"I have Passed through Fire"

“In case you ever foolishly forget: I am never not thinking of you.”

And it is really sad to think,

#2 - Mine Do…

“I feel so fucking unimportant to you”

“I feel like I am so far behind in life that I will never catch up. Everyone is doing so many things with their lives. I am just here. Frozen. I have been a ghost for years. I wonder if that is all I will ever be.”

“Others say they think of their loves, But I want to forget you. The more I try to forget, the more I think of you. Hoping to forget, I was thinking of you. When I try to forget, I was thinking of you. When I try to forget, you come to mind. When I think of you, you won’t be forgotten. Should I give up both thinking and forgetting? Should I leave forgetting and thinking to themselves? No, that won’t work either— What can I do when you inhabit thought after thought? If I really put my mind to forgetting There’s no reason why I can't— Yet that means only death or sleep, And I can do neither so long as there is you. Ah, rather than thoughts that won’t be forgotten It is the wanting to forget that hurts more.”