Trans Journey

Need some advice, I’m on the fence grow my beard out or shave it down to stubble and leave the mustache.

I won’t lie this experience was actually really fun I’d never left the country before and where I had it done was incredible professional and planned out. I’ve had countless surgeries and procedures done this by far was the bests. I really thought I’d form a lot of insecurities traveling home but truthfully the more my face swelled the less I cared because even in the mirror I looked nothing like myself.

Sorry I havnt posted in a couple weeks on top of the seasonal depression I’ve been really struggling. Found out this little guy has cancer, the anniversary of my accident in December when I lost my baby dog, my pain from this accident has lasted with no support from the provider I’m seeing “because I’m 26 it’ll get better” I’ve been struggling with my appearance not very very confident about myself, and I’m not able to work out for a couple weeks so I’m stuck mellowing in self doubt.

Went on a little trip saw some amazing things. Hoping winter will wrap quickly so I can get back on the road.

Spending a time of time working and at the gym, the beard is coming in crazy. Just bought some stuff to hopefully help with the growth we’re at the irritated phase and I normally give up around this time.

Would you guys be interested in vlog like videos?I’m looking at traveling more, building a camper getting out into the world.

Put out some good vibes for me, applied for dream job across the country.

Starting a bulk period.

Been keeping super busy. Hope you guys enjoy a quick popin.

I didn’t make any friends here but I did complete a 10k trail race and got a mullet.

Recently made some life changes in order to travel and hopefully heal.

Went to Chicago to see the legendary ludovico einaudi.

I’m sorry I have not posted and I won’t be for awhile. Since December 13th I have been living a nightmare. When taking my love to her favorite grandparents so she wasn’t alone while I went to work we were in an accident that never ended. My whole heart and my entire soul died with this beautiful girl. I brought Zowie home on March 1st of 2024 it was love at first sight then and there our family was whole my goal in life was to provide my beautiful girls with the best life they could have. Me and Zowie were inseparable dog people will understand she was my child we did everything together she went into stores with me, car rides, vacations, we were inseparable where I go she goes. She was the one who saved me. My other cat babies thought she was a very strange cat but they still loved her, cleaned her, and secreted fed her. My whole family is devastated with the loss of this beautiful angel. I’m still recovering physically with no end in sight and mentally is day by day. Thanks for all the support I know you all with provide. I appreciate every single one of you.

This is the comment that floors me because you wish to share your opinion but your uneducated on what being transgender even is, it’s like showing up to a debate about womans rights then your argument is that the grass is blue. Sexual orientation has nothing to do with why I transitioned? I transitioned for myself and not based on who else loved me but based on loving myself.