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Lambert Sigisbert Adam

Rare day off. I just can't touch the detail just 1 bit.

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Losing my uncle aka my second dad. I have known him for my whole life. Taught me many first things in this world. Even stay at his house more than my own. It happened suddenly. 11:55pm 13/11/2020. Received a phonecall from his daughter. His funeral is so hard to believe. Painful week to me because I am going to invite him to my graduation day just 5 or 6 days after he gone.

Sad is true but might not the right word. Still don't want to look at his picture. Still feeling like I can listen to his voices.

I still don't believe that you don't belong to this world anymore.

Time flies.

It is nearly 100 days without you.

I know someone might not easy to show the feelings toward their beloved. But please, say it, write it down, text it. Anything tell them that you love them. Not to let them know, they might know it already, but please just show it.

You know how much I love you.

Never have a chance to say that I am glad to be called your daughter. I miss you and trust me I have a huge hole inside my heart now. So enormous.

If you remember that at the very beginning, Old Xian introduced us with Jian Yi and Zhan Zheng Xi. Jian Yi can’t finish highschool and has to comeback to finish it after a long time disappear. ZZX at this time is in university (? I’m not sure university or not, I just sure that he is not in highschool anymore and he has his own apartment).

Even though we all know that we kinda ship Jian Yi with ZZX but if you look back, Old Xian is clearly want a relationship between Jian Yi and He Tian. =]]]

But Momo came and tadaaa.

Anw, If Old Xian wants to improve 19days, she has to make something different from their daily stories. 19days is 7 years ago. SEVEN. 

She has done “The Specific Heat Capacity of Love” - which I think is truly show us that she can develop 19days more than now.

I don’t expect anything, I just hope that she has the passion to do it. Drawing the same things for many years already, as someone who is also draw, it is boring. 

I want 19days become a good story, not just a beautiful artwork. Love her.

[30sai made Dotei dato Mahotsukai ni Narerurashii] (live action) OMG watching this movie makes me feel like the first time I read BL. I feel so much younger =]]]]]]]]]]]  They are very cute, so far nothing breaks heart. One episode just about 20 minutes but I keep replaying lol Adachi the baby - who is a virgin at the age of 30 ( :’> if I keep watching BL maybe I am gonna virgin for my whole life too =]]]]] ) - can read ppl mind when he touches them.  Kurosawa the stalker =]]]]]] He is smart but very dumb with Adachi =]]]]] 

Just a few more days to my final examination. I am about to graduate. The amount of lessons is killing me. Don't have to go to school means that you have to have a good discipline :'>>>>

Trying to recall information before going to bed is a bad, very bad idea guys. :'> nightmares are coming lol

Does Scott love Mike?  I just have finished My own private Idaho. Tbh this scence is really make me feel so weird. I keep asking myself that Is there any part of Scott that love Mike? Like just 1 tiny part of him. Yes I understand the part that Scott said he is not gay and he is just a very nice person. That it is Mike’s fault falling in love with Scott. 

It is so sad. But this time I think I am not going to find fanfic in order to make me feel better. Better stick with the fact that It is very painful that a gay falling in love with a straight man. None of them are bad. But they are not going to have the ending that I think about, this is not a doujinshi or anything like that, it is the real life situation.  And I was like” Yahhhhh, if you won’t love him back then don’t do those thing that make Mike misunderstand or feel like he has a hope?” But nah, if Scott didn’t do those things, Mike will never love him. :”

I feel like a part of Scott want to come down there to join the gang. But now he can’t do that anymore. 

HT: sometimes you gotta let it breath babe (¬‿¬)

MGS: (╬ಠ益ಠ)

New chapter is cute righttttt? A lot of caring, loving and beautiful youth :’>

zhang zhen xi

He - no - shame - Tian and his baby =]]]]]

Kinda want to draw something.

he tian mad cuz babe keep biting his lips Don’t bite your lips babeeee :‘(

I don't even bite that hard