PLEASE elaborate on workaholic connor too busy to date being sequestered with his huddy about to film the horniest show in the world for 4 months. please.
a couple days late on this one but walk with me:
connor is a regimented guy. heās taking everything seriously and earnestly. this is his Big Break finally! so of course heās gonna book himself up and prioritise gym in his spare time and get the right amount of sleep and not think about getting on the apps again. because also thereās this whole other thing now where people probably would screenshot his profile and heās trying to keep on the down low so itās like fine. he has a hand. he will survive, and besides, did he mention heās busy? heās not thinking about any of that stuff. (especially not when any free moment he has his is talking to hudson, his hudson, his hudson who he wants to be ready to see as soon as their schedules align, and it is absolutely of no consequence that hanging with hudson is kind of like playing boyfriends in a way where connor is completely and utterly in love with him and they tell each other THIS blowjob really is the last one and basically itās all fine)
so perhaps he is a little nervous. a little anticipatory. itās been forever since they had any real TIME together and even longer since theyāve been alone for more than a few minutes. itās not awkward when they see each other but itās a little guarded. he can tell hudson is second-guessing his touches. their first hug is hard and long but not intimate. it creeps up on them, though.
smoking a joint on the balcony. Hudsonās fingers against his lips. leg thrown over his thigh. āso tell me who youāve been seeing.ā not a question. connor laughs, enjoys playing it coy. ānone of your business.ā āwhy, is it serious?ā hudsons a bad liar and connor can read him like a book. slides his hand up Hudsonās thick thigh. ānobody.ā hudson doesnāt believe him. grills him until connor is laughing, crunching over at Hudsonās fingers poking and prodding and tickling at his sides. āfor real. I donāt have the time for it.ā and then hudsonās eyes go all dark in the beautifully obvious way he gets when heās so turned on he can barely speak and he says, ādonāt you miss it?ā of course hudson is always horny, like a strong wind could get him in the mood, but theyāve talked about it before. connorās done the anonymous sex thing for a long time and now he knows what he wants. boyfriends sex or none at all. so hudson knows what heās asking.
āobviously,ā connor replies, and hudsonās close now, fingers stroking down his treasure trail, eyes black and molten. itās easy to lean in. let his tv boyfriend kiss him like heās his real boyfriend. lets him take him by the hand, pull him into the bedroom. tell him, baby baby, how can you keep this to yourself? kiss all up and down his body. connor wants to close his eyes but he canāt because every time heās worried itāll be the last, that heāll get an ultimatum from her, that they have to stop this. lets connor push him on the bed and straddle him and slowly sink down on him, hudsons fingers digging into his hips, brow creased and lips parted like itās the first time, every time. itās been a while so he goes slow, sets the pace, just watches hudson gasp and shudder and groan and then, when he leans down to kiss him, listen to the sound of their mouths working each other, wet and messy. he comes fast but hudson isnt far behind and they lay there together afterwards, noses kissing, hands interlinked. connor closes his eyes and breathes in hudsons familiar scent as he strokes his free hand up and down his back. itās too close to what he so desperately wants; he knows that. but heās going to let it happen anyway, pretending it isnāt anything, that itās just their special situation, that they could stop it any time. after all, isnāt pretending the thing heās best at it in the world?
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