Yo No Tengo Tiempo Para Odiar A Lucifer

you are my mutual and to some extent my wife

"he used to imagine that air was a hug that was always happening" MATTHEW LYNCH YOU SWEET SWEET BOY 😭😭

told my roommate dracula was an epistolary novel because it’s made up of letters and she was like. of course it’s made of letters it’s a book

ive seen some aus where cersei manages to send ned to the wall but none that really acknowledge the timelines. by the time he got through the riverlands all the way to the north, we would be way into acok and jon would be beyond the wall where things would unfold more or less the same. you have to understand the appeal of this kind of au is to make jon's already bad no good awful day worse. he comes back to the wall a traitor, he broke his vows, he's shot in the leg, the wall is under attack, they're understaffed, most of his friends are presumed dead beyond the wall including his boss and now his dad is there squinting at him judgmentally with a 'i know what you are 🤨' look on his face. and fine, he can look at silver linings. ned and him can bond. they're both traitors, they both have a leg injury and he no longer needs to compete with his siblings for attention. he might even be able to look for some comfort or words of wisdom regarding the whole breaking vows for a woman thing. he might even tell him about his mother and they can go look for uncle benjen together. male bonding! except the next plot relevant thing that happens before they get 1 millisecond of free time is a baratheon spawning at the wall with an army and a "burning royals alive to wake dragons" agenda. between that and not being able to drop the fatal 'just like your daddy' bomb on jon, ned stark dies of stress aged 36-ish. the end.

like you have to understand jon's perspective here. imagine having the worst possible shift at work and suddenly you are told you have a new coworker and surprise, it's your father here to judge you in your darkest hour. and youre 16 and again, having a terrible time. there's a clique at works that wants you DEAD. your unlawful girlfriend shot you and then died. you were coerced into the relationship but you have no language to explain that either. you may or may not be promoted to manager position against your will as well. i can't stress how adding ned to that equation just makes everything worse, not better

i go on tumblr, talk to myself then leave

you gotta read, you gotta write, you gotta draw, you gotta watch films and shows. there is literally NO time to be employed

I think I want my next piercing to be through my heart with a wooden stake