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Is this too much to ask for? 🥺

"MY TERMS"

-Patrick Jane.

A superpower, a true Queen.

I finally got this weird feeling; a feeling of not caring anymore.

Even if I wanted to...it just didn't exist anymore.

Maybe I have become numb.

It's been two years, and here I am looking back at the days that I thought I couldn't survive.

Days where every breath that I took felt like something heavy was crushing my heart, along with my soul.

Everytime I looked at myself, I questioned who I had become and what I was becoming.

It was painful, hell it was so painful. Looking at myself became painful.

With everytime of me looking back, there's a hard pill to swallow...

You were not there anymore and idk what I expected from you maybe it was too much, or maybe it wasn't maybe you did care, maybe you didn't or ...maybe I was just stupid and naive,

What matters now is that I'm here, despite it all. Two years ago I thought I couldn't live with this loss;

Simple, yet an enigma

That's who you are,

Sunlight mixed with darkness as deep as the depths of the ocean,

That's what makes you so beautiful

The abyss of your darkness

Embodied in your persona

Wanting to be heard, not judged; just heard

in everything that you do.

Love you LR ❤️