Alice doesn't bother looking for a good place to sit, in the dark. She just sinks down against the nearest tree, her arms straight down, knees high. For awhile, she sits with her head between them. Someone taught her to do that. Who was it? Who first found her alone and afraid and showed her how to breathe again?
She hears him. Hears the drip of blood on the cave floor before he even speaks. Could be hours later. Or no time at all. But even raising her head, she doesn't see him.
By then she's calm. Not okay, definitely not within a year of being okay. But more self-contained inside her protective composure. It's strangely effortless for her to note the insinuation of enchantment in his voice, consider it, and make the decision to allow it to take hold.
"You're messing around with warlock magic. Either you don't know it, or you're lying about it. Maybe you've lied to yourself so hard you can't pick apart the difference, but either way... the fact that you're doing it right now? To me?"
Her voice steels. "You want to know my fucking problem? That's it. I would have just told you."
Plop. Plop. More blood hitting dry leaves on the ground. There's nothing she can do about that. She can't use her magic for healing. She's tried.
"So you can stop telling yourself that the other students are all just jealous of your natural talent. No, shut up. You wanted me to talk. These are the signs of a pact, Nat. Like knows like."
As it's been said in a million lessons, in every theory of magic. Like knows like knows like.
For the first time since he emerged from the cave, Alice turns to look at him. For just a moment, her eyes reflect light like a cat's. Or a beetle's iridescent shell. Then the eerieness passes with a knot of her brow, and she's spreading her hands over her knees, opening them, trying to gesture toward understanding.
"When did this start? Do you remember a time before? Did you ever—encounter something, get offered something, and take it?"