we choose to feel passion.

4. who is a role model in your life, real or fictional?

david tennant -- i Yearn to be chronically offline & widely adored while also being vocally and actively pro-trans at all times

14. piece of media that left a lasting impact on you?

aftersun (2022) is a film i watched Way Too Soon after my dad died and fuckinell . also heaven sent (the doctor who episode) which i think is masterpiece of television

27. a favourite lyric?

'lippy kids on the corner begin / settling like crows / though I never perfected that simian stroll / the cigarette senate was everything then' -- lippy kids by elbow (probably my all-time favourite song, and always reminds me of my parents. especially the simian stroll line -- it makes me think of my dad so much)

10. dream pet?

main dream is my current cat exactly as she is but without ibs xx although unrealistic dream would be a domesticated fox

15. any “paranormal” or unexplainable experiences?

not long after my dad died my mam couldn't find a rly sentimental earring he bought for her. we searched the entire house up & down for Hours and it was nowhere to be seen so she eventually chalked it up as lost for good and was Very upset about it (understandably). so a few hours later i went to cook tea (chicken pie -- which coincidentally was the first solid meal my dad ate after months on a liquid diet, and he cried because it was the nicest meal he'd had in forever) and i opened the box for this silicone mat thing we use for rolling out pastry . and as i unravelled it the missing earring fell out from inside it, where it had been nearly rolled up inside the mat??? and we're still yet to find a rational explanation for that

17. drink of choice?

in general: 7up

11. song you listened to in childhood?

fill my little world by the feeling!!!!

i had the immense joy of seeing that album's 20th anniversary tour earlier this year and GODDDDDD it was so good . it was So good . absolutely incredible show and fill my little world will forever be one of my songs of all time

12. how do you show affection (this can be platonic or romantic)?

iiii am a big fan of handmade cards . and also adding little notes in with gifts to explain how/why it reminded me of that person . i'm not very good at expressing emotions verbally but give me a pen n paper and i become the gushiest mfer known to man

26. share one outlook you have on life?

man idk . every time i think i have a handle on life smth from the past comes back to bite me so ig my outlook is mostly just "at least i'm not there anymore". like i'm never gna be able to fix mistakes i made when things were bad but at least i don't have to live through them again .