Welcome in my little universe :)
You can call me Lara Rafaël, of if you are slightly more daring : The Angst Monarch... (if you understood the quote I love you so much.) I am an minior, so I will ask not to send anything weird. Pronouns are they/them.
I can NOT donate to people, so please stop asking this in my asks, I fell very guilty not donating... so yeah, thanks in advance for that :)
I am a theatre kid (but specifically a tech/crew theatre kid). I am a student in a drama school, in a class that we specifically do scenography. I am an a writer and you can find my work on AO3 at @Lara_pluma, I also post original work and shorts stories of fandoms on Tumblr under the tag #lara creats and dreams of great things. I am learning how to draw and you can follow this process on the same tag :)
I love a lot of things but an fews things that I really like are animes (principally cyberpunks or ones that have weird ass stories). I also really like queer stories, it really fills me full of joy. I love sawing. I love the moon and the stars, I found them of an amazing beauty. I love the rain and I am super romantic so I would love to dance in the rain with my future partner (but I am SINGLE :((( right now).
My dream life is living on a little city, that is close to the sea, where I work on a little coffee or library while I study to become an anthropologist. As well as having a partner stable that would have fallen head over hells over me. After I would love to have a life van, where I study history or write, I don't know yet. I have yet to decide.
This is more an information that anything but I am diagnosticated with ADD, Autism and dyslexia.
I presently live in the province of Quebec and I am super proud of that... so you might see me reblogging things about Quebec or French things or speaking in French. I also speak Portuguese because of my parents (but don't really write it because I never officially learned + I'm dyslexic, so yeah it's difficult for me to learn how to write.)
THE LINKS WILL BE DONE IN THE NEXT FEWS DAYS, SAME FOR THE TAGS.
FANDOMS : Marauders era (PRO SEVERUS SNAPE), Epic the Musical and Hamilton, Arcane and Avatar : the last Airbender and Dead Poets Society, Strangers Things
SHIPS : Here's the list of ships that I like, in case you want to yap with me about them.
GOODREAD BUT FOR FANFICS : A non executive list of my favourites fanfics that I have ever read... (they are classed by the bookmarks that I classed them in AO3 with)
GOODREADS BUT FOR "REAL" BOOKS : A non executive list of my favourites books that I have ever read... (they are classed by the names of the themes on my library.)
ASKS : OPEN... always, come yap with me please... I am too socially anxious to start the conversation... I have an bunch of asks games that you can find here :
REQUESTS : OPEN... writing and you can propose to me ideas of fanarts and edits... I will do my best to answer the requests of the people...
BASICALLY, A LOT OF TAGS :
#lara's random shit - basically just me yapping about something. #the angst monarch - basically all the angst I can come up with. #theatre kid but crew edition - me vibing with theatre because I am in an theatre school but I do sceno and I do NOT represent. #lara's barabarian yaps about headcanons - basically what it says, all my hc form the most innocent to the most cruel (in an angst scale). #lara yaps to people - basically what is says, me talking with people (principally in asks) #lara creats and dream of big things - where you can find my work both stories and drawings (as well as edits.) #lara talks about music... (too much) - me talking about music (about fandoms or just normaly.)
QUOTES (BECAUSE THEY ARE FUN) : THE CHALLENGE IS "HAVE I CHOOSEN IT BECAUSE I FOUND IT PRETTY OR BECAUSE I FOUND IT RELATBALE" ? "Just because I don't show it. Doesn't mean that I don't fell it." "Years will pass, and you will have visitings of despair and yet be tortured by hope" - Mary Shelly "Memories do not always soften with time ; some grow edges like knives" - Barbara Kingslover "A women will return, looking for the girl she was." - Louise Glück
DESCLAIMER :
I have an tendencies to like toxics, like TOXICS TOXICS ships, so if you have an problem with that... I'm sorry this might not be the good blog for you.
I am a marauders STAN but if we are talking canon I do believe that canon marauders (specifically Sirius and James) are NOT good people. That being said I am PRO FANON MARAUDERS so please don't insult them, thank you :)
I will NOT defend all actions that Severus Snape cause (neither will I do that for other characters) but I strongly believe that there reasons for characters actions.
I will not fight with people about my opinions and I will ask for people not to argue with me about them because I am quite anxious and I don't like fighting. If you don't like what I am saying just block me. Also, there is a difference between having a conversation and fighting.
If you send something weird in my asks and DM, you will be blocked, I do NOT have time for you bullshit.
MOOTS :
STRANGERS IN THE INTERNET : @space-girliee @werewolfadmirer @guitarheartz @somecluelessidiot @imkindasleepdeprived @ixiefandom @wolfstarsbetterrhanyou @lostinyour-iris @asphodelevans @mikeywaysbass @rustyspringtimee @lookinforluck @fynn-spelledwith-y @unusualeducation @constantfragmentation @gilberto-talks @aelia-posts @i-still-feel-like-the-classclown @cornishpadfoot @hey-look-at-the-stars @unnecessaryheadache @jennapancake @ravenintraining @rainesinsane @l1ve-l4ugh-lov3craft @olympushaze @percyweasleyapologist @whatonearthisgoingon @amoebaporn @whatonearthisgoingon @childofapollosposts
SOMEONE THAT I ACTUALLY KNOW : @morally-grey-n-confused


















