I tried watching that new show The Pitt. I've heard great things about it and the gif clips I've seen seem really good. Before medical school, I LOVED medical procedural shows. They were my favorite thing to watch. ER. Grey's Anatomy. Scrubs. Private Practice. Loved them all.
Once I started medical school though...I didn't have as much time to watch things and I stopped gravitating towards those shows when I did have time. In residency I couldn't watch them anymore because it felt like I was still at work (even if the shows were over the top and ridiculous, factually wrong, etc. to the point where the story wasn't really that much like work) and I needed to not be.
I thought maybe this show would be different and it was.
I made it 8 minutes before feeling like I was gonna have a panic attack and turn it off. The opening of the first episode is not super intense viewing either. It's basically character and background introduction and yet....had to turn it off.
So that's where I'm at now.
I haven't watched medical shows for a while either. I want to. But I generally don't. Maybe that'll change one day, I not sure.
Medical reality TV felt too much like work, and something like 24 hours in A&E is exactly the kind of stuff I DID see daily. It was far too much like being at work to actively enjoy.
Anyone else ever get flashbacks to traumatic situations from the past when watching medical scenes on TV? It makes me really feel for my medical friends with actual diagnosed PTSD because even having it happen rarely is a kick in the teeth.
It's hard to explain to non medics... but every horrible theoretical situation you see on TV is something many of us have personally been there to experience. We have memories of things just like this happening to ordinary people who deserved better. And that hurts, when we let ourselves sit down and think about it.
For me I struggled with The Bear for the same reason. The mix of interpersonal work stress was just Too Similar to working in some toxic medical department. I liked it but I found it so stressful to watch.
I haven't been able to watch or read This Is Gonna Hurt or Undoctored yet. At the time it came out, I was burning out in a toxic department and it hit just too close to home. My husband read it thought and I guess it helped him understand a bit more about what working in medicine is like.
Weirdly I find that shows that are about helping people but not actually about medicine (eg superhero shows, magical girls etc) have always felt more relatable. Maybe because you've got similar themes about trying to do your best as a fallible person, abd the toll it takes when you struggle at that, but without all the medical stuff that makes it feel too close to work.















