thoughts bout 'em

rawr

I know heaven doesn't exist but for love like this, heaven HAS TO exist. I NEED them to be together after life if they couldn't in this one. if life isn't fair to them, afterlife SHOULD be. My heart aches and that's the only way i can cope, i cannot live knowing they won't have each other at the end of the road???? I'm beyond distraught.

doomed yuri this, doomed yaoi that, Alien Stage offers u doomed straight also they look so happy in the au i will sob

he was so relieved and happy to see viktor alive that he acted on impulse with no second thought, only to back off when he suddenly came back to his senses n realized that this was apparently not normal for them, that he probably overstepped with a "wait what am i doing" look but he also realized that he'd comfortably do it if the barrier of 'normalcy' was not in the picture, and i think this is where jayce starts actively unraveling the depths to which his feelings, so far only passively thriving, ran for viktor

if this isn't the reaction of a man who was just nuzzling his face into another man's neck and realized he did something gay, followed by a sudden wave of gay panic which turned him into a mind-blank stuttering mess - then what is it

i think that the one realization that ends allllllll jayvik canon or nah debates is that deciding to DIE with another person in your right mind, fully conscious, with full control, knowing well you'd get consumed into oblivion WAS love. nobody who's not deep in the ditch love with you would make that decision, AND hold u close as the doom falls just to be with you till the very end