August first who else is hitting rock bottom again

you know what actually i decided to liberate myself we are never trapped unless we choose to be

im doomed by the narrative but the narrative is a bunch of conscious choices i've made in the past

the eyes of someone who just vomited carry a vulnerable acceptance to grief only known in portraits of saints

youve died a thousand times before who caaares just climb out of this grave again & again &agaian & agaian & again & again & aga

I have a lot of creative energy, yet I sit mindlessly scrolling through lobotomizing Instagram reels and TikToks. I've thought countless times about what to do about my restlessness, but I stay stagnant. I want to make something personal and honest with all of my favorite things. I worry if what I make will be enough for me, I doubt myself a lot but my contentment is getting harder to come by and I think I just need to do it