Emotions can complicate life. At one point Alec knew how to handle them but, the instant he and his family all turned; They threw those emotions away. Vampires can show emotion, but itâs a falsehood that can be the case. His brothers do a great job of masking their emotions. Alec, he tries, but is told his expressions come up too often. That is not how a vampire likes. What does it mean to be a vampire? Is it to be an emotionless monster and think only about yourself? His family seems to have the idea down, but not Alec. This life is a little too complicated. When confessing to wanting a slave, it was really about saving a life instead of having a blood slave. His family has an endless supply of it, so why the slave? They did not clear it with Alec, so he followed along with his fatherâs orders. They could sit in that tub all night if they wanted to talk about emotions but, it felt as though they would get nowhere. Instead, they should clear the air of what both want and be forward with one another.
If only his heart could beat once more. It would give meaning to the word love if it were alive. A dead vampire is what they call themselves. Not among the living. But with Lorenzo, that feeling isnât there. The dead feeling. Since Lorenzo came into Alecâs possession, it feels his heart is beating for the human, but he knows itâs an illusion. Kissing the human brought some familiar feeling. Good ones. Lost in the feeling of kissing the human, there was no need to breathe, but keeping in mind the human does. Letting the kiss last a while longer, the vampire pulls away. âYouâll have to excuse me. These emotions may take a while to manifest. I get humans are resilient beings. I should know. My family and I⌠Used to be humans. Shockingly. I will soon explain their history.â Time will have to be on their side to explain what happened. âAs for your⌠Self pleasure. I believe what you are referring to. Iâm sure I would appreciate the real deal more than some synthetic tool.â A gentle smile gently pulled at his lips.
âI know for certain; Whatever you are feeling towards me, the deeds you want to do, the feelings are mutual.â How do you handle sinful thoughts? It may seem you canât. Allow them to play themselves out. Thoughts came about, this is slave, he should do whatever he wants to him, and this is a human being who needs consent on what is a go and what is not. A hand coming to the maleâs cheek, the feeling is soft, a pinkish color of the cheek, memorised by the humanâs face. If it werenât for the enslaved life, maybe his face would be softer. Heâll have to revive the color back into Lorenzoâs face. The face features drew Alec to the human but of course, seeing the human naked on that fateful day, the athletic build, the hung cock, more or else attracted Alec. All he knew; was wanting this one human.Â
Foreheads touching. Eyes staring into the dark brown eyes, unable to help himself from admiring the wonders of the humanâs eyes. A hand came to Lorenzoâs nipple, gently playing with it with his fingers. âIâm not too sure if this is the spot to⌠Enjoy one another but, we can start gentle. Or we can take it in the bedroom and we can⌠Seal this companionship.â In honesty, Alec has a few thoughts in mind of what may happen now that consent is there. Is it a bad time to think of such dirty thoughts? Maybe? Now that they agreed and talked about emotions, maybe this is what will seal the deal or itâs just the vampire overthinking and is letting the other head think for itself. âI can make a promise⌠That I will do my best to open up to you more and have a better understand of what you want from the both of us, even though I have an idea of what that may be. Youâre not asking too much. You want to feel. You want⌠Love? Maybe something less or something more, but I am getting the idea of what a human is askinâ for. I will⌠Do my best to give it to you.â
Thereâs an amused chuckle that falls form Lorenzoâs lips, his eyes fluttering between Alecâs lips as he speaks and the vampireâs eyes as if trying to pay attention to both and failing horrible. âIâm used to men being slow on the uptake, so itâs not like youâre the first that I have to patiently wait for your head to catch up with you feelings.â He teased the other, grinning as he did. âThereâs a part of me that does love watching it sink in though. Itâs a sadistic part.â Enzo shrugs as he nods the notion that Alec was a human at one point; that knowledge having crossed his mind at one point. âThereâs no rush to delve in too deep any time soon; we can just hide in this bubble for now, the rest will fall in place if you just let it.â He assures the vampire who acted like this was the first relationship heâd ever attempted and it begged the question if Lorenzo was dealing with a virgin or not; not that heâd voice that opinion. âI mean thereâs many things plastic can do wonderfully; replace the real thing in this case... is not one of those things.â A truth known to anyone who dabbled with either in their life; it just wasnât the same.
âSay that again.â Lorenzo asks softly, wanting to hear Alec say that the feelings were mutual again; that the reserved lust they felt wasnât a crazy and misguided thing he was harboring for someone he shouldnât. It wasnât often that Enzo truly had to think about how he felt about a person; usually he was pretty good at deciphering his feelings about a person within a short period of knowing them and was able to determined whether or not theyâd be able to make a lasting friendship. Alec had been the outlier, starting with a seething hate that gradually transformed into a deep attraction because he was a good person at his core; no matter how hard he hide it. He hide it well too. Unlucky for the vampire though, Lorenzo was adept at reading people and knew how to draw a personâs true self out whether they wanted to show it or not; his whole life revolved around that talent before the world fell.
âMmm, Iâm not going to confirm or deny. Nope, you gotta figure it out for yourself Alec.â Enzo mused as his brows shot up. âItâs more fun that way anyways.â He points out as he chuckles, looking back to the open door that lead to the bedroom. âI doubt weâre going to actually clean up any right now and if we were to do so... weâd have to again when were finished; so it seems counterproductive to stay in here from a logical standpoint.â The human spoke at length to essentially tell the other to drag them into the bedroom; making Alec wait for the confirmation that he was ready to take the next step.Â
âDo yourself a favor and maybe donât think to hard about it. Let your body lead you and my body lead you; the rest will catch up in due time I promise.â Lorenzo chuckles softly as he moves in the water to straddle Alec, thus giving an easy method and transport them both into the bedroom. âAll I want for you tonight is just you, whatever youâre able to give me. Thatâs more than enough. Itâs something Iâll cherish till the day I die.â A soft confession, but a truthful one; one that has his heart beating quicker than a confession like this had before.Â