Writers block? Yeah I know him!

Initial thoughts: WAY better than Rise of Red, but it was still kinda mid. The songs were really good this time though. Even the ones I didn’t like as much were decent. Maddox’s song was my favorite, but Luis and Red’s was SO good. It’s been a long time since Disney had a decent love song like that.

Characters: The Smees, Robbie, and Felix were all completely unnecessary. They should’ve been cut all together. Felix and Hazel being Facilliar’s son and Hook’s daughter is just dumb. Firstly, this the FOURTH child of Hook that has been created (Harriet and CJ are the name’s of the other two. Harriet appears in Descendants: Wicked World, an animated show which released before the second movie. And CJ is exclusive to the books). Secondly, giving other characters a chance to have children would be so cool. Like Judge Frollo or Prince John. (Could’ve cut the Smee’s and Felix, swapped Hazel with the son of Prince John, and made Robbie relevant).

Max is hot, also I think he was well written. I’m like 75% sure that Maddox was said to be the Mad Hatter’s kid in Rise of Red though, but I could be misremembering.

Third-wheeled my moots @latergator09711 and @sleepdeprivedact0r, this is everything I bought (minus a few snacks that I ate) + creepy man story time!

But he’s my only friend in the cast, and he when he goes to talk to his other friends, I’m left scrolling through Instagram.

I hate Instagram.

I hate sitting here at the cast party wishing I’d brought a book. I hate being alone when I’m surrounded by people.

There’s another girl in theater with the same name as me. It’s not a common name. I’ve only met two others with it. Everyone time someone says my name, I perk up. They’re always referring to her. Most of them don’t even know my name. I’m always shocked when someone does. I’ve been here twice as long her, but people know her twice as well.

It’s funny, really. My whole life I’ve been told to tone myself down, that I’m too loud, too obnoxious. I don’t usually listen, and yet I’m still stuck telling the same joke five times because no one heard me the first four. 

I follow my friend around a lot because if I can’t talk to him, I don’t have anyone to talk too. He hates when I follow him. I think he thinks I’m too clingy. I don’t know for sure.

My friend almost left without saying goodbye. He walked right by me, I had to chase him down and only got to hug him from behind. I wanted a real hug. He gives good ones, but he always pulls away too quickly. He always had other people to hug. And he didn’t even think to say goodbye to me.

My best friend. 

Though I know I’m not his.

When you’re alone at a party you’re practically invisible. People love asking me if I’m okay when I actually am. No one asks when I’m stuck scrolling Instagram at a party. No one asks when I want them too.