Be able to talk to the three people I eat lunch with

Have a life?

I’d feel so much more confident about being social, taking chances, and do much better with change.

this internship would not be as hard as it is

Forget about nursing school and start chasing veterinary school instead.

Actually care about my OCs and not worried about how others view them

Go camping

break the school rules

Talk to more people and have more friends

Hold longer friendships with people

I’d be more social.. and show my fun part to people who actually think I’m boring

Be a singer.

Sing in front of people, go on a solo trip to another country.

ask for help when i need it, initiate conversations, cut my own hair

I’d have my dream job, have a car and have my own place …

Sleep

Ditch the façade that’s used for conforming to standards & expectations, do all the ‘frowned upon’ stuff I’ve been wanting to for ages!!

All of the above & be unabashedly open and excited about my interests in front of other people

Show affection for my irl friends

Tell others when i need support

Tell someone i need help before mentally breaking down and lashing out.

I’m gonna guess that they aren’t normally allowed to sit on the furniture.

yes im always a little sick to my stomach with anger and rage. why do u ask?

here are some fresh ibuprofen pills for you to snack on

stop asking me what my plan for the day is, it’s the same as always, self sabotage

i bet you thought you’d seen the last of me

walking thru the streets late at night would be so Good and calming if I wasn’t scared of every man and car I see after 8pm