Lustful Thoughts

He fucks the absolute shit out of me and I can’t seem to get enough. I’m laying here still wanting more..🥴

Having a baby is honestly the most exhausting things I think I’ve ever done.

It’s been along time. Hi. I’m not dead. I’m actually a mother.🩵

My boyfriend cheated on me.

When you come to realize they never thought you were attractive, you were never there type, just a placeholder.

I had a dream of my ex husband, it was strange. Like we were separated but still living together like nothing had happened. Still being lovey towards one another; or we’ll I was.

I kinda like this other guy😅

Apparently I’m the best sexual partner he has ever had🥵😮‍💨

We actually had a really good night last night, we laughed and played around like we were kids. It felt right. For the first time in alone time I felt inlove with him again.

I’m honestly so bored. My relationship is boring.

Our sex life is amazing but our time together is mostly boring.

I’m still positive from covid but I really want daddy to absolutely obliterate my kitty kat🤤.

On an up side, he has officially gotten off of only fans (as far as Ik) and so have I. He went a week without porn, i really really feel like we are on the right track to be healthy and god I absolutely adore him, there’s just always a small fear in the pit on my stomach of will he revert back.

In the month of April there were a total of 7 days that I did NOT have sex. 🥵

I know he is trying but he has an obsession with onlyfans, he said he is gonna stop.. I guess only time will tell.

I love what I have but I miss my ex husband… I miss the life we had created. I miss him.