the creator's universe

afterthoughts and inspired lines from UMI ~ https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CVLQYaRos9M ~ #gardenofappreciation #thendivine

we all have a personal map. our own compass. signals on where to go. no one can show you the way. only you know. and to access the codes and the blueprint you have to be in flow

you have to be in communion with your body, soul, spirit and align all 3 with your mind.

all my life i've been told how to live and it never felt right. but following what eye deemed to be the way i struggled with because there was no one around to give me the 'okay'

no examples to follow (until i started to find my tribe and connect to those within the ndivine...)

but right now life is calling to trust your personal map. we envision and dream and tap into endless realities of what life could be and where we could go... but thats not the end goal.

you are not born to achieve, to produce or to beCOME something you feel you are not.

the purpose of life is to come home. wholeness within self. oneness. union between the light and shadow. mind body soul. subconscious and conscious aligned. your will and desire meeting the fear that suffocates the fire.

on your journey towards oneness you will achieve things

you will express things

but thats just who we are - creators. (welcome to the ndiverse ~ the creator's universe aka the land of i am)

we're souls rediscovering balance.

finding harmony within duality

exploring, living life until all aspects of self unite.

and when (and as) you reach the goal

parts of your visions (and some you don't yet see) will start to manifest physically.

but the manifestation was first found within

when you find you

it is from there you decide what it is you want to do

what it is you wish to express.

when you start at the roots, the core, the seed --- you are then able to figure out what's next.

and THAT'S the beauty of your own sacred map. it configures and paths loom, emerge, unfold and intertwine as you create, as you vibrate, as you decide.

'the way home' follows your frequency

and is constantly open to you, even when you cannot see

some paths are darker and focus on redeeming lost fragments left in the past which make the future you ask for seem out of reach

some are focused on the things you wish to create and feel magical and you want to stay in that reality always

sometimes you may wish to go one way but your higher self knows which way to turn

they know which path has what it is your soul needs to receive, to feel, to learn.

not only do we have our own personal map but we have our inner compass too.

"but how do we tap into-"

don't worry i will tell you

truth is your entire body is wired with navigation systems with signals that will always communicate with you

the heart- the dreamer that shows you where you wish to be, the life you wish to see as you wake not just in your dreams. you need unconditional love to hear her voice. one must be present in order to make the 'heart choice'. because sometimes she says grieve, release, rest, wait. sometimes she says go for it (but our mind's logic tells us she's making a mistake). she speaks through our emotions to help translate what it is we believe. and our beliefs are core pillars of what we go on to experience in our reality

the gut- the digester of feelings, the one that holds memory. that signals when we are out of a position of safety. it takes time to trust her, especially when your past is full of hurt, survival and the nervous system is blocked.

we have others like the mind, but the heart is where we are being called to at this time. for through healing and believing we create a home for the soul. and when you have oneness within there is no limit to where you can go. you can begin to surrender and take the fool's leap into the unknown where fate and destiny meet.

so if you're hearing or reading these words, take them as a sign, to let go of control and allow the path to unwind. even when you feel lost, in stillness and truth you will rediscover the way. it may not be where everyone else is going, but it's your soul's journey home - so that's okay.

theres so many people you will meet, so much you can achieve but the real gift is feeling whole authentic and free.

i've been on this journey and now that i have found self, no one can take her away from me.

i can begin to live. not from separation but wholeness. and anytime i feel distant, i need not be afraid. for with every deep breath i come back to center, to self, to source - that which i was made.

àṣẹ <3

from ndi (i am)

by destiny & ndiara my soul