I've been thinking a lot about death, and the perception of life, memory, existence and self awareness... and by the day; at just the age of 30, am I becoming terrified.
And then I thought about something..
How do we know we are alive, just because we exist in consciousness?...since once we die, we wont know it...
As if, maybe though, were living our last memories in a slow tandem, yet our awareness and fear of death is the realisation that soon these memories end.. and maybe hopefully it's just one long loop...
Death Is not what I fear... it's the absense of consciousness that keeps me up at night..
But then, we 'die' every night, as we sleep . Where does our consciousness go?... the brain is active then...
Either way.... I can't be worrying like this.
