YOU GET NERVOUS EVERY TIME THAT I COME AROUND

I feel it everywhere. It sort of runs through me in a way. It's like… dangerous. It is the best and the worst thing all at once. It's like the only thing. It's the only thing I've ever felt. It's like I'm fucking… high off of you or something. Chemically dependent. I don't know.

I don’t usually post about acquisitions from the NYC Trans Archives, but this one is too cool not to share. We recently obtained 1 of the 2 known remaining copies of the censored 1933 German booklet “Wie erlange ich eine vollendete Büste?” (“How do I achieve a perfect bust?”). It advertises an early estrogen compound using a patient who was assigned male at birth.

Chapters: 1/? Fandom: Saw (Movies) Relationships: Lynn Denlon/Amanda Young, Adam Faulkner-Stanheight/Lawrence Gordon Series: Part 3 of Strip the Paint Summary:

It’s been less than two months since John Kramer’s death. Less than two months since Amanda and Lawrence pinned every remaining loose end a little too tidily on Detective Mark Hoffman. He fit the profile and had the benefit of being the only face any surviving victims had seen—except for the woman Amanda had locked in a shotgun collar face to face. “She’s a doctor,” Amanda says before thinking better of it. Insult to injury. Adam scoffs. “Woooow. And now you’re blowing up my spot. Everyone’s a critic when I want to screw the hot married doctor, but when Mandy does it…” “She’s also a mom,” she adds apologetically. He swears under his breath. “All the best things happen to the worst people.”

Jenny Holzer Survival: Finding extreme pleasure… New York City, USA: Self-published, 1984 6 x 10" Edition of 10 [+1 AP] signed copies