the worst & least helpful emotions

man i don't even know anymore. hand colored engravings of birds at work aren't enough but today without LE GRAND DUC 🦉 would be infinitely worse!

brain accompanying my attempts to do work at job with the bwom bwom timpani that follows roy orbison singing the title line in "you got it" but in a sarcastic way

burnt out depression + broken air circulation all week at work (+ temperatures exceeding 85 degrees f for days, moving researchers and movable collections all week and an alarm going off audible everywhere due to this) + fussy frustrating reference requests from people who don't know about this probably = mentally gnawing my me off

having a week that is hard bc of growing into the person surviving the hard week stuff BUT also doing too much work for a human for the nth week in a row and screwing up sheerly due to that. anyway i drank too much water and got the hiccups while trying to sleep and perished

you 🫵 can put mustard in a grilled cheese