Poorly Planned and Flawlessly Executed

so who else gets irrationally afraid and embarrassed about their interests being known to people in real life

#i’m not embarrassed but#i hate the thought of having to guard what i love#and defend any of my interests to others#people are the worst i don’t want them to know me

I call this “residual anxiety from being bullied for everything that made me even slightly unusual every day in junior high.”

I firmly believe what ever you’re obsessed with at 11/12 years old becomes a core part of who you are, regardless if you lose interest in it or not. Maybe some of you were lucky and were obsessed with warrior cats or smth, and if you’re real unlucky it was probably twilight.

i've been practicing my gaslighting but my gatekeeping honestly needs work. my girlbossing can wait

if your gatekeeping isnt naturally good you clearly arent supposed to be part of this community :/

what "community?" there isn't a community you're just making things up again

about to go on a hero’s journey, anyone want anything for when I return home but permanently changed?

No matter how much you plan and plot and research and prepare, you’ll never actually feel ready, so you might as well just jump right in and do the thing.

upon rereading this, I feel like I should specify that I was talking about writing and not murder