Enemy to parent/friend/qrp/lover/literally WHATEVER close relationship…but like…actual enemy…what if the ptsd nightmare episodes waking you (and thus me) in the middle of the night was from shit that I personally put you through…what if fate takes such circles that the hand that harmed you so severely is going to be the one to balm the wounds that will never heal completely…what if both cruelty and gentleness reside in one towards the very same person, and the duality of it feels so suffocatingly whole that both halves feel like drowning in it, what then













