#ftm beard

Only a month and a half on T so far and I am getting some serious chin hairs and a tiny stache. I know it's still early on, but it would be nice if I could grow a beard fast because I am impatient. But I also am curious to see how fast it will grow without help from something like minoxidil, so I am holding out for now. I don't think we voice has changed at all yet, which is not surprising. I kind of hope it starts soon though. I want to have a lower voice. Also I had a dream the other day that I had gotten top surgery and had a flat chest and it was a bummer to wake up and find them still very present. I gotta look into getting that set up, though I am not sure if I will even be able to afford it. I know that transition is a process, but man it would be nice to just be on the other side already.

Yall got any advice for using mascara to fill in patchy spots in my beard? I’m having some professional photos taken for the first time week after next and I want to try and shape this mess better.