ToxiclillyX

So I had this friend who has been looking for his ideal girlfriend as his last one (which was my old friend) then when it ended badly I ended not being his friend for a while or the girl he ended up dating. So he's been single for a while and now he is seeing (basically it's not official yet and he sees potential in her) one of my friends again. It's like he has not understood the problem that happened last time. So now I'm afraid it going to happen again. What do i do. Plus the girl he is trying to see is prone to sleeping with other people. So do I sit and watch or do I speak up?

So, you are college, dealing with your own shit and then BOOM people decide now is the day to tell you everything they have been through. Yeah that's nice that the rollie I rolled for you NICELY was too fucking tight for you, or the fact that you are talking about how you need to loose further weight to someone who once had an eating disorder as you are too fat that you want to loose weight because obviously 7 and 1/2 stone is fat well I'm fucking 11 stone doesn't that make me fucking huge, I already deal with the fact that I have critical bullying voices and you now want to say how fucking 7 and a 1/2 stone is fat. Well fucking thanks for making the day I was already struggling with worse you ungrateful bitch, I hope that you have a lovely life ruining someone else's as you have already succeeded in fucking up mine

1. The Christmas shopping- what is this? Why are you fighting over fucking candles? 2. Santa Claus? Sounds abit like Santa should have claws right? Disappointed much? 3. Christmas Day- you have to spend time with family that has been a bitch to you all year and now this one day they want to smile and be friendly to you. 4. Christmas music- why does it all have to be so cheerful can there at least be one realistic song? Or is that not Christmassy enough for you! 5. The phrase "Get into the Christmas spirit"- fuck you, i think I'm being fine, give me a break. And finally... 6. Counting down to Christmas in fucking January- I get it that you are excited but please stop! Christmas is just one day! You might as well count down halloween as well and any other fucking holiday!

People may say they don’t want to get hurt from love. But you need to be fucking aware that your fucking actions matter too okay! You make everyone else look like sin but in reality you make the devil look better than you! At least he is persistent with his unrightfully acts but you ruin everything you hurt. Once you get what you want, you throw it away like it was nothing to you. Then wonder why you have no real friends as they see through your painted face of a saint you self righteous cunt! I met you when I was getting over so much shit, you get what you want and leave like I meant nothing to you! Well I hate to break it to you dear but you may cry and mope about it, but you will never understand what true happiness is when your head is highly shoved up your arse!!

I try so hard to make sure you are okay when in reality you just use me to get what you want. Then as soon as I'm hurting you vanish. Imma stay calm but I can't keep doing this. Guess if I were to give it time you would see what I'm going through and might give me a hug but who can tell. Obviously I can't!