this too shall pass but the fuck was that for

i want to read a very specific fanfic and i’m so mad that i can’t (it’s sitting in my drafts) (unfinished)

so glad this post is resonating with people bc it’s still resonating with me as i am once again not working on said fanfics that i want to read

all texts are risky texts if you have sufficient fear in your heart

just because you havent seen me post about The Character in a while doesn't mean i'm any less insane about them in private

I am a trainwreck of a human being but id make a good cat

yoy all just hate me because I'm cold and distant and don't put effort into any relationships and off putting and frustrating to try to help or make plans with and I don't text and I don't call and I don't like doing much and I constantly make excuses for it all

do you ever start writing a comment on the internet and then think “oh what the fuck am i going on about” and delete it

I also enjoy writing an entire paragraph, thinking "you know, I don't actually need to be involved in this conversation," and deleting it

i think that other people have access to an Energy source that i don’t but that’s okay i’m happy for them i do wish that was me though