two of you land on the bed in a tangled mess, his lip finding yours instantly. your hands slip under his hoodie, feeling his warm skin beneath your fingertips.
"you drove me crazy in this thing today." jo mumbled as his lips trailed along your jaw. his fingers toy with the string of your bikini, easily untying it with a single tug. "i didn't want the guys to see you."
"you could've just dragged me inside. i wouldn't have complained." you tell him as he slips the top off you, letting out a sound when his hands cup your breasts. his lips follow right after, biting and marking your chest.
"is that what you wanted? for me to lock you in my room and have my way with you?"
you go to respond but stop when jo's hand slips into your shorts, fingers finding your clit with ease. "oh my god."
"does that feel good?" he questions before his lips wrap around your nipple, sucking on the sensitive bud. he could feel you squirming beneath him, desperate for more of his touch.
your hands tangle into his hair, tugging at the strands. "fuck, jo."
he leaves your chest bruised and aching as he trails farther down your body. you let out a whine when his hands slip out of your shorts, lifting your hips when he tugs them down your legs, leaving you bare beneath him. "so pretty."
he took his time, kissing up your thigh so slowly you thought you were going to lose your mind. "jo- please."
he got the message, pressing one last kiss to your skin before his fingers find your dripping folds. you whine out when his finger spread you open for him, hearing let out a low groan before his tongue darts out to taste you. it was then he lost all patience for being slow, lips wrapping around your clit before sucking.
you let out a gasp, moaning his name at the action. "fucking hell jo."
you jerked when you felt him chuckle against you. you could barely pay attention to him moving your legs to rest on his shoulders before you felt his long finger ease inside of you. you back arched from the bed, another call of his name falling from you lips.
"so sweet, pretty girl." he mumbles, taking a second to look up at you. the way your eyes were closed, fingers clenched around your sheets. you let out a whimper when you feel a second finger slide into you as his tongue makes you see stars.
"oh god, j-jo." your hand leaves the sheets, tangling in his hair when his fingers curl inside you. you feel him groan at the action, pulling you even closer to his mouth.
he could feel your legs trembling, tightening around his head with every curl of his fingers. "are you going to come for me, pretty?"
you don't even get to answer when your release washes over you, sudden enough to steal your breath away. jo holds you tightly to him, cleaning every drop of your release before slowly pulling away. your hand slides away from his hair when he moves up your body, hands ghosting over your sides. he opens his mouth to say something, but is stopped when you grip his shirt, pulling him to you.
you lips collide with his, deep and slow as he feels your hands roam his body. they started out around his neck before trailing down his chest and under his shirt. your nails trace the lines on his stomach before you're pulling at his shirt. "off."
he sits up just enough to pull his shirt off before trying to move back on top of you, but you stopped him, pushing him back on the bed before moving on top of him. your lips find his neck, placing soft kisses to his flushed skin as your hands start to unbutton his pants. "can i?"
he barely hand a chance to answer before your hand was slipping into his pants, fingers wrapping around him before giving him a soft squeeze. "you're going to be the death of me."
"it's what you get for making me wait so long." you respond, removing your hand before tugging his pants down his legs. he was painfully hard and leaking, just begging for your touch.
your hand wrapped back around him before slowly moving your hand, watching as his head drops back against the pillow. "fuck."
you loved how sensitive he was, especially when your lips wrapped around him. his hand flew up to your hair as he called out your name. you took as much of him as you could into your mouth, hand wrapping around the rest. you set the pace almost painfully slow, dragging every moan and whimper from his lips.
"f- fuck, pretty." you felt his hand tighten around your hair making you look up at him. his eyes were screwed shut as he bit his lip to try to keep quiet. "i'm not- i need..."
you pull off of him, making sure to keep your hand moving along him. "you need what?"
"you."
"you have me." you taunt as you sit up, knowing exactly what he wants. "or is this not what you want?"
his eyes lock with yours, catching the smirk on your face before he sits up. his arms wrap around you before pulling you back on top of him making you moan when his tip brushes against your clit. he kissed you while his hands grip your waist, dragging your hips over his. "this is what i want."
you sit up, resting your hands on his chest as you lift your hips, letting him ease inside of you before you slowly sink back down. his hands dig into your hips, a low groan sliding past his lips as you stretch around him. "fuck, jo."
"you okay?" you nod your head, a quiet sound escaping your lips as your hips meet his. you lean forward, lips attaching to his as you slowly roll your hips. his meet you halfway, matching your pace so perfectly. "you feel so good, pretty. like a fucking dream."
you whine out his name, nails digging into his shoulders as you continue to roll your hips against his. every roll drove him mad until he couldn't take anymore, wrapping his arms around you before flipping you over. your back hits the mattress, gripping onto him as he thrusts deeply inside of you.
"jo, fuck!" you cry out, clinging onto him. he wraps your legs around his waist, allowing him to go even deeper inside of you. "please."
"please what?" he asks, lips attaching to your neck. you whimper when you feel his teeth bite down, leaving a mark as he trails up to your ear. "what do you need, pretty?"
your hand found his wrist to try to ground yourself before he switched it to where you were holding his hand. "i'm close. i need to- fuck!"
his teeth graze your jaw as his fingers find your clit, making you clench around him as he rubs the sensitive bud. "then come for me, pretty."
as soon as you heard his words, your release came harder than you think it ever has. your eyes nearly roll into the back of your head as you clench tightly around him making him groan. his hand moved from your core, gripping onto your hip as he buries himself deeply inside of you before his own release hits him.
he stilled, lips pressing to your skin as you both recover. "you okay?"
you nod, smiling before pulling his lips to yours. he cradled your face, lips grazing your temple when you winced as he pulled out of you. "i'll be right back."
he disappeared into your bathroom, coming back with a towel to clean you up. when he was done, he helped you slide underneath the covers before joining you. his arm finds your waist, pulling you flush against him. you rest your cheek on his chest as you get comfortable in his arms.
"do you have plans tomorrow?" jo asked making you scoff as you look up at him.
"no, and you better not either because you're taking me on a date."
your answer makes him smile. "that was the plan, pretty. and you can order whatever you want."
your jaw drops as he disses your last date, rolling your eyes when he laughs. "just for that you can go by yourself."
you try to move out of his arms, but they tighten around you, preventing you from moving. "you wouldn't dare."
"you're right. you have a lot to make up for." you say jokingly before relaxing back into his arms. "though i am kind of shocked you came here tonight."
"it wasn't the original plan if we're being honest." he says, making you look up at him. "i was going to wait until tomorrow to let things cool off, but then jia kicked me out of the house."
that made you laugh. "jia kicked you out?"
"yeah. she said i could either drag my sorry ass over hear and apologize, or i could sleep in the yard." he answers making you laugh.
"sounds like jia." you mumble, resting your head back down as you trace shapes onto his chest. "you know she's never going to let us live this down, right?"
jo lets out a small groan. "don't."
"i'm shocked she's not blowing up our phones right now. she's going to be insufferable the second she finds out we're together-"
"when she finds out?" he interrupts. "pretty, she knew before we did."
he pulls you closer, pressing a kiss to the side of your head. "you know, yuma is also never going to let me live this down."
you start laughing which made him laugh.
"good."
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bite me | k
summary: when your best friends invite you over for dinner, you didn't think anything of it. you didn't expect him to ask you to be his clan leader's 'fake girlfriend.'' and you surely didn't expect for someone to want to kill you over it. but here you are, in a snowed in cabin with a vampire you just met.
pairing: vampire!k x human!reader
warnings: fluff, angst, smut (oral (female), fingering, one spank, p in v, unprotected sex), k's a vampire and has a bite kink
word count: 18k
notes: this somehow disappeared the first time when i tried to publish it. thank god i saved it somewhere else or i would've cried. let me know what you think! likes and reblogs appreciated.
"for someone who doesn't eat actual food, you really know how to cook."
you look up from your food when you heard harua snort. normally the two of you meet at your place for your weekly hang outs. but for some reason, he wanted you to come over to his place. you weren't opposed to it. you just weren't used to being in this side of town.
the area that harua lived in was nice. like something you would see in a movie. all of the houses looked like small mansions. the people were always put together. but then again, you expected nothing less from vampires. because of course you had to find a best friend who was immortal.
the two of you met when you were in college. the two of you were in the same class when the professor partnered you two up for an assignment. the two of you hit it off right away and have been friends ever since. even if he was 100 years older than you.
"i'm glad you like it." he smiled at you, fangs peaking out at you. "you never come over to mine, so i wanted to spoil you."
"and who's fault is that?" you question.
he was always the one insisting of him coming over to yours. he was too afraid of the other vampires who live by him. you didn't see much of an issue. the area that harua lived in were nice, as were some of the vampires you had met while coming here. you never felt unsafe in the area.
"you know why." he told you, pouting when you ruffled his hair. he smacked your hand away before going to fix it.
"i know rua. i just like messing with you."
"don't i know it."
you finish your food, arguing with harua about who would clean up. in the end, harua cleaned everything up while you watched with a pout. he walked over, booping your nose as he tidied up the kitchen.
"this isn't fair." you complained. "you always clean when you come to mine."
"well it's my place, so it wouldn't be fair of me to make you clean."
"it's not making if i'm offering." you watch as he turns to you with another one of his smiles. you smile at him before realizing something. "that's it. what do you want?"
if there was one thing you knew about harua, he was a horrible liar. his back stiffened before looking away from you. "nothing."
"do you smell that?" you ask, sniffing the air around you. harua turned, confused as he smelled around. "i smell a liar."
you yelped as he smacked you with a damp towel. "you're so funny."
"i know." you smile at him as he walks up to you. "seriously though. what's wrong?"
"nothing's wrong." he answers, and this time you could tell he was being honest. "i just have a question for you."
you follow after harua as he walks back into the living room. "so that's why i'm here. you're buttering me up for something."
"well..." he trailed off as he sat on the couch. "you're free to say no. but just hear me out first."
you sit next to him, pulling your knees up to your chest as you watch him. "i'm all ears."
"do you remember my friend group?"
"the one's i've been dying to meet, but you won't let me?"
you've heard about his friends multiple times, though you've never head him refer to them as 'friends.' normally he calls them his clan. you've seen some pictures of them, and you know they're all like him. but you've never met them despite you and harua being friends for the past 3 years. harua tells you it's because you're too good to meet them, or that he doesn't want them to take you away from him because you were his friend first.
"well, we're having this sort of get together. it's where a bunch of the clans around the area get together and talk stupid business that none of us really care about." harua explains. you remember him vaguely talking about this in the past. mostly because after them, he comes over to your, complaining to you while you drink wine.
"it happens once a year right?"
"yes." he answers. "the reason i'm telling you this is because of k. you remember him?"
"he's the leader of your clan, right?" he nodded his head at your response.
"the past few times we've went, the clans have started talking about k's lack of partner. i still think he's young, but the others think that he needs to settle down and find his partner." you listened intently as harua explained the situation.
"how old is he?"
"your terms or ours?" harua answers making you sigh out. you hear him laugh before he answers. "human age is about 27. our age he is roughly 150."
"so why are you telling me all of this?"
harua sighs before looking over at you. "k is trying to get them off of his back. we came up with the idea for him to bring a "girlfriend" if you will, so they'll leave him alone."
"you want me to be the fake girlfriend?" you ask unsure.
"i know it's a huge thing to ask of you, but i wouldn't be asking if it i didn't have to." harua told you. "if he goes this time without someone, they may try to over rule him."
"what does that mean?" you ask.
"they'll try and fight him for his position. more than likely killing him in the process."
your eyes widened at the answer. "you guys are fucking barbarians!"
"tell me something i don't know." harua leaned back on the couch, closing his eyes for a moment. "i can't lose him. none of us can. it's like taking a child away from their parents."
"when is this thing?" you ask him.
"next friday."
you thought about it for a moment. you've read stories of vampires who has lost their clan leader. even if someone tries to replace them, most of them go insane. you know harua's told you that one clan who lost their leader destroyed an entire town, full of innocent humans. you didn't want to see that happen to your best friend, or any of the people he cared about.
"i'll do it."
haura jumps up at your answer. "you will?"
"of course. you're my best friend. i'd do anything for you." harua pulls you into a hug that involved a little to much of his vampire strength, but you didn't mind.
"i don't know how i'll ever repay you."
"you can start by making me that pasta for the rest of my life."
"deal."
"why do i need a new dress?" you complain as you follow after harua. "i have so many at home that i've never even worn."
the get together you'll be attending as k's girlfriend was in a few days. you had already planned out what you were going to where. apparently though, it wasn't good enough for harua because he was taking you shopping for a new one.
"bubs, i've been through your closet. you don't have anything that fits the theme."
you look over at him with raised eyebrows. "theme? what the hell is this? prom?"
"wrong choice of words." you turn around when you hear someone talk behind you. you come face to face with who you're sure is one of harua's friends. he wasn't much taller than you with dark hair and sharp, cat like eyes. "what he mean to say was dress code. everyone dresses way too fancy for these stupid things."
"yn. this is nicholas." harua introduced the two of you. "he's going to help us pick out a dress. he has the best eye when it comes to stuff like this."
you nod your head, becoming quiet as the two vampires converse. you have been wanting to meet harua's friends for years, and he's always brushed you off. it isn't until you're going to this dinner with them that you finally get to meet everyone. once their conversation is over, harua grabs your hand as you three walk into the mall.
"how fancy is this thing?" you ask harua as the two of you follow after nicholas. your question was answered when he walked into the store with the most extravagant dresses you've ever seen. you turn to glare at your best friend- him knowing of your hatred for things like this. he avoided your eyes as he looked to the ground.
"i love you?"
"i take back everything i said about doing anything for you. you owe me big time." you mumble as you walk into the store, knowing he could hear you. you look at a price tag, gasping at the price before looking back at harua. "i can't afford something like this!"
he scoffed before bumping your shoulder. "i know you can't. that's why i'm buying."
"harua-"
but before you could scold him, nicholas called out your guys name from deeper in the store. you glare at harua one last time before walking away to find nicholas. you found him near the dressing rooms with a handful of red dresses.
"i'm guessing the theme is red?" you assume. you look up when you hear nicholas laugh.
"it's our clan color." he answers you. "plus, it goes good with your complexion."
you follow after him as he walks into the dressing rooms. he hangs up the dresses before leaving, but before he shuts the door, harua slips in. if it was anyone else, you would probably yell at them to get out so you could get changed. it's also not like you could get into these dresses by yourself anyway.
he helped you into the first dress, but you didn't even let him tie it up before you took it off, hating how it looked on you. you did that to two more dresses until you found one you would let him tie it. just for nicholas to veto that one because he didn't like it.
you tried on the last dress, letting harua fix it before turning around. it was a off shoulder deep satin dress with pearls on the torso. it flared out at your hips.
"i like this one." harua says fixing the dress. "you look beautiful."
"am i going to be the only human there?" you look up at him. it was a question that had been bothering you since you said yes to him.
"no." you let out a sigh of relief at his answer. "fuma, who is similar in age to k, has a girlfriend who is a human. she's coming with us. some of the other vampires from other clans have human significant others as well."
you nod your head at his words, smiling with he pulls you into him and kisses your forehead. "even if you were, we wouldn't let anything happen to you. especially me."
"i know, rua."
the two of you walked out to show nicholas, who immediately approved of the dress. you changed into your normal clothes while harua, much to your dismay, pays for that dress. now the only thing left was to attend the dinner. should be easy right?
you fiddle with your dress as you sit in the passenger's seat of harua's car. to say you were nervous was an understatement. he has reassured you multiple times that everything would be okay. that they would love you, but you were still nervous. especially when harua told you that the two of you would be riding separate to and from the dinner.
you were supposed to ride with k, which made you nervous because you haven't even met the guy and you were riding alone with him for 30 minutes. you know harua would be in the car behind you but still. you tended to be quiet around people you didn't know, and you didn't want to be awkward around anyone.
once you two arrive at k's place, which was somehow even more stunning that harua's, you were stopped before you could get out of the car. "before we go in there, i need to do something for me."
"your list of owing me is getting longer by the day rua." you joke, but nodded your head for him to continue regardless.
"when we get to the dinner, you need to listen to anything k tells you to do without question. it needs to look like you trust him as much as we do."
"trust one of the most powerful vampires alive because you tell me to. got it." harua snorts at your attempt to make light of the situation, but he could still tell you were nervous, even with you hiding it.
you follow behind harua as you enter k's house. you take a moment to admire the simplistic decor before someone gains your attention. a girl in a red dress similar to yours, except her top was corset style, was walking over to the two of you. once she reached you, she immediately pulled you into a hug, shocking you.
"you must be yn. it's so nice to finally meet you." she smiled as she pulled away. "i'm mijung, but everyone calls me mj."
"you're fuma's girlfriend, right?" you recall one of your many interrogations with harua about his friends.
"i am." she answers. "almost everyone is here waiting in the den. we're just waiting on ej and nicholas."
"late as always." harua laughs, grabbing your hand before leading you to where everyone was. he squeezed your hand when he noticed how tight you were holding his. a grip that got tighter when you two stepped into the den.
to say you were overwhelmed was an understatement. not when 6 very attractive vampires all turned towards your direction. before you could too nervous though, one of them sped over with a large smile.
"you're even prettier than the photos."
"taki!" harua yells, stepping in front of you some. you, along with everyone, laugh at the interaction. the laid back vibes helping you calm down.
"it's true!" he exclaimed before holding out his hand. "i'm taki."
you move from behind harua before shaking his hand. "i'm yn."
everyone went around the room introducing themselves. you tried your best to remember everyone. once just about everyone was introduced, the leader of them turned towards you. of course the one who you were supposed to 'fake date' is the most attractive man you've ever seen. he looked like he had just walked out of a tv screen. he was wearing a black suit with a red tie that matched your dress. his hair was also slicked back, revealing his forehead.
"i'm k." he smiled at you, causing your knees to shake for a moment. what the hell was wrong with you? "thank you for doing this for us. it means a lot."
you nod your head, quickly breaking eye contact with him and looking a haura. you shake off the feeling of his eyes staring at you as you nudged harua. "of course. it's hard to say no to him anyway."
"typical harua effect." mj joked. "i think its the baby face."
"oh definitely the baby face." you agreed, reaching up and pinching haura's cheeks. the guys laughed when he blushed before pushing your hand away.
"now that everyone's here, are we ready?" mj asked. it was then that harua turned towards you.
"one more thing before we go."
"hit me."
the two of you turn with you heard the youngest vampire, maki, laugh. he was laughing at k who was looking between the two of you with wide eyes. you shuffle under his gaze. did you already say something wrong?
"relax, k. it's just a saying." maki told him before turning to you. "you'll have to forgive the old man. knows nothing of todays terms."
you chuckle at the glare k gave maki before turning your attention back to harua. "you need to stay with one of us at all times. preferably k since you're supposed to be his girl."
you nod your head, trying not to let the words 'his girl' get to you. you didn't have a chance to freak out over it due to someone walking up beside you. you look up to see k standing next to you- his strong cologne invading your senses. even with heels on, you barely reach his shoulders.
"relax, harua." k reassured him. "i'm not going to let her out of my sight."
"good. because if something happens to her, i'm going to kill everyone."
after harua's threat, everyone got loaded in their respected vehicles. the car ride wasn't too awkward thankfully, just quiet. once you were almost there, k turned his attention towards you.
"i'm hoping harua explained to you about how the night would go, right?"
"yeah." you answered. "we go in there, have dinner, and impressive some vampires."
you didn't know what you were expecting as a response, but you didn't think it would be a laugh. you turned in time to see his smile before he looked at you. "you're cute."
your eyes widened at the compliment from him as he turned his attention back to the road. that was the end of your conversation thankfully as you didn't think you could properly respond to him without sounding like a complete idiot.
once you two arrived, k helped you out of the car, keeping a hand on the small of your back
"who's ready to smooze some vampires?"
"really taki?"
you felt like a fish out of water the longer the night went on. k did as he said, not letting you out his sight which you were thankful for. you didn't think that included his hand resting on your waist the whole night- not that you were complaining or anything.
you could tell, however, how much he dislike certain people due to his grip on you. if someone said something that offended him, his hand would tighten on your waist. you even noticed he got upset when one of the other clan leaders look at you for too long.
after what felt like an eternity of meeting everyone and listening to things that you had no clue about, the dinner had started. you did question harua why dinner since vampires didn't normally eat. you knew they could if they wanted to. it just wasn't necessary. he then proceeded to go on some tangent that they did it to seem more 'human.'
you sat in between k and mj at your table. you wanted to sit next to harua, but he didn't think that would be a good idea since you were comfortable around him. you reluctantly agreed, not wanting to raise any questions. there was also apparently a rule that the humans sit in between the two more vampires, which would be k and fuma.
you did meet mj's gaze during the dinner. she motioned to her lips before mouthing to you. "you hate this as much as i do?"
"i don't think i've ever been more bored. or uncomfortable." you mouth back.
her perfectly sculpted eyebrows raise. "you don't seem to uncomfortable in k's embrace." your jaw drops at her words. she laughs at your expression before nudging your shoulder. "don't worry. your secret's safe with me."
the rest of your dinner went off without a hitch. all of you being thoroughly entertained by the two youngest member, taki and maki, as they argue back and forth over something.
you almost startle when you feel an arm wrap around your shoulder. you look over to see k smiling at you before leaning in close to you. it took everything in you to not shy away from him as his lips graze your ear.
"i want to thank you again for doing this." his warm breath hits you, almost making you shiver.
"don't mention it."
"you know, when harua suggest that you would do it, i almost didn't believe him."
you met his gaze when he pulled back. "why is that?"
"what human agrees to be a date for a vampire she's never met?" he asked.
"the type who cares about her friend." you answer before shrugging. "and besides, you weren't a total stranger. haura's talked about you multiple times. he thinks very highly of you."
he leans in closer to you once again. "what amazing things has he said about me?"
"the term arrogant may have popped up a couple of times." you find yourself smiling when k threw his head back with laughter. that moment of happiness that you allowed yourself as you watched him was short lived.
a vampire you met earlier burst through the doors, covered in blood. you froze, jaw dropping as you looked at him as he stumbled into the room. k's arm tightened around you as two other vampires rush to catch him.
"the wolves." he spoke. "the wolves are here."
as if on que, a loud howl came from the direction the vampire came from. other's howled in response, and your eyes widened when you realized they were completely surrounding you. everyone, including you, looked towards k for directions. you watched him whole demeanor change as he thinks of a plan.
"harua. jo. get yn and mj out of here. the rest of you with me." he demands, shocking you when he presses a kiss to your forehead before getting up.
everyone except the four of you follow after k. you watch him for a moment before turning to harua. he gives you a calming smile as he helps you get up while jo goes to scout a path for you guys. he wraps his arm around your waist when he feels your legs start to shake.
"are you okay to walk?" he asked you. "if not i can carry you."
you shake your head. "i'll be okay."
"i won't let anything happen to you." he promised as jo walked back over to the three of you.
"this way is clear."
harua gripped your hand tightly in his as you follow after jo and mj. as soon as you stepped outside, you could hear the fighting on the other side of the building. you flinched when you heard one of the wolves yelp before harua stops in front of you, nearly making you run into him.
you grip onto the back of his jacket with your free hand as you peak around him to see two wolves that haven't shifted yet staring at the four of you. the one on the right had a sinister smile as he eyed the two vampires blocking you and mj. that was until one of them looked at you. you pushed down nausea as he nodded his head towards you.
"this is the one that was with that bastard, wasn't it?" he questioned his friend. harua tightened his grip on you, blocking you even more.
"it is." his friend responded. "i can smell him on her from here. boss will want her."
"we'll let your other little human go if you give us her. we may even let you two live as well." the first one spoke again. haura let out a sound that you had never heard from him before. it almost sounded like a growl.
"i'll be dead before i ever let you touch her."
"that can be arranged."
but before the wolves could do anything, harua sped away from you. you couldn't see much, but your jaw dropped when the two wolves dropped dead in front of you. harua sped back to you wiping his now bloody hand on his suit. you had never seen this side of harua, and apparently neither have jo and mj from the looks on their faces.
"jesus, rua." mj mumbled. "remind me not to get on your bad side. or yn's."
you stare at the bodies, having never seen someone dead before. let alone killed right in front of you. and the fact that your sweet best friend who nearly jumped in your arms last week because of a bug was the one who killed them. you felt bile rise up your throat as everything you thought you knew shift.
"bubs, you okay?" you finally look away from the two dead men, meeting harua's eyes. he was now almost trembling as much as you were.
"i will be once we get out of here."
"you heard the woman. let's go." mj commented as she motioned for the two vampires to lead the way. you hold back a gag as you step around the bodies. you felt like you were going to need a therapist after tonight.
you and mj continued to follow after harua and jo as they let you to what you recognize as the parking lot. that was when the four of you went separate ways. mj hugged you goodbye before getting into jo's car. you get into harua's car before the two of you speed off.
"they're going to be okay, right?" you ask, referencing the rest of his friends who were fighting. you may have just met them, but you didn't want anything to happen to them. although if they were anything like harua, they would be fine.
"yes." he answered without hesitation. "it's not our first times fighting wolves."
you scoff, picking at your dress as you try to calm yourself. "clearly."
"look, yn." haura sighs. "i didn't mean for you to see that-"
"i'm going to stop you right there, rua." you interrupt him. "nothing that happened tonight is going to change anything between us."
"it's not?" he asked. you looked over to see him gripping the steering wheel in fear of you leaving before you met his gaze. you could see the relief in his eyes when you shook your head.
"no." you answer. "nothing you could do could ever stop us from being friends."
"i'm sorry? what?"
after the disasterous dinner, harua took you back to your place. he stayed the night which wasn't anything new, so he could watch over you. he sat in the chair in the corner of your room while you slept, or at least attempted to. you got a few hours of restless sleep at best.
the sun hadn't even risen when you got up, but you were tired of laying in bed. you know that harua left that chair sometime during the night, and you could tell something was off with him when he came back. and by the time you got up, he was acting even weirder. you could tell by his actions that there was something bothering him, but he wouldn't tell you. it wasn't until he got a phone call from k that he explained everything to you.
the pack of wolves who attacked you belonged to an alpha named aric. apparently him and k go way back, but harua wouldn't tell you the details. all he told you that they were once really close friends turned enemies. k's clan, along with another vampire's clan, were going head to head with him. but now, aric has been growing his pack to where he vastly outnumbers them.
"aric threatened you." harua explains again. "he thinks you and k are together, and he wants revenge."
"and that involves killing me?" you yell as you pace around your living room. it was way too early to be dealing with this, and your lack of sleep was like the cherry on top. you turn to continue pacing when you run into harua. he pulls you into a hug, not only to comfort you but himself as well.
"i'm so sorry i dragged you into this. if i knew this was going to happen, i never would've asked."
"harua." you sigh pulling away. "you don't have to apologize. i don't blame you for anything. i knew it would be dangerous. just tell me what we need to do to fix it."
"the only way to fix it is to kill aric."
"well even i could figure that one out." you roll your eyes. before he could respond to you, someone knocked on your door. you jump in fear before turning to harua. "who is that?"
he rubbed his hands along your arms soothingly. "relax, yn. it's k and taki."
you relax as you watch harua leave the room to open the door. you hear him greet the two before you were wrapped in a hug causing you to let out a shocked sound. you recognize the laugh that came from your hugger was taki.
"did you miss us?" taki asked as he pulled away from you. he stepped away from you as k and harua walked into the living room.
you let your eyes quickly glaze over k. you didn't see how someone could still look like a model in jeans and a t-shirt. his hair was fluffy instead of the gelled back like it was last night. you preferred this style better. although now you felt self conscious with your messy but and overly large t shirt that completely covered your shorts, so it looks like you weren't wearing any.
"terribly." you answer turning back to taki. "i was starting to go through withdrawals."
"especially because of me, right?"
you let out a chuckle as you play along with him. "you caught me red handed."
you are rewarded with a loud laugh from taki. "i like you. harua, i will forever question why you waited so long to let me meet her."
the two of you look over when neither one of them answer you. you see k and harua in what looks like a heated discussion. you look over to taki in confusion. he watches them for a moment before looking back at you.
"i'm guessing harua didn't tell you why we we're here, did he?"
you looked between him and the other two. "no. are you going to tell me?"
"don't you say a word, taki!" harua exclaims, stopping taki from talking. it also caused the both of you to jump at his outburst. "i am her best friend. i am telling her. you two bud out."
harua walked over, grabbing your wrist before dragging you back into your bedroom. it was now his turn to pace as you sit on your bed. "okay, yn. i need you to hear me out before you start asking questions."
"the last time you said that, i was nearly attacked by wolves." you chuckled when he glared at you. you held out your hands in a mock surrender as you mumble a 'sorry' under your breath.
"aric has too many wolves going after k, which in return means they're going after you as well since they think you're together. we have decided that it would be safest if k goes into hiding while we look for aric and stop him."
"i have a feeling k's not too happy about that."
"he's not!" you hear taki yell from the living room. you then hear what you could assume of k smacking him and telling him to be quiet and to stop listening in. you roll your eyes as you look back to harua.
"it's the only thing we could think of to keep the two of you safe."
you freeze when you hear the end of harua's sentence. he realizes what he says, throwing a hand over his mouth in shock. you motion to the door where k was. "you're asking me to go with him, aren't you?"
"it'll only be for a few days. a week at the most."
"a week! i can't just leave." you stand up. "i have a job that i can't afford to lose."
"we can compel your boss to not fire you." you hear taki say from the living room. you ignore the sound of rough housing at the two vampires in your living room as you look over to harua. he had a hopeful expression.
"do you think this is necessary for me to go into hiding?" you ask.
"i do." he answers, and you could tell he was being truthful with you. not he had ever lied to you before. "i need you safe, yn. i will lose my mind if something happens to you."
you laugh softly, knowing that you felt the same way about him. you had never had a friend like harua. "i trust you, rua. if you think i need to go, i will."
"thank you." he sighs in relief. "you two will leave as soon as you're packed. oh, and pack warm."
you let out a groan, hating the cold. "is it to late to say no?"
"yes."
once you had gotten packed, k loaded up your bags into his car before you two set off. the two of you were quiet during your journey, having a lot on your minds. you let out a yawn as you watched the scenery fly by. eventually your exhaustion won and you fell asleep.
you didn't know how long you were asleep. you just knew that the sun was fully in the sky at that point. you shift in your seat, furrowing your eyebrows when something falls in your lap. you look down to see that k had covered you with his jacket.
"you looked cold."
you look over at k, meeting his gaze for a moment before he looks back at the road. "thank you. how long was i out."
"a few hours." he answers. "we still have about another hour to go."
you nod your head before looking outside. you could tell just from looking outside that you were traveling north. the mountains were covered in snow. there also wasn't any sign of civilization anywhere.
"where are we heading?" you ask. you couldn't use your phone to look to see where you were. you had it turned off, placed in your bag in case someone tracked it. you were under strict instruction on not using it unless necessary.
"nicho has a cabin up here that he stays at from time to time." he answers you. "no one knows about it outside of us, so it'll be safe."
"it's also in the middle of nowhere." k laughed at your comment.
"try to get some more rest. we'll be there soon."
you did as he said, pulling up his jacket up more as you settled back in your seat. you didn't fall back asleep, so you spent the rest of your time looking out the window. the closer the two of you got to your destination, the colder it got. eventually, it started snowing much to your dismay.
"come on, yn." you jump at the sudden sound of k's voice causing him to chuckle. "the snow isn't that bad."
"says the vampire." you mumble as the two of you pull up to a small two story cabin. it was surrounded by woods, completely shut off from society. you unbuckle your seatbelt before turning to k. "here's your jacket."
"put it on. it's going to be cold in there until i get it warm." you look over at him like he had grown two heads.
"all the reason why you should wear it." k took the jacket from you, but didn't put it on like you thought he would. instead, he leaned over the console before draping it over your shoulders. you clear your throat as he pulls away as you try to recover from that. "really?"
k shrugged. "i can't get sick."
you roll your eyes before doing as he wants and sliding your arms into the jacket before zipping it up. "better?"
"much." he winks before he gets out of the car before going around to the trunk. you had a feeling he would scold you if you walked back and tried to help him with the bags. and you were correct by the glare he gave you when you took a step in his direction. "don't even think about, little human."
"you're so dramatic." you turn your back on him, mostly to hide your blush as you walk towards the house. it was a weird nickname, but for some reason, you really liked it. not like you would ever say that out loud.
you walk up the steps, slipping off your snow covered boots before going inside. the inside wasn't what you were expecting. the decor was modern, but with a twist you couldn't put your finger on.
"why is the couch pink?"
"pink is nicho's favorite color." k answered as he walked inside with your bags. he set his down before turning to you. "there are two bedrooms. one upstairs and one downstairs. i'm going to take the one downstairs."
he motioned you to follow him upstairs where your room would be. he sat your bags on the bed before pointing at the room behind you. "that's the bathroom. and there's the closet."
k left you alone while you explored some. the theme of this room was cream colors, along with pink accents which you thought was cute. you would've never guessed that the dark haired man's favorite color would be pink.
after you put away your things and freshened up, you grabbed k's jacket before going back downstairs. you hung up his jacket by the door before wandering into the kitchen. you don't know why, but you expected it to be empty. instead, it was completely stocked like someone lived here.
you look over when you hear k enter the room. "ej and nicho came here last night and stocked everything. harua told them all of your favorites to buy."
"did he now?" you question walking over to the fridge. you open the freezer, examining everything until your eyes landed on your favorite thing to eat. ice cream. you grab it with a small smile. "i love that kid."
k walks over to see what you were holding as you look for a spoon. once you find one, you open the lid before taking a bite. you look over when you hear k laugh at you.
"it's snowing outside, and you're eating ice cream?"
"you drink blood for a living, and you're questioning my food choices?" you retort before eating another bite of ice cream.
"harua did say you hate cooking." you agree at his statement.
"i do. i mostly eat ramen or this."
"that's probably not very healthy."
you look over at him. "i don't see your point."
"my point is while you're with me, i'm going to take care of you." k tells you.
you raise your eyebrows before looking back down at your ice cream. you didn't know if you could look at him after those words, even though he didn't mean it like that. "what does that mean? you're gonna cook for me?"
"i am." he nods his head moving closer to you before taking the ice cream out of your hands. you watched him with wide as he puts it back in the freezer. "that also means no ice cream until after dinner."
you thought that was the end of the conversation, but it wasn't. he grabs your spoon which still had ice cream on it, eating what was left on it before putting the it in the sink. you didn't even have a chance to react as he walked out of the kitchen. "dinner will be ready at 6."
this man was going to be the death of you.
you spend the rest of your afternoon exploring the house before relaxing in the living room. you watched some movie on tv, and k ended up joining you until he got up to go start dinner. you offered to help out of kindness, but he shut you down. you did sit in the kitchen though to keep him company.
you've learn so far that k doesn't like silence very well because as soon as you sat down he began talking. you do your best listening to his story as you watch him cook. he had taken off his sweater leaving him in the same white t shirt as this morning. his back was turned to you for the most part, so you had a clear view without getting caught.
you tuck your legs under you as k finishes up cooking. "all of your stories seem to involve taki."
"me and him have been together the longest." k answers sitting the food in front of you. you thank him before starting to eat, and he starts to wash the dishes. "he was the first vampire i turned."
"so that's why he clings to you like a child."
you look up when k groans. "don't say that around him. i just got him to stop calling me dad."
"he's such a cutie. all of the younger ones are."
"oh?" k questions you. watch him turn to you with a smile. "what about the older ones?"
you roll your eyes, standing up before walking over to the sink and washing your plate. "ej and nicho are attractive. not saying anything about fuma since he has a girlfriend."
"and the oldest?"
"what about him?" you tease. his shoulder brushes yours as he leans on the counter next to you causing you to look up at him. he hands you a towel for you to dry your hands.
"what was your first impression of me?" you raise your eyebrows at his question.
"you expect me to just tell you that?"
"what if i tell you what my first impression of you was?"
you thought about it for a moment. "you going to go first?"
"i asked you first though." you laugh at his answer.
"and that's where you messed up. i've known harua long enough to trust him, but to also know that he's a trickster. who's to say you're not as well?"
you could tell by the glint in his eyes that you were right. it also helped that harua told you he learned everything from the man in front of you. "what if i give you my word?"
"your word means nothing to me. don't forget you're still a stranger to me."
"you wound me." he overdramatically grasps his chest. "i really thought we were best friends at this point."
you roll your eyes at his dramatics. "boy makes me food one time and assumes were besties."
"isn't that how it works?"
"you're ridiculous." you chuckle at him.
"ridiculously cute?"
ridicoulsly attractive were the words that came to your mind, but you obviously didn't say those words outloud. instead, you pull away from him completely before stepping away.
"you're going to have to try harder than that."
he smiles at the challenge. "oh, little human. you have no idea what you've just done."
it had been three days since you and k went off the grid. you felt like you were going stir crazy since you have been stuck in the cabin since you got there. and it's not like you could go for a walk, or do anything outside for that matter because it hasn't really stopped snowing.
it was after dinner and you were yet again watching another movie, snuggled under a blanket while the fire kept you warm. thankfully k knew how to keep a fire going because you didn't. speaking of k, it was sitting on the other end of the couch driving you insane.
it's not like was trying to or anything. he was just wearing a pair of sweats and a hoodie, but he still looked amazing. the two of you had spent the last few days in each others company. for some reason, you felt yourself open up around him, something that normally took you ages to do. you just felt comfortable around him in a way you couldn't explain. you didn't know how you were going to go not talking to him after you two went back home.
"i feel like i'm going crazy." you mumble, blankly watching the tv screen.
"at least i'm not the only one." k agreed. "i can't remember the last time i went even 12 hours without talking to one of the guys."
"harua and i facetimed daily, sometimes even twice." you tell him.
you couldn't help but wonder if he was okay. you did bring it up to k once, and he was able to help with your worries. apparently he had a satellite phone that the guys could call if they needed help. the fact that no one's called is a good sign according to him.
"you want me to be your harua?" you furrow your eyebrows as you look over at k.
"you can't be serious." he shrugged at your answer. "no offense, but i don't think you want me to do what i do when harua and i watch a movie."
you hear k grumble causing you to look over. he wiped his hand over his face before giving you a smile. "try me."
you look at him for a moment to see if he was actually serious. when you showed no sign of joking, you shifted on the couch, moving closer to k. you felt him stiffen when you lay your head on his thigh, though he relaxes fast.
"play with my hair."
"i'm sorry?" you laugh at k's question.
"you said you were going to do what harua did. play with my hair."
it took k a moment to respond, causing you to believe he wasn't going to. but he lifted up his hand before running it through your hair, lightly scratching at your scalp. since you were watching the movie, you couldn't see the smile on his face when he felt you relax into him. likewise with you, k couldn't see the blush on your face at your boldness.
"can i ask you a question?" you ask after a few minutes of the two of you watching tv.
"you just did, little human."
you scoff at his answer causing him to laugh. "alright smartass. seriously though. what happened between you and aric?"
"it's a long story." you hear k sigh.
"all we have is time." you retort. you glance up to see him deep in thought. "but you don't have to if you don't want to. i was just curious."
"you deserve to know since we brought you into this mess. what did harua tell you?" k asks.
"just that you two were friends turned enemy."
"we grew up together." you listen closely as k tell you the story. "everyone wondered how we got along so well since i'm a vampire and he's a wolf. neither one of us ever questioned it though. things didn't start to happen until he found his mate, sarah."
you had read enough to know what a mate is. "she started to change him. he was turning into someone i didn't know. and then came creating a pack."
"what do you mean creating a pack?" you ask him.
he twirls you hair between his fingers as he answers. "once a wolf finds their mate, they can create packs of their own. most wolfs spend decades finding the perfect matches for their pack, similar to vampires. but sarah just made things more difficult."
"how so?"
"she was making him turn people who should've never been wolves. people who had done horrible things while a being a human, and even worse things as wolves. i tried to talk to him about it, but he never listened. told me to stick to my clan, and he'll stick to his pack. i should've done something sooner."
"what happened?"
"one of his pack members attacked an innocent kid. nearly killed him if i hadn't saved him."
"and by saved him, you mean you turned him?" you ask. he hums a yes, watching as the gears clicked in your head. "was it taki?"
"it was." he answered. "i wasn't at the age yet to start a clan, but aric's pack made me become one before i was ready. and the worst part is, he didn't even care."
"he soon caught the attention of other vampires. normally we don't interfere with these kinds of things, but the wolves were doing anything, so we had to."
"what did you guys do?"
"do you remember meeting alex?" you nod your head at the question. he was one of the oldest vampires at the dinner last week. "he came up with a plan to confront aric and sarah. things were supposed to become violent. we just wanted to talk, but sarah told him that we were going to kill all of them, which caused them to attack. aric went for me while sarah went for violet."
"who's violet?" you ask.
"violet was alex's beloved." you guess you looked confused because he explained it to you. "a beloved is the vampire version of a mate. it's something you could only do once."
you didn't know if you wanted the answer to your next question, but you couldn't help it. "do you have one?"
"i've never had one." he answers, and you try to not let your relief show. "i made a promise to not have one until aric was dead."
"is that why he wants to kill me? because he thinks i'm your beloved." k nods his head at your question. "but why?"
k let out a sigh before he continued with the story. "sarah killed violet in the attack. in return, alex killed sarah. aric went crazy and tried to kill alex, but he ended up being outnumbered by us. he retreated, but not before threatening to kill my beloved as revenge for his dying. he sees it as my fault that she died because i wouldn't leave it alone."
"have you seen him since that night?"
"no. i didn't see him at the dinner either. that's why the guys, along with alex's clan, are trying to find out where he is. because it won't stop until he's dead."
"are you going to be the one to kill him?"
"little human, that right is solely alex's." k answers you.
"makes sense." you hum. "though i still hate that you're not out there helping."
"i'm right where i belong. keeping you safe."
you already felt guilty that you couldn't help in any way, and k's words just made you feel worse. even though you know he didn't mean anything by it. and now one of the most powerful vampires can't do his job because he is protecting a useless human. you felt your eyes water causing you to sit up from k's lap. you stretch your legs, making sure to keep your back to him, so he couldn't see your face.
"i'm sorry you're here protecting useless me." k froze at your words.
"the last thing you are is useless." k tells you, but you make no effort to acknowledge them. "yn, look at me."
you shake your head, faking a yawn before trying to get up. "i'm fine. just tired. i'm going to head to bed."
before you stood up, k's long arm wrapped around your waist, pulling you towards him. you let out a gasp as you landed in k's lap. his other hand gently grasps your face, making you look at him. your nose brushes his as you meet his gaze.
"you are not useless, do you understand me?" you nod your head at his question. "i didn't have to come here. the original plan was for harua to come here. i was the one who insisted on being here with you."
"why? you don't even know me."
"i know you well enough." he moved his hand away from your face to where it rested on your lower back. "i know you would do anything for the people you care about. someone useless wouldn't go to a vampire dinner just to help out someone they've never met before. plus, harua has told me a lot about you. he also thinks very highly of you."
you choke out a laugh as you wipe your eyes. "thank you."
"you're welcome, little human."
you expected k to release his grip on you, so you get off of him. instead, he tightened his grip on you, pulling you closer and resting his chin on your shoulder. you could feel his eyes on the side of your face as you avoided eye contact with him.
"are you okay now, yn?"
before you could answer, you heard a phone ring. both of yours were off, so it had to be the satellite phone. you quickly stood up from k's lap, and he ran off into the kitchen. you quickly run off after him. but by the time you got into the kitchen, he was already on the phone.
"harua, calm down. i can't understand you." you couldn't hear what harua was saying, but by the expression on k's face, you could tell it wasn't good. "how long? okay. no, don't worry. i'm not going to let anything happen to her."
k hung up the phone before looking over at you. "we need to go. they know where we're at."
"h-how?" you stutter, fear coursing through your body.
"i don't know. harua just said that aric sent a group this way. some of the guys are on their way, but aric's group has a thirty minute head start. they'll be here any minute."
you nod at k's explanation. "but k, it's been snowing nonstop over the past three days. the car's more than likely snowed it. how are we going to get out?"
"fuck." k cursed, running a hand through his hair. his head snapped towards the front door. "stay inside."
he sped out of the room. you assumed he going to check your theory. he didn't come back though right away, and that scared you. you walk out of the kitchen and towards the front door. you peak out of the window to see if you could see any sign of him. instead, some guy banged on the window making you jump back and scream.
"come on, sweetheart. i don't bite." he growls with a smile. "hard."
you jump when he's suddenly ripped away from the window. you hear multiple growls, but you couldn't tell how many wolves were outside. you also thought you heard a shout of pain come from k. you wanted to run outside to check on him, but listened to his command to stay inside.
it went quiet outside, and you took another chance to look out the window again. you didn't see anybody, but it was hard to see since it was dark. you heard the back door open, making you freeze. you looked around you for a place to hide when your name was called.
"yn!"
"i'm here." you answer k's panicked tone, moving towards the kitchen where the back door was. your eyes widened at the state of him before rushing over to where he was leaning on the counter. "oh my god, k. are you okay?"
he was covered in blood. his lip was busted, and he had a bruise forming on his left cheek. his hand was clutching his stomach, and you removed it to see 4 deep claw marks going across his stomach. your worried eyes look back up at him.
"what do we do?"
"i need you to go and hide. i'll take care of them as they show up." you stop him from moving when he turns to go back outside.
"like hell i'm letting you go back out there! you'll die."
"that's a sacrifice i'm willing to make."
"it's not one i'm willing to make." you all but yell at him as you wrack your brain, trying to come up with a solution. "do you have any blood stored? will that help?"
he shook his head. "animal blood won't heal me."
"then what-" you stop yourself as you look at him. "will mine?"
"i'm not drinking from you." he refused.
"if you want to go back out there, you will." you demand. he still look unsure, so you kept trying to convince him. "k, you're pale, and you look one step away from death. and that's saying a lot because you're already dead!"
"yn-"
"k, please." you beg him, holding on to his wrist. "bite me. i'm begging you."
you hold out your wrist to him. he looks at your wrist for a moment before grabbing it. but instead of bringing it to his mouth, he pulled you to his chest. your hands land on his chest as you look up at him in shock. he wasn't looking at you though. instead, he was looking at your neck.
"here." you move your hair out of the way as well as moving your shirt.
"yn, are you sure?" k's eyes met yours.
"i wouldn't be offering if i wasn't sure. bite me."
k's hand slid up your body, wrapping around the back of your neck as he leans down. his breath hits your skin as his lips ghost over your neck. you almost jump in shock when he places a kiss to the spot where your shoulder and neck meet.
"i'm sorry."
you make a small pained sound when his teeth puncture your skin. his arms hold you steady as you fall into his embrace. the pain quickly fades away, and it confuses you when it turns into being somewhat pleasurable. you grip his hoodie as you bite down on your lip, so you don't make any noise.
once he's had enough, he pulls away from your neck. he places one last kiss to the spot before pulling away from you. his eyes are filled with worry. "are you okay?"
"i feel like i should be asking you that."
he no longer has the split lip or bruise on his face. his color was also looking better. and when you look down at his stomach, the claw marks are still there, but there more shallow than they were before.
his fingers brush your cheek, bringing your gaze back to him. he opens his mouth to say something, but a howl stops him. he looks behind him before back at you.
"hide. and don't come out until i come get you."
you turn, quickly running up the stairs. you make it to your room, grabbing the vanity chair before going into the closet. you put the chair under the door handle before going back to the very corner. you heard the faint sound of fighting farther away from the house, so you thought you were safe for the moment.
that moment was ruined when you heard the front door slam open. you heard a set of footsteps searching around the house before making their way upstairs. you place your hand over your mouth as they slam through the bedroom door as well.
the door handle to the closet move, but the chair stop it. you cry out as they slam their shoulder against the door. after three tries, the chair breaks and the door flies open making you scream. you look up to a guy well over 6 foot looking down at you.
"well. well. well." he drawls, crouching down to look at you. "what do we have here?"
"leave me alone." you kick at him when he tries to get close to you. you manage to kick his throat, making him fall on his knees coughing. you get up and manage to run around him, but his hand wraps around your ankle before you get to far. he yanks, and you hit the ground hard, nearly knocking the breath out of you.
"let go of me, you mangy mut!"
"watch it, baby. insults turn me on."
you try to pull away from him, but his grip was too tight. you scream as he pulls you towards him. your fingers graze something, causing you to see one of the chair pieces laying next to you. you grab it, lunging forward and stabbing him. he yells out, letting go of you.
"you little bitch!" he yells as you move away from him again. "fuck bringing you to aric. i'm going to kill you myself."
you freeze at the threat for a moment before moving into action. you get up, running out of the room and into the hall. you scream when you run into someone. their arms wrap around you, holding you steady.
"yn, it's me!" you recognize the voice as harua. you look up, never feeling more relieved as you meet the gaze of your best friend. you throw your arms around him, burrying your face into his neck.
"there's a wolf in there. he tried to-"
someone sped past you causing you to stop. you look back when you heard the man yell again before hearing a thump. k walks back out of the room, now covered in twice as much blood as before.
"i'm sorry we couldn't get here fast enough." k apologizes as he walks up to you two. his eyes scan over you to check for any injuries. relief fills him when he didn't see any.
"is it over?"
"no." k answers, looking down at you. "harua is going to take you out of here while we stay."
"be careful." you tell him. he smiles at you, bending down and kissing your forehead before walking away.
"always, little human."
you didn't bother grabbing anything but your shoes and k's jacket on the way out, slipping them on before following after harua. he stopped walking, head snapping to one direction before turning towards you. he picked up up before speeding over to an already started car. he placed you in the car seat before speeding over to his side, but before he could open the door, you saw something move behind him.
"harua, look out!"
you let out a sigh, feeling like you were on autopilot, as you clock out of work for the weekend. it had been almost two weeks since the cabin. it was also the last time you saw k. it was the last time anyone had seen k for that matter.
that night, fuma showed up just in time to keep harua from getting attacked by a wolf. it was the first time you had ever seen one shifted, and they were even larger than you thought. the one that almost attacked harua was well over 6 feet.
after that, he got the two of you out of there safely. the two of you didn't stop until you reached harua's place, which is where you've been staying for the past two weeks, but not anymore. aric hasn't made any moves, so today was the first day you were staying back at your apartment. you told harua it was because you wanted things to go back to normal. that wasn't a full lie, but there was more to it.
you just wanted to be alone.
especially because you knew your best friend was lying to you. he told you that k ran off after the fight, and none of them have been able to find him. they also said they haven't been able to contact him either. you made things easier for them by making them think you believe them, but it was far from what you think. not like you've been able to think much due to your anger.
you were mad at harua for lying to you, but for some reason, you were more mad a k. you didn't understand why you were mad at him. the two of you had only known each other for 4 days prior to him leaving. you two were barely friends, but it still hurt that he left with saying good bye. he didn't even make sure you were okay. the only thing he left you with was a hundred questions, some conflicting feelings, and a new scar on your neck from where he bit you.
you rub at your scar as you make your way back home with some ice cream and a bottle of wine. two choices that you knew k would hate, causing you to shake your head to get rid of the thoughts. as soon as you get home, you change into some sweats before opening the bottle of wine. you paired it with some tv show you were binging.
you were about three glasses of wine in when someone knocked on your door. you rolled your eyes, instantly recognizing the knock as harua's. you groan, putting your drink down before getting up. "harua, i told you i'm fine."
you didn't get an answer as you opened the door. your eyes widened when the person at your door wasn't just harua. it was harua and k. a very beaten and bloody k. as soon as you fully opened the door, he lost his balance, almost falling if you didn't the two of you didn't catch him. you wrap your arms around his waist. the two of you were struggling to hold him up.
you look over at harua. "what the fuck rua?"
"i'll explain. just help me get him to the couch." you look at him for a moment before turning to k.
"how come every time i see you, you're covered in blood?" he laughed, but it turned into a cough before he grasped at his side. you lift up your leg, closing your door before you two drag him into the living room. "if you get blood on my couch, you're buying me a new one."
"yes ma'am."
the two of you helped him sit down. he laid his head back, resting on the back of the couch before closing his eyes. you examine him, but you couldn't tell what was wrong with him due to the blood.
"care to tell me why you two are here?" you ask harua. he looks at you before glaring at k.
"you're guess is as good as mine. all i know is he shows up to my place injured, and he won't let us touch him. even mj offered her blood to help heal him, but he refused."
you look over at k. "why did he refuse?"
"he said he wanted you." harua answered. it didn't take a genius for you to figure out his words. he wanted your blood. "did he feed off of you at the cabin?"
"once. during the attack before you guys got there."
his eyes widen at your answer. "and you didn't tell me?"
"i didn't think it was important. besides, it's not like you haven't been completely honest with me either!" you raise your voice slightly.
"i couldn't!" harua exclaimed. he motioned to the vampire laying on your couch. "he wouldn't let me. you know i can't break his commands."
you look away from him and back at k. this time when you look over at k, his eyes were open and looking straight at you. you notice that his skin was more pale than before, but you still couldn't bring yourself closer to him. "so you disappear without telling me a thing, force him to lie to me, and you expect me to help you?"
"i'm sorry." he apologizes. you break eye contact when you see the guilt in his eyes. "i'll explain everything. i promise."
you look between him and harua. you know however mad you are at him, you couldn't live with yourself if you refused to help him and something happened to him. you let out a sigh before moving over to k. he groans as he shifts on the couch when you sit next to him.
"same spot?" you ask, moving your hair when he nods. the same as before, his hand slides around the back of your next as leans in. he presses a kiss to the scar before you could feel him hesitating. "it's okay, k."
that was all he needed to continue. you hear harua gasp as k bites your neck. the feelings you got before were somehow even stronger causing you bite your lip to avoid making any sound. you don't know how or why you trusted him enough to not take too much blood from you, or even kill you. but right when you felt slightly lightheaded, he pulled away.
"thank you." he whispers as he pulls away from you. "i know i don't deserve it."
you nod your head, feeling too choked up to say anything to him as you move away from him. he lays his head back down before closing his eyes. you watch it looks like he falls asleep, but then you notice his breathing slow down. you shake his shoulder, trying to wake him up, but he doesn't move.
you look over to harua in a panic. "what's wrong with him?"
"nothing." he answers. "it's something vampires do when they're healing. we go into this coma like state."
"meaning?"
"he won't wake up until his body thinks it's healed enough." you look over at him when he said that. you know now that he didn't have a choice, but you were still upset with him. you wanted to cool down before you talked to either one of them, but now it looks like you weren't going to get that.
"great, so i'm stuck with you two."
"yn-" harua tries to talk to you, but you move away from him. you grab your wine glass before leaving the living room.
"i need another drink."
you could see harua from your kitchen as you make yourself another drink. you watch him move k into a laying position before covering him up with a blanket you had on the back of the couch. if you weren't so conflicted, you would laugh at the fact that k was so tall, his feet hung over the arm of the couch.
after he was done with k, he met you in the kitchen. without speaking, you walk over, grabbing another wine glass and filling it before giving it to harua. he thanked you before taking a sip. you grabbed your glass before moving to sit at your counter.
"i'm sorry i lied." you look over at harua. "i didn't want to. i wanted to tell you the truth, but he told me not to tell you anything."
"why?" you ask.
"i have my theories. and questions for when he wakes up." harua answers. "all we knew is him and alex were hunting aric. i didn't lie when i said we hadn't seen him, but he did reach out to us a few times."
"did he kill him?" harua nods his head at your question causing you to let out a sigh of relief. you didn't have to continuously look over your shoulder anymore. "good."
"why didn't you tell me k bit you?" harua asked you. you shrugged your shoulders as you played with your drink.
"like i said. i didn't think it was that important." you answer. "those wolves would've killed him if i didn't."
"but why your neck?"
"because he asked?" you look over at him confused. "why does that matter?"
harua lets out a sigh. "we don't normally bite people on the neck."
that got your attention. "you don't? then where to you normally bite?"
"we normally go for the wrist." harua answered. "if i needed blood from you, no matter how long we knew each other, i would bite your wrist. never your neck."
"is it like… i don't know, illegal or something?"
harua shook his head. "no, it's just something personal. most of the time, a vampire only bites the neck of someone their extremely attracted to. only it's more."
"more?" you ask, very confused by everything. "so you're saying k's attracted to me?"
"no." he answered before shaking his head. "i mean, yes. but it's more."
"you keep talking in riddles, and i'm going to throw my drink at you."
"we only bite the necks of someone we want to spent our lives with." your eyes widen as harua's outburst. you almost thought you misheard him. you asked him to repeat himself, and he said the same thing.
"you're telling me the man passed out on my couch wants to spend the rest of his eternal life with me?" harua nods his head at your question. "how? i just met him."
"fuma knew that mj was his beloved an hour after they met." harua shrugged. you stopped mid sip as his words hit you. you look over at him to see him watching k. he didn't even realize what he had just told you. you turn around to see that k was still asleep on your couch.
you didn't know if you wanted to believe that you were k's beloved. you thought that he was attractive, and that you had some feelings for him that you couldn't explain. but you didn't think he felt the same. could human's feel that pull as well? and why didn't he tell you? instead, he just abandoned you without a single word. you didn't even realize you were crying until harua called your name.
"bubs, are you okay?"
"no." you answer honestly. "you just told me that i could be his beloved. i don't know how i'm supposed to react to that."
"i was just giving an example. i don't know if that's true, or…" harua trailed off as he watched you as you watched k. "you feel the pull too, don't you?"
you swallow, not answering him as you stood up. you grab your phone before putting it in your pocket. "i'm going for a walk. i need some air."
"yn-" you didn't listen to him. you slipped on your shoes before running out the door, slamming it behind you.
an hour later you found yourself alone sitting in a park. it was starting to get cold now that the sun had set, but you couldn't bring yourself to move. you just pulled up your hood and tucked yourself into your hoodie.
your phone laying next to you started to ring, making you groan. you had already had 3 missed calls and about 100 texts from harua trying to check on you. you messaged him once saying that you were fine and that you wanted to be alone. but in typical harua fashion, he kept trying. the last message you got was him saying that k woke up, and the two left your apartment.
to your surprise, it wasn't harua. it an unknown number. you stared at it for a moment before you decided to pick it up. you pick up the phone, answering it before putting it up to your ear. "hello."
"yn?" a female voice came from your phone. "it's mj."
"oh, hey." you mumble, fidgeting with your sleeve. "what's up?"
"i just wanted to check in on you. i know the last time we talked you were mad at k for leaving, and i know they just came over unannounced." she explained.
you scoff as you look back at it. "i don't know how i'm feeling. i just found out my best friend was lying to me."
"if it makes you feel any better, i didn't know either. i'm still debating on killing fuma for lying to me or not." you laugh at her threat before realizing something. she's the beloved to a vampire. maybe she could answer your questions.
"fuma's your beloved, right?"
"he is." she answered. "is this about k?"
"how'd you know?"
she laughed. "honey, i knew you were his beloved as soon as he laid his eyes on you. i've never seen him act like this."
"how so?"
"well for starters, he went into hiding for you." she answered. "k is always in front of everyone, keeping them safe. especially when it came to aric. so the fact that he left it completely up to alex and the guys says a lot."
"it's not technically confirmed if we're… you know." you trail off.
"based on the argument k and harua just had, i think it's confirmed. fuma had to go over and separate them."
"how did you feel when you and fuma met?"
"when we first met, it was like an instant connection. i immediately felt at home around him. then there was this pull." she started to explain. her last sentence felt familiar to you.
"pull?"
"yeah." she answered. "it was almost like i was connected to a string. i was on one end and fuma was on the other, so it felt like we just kept gravitating towards each other. i always wanted to be near him."
"is that how he felt as well?"
she let out a sigh. "he's tried to explain this to me multiple times. he said it felt stronger for him than it did me which i didn't think was possible. the pull nearly drove me crazy. he said once he felt that pull, he almost instantly knew i was his beloved. but it was only solidified when he bit me."
"so they have to bite you to know for sure?" she hummed out a yes at your question. "k bit me at the cabin."
"so that's why he went crazy." she mused with a laugh. "fuma said he'd never seen k loose his cool like he did after you left. he said it like he flipped a switch. killed every wolf that was left before leaving without a word. that's also why k wouldn't feed from me and demanded to go to you."
you furrow your eyebrows. "i thought that was because fuma and you were together."
"you are partially right." she answered. "if k fed from me, that would be completely fine. but if a vampire has a human beloved, the only person they can feed from their beloved. it's like a scent thing."
"scent thing?"
"the way fuma described it is like they become basically obsessed with your scent. if it doesn't smell like you, they're not going to want it." so that explains why k keeps his face buried in your neck both before and after feeding from you.
"so, the only way for k to feed now is from me?"
"i mean, he can still feed from animals which is what most of the guys do anyway, but fuma says it just doesn't feel the same." she answered. "but the two of you aren't fully beloveds yet."
"how so?" you ask.
"unless you two have had sex and didn't tell us." you gasp at her words causing her to laugh. "i'm taking that as a no."
"no sex." you tell her before rubbing your hand over your face. "i don't know what to do. i'm mad he left without telling me anything. but-"
"but the pull makes you not want to be. it can be a bitch. trust me." she finished your sentence. "are you going to let him explain though?"
"once i calm down."
"good. you're good for him, yn." you heard her talk to someone before she spoke to you again. "i have to go. we'll talk later, okay?"
"okay."
you hang up the phone before shoving it back in your pocket. you sat on the bench for a little while long trying to clear your thoughts. it wasn't until your fingers started to tingle that you got up and started walking home.
you felt conflicted. this pull that mj explained really made you want to instantly forgive k, but you yourself couldn't bring yourself to. you know you were going to make any decision until you heard k's side. he can't shut you out anymore. if he really wants this to work and be with you, he can't just not leave without telling you and keeping things that involve you from you.
you open the door before sliding off your shoes. you take your keys out of your pocket and hang them up when you felt something. or more like someone. you somehow knew that k was in your apartment. you should've knew better than to believe he would he would leave you alone. you didn't even bother to look for him, knowing that he could come to you.
you walk into the kitchen, noticing that harua had cleaned up your mess in the kitchen. you walked over to the fridge, grabbing you newly bought ice cream before grabbing a spoon before sitting on your counter. right as you open it and take a bite, you could hear footsteps come up from the living room. you didn't look up from the ice cream, not ready to meet his gaze just yet. he stood opposite of you, leaning on the counter while watching you. he stayed quiet, as did you, but you know he was waiting for you to speak first.
"how long?"
you hear k let out a sigh as he shifts. "i had theories before the dinner, but it was confirmed at the cabin."
"and yet you still left without telling me anything." you scoff before eating a bite of ice cream before setting it down. "i had no idea if you were okay. you could've been dead for all i knew."
you still refused to meet his gaze as he moved to stand in front of you. your breath hitches as his hand brushes along your cheek. and as much as you don't want to, you find yourself leaning into his hand. "i'm sorry i left without telling you. i panicked. i just found my beloved, and the fear of him taking you away from me was too much. i knew if i saw you, or even spoke to you, i wouldn't be able to do what i needed to do to keep you safe."
"harua said you and alex killed him?" you were looking up enough to see him nod his head. "is that what happened to you?"
"he had more wolves there than we were anticipating. i took them on while alex killed him."
you then remember that when he came to you, he was injured and covered in blood. you look to see he had changed his clothes. "are you okay now?"
"thanks to you." he answered, pressing a kiss to your forehead. once he pulled away, you finally looked up, meeting his dark gaze. as soon as your eyes met his, he let out a breath before softly smiling. "hello, my beloved."
three words.
three words from him was all it took for your walls to come crashing down. you blink back tears as you throw your arms around his neck. his arms immediately wrapped around you, holding you just as tight as you were holding him. you rest your head on his shoulder when he pulls you closer, burying his head in the crook of your neck.
"i'm so sorry about how i handled things." he mumbles, lips grazing your neck as he spoke. "if i could go back and do things differently, i would. the last thing i wanted to do is hurt you."
you let out a sigh. "i know. i understand now why you did what you did. just please don't do it again."
"never." he agreed. he pulled just enough to press his forehead to yours. his hands cup your cheeks before he speaks again. "i'm never going to leave your side again. and i know you probably don't trust me, but believe me when i say i'm going to spent the rest of our lives doing everything i can until you do trust me."
there wasn't a doubt in him that he was in fact going to do what he said he was. the determination in his eyes said enough. but your focus soon shifted to something else. his lips. they were so close to yours, and you found yourself craving to know what they felt like against yours.
you leaned forward, pressing your lips to his. he let out a groan, like he had been waiting for this, before instantly kissing you back. to say it was the best kiss you've ever had would be an understatement. the way his lips molded to yours like the two of you were made for each other. you never wanted to pull away, especially when his tongue brushed against yours, but you did eventually when your lungs started screaming for air.
once his lips left yours, he moved before attaching them to your neck. you tilt your head as he kissed down your neck before stopping at his mark. he didn't go any further though, stopping before anything got heated. you could tell he didn't want to, groaning as he placed one last kiss on your mark before pulling away. his eyes were dark, and his lips were swollen making him look even more attractive.
"i want to take you on a date before…" he trailed off, but you knew what he meant. he wanted to take you out before he made you fully his. you almost missed the slight pink to his cheeks.
"so, no fake titles this time?" he lets out a chuckle at your question.
"no fake titles. just a man taking his beautiful beloved out to dinner." you felt yourself flush at his words, but you didn't want to give him that satifaction.
"what a shame. the fake titles kind of turned me on."
the vampire in front of you threw his head back with a groan. you eyed his neck, wanting to place your lips on him. but alas, you weren't going to start anything before your date. you had to make him suffer somehow for the last 2 weeks. once his gaze met yours again, his eyes were even darker than before.
"you're not going to make this easy on me, are you?" you smile at his question. you pull him back down for another kiss. this one softer and shorter than the last one. you brushed your lips against his as you pulled away.
"absouletly not."
to say you made the next week for k miserable would be an understatement. you quickly learned that the man is very sensitive to touch, and of course you used that to your advantage. he took it very well, in your opinion, but there were a few times he would slip.
the two of you developed a routine. every day after work, he would pick you up before taking you home. he would then make you dinner because 'my beloved will not eat only ice cream and take out for the rest of her life.'
though since he was making you dinner, the two of you had to go grocery shopping which was a fun experience. because the one that is next to your house is where your ex works. the ex who still isn't over you. normally you bring harua with you because at least he scares your ex enough for him to leave you alone.
k left you alone for not even 2 seconds before your ex came up to you. conversation started out simple until he asked you out. but before you could say no for what seemed like the hundredth time, you felt a hard chest press against your back. k's arm slid over your should as he no doubt glared at the man in front of him.
"baby, is this man bothering you?"
that sentence alone was enough for him to run away from you two. you laughed, finding the situation funny. that was until k turned you towards him. you didn't even have a chance to question him before his lips were on yours- his tongue immediately sliding past your lips. his hand had a soft but firm grip on the side of your throat, thumb pressed against your pulse point. it was only when a small moan left your lips that the two of you pulled away from each other, realizing that you two were literally in the middle of the food aisle.
he would make enough food for the both of you to eat because he said he didn't want you to eat alone. that alone melted your heart. after dinner, you two would lounge around, eating talking or watching movies like you did at the cabin. although this time, he wouldn't let you more than two inches away from him. most of the time, your head was either in his lap, or you were laying back on his chest in between his legs.
that second position often got you in trouble. because you could so easily pull him down to you, locking lips with his. one time, you moved your hand up before raking your fingers through his hair. he had you pick up and straddling him before you could even blink. the two of you soon got carried away, especially you. without thinking, you moved your hips against his. you felt him harden beneath you as he pulled back with a groan, laying his head on your shoulder.
"i'm sorry." you apologized.
"don't be, beloved." he kissed your cheek before helping you get off of him. he then spent the next 10 minutes in your bathroom. at least you were nice enough not to question him when he came back.
a week had finally passed, and today was the day k was going to take you on your date. you hadn't seem him today due to the vampire that was laying on your bed- harua. the two of you having spent the day hanging out together. you knew you weren't going to be able to stay made at harua. not when he showed up to your house the day after everything came out crying. you instantly forgave him.
"do you know where he's taking me?" you ask as you fix your hair. harua grumbled rolling over to where he was on his stomach. you met his gaze through the mirror.
"i do. and don't even think of asking where."
"i would never." you laugh at the accusation. "i just want to know what to where."
you watch as harua gets up before strolling into your closet like he's done a hundred times before. you hear him mumble to himself for a minute before he walks out holding a black dress. you instantly recognize it as something harua forced you to buy not long ago.
"rua, i can't wear that!"
he put the dress down before turning to you. "you are even if i have to force you in it."
it wasn't that you didn't like the dress. it was pretty. it had a long sleeved black dress with a squared neckline that showed some cleavage. the issues was the length. it only went to right above your mid thigh, and it had a slit that went even higher.
you let out a whine. "why that one?"
"honestly?" harua asks. you turn around to look at him, not sure if you want his answer. "not only do you look sexy in this dress, you're going to blow k away. and that's exactly what we need from him."
you raise your eyebrows. "you're still mad about last week, aren't you?"
"yes!" he exclaimed. "he hurt you, and he made me hurt you by forcing me to lie to you. i'm going to hold a grudge against him for the rest of my life."
"but i forgave him." you stand up, making your way over to him.
"doesn't mean i have to yet." he told you. "i'm still thinking of a revenge plot, and you're going to help me when i do it."
"okay." you instantly agreed before grabbing the dress. you go to your closet before putting it on, adding some accessories that you think go well with the dress.
"wear those black heels i like." harua called out from the bedroom. you finished putting on your ear ring with an eye roll.
"okay, mom."
"don't make me come in there." while you were doing the finishing touches, someone knocked on your front door. you could only assume it was k as it was almost time for him to pick you up. "i got it, bubs. finish getting ready."
you hear him leave your room. you hear him great k, or more like threaten him just like he's been doing for the past week before letting him into your apartment. he's your 'number 1 protector' as he calls it.
once you were ready, you grabbed a small should bag before walking out of the room. you hear k make a noise that almost sounded like a growl, and harua saying you're welcome as you walk into the living room. you look up to see k looking at you like deer in headlights. he doesn't say anything, but his eyes take you in, making you shudder.
"i've successfully broken him, so i can go now." harua laughs before walking over to you. he presses a light kiss to your cheek, careful not to mess up your makeup. "i'll call you later. if you don't answer, i know what happened."
"rua!" you hear his laugh as your front door closes. you turn back around, nearly jumping when k appears in front of you. his hands grip your waist as his eyes meet yours. "hi, k."
"hello, my beloved." k smiles down at you before leaning down. you meet him halfway, happy you wore transfer proof makeup as you kissed him. he squeezed your waist as he pulled away. "you are the most beautiful women i've ever seen. i almost just want to keep you here all to myself."
you feel your face blush at his words. "come on. you'll have me all to yourself when we get back."
you smile when you hear him groan as you walk away. you grab your keys before placing them into your bag along with you phone. he leads you to his car with his hand on your back. once the two of you are in the car, he drove you guys to wherever k was taking you.
while he was driving, you were able to look over at him. he looked fresh off of the runway in his suit. he kept his hair natural though, and not slicked back like how it was when you first met. you chalked that up to you telling him this was how you like his hair best.
"like what you see?" you smirk at k's question, not ashamed at all that you were caught. not like you were being sneaky in the first place.
you shifted in your seat, leaning on the center console some. you reached over, running your hands through his hair. "do you remember at the cabin when you asked me what my first impression of you was? do you want to know what it was?"
"don't do this to me." k pouted, clearly not liking your teasing.
you ignored his request. "i thought that you were the most attractive man i've ever seen. i'm pretty sure my exact thoughts were that you looked like you just walked off of a movie set."
"you're going to be the death of me." he sighed, shifting in his seat. you chuckled, deciding to give him a break from the teasing. you leaned over one last time kissing his cheek before returning back to your original position.
once you arrived at the restaurant, k kept his hand in yours as the waitress led you to a table. it was in the back corner, which k knew you preferred so you weren't too crowded.
you were instantly greeted by your waiter when you sat down. k ordered you two some wine while the two of you looked over the menu. once he was back with the drinks, he took your orders before leaving again, but not before checking you out, which you didn't notice because you weren't paying attention. but k did.
he brushed it off though, forgetting it once he got pulled into a conversation with you. you were telling him some story about you and harua from college when the waiter came back with your food. you thanked him with a polite smile before going back to your story. but once again, the waiter was looking at you once again. he even did a double take once he walked away. you still didn't notice, too into your story, but you did notice k's emotion shift.
"k?" his eyes quickly met yours. "are you okay?"
"of course i am. why wouldn't i be when i have the most beautiful date sitting in front of me?" he reached over, grabbing your hand. you smiled at his words. "now, finish telling me your story, pretty."
you did as he asked, continuing to tell the story while you two ate. that was when the waiter came up for the fourth time, asking if everything was okay. you both agreed, and this time, you finally noticed what was wrong with k when you caught the waiter looking at your chest, except k didn't catch it since he was so busy watching you.
you then started to keep an eye on your waiter, and you caught him multiple times staring at you. you weren't going to bring it up to k since he was finally starting to go back to your smiley beloved, but you did ask him for his coat. he immediately took it off before draping it over your shoulders.
after the two of you finished eating, you two were still chatting when you had to use the bathroom. as you got up to leave, k noticed once again that the waiter was staring at you. he finally had enough, and he was ready to leave before he did something stupid.
as soon as you stepped out of the bathroom, you were pressed against the wall by your clearly jealous beloved. his head ducks down, kissing your neck- paying close attention to your mark which you have learned how sensitive it is. you let out a whimper when his fangs graze over your mark. "if i see one more person look at you, i'm going to loose my mind. please let me take you home."
"take me home k."
as soon as you stepped foot into your apartment, you were pressed into the door- k's lips instantly going to yours. his hands were roaming everywhere he could reach. they grazed the end of your dress before he gripped your thighs, pulling you into his arms with ease. you let out a gasp as your legs wrapped around him, and k took the opportunity to slide his tongue past your lips.
your hands started to unbutton his shirt, but apparently it wasn't fast enough because k ripped it open with one hand, causing buttons to fly everywhere. you smile into the kiss at his actions before sliding the shirt off of him. his hands gripped your ass, squeezing as he moved you away from the door. your lips left his, kissing his neck while your hands explored his toned chest.
he moved you two to the bedroom, sitting on the edge of the bed before pulling your lips to his again. your dress started to ride up, bunching at your waist and showing your black lace underwear. k let out a groan into you mouth as his hands ran over the fabric.
k found the zipper for your dress, and you pulled away before he pulled the fabric over your head. his eyes darkened at the sigh of your body, slowly running his hands up your sides before grazing the matching black bra. he met your eyes before kissing you again.
"my god, you are breathtaking." he mumbled against your lips before he started kissing down your neck. "and you're all mine. isn't that right, baby?"
you let out a moan when k suck on the skin where his mark is. "yes, k. i'm yours."
"good girl." he praises, and you feel yourself become even more wet with his words. his hands graze the edge of your bra. "can i take this off?" you nod your head, not saying anything. you jumped, gasping when k's hand landed on your ass. not hard enough to hurt- just enough to send a spark through you. "use you words baby."
"yes, take it off."
once the words leave your mouth, he unhooks your bra before sliding it down your arms, leaving you topless. k eyes your breast with hunger before squeezing them in his palms, making you gasp. you feel him smile against your skin before his lips replace one of his hands. a moan falls past your lips as he sucks on your nipple while twisting the other one with his fingers.
your hands twist in his hair as continues to suck on your breast, leaving marks. his hand falls away from your other breast, slowly sliding down your stomach before trailing the edge of your underwear.
"please k." you beg, wanting some kind of relief. he hummed against your breast, pulling away for a moment to smile at you.
"you sound so pretty when you beg for me, beloved." his hand slipped past your underwear- fingers gliding along your soaked slit. "you're soaked for me."
you let out a moan as k presses his thumb to your clit, rubbing gently, and giving you the relief you want. his other fingers tease your entrance before he slides one finger in.
"fuck, k." you moan, letting your head fall on his shoulder as he starts moving his finger in and out of you in a slow pace. he then adds a second finger, stretching you out before increasing his pace. he was rewarded with another moan of his name from you.
"i'm never going to get enough of you, beloved." he whispers, lips grazing your ear. his fingers curl inside of you, making you arch your back. your chest presses against his as you tighten around him. "are you close? is that why your squeezing around my fingers?"
"y-yes." you moan out when he curls his fingers again. "i'm c-close. fuck."
he smirks at your answer, increasing his speed and watching you come undone in front of him. your nails dig into his shoulders as k brings you over the edge. k wraps his arm around you, holding you tightly to him as you reach your orgasm. he slows his pace as you come down before pulling his fingers out of you.
"that was the most beautiful thing i've ever seen." k presses his lips to yours- you responding instantly. once he pulls away from you, you watch as he puts his hand that was covered in you in his mouth, sucking them clean. he groans as he tastes you. "i need more of you. will you let me taste you properly, beloved?"
as soon as the word yes is out of your mouth, you're on your back in the blink of an eye. he kneels in between your legs, running his hands along your thighs until he reaches your underwear. you lift your hips for him when he starts to slowly slide them down your legs. once you were completely bare in front of him, his eyes raked over every inch of your body. and even though he already gave you one orgasm, you felt yourself becoming a little self conscious. you try to move your hands to cover yourself, but k's hands hold yours down.
"none of that, beloved." he scolded, letting go of your hands. "there is no need to be self conscious with a body like this."
k bends down to line his face up with your heat. his lips press to your inner thigh before he looks up at you. "everything about you drives me crazy. your scent. your blood. i feel like i'm loosing my mind."
"i've been loosing my mind about you since i saw you for the first time, so i guess we're even." k laughs at your words, pressing on last kiss to your thigh before moving closer to you. you let out a gasp when he licks along your heat. "oh my god, k!"
he smirks, watching as you jump when he brushes against your clit. you whine his name before he finally puts his lips on you, sucking harshly on your clit.
"f-fuck, k!"
"you taste so sweet, beloved. i could spend the rest of my life between of your thighs."
his tongue teased your entrance, sliding in a few times before replacing them with his fingers again. you squeeze around his fingers as you adjust to him. once you were adjusted, his lips attached to your clit while he added a third finger into you. you clutched the sheets as a loud moan escaped you. his hand held your hips down while he feasted on you like it was his last meal.
you felt your stomach twist as your second orgasm approached you. he mumbled something that you couldn't make out. you couldn't pay attention due to your second release washing over you. k continued to pleasure you through your orgasm, but he didn't stop once you had come down. you let out a whine before trying to pull away, but his hand tightened around your thigh, holding you in place.
"my sweet beloved." he hummed as he continued to move his fingers inside of you. "you can handle one more before i fill you with my cock, can't you?"
another whine came from your lips when he curled his fingers. "fuck, yes k."
"good girl." he praises before bringing you to your third orgasm.
you didn't think you could handle another one, but when you caught the outline of his hardened length, you could help but pull him closer to you when he finally lifted himself away from your heat. his lips crashed against your when he settled in between your legs. you wrapped your legs around his waist, pulling him closer to you.
you moved your hand from around his neck, trailing down his stomach before unbuttoning his pants. he groaned into the kiss when your hand slipped past his clothes, gripping his hard length in your hand before squeezing. his hips moved against your hand when you started stroking him.
"my beloved." k mumbled, reluctantly pulling away from your lips. he grabbed your wrist, stopping your movements. "i'm not going make it inside of you if you keep that up."
you removed you hand from his pants as k pulls you into to another kiss before unhooking your legs from his waist. he moved off of you before standing up. you watched him intently as he removed his bottoms, leaving him bare in front of you. your eyes widened as you eyed his length. somehow you knew his dick would be a pretty as the rest of him.
"beloved, i'm going to ruin you if you keep staring at me like that." you look up to meet his eyes that were so dilated, you could barely see any color. you raise your eyebrows with a smirk before motioning to him.
"you expect to have a body like that, and me not stare?"
you blink, and he's right back on top of you, kissing you like there's no tomorrow. his hands grip your thighs, squeezing them before wrapping them around his waist like before. as he does that, his length brushes against your heat making you shudder.
"are you ready?" he asks you, lining himself up with you when you nod. "i'll go slow, but you need to tell me if i hurt you, okay?"
you nod. "i will."
once he got your confirmation, he started to slowly press into you. you moan as you feel him stretch you. you could tell he was being cautious, taking his time making sure you were comfortable even though he was struggling to do so. when his hips were flush against yours, he laid his forehead on yours, giving you time to adjust to him.
it took you longer than you thought to adjust to him since he was so large. you tried to apologize, but k cut you off mid sentence with a kiss. he then proceeded to kiss all over your face, telling you sweet thoughts as he went.
after a few minutes, you nodded your head to him, telling him he could move. he slowly pulled almost all the way out of you before pushing back in. when you tapped his shoulder whispering out more, he looked down at you in confirmation.
"are you sure?"
"yes. please, k." you answer him. he presses a kiss to your forehead before speeding up his pace and being rewarded with a moan from you.
"you feel so good, my beloved." you squeeze around him at his words. he groans while head falls into your neck. "i'm not going to last long if you keep doing that."
your nails rake down his back at a particular harsh thrust. you could tell he close, as were you. his hand moves your legs up higher on his waist, allowing him to hit and even deeper spot. you throw your head back in pleasure before k's lips find yours. his forehead rests on yours when he pulls back. you could tell he wanted something, but wouldn't say. it didn't take you but a second to realize when he glanced at your neck what he wanted.
you grip the back of his neck, kissing him before nodding your head. "bite me."
"are you sure?" he asks you. you feel your stomach twist, signaling your orgasm was close. you nodded your head.
"k, bite me."
he moved forward, kissing your mark before his fangs teased the area. you let out a pleading moan, and that was all k needed to sink his fangs into your neck. the pleasure from his bite was all you needed to bring you over the edge. a few seconds after you and a few harsh thrusts from k, he followed after you, filling you with a groan.
his fangs left your neck, kissing the area before pulling away. his hands gripped your face as his lips find yours. even though you're on the brink of exhaustion, you find yourself kissing him back.
"did i tire you out, my beloved?" k asked, pulling away with a smirk. you rolled your eyes, but ultimately agreed with him.
"i don't think i've ever came so much." you hiss when he pulls out of you. his arms wrap around your back as he sits up, pulling you up with him. "what are you doing?"
"shower." he answered, standing up with you wrapped around him like a koala.
"i'm too tired, k."
he sit you on the counter before turning the shower on. "don't worry about a thing, my beloved. let me take care of you."
and take care of you he did. he washed your hair and body- being very careful not to hurt you before he bathed himself. once you two were done, he carried you back over to the counter before drying your hair and dressing you. he even took off whatever makeup you had left on your face.
as he was taking off your makeup, you came to a realization. no matter how little time you knew him, you never wanted to be apart from him. that thought scared you immensely. but when he looked at you with a smile, all of those fears went away. you weren't going to say anything to him yet, not sure if he felt the same, but you knew without a doubt that you were in love with him.
once you were nice and clean, he carried you back to bed, placing you under the blankets before putting on his boxers. he turned off the lights before sliding into bed with you. you instantly went to him, throwing your leg over his waist and resting your head on his chest. his arms wrapped around you, pulling you closer to him.
you place a kiss on his chest. "thank you."
"you don't need to thank me for anything, beloved. if anything, i should thank you."
"who knew you were so sweet?" you smile, jumping with he softly pinches your side.
"you're not going to say that in a few hours when we go for round 2." you pull your head away from his chest, looking up at him with raised brows.
"really?" he smiled at you, moving forward and kissing your temple.
"like i said earlier beloved. i'm never going to get tired of you."
today makes a year that i have been writing for &team, and it all started with this fic 😭😭 this still remains one of my favorite things i've ever written.
how tf do i get out of a reading slump😭 i've only read 5 books this year and last year i read 75.
get to know me better/a little about me tag (luné ver.) 🐺
name : moka !! ꒰ঌ૮ ྀིᴗ͈ . ᴗ͈ ྀིა໒꒱
zodiac : aries sun leo moon virgo rising
height : 153cm ~~ 5ft exactly
orientation : bisexual (¯ . ¯;) i think
ethnicity : mixed
bias line : taki, k, fuma, maki
bias wreckers : yuma, nicholas, harua, jo, ej
how long have you been a luné? : since i-land / &audition
favorite &team song right now + your ultimate all-time fave : right now i really like magic hour and blind love ! my favs of all time are under the skin & firework ~~
what's your favorite &team comeback or era : i really love all of the 4 seasons eras,, jyuugoya, samidare, yukiakari, & aoarashi ~ but i also really loved btl music wise + concept wise (im obsessed w the gaze ver...)
favourite fruit : strawberry !! 🍓
favorite season : spring~ (ノ*>∀<)ノ♡
favorite fictional characters : kenma & atsumu from haikyuu, nagi from blue lock, alma, nei & tao from gokurakugai, marin from my dress up darling, tamon from tamons b-side, chii from chobits, daeho from cupids chatroom, tahel from dark moon: grey city, hinako & kotoyuki from silent hill f, ada wong from resident evil ~~
favorite scent : vanilla, fresh baked goods, stawberry scent!
favourite color : baby pinkkkk!!
if you were an animals, which would you be : bunny !! im so bunny !! or maybe a puppy?
favorite band/artist : one ok rock, perfume, tommyfeb6, silent siren, triples, illit, ive, && &team ofc !!
average sleep hours : its either 3 or 13 no in between
number of blankets you sleep with : 1-2
dream trip : japan !
last thing googled : maki &team LMAO
acc created : march 2026 i think
what’s ur aesthetic : anything soft, cute, white, grey n pink !! bunnies, charmmy kitty, cherry blossoms, angelic elements, lace, bows but i also have a darker aesthetic hehe chrome hearts, black, white, grey, angelic elements.
tagged : @deerhuntings @minhosimthings @makizdoll @nichozzystuffs @ikigaijo @fumaid @kwnnies — not required !!
Ahhh moka this is so cute aww thank you to miel @solairemelo miel please see the fictional characters part Izzy @nichozzystuffs and mei @fumaid for the tag!
Name - Mona! (Very similar to irl name ehehe)
Zodiac - june Gemini over here yay
Height - 5'8
Orientation - the most bisexual bisexual you'll ever meet
Ethnicity - Indian!
Bias line - Euijoo euijoo euijoo euijoo
Bias wreckers - Fuma (unnie) and mayyybeee Jojo and Harua
How long have you been a lune? - well I did watch &audition when it came out and then I lost track of them till the beginning of 2025 when I got back into them! And now they've taken over my life someone save me please (I'm right where I want to be)
Favourite &team song right now - SAKURA IRO YELL MY FUCKING QUEEN + Jyuugoya my beloved
What's your favourite &team era or comeback? - Yukiakari all the way, the mv is seriously such a piece of art and never fails to make me stop in my tracks, the colour scheme is just so calming and my man looks so damn fine euijoo bring back the striped hair im on my knees bro JEBAL
Favourite fruit - pears, lychees and grapes!
Favourite season - summer because it's my birthday season yay
Favourite fictional characters - lock the fuck in gang. Megumi Fushiguro of JJK, Qifrey and Agott of Witch Hat Atelier, Hikaru and Yoshiki of The Summer Hikaru Died, Usagi Chishiya Mira Nobu Rei and Ann of Alice in Borderland, Ju-A and Jung-Hoo of Melo Movie, Lee Rang of Tale of the Nine Tailed, Beom-Seok Hyun-tak and Baku of Weak Hero, Dong-eun and Yoo-Jeong of The Glory, Death of Death's Game (a very well written personification i loved), In-Gyu of A Time Called You (they'll never make me hate you), everybody from Drawing Closer, Jimmy from Beyond Youthful Days, Lily of Black Swan (2010), Jinx Viktor Heimerdinger and Sevika of Arcane, Gretchen of Wolf King, Mizu of Blue Eye Samurai, Jack Abbott and Trinity Santos of The Pitt, Steven Grant and Layla of Moon Knight (season 2 please marvel I'm begging), Chihiro from Call Me Chihiro, Leela from Goliyon Ki Rasleela Ram-leela, Waheeda and Fareedan from Heeramandi, Tara and Meher from Made in Heaven, Kevin Charlie and Lucifer from Supernatural, Veronica from Cocktail, Michael of Howl's Moving Castle, Shunsuke Kazama of From Up on Poppy Hill, Lady Eboshi of Princess Mononoke (but honestly all the characters from this masterpiece of a film), Ursula of Kiki's Delivery Service, Rahel and Ammu of the God of small things, Mr Darcy and Elizabeth Bennett of Pride and Prejudice, Tiana from The Princess and the Frog, Mirabel of Encanto (oof the youngest sibling trauma that hit me), Zayne of Love and Deepspace, Moriarty of The Adventures of Sherlock Holmes, Anthony of Julius Caesar, Ophelia of Hamlet, Benvolio of Romeo and Juliet, Beatrice and Benedick of Much Ado About Nothing, Dreamy of Palace Pets
Favourite scent - a new pipette smells so good + literally any ester + jasmine
Favourite colour - rose gold or earth green (the colour scheme at my wedding with euijoo btw)
If you were an animal, which would you be? - ooh I've been told I'm an owl, but I'd love to be a panther
Favourite band/artist - Tamino all the damn way, Natiq, &team duh, SKZ, ghost9, Arctic monkeys, Lana del Rey, Cigarettes after Sex, Wave to Earth
Average sleep hours - 6 to 7 hours cause I'm a #scientist who can't fall asleep at work
Number of blankets you fall asleep with - 1 really heavy one and a shit ton of pillows
Dream trip - Norway to see the northern lights, Thailand for the beaches, and Guatemala for the food
Last thing googled - wittgensteinian accounts of language (1978) don't ask
Acc created - 2023, but I started writing back in 2024
What's your aesthetic? - ooh i think I'd say anything golden brown, old magazines and books, ink pots, afternoon thunder and lightning, honey tea you get the gist of it
Tagging: @makizdoll @kwnnies @eu1joo @jyuugoyasmine @ikigaijo @shyxcherry @mxriitaesz @huwmou @doyoueverthinkofrose @saturnsfae @blueuijoo @junifi3d @riri4andy + anyone else who wishes to indulge
thank you baby for the tag @minhosimthings
get to know me better (luné version)
name: cherry
zodiac: virgo the last day of it too
height: 5'6
orientation: bisexual
ethnicity: i'm about as white as they come and southern
bias: k my husband
bias wreckers: fuma, nicho, and jo
how long have you been a luné: august or september of 2024
favorite &team song right now & your ultimate all time fav: right now from the new album is bewitched but over all would either be go in blind or aoarashi
what's your favorite &team comeback: honorable mention to yukiakari since that was my first comeback by them but my favorite is back to life. i just about have every photocard from that comeback and three separate albums
favorite fruit: cherries, strawberries, and watermelon
favorite season: fall or winter
favorite fictional characters: it's been forever since i've watched something... stiles and derek from teenwolf, brooke davis from one tree hill, boone from twisters, lana from the mindfxck series, nox from the bonds that tie series, brandon and niko from god of fury, xavier and sylus of love and deepspace
favorite scent: vanilla, sweets, clean fresh scents
favorite color: any shade of purple and deep red
if you were an animal, which would you be: idk probably like a big cat like a tiger or leopard
favorite band/artist: &team, bts, piwon, lngshot, twenty one pilots, chase atlantic, one direction
average sleep hours: um... maybe 10?
number of blankets you sleep with: 1 but it's thick and fuzzy because i like to keep my room freezing
dream trip: seoul
last thing googled: how to turn off the add sounds on tumblr because why???
account created: this account is ancient lol. i started this back in 2022 with like 3 fics then went mia until last year.
what's your aesthetic: idk 😭 it changes from dark streetwear to anything light and pink.
not tagging anybody because i think most of my moots already did it and not because i'm too scared to tag anybody... but if you want to do it you can tag me!
just so you know... everytime i go mia your girl is crying at work😭😭

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I love your new bewitched theme!! You should post the jungwon fic I would read it ive been a bit busy with school so I haven't been reading ur fics but I saw you posted your maki one so I'm looking forward to reading it !! I love how you write so much im so grateful for finding ur acc.
this is so sweet😭🫶 tysm!!! so the other tumblr i had is still active so the jungwon fic is still floating around i just wanted to redo it since its an older fic and make it a different person.
so last year before i started writing enhypen on this account i had a second account where it was just them. having 2 blogs became way too much for me so i added them here and closed the other account. with that being said i have a jungwon fic that i adore that i want to post an &team version of on here... i've seen people do it before but with my luck something stupid is going to happen😂😭
what the fuck???
living in the south ain't for the weak i swear😭😭
just like animals | maki
summary: when your boyfriend drags you to a party and another wolf mistakes you for being unclaimed, maki is finally forced to tell you why he hasn't marked you yet.
pairing: werewolf!maki x female!reader
warnings: established relationship, fluff, slight angst/comfort??, jealous boy maki, smut, virginity loss, marking, biting, oral (f!receiving), nipple play, unprotected sex, size kink, slight manhandling (she is called shortie after all), overstimulation, mating process but not your typical werewolf terms bc idk anything about that...
word count: 5k
notes: requested but also can be read as a part 2 of wild at heart. also, bonus points if you can recognize which aiden i was thinking of when i wrote this. i hope you enjoy it! likes and reblogs appreciated!
the music hits you before anything else.
it was loud, almost making your ears ring as you step inside. the air was hot, almost insufferable with how many people there were. you glance around, clearly not wanting to be there as you turn around.
"i hate this."
maki let out a laugh before pulling you into his chest. "we just got here."
"so? i can still hate it."
his arm tightened around your waist, leaning down to kiss you. his lips making you forget that you were in the middle of a crowd. he pulled away once he felt you relax in his arms, watching as your eyes slowly blink open to meet his.
"we'll stay for just an hour, okay? just long enough to say i was here." maki said, wanting nothing more than to leave with you, but it was his friend's birthday. he told him he wouldn't miss it- something he was now regretting when he saw the pout on your lips.
"just remember you owe me food after this."
maki smiled at you, pressing a small kiss to your temple. "anything for you, shortie."
you kept to his side as he greeted people, not that he would let you go far due to his grip on your hand. his smile was bright and vibrant to others, but you could tell it was fake. he honestly didn't want to be here any more than you did, and you could tell.
he used to loved to party before you came into the picture. you had heard plenty about it from him and other people around campus, but now he almost never went. only when he was tired of people begging did he stop by, and it was never for long. he stayed for an hour or two at the most, before coming up with some excuse- though everyone knew he was going back to you.
you don't know how he had such a social battery, greeting more people than you cared to count before you ended up in the living room. maki sat down in one of the chairs before pulling you into his lap, keeping his arm around your waist while he conversed with one of his friends.
you listened, conversing when maki made you. he refused to let you feel left out, but you never did. you were more than comfortable being near him while he talks enough for both of you, and that seemed to be something he was still getting used to- even after 6 months of being together.
you started to get thirsty after a while, making you nudge maki's shoulder. "i'm going to get something to drink. want anything?"
"i'll come with you."
"maki, it's fine." you stop him before standing up. "stay here. i'll be right back."
"you better. don't make me come looking for you." his words had you smiling, leaning down to whisper in his ear.
"whatever you say, pup."
you pull back quickly, moving away from him but not before you heard a low growl. you laughed, sneaking back a glance to see him watching you. you turn the corner before making your way to the kitchen which was thankfully empty. you had just grabbed a bottle of water from the fridge when you heard a voice come from behind you.
"i haven't seen you around before." you jump, nearly dropping the water you grabbed. you turn to see some guy you haven't seen before leaning onto the kitchen doorway.
you shrug, not really wanting to converse with him, but he was blocking the exit. "probably because i don't spend all my time at parties."
"i don't either." he said, stepping fully into the kitchen. "my friends drug me here. said i need to get out more."
when he steps closer, you can see something- the small flicker of amber in his eyes. that along with his nose scrunching like he was smelling something was very familiar to you. he was like maki. a werewolf.
"are you done sniffing around?" you ask, crossing your arms. "because i'm pretty sure my wolf is already looking for me."
he acts surprised for a second, not thinking that you were aware of him before recovering. he replaces his shock with a smirk. "your wolf? why don't you smell like him then?"
"that's none of your business." you answer like it was nothing, but it wasn't. it was something you asked yourself everyday.
after 6 months of being with maki, you have learned about him and his pack. you know how things work- including mates. you've read and heard enough to know that maki waiting this long to mark you is unheard of, even if you were a human. even his pack didn't understand why he's waited so long because they could only imagine what both you and him were feeling the longer it got.
sure, you've brought it up to him. multiple times actually, but each time he said that he didn't think you were ready. at first you understood, considering that you hadn't been with anyone else prior to maki, but that understanding was long gone. you two have done some things, but not the one thing you wanted most.
"maybe it's not, but what wolf would let his mate leave his side without a claim?" he questions, leaning back onto the counter. "it sounds to me like he hasn't decided he wants you yet."
you couldn't help but roll your eyes. that was the last thing you thought when you wondered why he hasn't claimed you yet. "clearly you haven't met him then."
"yes, he has." you feel the familiar pull in your chest, the same as every time maki is close to you. you turn just in time to see him enter the kitchen, a glare on his face that softens when he looks at you. "haven't you aiden?"
you look back over your shoulder towards him. you notices that he straightened up, more serious than he was just seconds ago. that teasing smirk was replaced with a frown. "woah, man. we were just talking."
"really? because it didn't sound like it." maki says, holding out his hand for you. you don't hesitate, slipping your fingers between his before he pulls you closer to him. you could feel some of the tension leave his body with your touch, but you could still feel the anger that he was feeling.
the other wolf held out his hands, motioning towards you. "look, man. you brought her here without a claim. you know how that looks."
maki tilted his head, clearly annoyed. "i don't recall asking what you think."
"relax, maki. you know i won't go after her anymore knowing that she's yours." aiden says with a small laugh, thinking him saying that would calm maki down, but it didn't. "but you can't blame a guy, can you? she's cute and like i said, not claimed."
maki lets out a warning growl before trying to get to aiden. without question, you block him, keeping him from moving before glaring at the idiot behind you who realized that he pushed maki a little too hard. "do yourself a fucking favor and leave."
he finally gets the hint, quickly ducking out of the kitchen. that left just you and your clearly upset wolf. you wrap your arms around his waist and rest your chin on his chest. his eyes were amber, replacing the dark brown you love so much.
"maki." you call his name, but he keeps his eyes on the door making you cup his cheek. "maki, look at me."
he lets out a deep sigh, closing his eyes before opening them again and meeting yours- his eyes back to his normal color.
"good boy."
you notice his lips twitch making you smile. as soon as he notices that, he lets out a quiet laugh, placing his hand on top of yours. "you're unbelievable."
"yeah, but you love it." you say with a small shrug.
maki looks at you for a second before pulling you flush against him. he doesn't even give you time to think before his lips were on yours, claiming and demanding. you knew that you should probably stop him since you were in a kitchen, especially when he pinned you to the counter, but you couldn't pull away from him.
his fingers dig into your waist, tight at first before he relaxes. you could feel it in his body that the longer he kissed you, the calmer he got. you could feel the anger from him slip away, breath steading as he pulls away from you, resting his head against yours.
"are you okay, maki?" you ask first, smiling when he moves to kiss your forehead.
"i should be asking you that."
"i'm fine. he was clearly all bark and no bite."
maki laughs at your words, letting his lips trail from your temple down the side of your face before kissing along your jaw. "will you ever give up the dog jokes?"
"when i'm dead maybe." you smile when you hear him sigh, though you know he loves the jokes just as much as you did. you open your mouth to say something, but a sigh slides past your lips when you feel his teeth nipping at your neck. he hums before doing it again, loving the way you melted against him.
"what is it, shortie?" your hands land on his chest, fingers tightening around his shirt. you wanted him to keep going, but you knew he wouldn't. you stopped counting the times he's done this, just to get you needy for him to pull away, so you did it first. with one small shove of your hands, he pulled away, looking at you with concern. "you okay?"
"yeah. i'm just stopping things before you stop first." you answer, watching as the realization hits him.
"shortie-"
"i mean it maki." you stop him. "i love you. i love you so much, but you can't keep doing this. you can't keep making me want you before coming up some excuse you know isn't true. i don't even know the truth, and you promised me you would be honest."
maki let out a sigh, letting his thumb run along your cheek. "you're right. it's not fair to you."
"why haven't you claimed me?" you ask, and maki knew you weren't accepting anything except the truth this time. he hesitated for just a moment before answering.
"it's not because i don't want to." he answers. "it's just- i don't trust myself to stop once i start."
"maki-"
"you don't understand." he cuts in. "when my wolf wants something, he wants it completely. i'm scared that i'm going to lose control. baby, you're just so small, and you've never..."
he trails off, but you understand what he meant. and after all this time and excuses, you finally know the answer to why he wouldn't claim you. "you're afraid you're going to hurt me?"
"when it comes to you, i lose control faster than i've ever experienced before." he tells you. "i'll never forgive myself if i hurt you."
you raise your hand, running it through his hair before cupping his cheek- smiling when he leans into your touch. "maki, i trust you.
"shortie-"
you shake your head, already having a feeling for what he was about to say. "don't push me away again. i know what you are, and that changes nothing for me. you would never hurt me."
"i've been trying to be careful with you." he tells you, resolve slipping with every second. "but you're making it really hard."
"maki, i'm not made of glass. i trust you to not hurt me, but you need to trust me to tell you if things get too much."
your words hit him, making him nod his head. "you're right."
"i'm always right." you say making him laugh. he kisses your temple before dropping his forehead against yours.
"i love you."
"i love you too, pup."
you hear him scoff before he kisses you again. you could tell your words had gotten through to him when his hands settle low on your hips before pulling you flush against him. his tongue slips past your lips, hungry and demanding while his hands were desperate to feel every inch of you.
a soft sound slips past your lips when his hand slips into your back pocket, squeezing your ass. the sound had him biting down on your lips before pulling away. his grip tightened on you as his mouth trails down your jaw, slow enough to have you squirming in his hold. when he reaches your neck, he pauses for a moment before pulling away.
you open your eyes that you didn't realize were closed before looking at him, going to question him when you saw the flecks of amber in his eyes. "come on."
"what?" you say confused.
he lets out a laugh, hand slipping from your pocket before intertwining with yours. "if we stay here, i'm going to be temped to do something stupid in this kitchen."
"like what?" you ask, knowing that you were tempting him. he smirks, lips brushing against your ear as he leans down.
"like bending you over this counter and showing aiden that you are claimed." your face flushes at his words. he laughs before kissing your now red cheek. "let's get out of here. my hour is up anyway."
you let him pull you out of the kitchen, stomach flipping with the thoughts running through your head. maki didn't even bother to say goodbye to any of his friends before he left- too occupied in getting you alone.
he leads you to your place on campus since it is closer, but at some point he doesn't think your walking fast enough for him. he bends down before scooping you up in his arms and throwing you over his shoulder with ease.
"maki, put me down! what if someone sees?"
"i don't care." he answers. "all i care about is if i don't get you to myself in the next two minutes, i'm going to lose my mind."
that kept you quiet, hanging onto him as he entered your building. he brought you up to your room, sliding in before taking your shoes off. as soon as his are off, he moves over to the bed.
your back barely touches the mattress before maki is on top of you, lips finding yours. now that you two are alone, he stopped holding back, hands touching and squeezing you, dragging every sweet sound from your mouth.
his kiss left you breathless as his lips trailed down your neck, teeth grazing your skin. "god, you smell so sweet, my mate. you're going to look so good with my mark on you."
"maki-" you groaned, legs wrapping around his waist when his teeth nipped at your neck, leaving red marks in his path.
"what is it?" he teases, voice muffled by your neck. his hand trails down your body, cupping your heat making you squirm in his hold. "i can smell just how soaked you are, and i haven't even started yet."
he pulled away from you just long enough for him to take your shirt off, sliding your bra down your arms before latching his lips to your chest. your back arches into his face when his lips wrap around your nipple, sucking and biting your breast until they were covered in his marks.
you could hear his chest rumble now that you were covered in his marks and scent, but he was no where being done with you. you could see more flecks of amber in his eyes, showing that he was trying to stay in control and gentle. but you didn't want him to be gentle, and he could tell that you didn't with the way you moaned his name, nails digging into his shoulders.
"you're a menace." you couldn't help but laugh at his words making him glance up at you. "you think that's funny?"
"you also thought it was funny." you tell him, feeling exactly what he felt deep in your chest- a sign of being his mate that you have grown to love. you loved being able to feel what he was feeling, and right now it was driving you crazy because you could feel both your lust and his.
he sat up on his knees, hands sliding down your hips before stopping at your shorts. he unbuttoned them before slipping his hand into the front of him, watching you as his fingers ran through your slick folds. "you think this is funny, too?"
"n-no." you shake your head, jerking when his finger brushes over your clit. "maki, please touch me."
"i am. is this not what you want?" maki questions making you whine. "you got to tell me baby."
"i want your mouth."
maki smiles, loving the way your cheeks flush when you say that. maki pulls his hand out of your shorts making you groan, but you stop when he pulls your shorts down your legs, leaving you completely bare beneath him. he leans down, kissing down your stomach trailing to the place you craved most. "my pretty girl. so good and sweet for me."
between him also feeling both of your guys lust, he couldn't take the teasing anymore, not wasting any time before he tasted you. you groan as his tongue drug up your slit, tasting every inch of you before his lips kiss your clit. he circles it, waiting for your impatient moan before he wraps his lips around it, sucking hard enough to have you squirming beneath him.
"i will never get tired of the way you taste, mate." he mumbled against you, vibrations making you jump. "you make me want to lock us in this room and never leave. would you like that, my mate?"
"yes, maki. i would- fuck." you lose your train of thought when his tongue eases inside of you.
he groans loudly, making sure you can hear every sound he makes because he knows it makes you embarrassed to hear how wet you were. he loved it- not only did he love the flush on your cheeks, but to know that he drives you crazy in the same way you do him.
"come on, my mate. i want to hear you scream for me." you cry out when his lips attach to your clit again, rolling it between his lips. his hands held you down, keeping you still as you shifted because he wasn't letting you move until you released on his tongue. "i know your close. i can feel you shaking."
he was right. you were trembling in his hold, trying not to squeeze him with your thighs as your heels dug into your mattress. your hands tangled in your sheets as your orgasm building up fast. "maki- please... please let me-"
"be my good little mate and come on my tongue."
that was all you needed to come to your high. maki watched as your eyes rolled back, sounds continuously falling from your lips making him groan against you. his mouth stayed attached to you, licking up drop of your release, only moving when you called his name.
within a blink of an eye, he had slid back up your body, lips pressing to yours. his tongue slide past your lips, making you groan. "you did so good for me."
he pulls away when he feels you tug at his shirt. he smirks, pulling it off with one hand before he feels you tug him closer to you again. "is that better?"
"yes." you nod, pulling him into a kiss. he smiled into it when he felt your hands exploring him, nails digging into his skin when he bit your lip. "i need you, maki. please."
he kissed the corner of your mouth. "i know, and i'm going to give you everything, my mate. but you're not ready just yet."
you let out a whine as he pulled back, sitting on his knees as he looked down at you. his hands trailed down your thighs before gripping your knees and opening your legs, fully exposing you to him. he held back a groan as he could already see you soaked.
"i'm not going to hurt you." he said, locking eyes with you. "so you need to let me prep you, okay?"
you nod your head, keeping your legs open for him as his hand ghosted up your thigh. you jerk, threatening to close your legs as his hand slid up your slit, gathering your slick onto his fingers.
"i'm going to go slow, but you're going to be good and tell me if you need me to stop, aren't you?"
"i will." you tell him, making him smile.
he did what he said, slowly easing one finger inside of you, pausing when he felt you clench around him. you let out a quiet gasp at the stretch as he fully inserted his finger. "relax for me, mate. there you go."
he let you adjust to it before you felt him move, slowly pumping his finger in and out of you. he was careful, watching your expressions and waiting until you were relaxed enough to handle a second finger. you feel the burn of the stretch for a moment before it disappeared, leaving behind pleasure as he moved his fingers.
"maki..."
he hummed, leaning forward to kiss your forehead. "you're so good for me. taking my fingers so well."
he sped up his fingers, feeling the original discomfort in his chest fade- now feeling nothing but pleasure radiating from you. his fingers curled making you gasp at the feeling, thighs moving to wrap around his waist. "mhm.. fuck maki."
"does that feel good, my mate?" you nod your head at his question, hands gripping his arms when he does it again. he can feel you clench around him, a moan slipping past your lips when his thumb started rubbing smooth circles on your clit. "my sweet girl. i can't wait to feel you around me, but first you're going to come all over my fingers, hmm?"
you barely even realized that you were about to come, but maki did. he curled his fingers one last time before he felt your body shaking as your orgasm ran through you. you clenched tightly around his fingers, a cry of his name falling from your lips before maki silenced you with his lips.
"so fucking perfect. so fucking mine."
you nod, thoughts cloudy from your orgasm. "yours."
"do you still want to keep going?" maki's question made you look up at him before nodding.
"yes, please maki. i want to feel you." you leaned up to catch his lips, feeling as his hand cupped your cheek. "i want you to claim me, mate."
you hear a low growl, eyes more amber than before as he quickly shed the rest of his cloths. you let your eyes trail down his body as he did so, swallowing when you saw his erection- thick and flushed.
you were unsure of how he was going to fit, but your need for him pushed that thought out of your head as he climbed back on top of you. his hands wrap around your thighs before positioning them around his waist. you could feel him nudge your entrance, slowly teasing you which had you whining.
"is this what you wanted?" he asked as he rolled his hips, length length between your folds making you nodded your head. "words."
"yes... maki please."
his lips found yours in a short kiss, waiting until your body relaxed against his before he eased inside of you. he was slow and careful, giving you plenty of time to adjust. despite that, the stretch burned drawing a hiss from your lips.
"i know, my mate. the pain will go away. i promise." his voice was soothing, lips kissing your cheek. "you're doing so good for me. you were fucking made for me."
his compliments helped you relax enough for him to push fully inside of you, hips flush against yours. you let out a moan, feeling full in a way you've never felt before. he stayed still, not moving an inch as you adjusted to him.
"can you... can you move?" you ask when you felt the stinging stretch disappear.
he nodded, lips finding yours as he moved, pulling out of you before slowly easing back into you. you could feel him trembling, fighting to go a speed that was comfortable for you. with every roll of his hips, you found yourself needing more.
"my god. you feel so good." maki rasped. "so fucking tight, my mate."
your hands gripped his shoulders, nails digging into his skin. "go faster."
he looked at you, making sure that you were okay before he sped up. his hips snapped against yours, hard and deep that had you moaning desperately. "if you could only see how perfect you look for me. like a fucking goddess."
"maki... mhmm." you cry out, walls clenching around him. he took that a sign to keep going, holding your hips down as his pace quickens. "fuck-"
"that's it." he grunts, lips grazing your skin. "i want you to let go for me. let me hear you, baby."
his hand leaves your waist, moving down your body to find your clit. you choke out a moan, clenching impossible tightly around him when he starts rubbing fast circles on your clit. he feels your body shaking with need, desperate for release.
"come for me. let me feel you come around me."
your orgasm crashes into you, stealing your breath as you cling to him. he holds you though it, whispering how proud of you he was, kissing every inch of your exposed skin he could reach. once you came down, you could still feel him inside of you, almost throbbing with how hard he still was. "maki?"
"are you okay?" he questions, making you nod.
"i am, but your not." he swallows at your question, and you could feel how tense he was, holding back for you. you knew him well enough that there was something he wanted. "what do you need?"
"baby-"
"maki, i trust you."
something in him snaps, expression darkening as he pulls out of you. you go to question it when he flipped you with ease onto your stomach, positioning you how he wanted you. you glance back over your shoulder to see him eyeing your body with need, hands trailing down your back before resting on your hips.
"claim me, maki. please- fuck." you moan, burying your face into your mattress as he slams into you. you swear you could feel him in your stomach, groaning when he pounded into you.
his soft edge was gone, replaced by his desires he's been holding in. his grip was tight, no doubt leaving bruises on your hips as he pulled you to meet his every thrust. "do you feel how deep i am, mate?" you gasp when his hand pushes into your stomach, feeling the pressure of him. "that's me. only me. there will never be anyone else."
"i- i don't want anyone else." you mumble, face still buried in your mattress.
"my good little mate. letting me claim her like this. everyone will know who you belong to." you whimper as he deepens his thrust, making sure you felt every inch of him. "you'll let me claim you? have my mark on this pretty neck?"
"god- yes... please mark me."
you whine as he pulls out of you, flipping you again to where you were on your back. you could barely realize that he change positions before he was thrusting back into you, this time slow and deep. you could feel him twitch inside of you, a low grown falling from his lips as he presses his head against yours.
your body felt spent, trembling against him. you didn't think you had another orgasm inside of you, but you could feel it sneaking back up with his thrusts. your thighs wrap around him as his lips press into yours before he buries his head in your neck, teeth grazing where he wanted to claim you.
"please, maki." you beg. "please make me yours."
your body clenches around him, eyes screwing shut as you reach your high again, feeling maki's teeth sink into your neck right as you did. you whimper at the sting before it quickly fades away, turning into pleasure.
you felt everything he was feeling even stronger- the bond running between the both of you before settling deep in your chest. maki felt exactly what you did, letting it claim him before he released inside of you with a loud groan.
he stays tightly wrapped around you, kissing your new mark until you feel the bond calm down. he pulls away, eyeing you with a smile. "you okay, shortie?"
"more than okay."
"you did so good." you smile when he kisses your forehead. "i'm so lucky to be your mate."
"i love you."
maki finds your lips, kissing you softly. "i love you, too."
he moves to your side, wasting no time pulling you into his chest, smiling when he feel you curl into his body. he never wanted to leave this room. he just wanted to stay there until he was fully satiated of you, but he knew that would never happen. he would never get tired of you, the way you feel, the way you taste.
he knew you felt the same, clinging onto him when he tried to get something to clean you up. "baby, i'm just going to the bathroom."
"stay."
he's unable to stop the smile that pulls at his lips as he settles back beside you. "i'm not going anywhere."
"good." you grumble, curling back into him again, feeling his unnatural warmth relax you. his hand tangles in your hair, brushing through the strands as his other hand rests on your hip.
"happy now, shortie?"
you bite back a smile as you look up at him, noticing that his eyes lingered on your neck where his mark now sat. "very, pup."
"you're such a brat." he laughs, tightening his arm around you as you lay your head back on his chest.
"maybe, but you know you love it."
it isn't long before he feels you drifting to sleep, clinging to him like you never wanted to let him go. he kissed your forehead before following suit, the steady sound of your breathing the last thing he heard before sleep pulled him under too.

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Bro ngl I was REALLY pulling for Intak😭😭😭 (then again, I was the one who requested so I’m extremely biased)
i really thought he was going to win😅😅 it was the only one i had an idea for too😭
alright i'm switching up my wip but i am not sure what order it should be... which means i need help😅
which one should i write after maki?
frat boy intak
best friend's brother jo
younger brother's best friend yuma
ngl i didn't expect this order 😂 i thought intak would win.
