Tatiyay

Well, since this is a redo, I should introduce myself for my first blog. My name is Tatiyay, you can also just call me Tati. I'm 16 years old, my birthday is on July 12th. I really do like listening to music. I mainly listen to jpop, mostly Vocaloid but I also listen to some indie. I'm not really good at things, mainly because I give up too easily, but I do try to draw sometimes. Even though nobody's gonna read this, I should explain my plan for this blog. I'm mostly just gonna blab here and write a daily blog that I will hopefully do about just my feelings and thoughts.

Also, here's today's song.

Like, just because you don't understand something doesn't mean it's weird and corny, like tbh you're weird and corny for being so judgmental.

Don't be a weenie.

(Also, the songs I pick have nothing to do with what I wrote, I'm just gonna pick songs that I have stuck in my head.)

SO ik I've been gone for idek how many days, but I haven't continued the blog I was supposed to do, mostly because I wasn't really using phone and laptop. I used my laptop yesterday and experienced something disturbing. But other than that, I haven't been using anything, mostly because I didn't feel like getting online. Nothing really happened except for yesterday's incident, but other than that, the past few days were boring and uninteresting. Anyway, that's all. I promise to start posting my daily blogs regularly, and tomorrow I'll start including a song of the day with my blogs.

What if I shared a daily song with my daily blog?

So, the only exciting thing I did was bake cookies (I should've taken a picture, but oh well). Anyway, I have a problem where I just can't stop thinking about all my mistakes, and one mistake that keeps haunting me is how, back in April, I met a guy on a website called Human or Not (literally the worst place to meet people). The only reason I was on that website was because I had an overdue essay that I didn't want to do, so instead of doing it, I decided to go on human or not (I should've just done the fucking essay 😭). Well, I won't go into too much detail, but my dumbass ended up kinda liking him and ignored all his fucking red flags. The good thing is that it never turned into a relationship. I also might've... told him and showed him some personal things like my real name, the town I fucking lived in, and what I looked like (but it's fine because I knew all that about him and more because I might've stalked a little and he also told me some things. I swear I'm not a stalker 😭).