Okay so this ask made me FERAL wow. This is perfect so I’m giving you guys TWO Ryland Puppy play in the span of a few hours. This one is a shortie but I couldn’t NOT!!!

NSFW UNDER THE CUT!! F! Reader. I’m fairly certain this counts as some kind of medplay, which I’m not well versed in, so I’m tagging it just in case.

Sensory examination.

(When the alarm doesn’t work so gotta study but stressed on a time crunch but not TOO stressed because then you won’t register anything)

…where are you? your head hurts. you move to sit up, but you’re brought to a jerking halt by cold metal restraints trapping your torso and wrists. your disorientation fades fast, and panic creeps into its place.

“don’t bother,” I tell you, my tone clinical and detached. “unless you can bend steel, you’re not going anywhere.”

you freak out, having not noticed my presence. I’m looming over you in a white coat. you ask me what’s going on, looking around… you realize this must be some kind of lab. who am I? what’s happening?

I sigh, and then I say your name. no, not the one you’ve been using lately– the one you chose for yourself, and then left behind.

“you haven’t taken your hormones in months, kid. why is that?” I ask.

what? how do I know that? and why on earth is it my business? nevertheless, you explain that you changed your mind– you weren’t trans after all.

I frown. “you’re telling me you gave up? no, no. that’s not gonna work. there’s too much riding on this.”

what?

“listen, it’s nothing personal. I’m just doing my job,” I shrug. “but hey, now you don’t have to deal with the burden of guilt. think of this as a do-over. just… get it right this time, or you’ll end up back in here.”

I walk over to a nearby desk and retrieve a needle. your eyes widen, and you flail about to the best of your ability. for the first time since you got here, my expression changes: I’m smiling.

“you’re cute…” I mumble. “you kinda make me wanna hurt you. but don’t give me an excuse to do that, ok? just be good, and you’ll be fine. go back to the dosage you were on before, and I promise you’ll never see me again.” I lean in closer. “and stop using your deadname. it doesn’t suit you at all.”

i can barely talk back as you’ve got your hand deep inside my mouth, inspecting me, judging me, being so fucking intrusive with me. i’m so vulnerable. i’m so overstimulated, your scary tools, the lights, the noises. im worried what you think of me and what you’ll say. what if you say something that makes me embarrassed or you make me nervous. i’ll squirm even more, even when you tell me to hold still and be a good patient for you. i want you to see how much i can take, i want you to be amazed at my pain tolerance, so amazed you feel obligated to tell me and that gets you wet too. i love being praised and told im doing a good job for you. your gentle hands gloved in latex feel so good exploring my mouth and degrading me. your hand controls my jaw and moves it more forcefully and opens me up wider if im not obeying or not doing it perfect enough for you. your strict, stern voice orders me to relax for you as i tense up and to stay nice and open while you’re doing your work. you tell me that it’s important that you stay focused so i shouldn’t provide you with any distractions, like me moaning too loudly as i touch myself. or move too much when my i’m rubbing my wet, throbbing clit. it’s gotten so big for you, i’m so enlarged and so desperate to be fucked. i should be obedient, respectful, and make sure to thank you for taking such good care of me and thank you for working so hard on me. thank you for focusing all of your attention on me. you’re so precise, you pay close attention to detail, you look into me so intently to make sure you don’t miss a thing. “let’s take a look, “open wider”, “close your eyes for this part”, you bark these orders at me and i have to comply, i have no other choice. i am at your disposal, all yours. you’re so good at your job. i’ll show you how much i appreciate your services.

“cameron, i’m going to have to hold you down or restrain you if you don’t lay still for me”.

you are opening me up, degrading me, telling me i should be doing a better job. your hands are so steady as you poke and prod me. you tell me you can help me and i trust you. you have this caring yet stern look in your eyes it’s driving me insane. you have all this work to do, you tell me. i think it’s because you want to keep violating me and you wanna keep seeing me get so turned on for you. you tell me we’ll have to schedule plenty more appointments together. i fantasize about you altering me permanently just to put me back together. all fixed up and even better than before.

i am trusting you so much with me. the way you grab my jaw and stare into me makes me feel dizzy. you show me your tools and tell me what you’re gonna do to me and you don’t ask if i’m okay with it. you show me the needle your gonna stick into my gums to scare me and get me to be obedient. i wanna be your favorite patient. the one you get all excited to see. to work on.

i wanna bite down on your fingers. i keep going to grab your belt to undo your pants because i can’t seem to control myself at this point. i want you to feel good too. when i make an attempt to touch you, you forcibly grab my neck just to lean me back further, you tell me you are going to check my gag reflex and i love the feeling of your latex gloves going down my throat. i choke on your fingers as you throat fuck me briefly and you know my pussy is soaked at this point. i’m just your little test subject, your little tortured experiment. you congratulate me for being so good for you as you perform your tests and diagnose me. you’re trying to fix me up and you care so much. i need you to search my mouth and tell me if there’s anything wrong, i trust that you’ll fix me.

i’m so nervous and you keep telling me to calm down and relax. you tell me you’ll try to be gentle but things might hurt. but you reassure me that i’m strong and have a high pain tolerance. i feel humiliated as you degrade me and im just laying there feeling so pathetic for you. i’ve soaked through my pants now and can’t help but jack off during the oral exam.

your gloved fingers in my mouth feel so good. your tools look so scary and you use them on me, instilling fear within me. my eyes roll back in my head when you tell me about all the work i need done, all the appointments i have to schedule with you because you’re gonna fix me up and make me perfect. you wanna keep getting me off, you care so much about making me feel so good.

you tell me the needle will only cause a little pinch. you’re rough with me and you stretch my cheek out so wide i know i’m gonna be sore later. i know i will think about those strong roaming hands in my mouth for days after the appointment. i’ll think about them when im touching myself, eagerly waiting for our next appointment together.

there’s something about you holding my mouth open forcibly, i can’t do shit about it but let you manipulate me, the feeling of your gloved fingers and the cool metal inside my mouth make me throb uncontrollably. i can feel my dick growing bigger for you. you’re so intrusive.

i’m afraid if i move or get up, you’ll be able to see how wet i got your chair. i’m probably going to leave a whole wet spot and then have to explain myself to you, my cheeks will get so red, how embarrassing.

you notice pretty early on how good your intrusiveness is making me feel. you’re so in control. you put ur tit in my mouth and tell me to suck it. you then slowly tease my mouth w the dick and then work up to shoving it down my throat, watching me gag on it and tear up.

you finally free my mouth when you’ve decided you are done with your inspection and then tell me how hard you’re gonna fuck me. you’re gonna be rough with me just like how you were with my mouth. you’re planning on filling all of my holes whether i like it or not. you’re gonna ram your fingers into me and feel how tightly i squeeze around you. you’ll barely fit. my pussy will keep trying to push you out. you then flip me over, “get on your knees NOW”, you are fucking me so hard with your dick now, so hard and so fast inside me.