Have you ever felt like your world was crashing down right before your eyes? That’s exactly how I felt the day my girlfriend of 2 years decided she wanted to end the relationship. I met Arianna in Wal-Mart, I thought she was the most beautiful girl in Charlottesville, VA. I quickly stepped to her before my best friend Antwon could, my weak ass game worked and we went on a date 2 days later. We hit it off good for 2 years, until she started hanging around with her high-end girlfriends. She came to me one day and said she didn’t want me no more because I was beneath her standards as a man. To say I was hurt was absolutely no lie at all, but good thing I had my homie to help me get thru it.
“Nigga hurry the hell up, we gotta get going bruh.” Antwon and I had been friends since the 3rd grade and we were inseparable.
“I’m coming dude damn” I was doing my usual, spend all day in the mirror routine when I was getting dressed. We were about to head to this club his girl Tracy had invited us to. I finally finished up and walked out my room.
“You worse than a woman, always in the damn mirror”
“Unlike you, I spend my time making sure everything is in place when going somewhere. I can’t half step going to a place we know nothing about.” We both laughed as we walked out the door. After locking up my apartment we headed to his car. “How well do you know this chick Twon?”
“We been chillin for about a month now, why you ask?”
“Because you got me doing shit I don’t normally do, like going to places I don’t know where or what it’s about.” We stepped in the car and closed the doors.
“You see that’s your problem, you got to try new things at times man. It may be some fine ass bitches in there.”
“Yea or it may be a set up for some shit you ain’t ready for too nigga”
“You know I stay ready for whatever comes my way, I stay strapped nigga.” We both laughed and pulled out the parking lot. We drove a little over an hour to Richmond, we arrived at this club called Barcode. It seemed to be an ok spot from the crowd outside but the neon lights threw me off a bit. Antwon text his girl to see where she was, she then replied to say she was at the bar. We got out the car and headed towards the line with the crowd. We spend most of our time in the line talking shit to one another that we never paid attention to the kind of people that was in the line with us. I had a strange feeling about the place once we were inside the club. We got to the bar, I noticed the bartender was shirtless. We found some seats next to Tracy and sat down. I order us some drinks and waited for them to come. I then looked over and noticed Tracy at 2 gay dudes sitting next to her, I guess they were friends of hers. Our drinks came and I place Twon drink in front of him. He turned to face me and I noticed he had a strange look on his face.
“Nigga, we at a gay bar” Wait did he just say what I thought he said? A gay bar? Now it all makes sense, the music, the atmosphere, the people, and shirtless bartender. Although I was never homophobic I just didn’t get why he would bring me to a gay club.
“Dude what the fuck, you knew what the hell this place was from the start, don’t try to act like you aint know where we were.”
“Ok maybe I did but I promise you that you are good nobody is going to fuck with you Zay.” He said smiling at me.
“I’m not worried about that I’m secure with my shit but what the fuck is up with this chick bruh?”
“She got good pussy.” He laughed but I didn’t. “Let’s just chill for a min and then we can bounce.” I reluctantly agreed, to say it was a gay club it did have some fine ass chicks in here. The vibe was pretty cool as well, I stared to get a little comfortable until I got hit on by this fem dude at the bar. I quickly shut him down by telling him I’m not gay nor was I into men at all. He backed off and went about his way.
“Yo Twon I can’t do this no more bruh. I’m going to the bathroom and when I get back I’m leaving with or without yo ass”
“Damn Zay chill bruh please for me.”
“I stayed here this long because of you now I’m ready to go……………” I stood up from my seat and looked at him. “I’m serious Antwon when I get back I’m ready to go” I walked off to go to the bathroom and was immediately caught off guard by 2 dudes hugging and kissing in the hallway. I move passed them very quick and went into the bathroom. I stepped in the bathroom and couldn’t believe what I saw next. They had two dudes standing in the stall and one had his pants down while the other was sucking his dick. The other people in the bathroom seemed to not care about what was going on. The way how the bathroom was set up is how I seen what they were doing. They only had 2 urinals and 2 stalls, both urinals were occupied so I decided to wait for one. I was not about to go to the stall past the dudes in the first one. I waited for a while until one was finally free, I went in to pee and walked to the sink to wash my hands. What happened next was downright disgusting, I heard moaning coming from behind me where the stalls were. As much as I didn’t want to look I found myself looking up in the mirror anyway. The 2 dudes were fucking in the stall and I couldn’t stop looking at them. For some unknown reason my dick was starting to get hard and I couldn’t figure out why. I’ve never been curious in the least bit a day in my life so why was my dick getting hard seeing 2 dudes fuck. I finished washing my hands and hurried out the bathroom back to the bar to get Twon and get the hell out this place. “Yo I gotta go like now man.”
“Ok Zay bruh lets go.” I can tell he was upset and so was Tracy, but I didn’t give a fuck. He leaned over and whispered something in her ear and turned around to me. He looked like he wanted to kill me for fucking up his night, we walked out the door headed to his car. “Man, I can really kick your ass bruh.”
“Yea right, you know damn well you can’t whoop me I would snap yo lil ass in half…………… let’s go” We got in the car and pulled off. As we drove back to my apartment I still was trying to figure out why my dick got hard seeing those dudes. I can still see the images in my head and every time I do my dick would begin to grow hard. I had to keep my cool about that part but I planned on telling him why I was in such a hurry to get out that club.
“Zay why you do me that in front my girl? That was real fucked up man” He sounded so hurt so I guess I had to tell him now what the problem was.
“Bruh I was going to come back and chill but I seen some shit I wasn’t supposed to see……………. So, I’m sorry I fucked up your date tonight.”
“You wouldn’t believe me if I told you………………… It was some nasty shit bruh.”
“Ok when I was on my way to the bathroom it was these 2 dudes all hugged up and kissing in the hallway.”
“That’s not to nasty I mean we were in a gay club…………….”
“I bet but, that’s not the only shit that was too weird for me…………… I walked in the bathroom and saw this dude sucking the shit this other dude dick. I pee’d and walked to the sink to wash my hands after waiting for a urinal. While washing my hands, I heard some strange shit so I looked in the mirror and Bruh the dudes started fucking in the bathroom out in the open man. I got the hell out there so fucking quick.” Of course, I wasn’t going to tell him I watched them for a lil while and my dick got hard, now I was beginning to question my own sexuality, that would be stupid.
“Damn now I see why you was ready to go.”
“Hell yeah, that was the most awkward and weirdest shit I ever seen in my life.”
“I can’t believe you were watching dudes fuck in the bathroom” He laughed but I didn’t find it very funny. “My bad bruh, I didn’t know you were exposed to while you were in there. I see why you were pissed and ready to go.”
“I wasn’t pissed, I was creeped out by it.”
“I feel ya but check it, I may crash at yo place tonight in case Tracy call when she leaves. She doesn’t live to far from you so it won’t be a long drive from my spot.”
“That’s cool, I got you bruh.” We drove the remaining of the way in silence back to my apartment. I kept seeing the image of them dudes in my head, I tried to keep my cool and not let Twon notice it was fucking with my head. We got back to my place, we hopped out the car and headed for my apartment. “I have some left overs in the fridge if you get hungry.”
“Cool, cause you know a nigga get hungry as hell after drinking.”
“Yea and don’t drink all my sodas up this time either.” he laughed
“Nigga I bought them sodas.”
“Yea to replace the ones yo thirsty ass drunk up the last time you were over here.”
“Fuck you Zay” We laughed as we walked into my apartment. I locked the door once we were in and went to my room. I got out some clothes to put on after my shower and sat down on my bed. I was still thinking about the dudes fucking in the club, I was now beginning to get curious for the first time in my life. I pulled out my laptop to do some research on sex between men. I looked up different positions and techniques from sucking dick to ass eating and everything in between. I learned the ones that take dick or bottoms use this stuff called fleet to clean themselves out before having sex. I spend nearly an hour looking at different things and videos, now my curiosity was getting the best of me. Even though I wasn’t into dudes I was now curious to give it a try. I went on some different sites to look at them but I ended up making a profile on this one called A4A. I didn’t use any face pics just nude and body pics. I almost instantly got hit up by different dudes, I sifted thru the different dudes but I didn’t find any that were interesting enough for my first time doing this. I gave up and decided to just experiment on myself. I grabbed my keys and wallet to head to the store to get the items I needed for my experiment. I also had to go to the adult store to get a dildo (the smallest one I can find). I told Antwon I was going to the store to pick up a few things and I would be right back. I was glad when he didn’t want to tag along, I rushed out the door and to my car. I made it to the CVS on the corner and then across town to the adult store. I got the things I wanted and headed back to my place to begin my experiment. When I got back home I rushed inside after locking up my car. I close the door and was headed to my room when Twon stopped me.
“That didn’t take you long, you get what you needed?”
“Yea I did. You still here I thought Tracy was going to call you.”
“I guess she still at the club.”
“Ok well I’m going shower and get ready for bed, lock up if you leave nigga.”
“Aight, yo let me use your laptop real quick.”
“It’s on my bed and don’t be downloading porn on this one either.”
“Nigga I’m not I wanna check something out.”
“Don’t beat yo meat on it either motherfucker.” I laughed
“Nah that’s you going to beat yo meat, I’m getting some sweet and tight ass pussy tonight.” We both laughed, and I walked in the bathroom with the bags from the stores. After using the fleet stuff (which was rough as hell) like they said in the articles I read, I hopped in the shower. I put on my clothes and headed out the bathroom to begin my little experiment with the dildo. When I stepped out Twon was still on my bed using my laptop.
“Damn nigga you still aint done yet?”
“Umm nah but, Xavier we boys, right?”
“Of course, we been boys for years why you ask?”
“You not going to lie to me either right?”
“Nah we always honest with each other you know that, what’s going on?”
“When I opened your internet browser I saw this…………….” He turned the computer around to me. Damn I couldn’t believe I forgot to clear out my browser history before I gave him the laptop. “Care to explain what’s this about?” I was still in shock so I decide to try and lie my way out of it.
“I wasn’t looking at that stuff, my cousin probably was. He came over here a few days ago.” I tried not to sound nervous but I can tell he wasn’t buying it.
“Ok so explain why you have a profile on A4a then.” He turned the computer back to me to show me my profile. I was busted and there is no way I could deny it but I didn’t have a face pic up there so how he knew it was me? Plus, why the hell was he on there?
“That’s not me and what the fuck you doing on there?”
“I thought we wasn’t going to lie to each other Zay. I know it’s you because of the tattoo on your chest and I know your body shape we get shirtless around each other all the time.”
“You first, you were just pissed off earlier about being in a gay bar and seeing dudes fuck in front of you and now I find this stuff on your computer”
“Ok yes, I was pissed off that yo punk ass took me to a fucking gay club for one. For two, yes, I was pissed off at seeing dudes fuck in front of me but what I can’t explain is why my dick got hard after seeing them. My curiosity got the best of me, so I did some research on the whole gay sex thing. I made a profile on A4A because I fucking wanted to, there you wanted the truth then there you have it now why are you on there?”
“Ok the thing is this, I knew where we were going. If I would have told you then you wouldn’t have gone but I wanted to party with you because it’s New Year’s Eve, so I pretended like I didn’t know. Tracy is not my girlfriend she is just a cool friend of mine, in fact she is a lesbian. I met her a few months ago, and we clicked with each other. She has a friend that I’ve been fucking the last month.”
“Hold up let me finish……………. The friend is one of the two dudes she was sitting by at the bar. I been had a profile on A4A for the longest, don’t get it twisted I still love women but I do fuck dudes from time to time.” I stood there in shock from what he had just said to me. I couldn’t believe the dude I was friends with since 3rd grade had a secret live and had been having sex with dudes.
“Damn…………. so, you have been fucking dudes this whole time and you kept that from me, like really Antwon really.”
“How was I supposed to tell my best friend that I love getting fucked and fucking dudes huh?”
“Motherfucker this Xavier Jackson you talking to not some random nigga out in the streets. We been friends most of our lives so why would you keep that from me. You know damn well I’m not homophobic, I just don’t get the lifestyle that’s all. You could have told me bruh.”
“Yea right, you probably would have put my shit out there for the whole world to know.”
“You honestly believe I would do so fucked up shit like that?”
“Then apparently, you don’t see the value in our friendship and if that’s the case you can leave my room and find your way to the couch.”
“Oh, it’s like that Xavier?”
“Aight then I’m out…………” He stood up to leave and I got in my bed. “After all these years we’ve been cool we never did this to each other and now I tell you some shit on how I feel and you kick me to the curb like wow dude.”
“I didn’t kick you out the apartment just out my room. Even though you can’t see the value in our friendship, I can, and I would never put you out on the streets this time of night…………. Buddy.”
“Alright, goodnight Xavier.”
“Goodnight…………. Asshole.” I started laughing and he turned around to face me.
“What the hell you just called me?”
“Asshole………. Do something about it motherfucker.” He jumped on top of me while I was laying down. We begin to wrestle like we were teenagers all over again. I grabbed him and flipped him on his back but I stopped when I noticed his dick got hard. “Umm why yo dick hard sir?” He looked away without responding to me. “look at me Antwon!” He slowly turned his head to me. I got on top of him and pressed my lips on his.
“Wow what was that?” I didn’t respond to him just kissed him again. I rubbed my hands all over his body and finally made my way down to his dick. His dick was big and standing at full attention.
“Someone is excited huh?” I continued to play with his dick. I slid off him and began to pull his shorts and boxers down. I watched videos on how to suck dick so here is my chance to practice on a real dick instead of the dildo I bought. I went down to where is dick was and begin to lick on it.
“Have you sucked dick before Zay?”
“No, but I watched some videos and I have a basic idea of how to do it.”
“It’s like sucking on a long popsicle, just don’t bite it.”
“Ok” I grabbed his dick with my hand and opened my mouth wide. I put his dick in my mouth and wrapped my lips around it. I began a slow rhythm sucking his dick being careful not to let my teeth hit it. He began to moan, I closed my eyes and pictured what they were doing in the vids I watched. I must have been doing a good job because his moans got louder.
“Damn Zay……… suck that dick baby Fuck!” I started sucking more and more of his dick. His moans were turning me on even more now. I was just getting into it good before he stopped me. “Take off your clothes” I stood up out the bed and got undressed as he did the same. Once we were done we climbed back on the bed, I was about to suck his dick some more. “Wait did you use the fleet stuff you read about?”
“Yea I did before I got in the shower.”
“Ok turn that ass around to me while you suck my dick” I put my ass in his face as I took his dick in my mouth again. I was caught by surprise when he stuck his face inside my crack, I jumped a little. I relaxed again when I felt his warm tongue on my asshole. He was damn good at what he was doing because I never felt anything like I was feeling in my life. “Damn that ass tight as fuck………..” he ate me out some more “you going to let me take your virgin ass baby?” He asked in between licks and kisses to my asshole.
“Yes, but you gotta take it easy on me and let me fuck you too.”
“I got you baby I promise I got you.” He went back to eating my ass out getting it nice and wet. He maneuvered from under me and flipped me on my stomach. He spread my ass cheeks and went back to eating me this time more aggressively. He stopped after about 5 minutes and started sucking my dick. The way he was sucking my dick had me in another world, his warm mouth bobbing up and down making me squirm. “Hold I have to get some condoms and lube out my car don’t move.”
“What no I have some condoms in the top drawer and some lube in the CVS bag on the floor.” He climbed out of bed and grabbed the condoms and lube, he climbed back up and started sucking me again while I ate his ass for the first time. “Damn this dick taste good as fuck Zay.”
“Nigga this ass tastes good bruh Fuck!” He continued to get me wet while sucking me, he then placed his finger by my hole causing me to tense up.
“Relax Zay I promised I got you.” I relaxed as he began to slide his finger in my hole. I thought it was going to hurt but to my surprise it felt good. He opened the condom and rolled it on his dick with his free hand. He pulled his finger out of me and opened the lube bottle. He poured some all over his dick and put a lot of down my ass and around my hole. He fingered me again opening my hole for his huge dick. “You sure you want to do this Zay?”
“Yes, I do…………. I really do baby.” he fingered me some more and pulled it out. He then slapped my hole a few times with his hard dick and attempted to slide it in. “Ahhhh Fuck!” that shit hurt but I wasn’t going to punk out. The pain went away and he tried again, this he was able to get the head in. It hurt for a while then stopped, “Ohhhh fuck nigga” I let out when he pushed more in me. I tried to position myself at a different angle but went too far back on his dick. It hurt like hell but I just stayed in that position and let the pain subside. After 15 minutes, there was no more pain because my hole had opened up more and more to his dick. He began to slow stroke me and it felt amazing.
“Damn, that ass gripping the shit out my dick baby”
“Hell yeah………… ahhhhh fuck I love this ass boy.” He smacked my cheeks while stroking me.
“Act like you love it then nigga”
“I do love it baby, but I don’t wanna hurt you I promised I wouldn’t.”
“It don’t hurt it feels wonderful…………. fuck that ass daddy.” He began to pick up speed and go deeper in me “Ohhhh Fuck Yeah” the deeper he went the more I got into it. He pulled out of me after a while of fucking me and flipped me on my back. He lifted my legs and reentered me slowly, he looked into my eyes and saw how much pleasure he was giving me. He picked up speed again after kissing me, I closed my eyes as he began to take me into a place I never thought I could be in. He was fucking the hell out of me and I was moaning so loud I’m sure the neighbors heard me but I didn’t give a fuck. “Fuck me daddy fuck this ass …………. make that shit yours nigga”
“Yes daddy, get that shit” He started pounding my ass so hard I’m sure he was going to bed my bed.
“You daddy fuck…………… you “
“Louder” he pounded me deeper and harder
“Antwon! Ohhhh fuck Antwon!” He was really giving it to me. While he was fucking me I felt a warm sensation come over me and I felt a huge orgasm coming. He was fucking me nonstop and I couldn’t even tell him I was about to come. Once he went deep in me that’s when I lost it and busted a big nut all over my abs and chest as well as his. He looked down and seen I had nutted all over us. He kept pounding me as hard as he could and his moans got louder and louder so I knew he was about to bust.
“Ahhhhh fuck bae I’m bout to bust nigga……………. Fuck!” I felt as he filled the condom with his seed inside me. He collapsed on me and I kissed his forehead and rubbed his back.
“Look at the mess we made” We started laughing “you fucked the shit out me dude”
“Sorry I got caught up………. That ass was so fucking good.”
“That dick you have is no joke, you made me come without touching my dick.”
“I’ve never made anyone do that before……… that shit blew my mind bruh like for real.”
“Damn………… ok let’s go take a shower and get cleaned up” He slowly pulled his dick out me and got out of bed. I got out of bed and looked down at his now semi-hard dick. He still had the condom on and it was full of nut. “That’s a lot of nut, you must haven’t bust in a long as time”
“Yea about a week ago,” He looked down at his chest. “You came a lot too when was the last time you busted?”
“Not since the before me and Arianna broke up”
“Damn no wonder why it’s a lot” We walked in the bathroom and I pulled the condom off his dick and tossed it in the trash. “Your ass was creaming all over my dick bae.”
“Really? Wow that’s crazy” I turned on the shower and waited for the water to heat up.
“It’s not too crazy though………. so how do you feel?”
“I feel good, like really good I’m glad we did this” We got in the shower together “I see why some gay dudes like dick so much.”
“I went into another zone when you were fucking me and as much as I wanted to fuck you I couldn’t make you stop……. That shit was amazing.” We both smiled and started wiping each other with my body wash. When we finish, we dried each other off and made our way back to my bed and got under the covers still naked. He held me so tight and I loved every second of it.
“Where do we go from here Zay?” He said breaking the silence between us.
“I say we take it one day at a time, all this is still new to me, so I don’t know.”
“I think one day at a time is good plus we still boys so it’s all good.”
“Right and now we can have some bomb ass sex every now and then when we get the urge to do it.”
“Right, I can’t wait for you to let me feel that big ass dick in my guts too since I had the honor of popping your cherry. How you feel about that?”
“Shit I would love to but as of now let’s get some well-deserved sleep after that sex we just had.” We both laughed and he kissed my neck as we laid down with each other. We both fell asleep, he was still holding me which reminded me of this very strange but awesome night we shared.
“Oh, by the way Happy New Year Zay.”
“Happy New year Twon.” I said before cuddling next to him with a smile on my face.
(Pictures used does not reflect on the actual characters just used as visuals for stories.)
