Love,
It all seems to exist
And end with you
Hurtful words but actions
Tell a different story
Please oh lord
give me the strength to carry on
Tossing and turning
Eyes continue to flood until dawn
This is not what I chose
Or maybe I did
I think I’m a masochist you see
Guarded and cold
A void is where my heart used to be
And yet your face
Bring light and warmth to my soul
Please oh lord
Save me from my own demise
As I cry and cry
tears of karma returned
Unloyal to the man who loves me more
Toxicity and secret affairs
Entice my inner being
But I’m Harden with the burden
of my soulmate Fleeing
The scenes of bloody murder
My self esteem is shattered
Please oh lord lift me from
This disaster
For I can’t take another lover to walk
Away
My heart craves for self love to stay
But each one I realize
Something in me
Please oh lord
I’m closer to destiny












